A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Quiet Victory In The Waiting
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Quiet Victory In The Waiting

Waiting can feel like standing still while the world runs past. Psalm 37 invites us to rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him. Today’s reading tells the story of a man falsely accused, who carried quiet shame for years. In that long season, he took the path of yielding rather than self defense. He cared for the child left at his door. He trusted God to hold his name. Years later, truth came to light. The vindication arrived, but the deeper work had already been done inside him.

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When Weakness Makes Room For Power
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When Weakness Makes Room For Power

Some days I feel small. Work stretches thin, relationships pull tight, and my own resources falter. This reading points me to a different way of seeing. The apostle Paul lifts my eyes from how strong I feel, to how present Jesus is. God’s power finds a fitting home where my strength runs out.

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Freedom That Travels With You
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Freedom That Travels With You

Some situations change slowly, and some never seem to move at all. This reading points me to a deeper freedom that is not chained to circumstances. Ray Stedman reminds us that the question is not first, can I get out of this, but rather, who am I in Jesus right now. Paul said you can be God’s free person in the very place that taxes you, because freedom starts on the inside.

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Faith Rises When His Word Lives In Us
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Faith Rises When His Word Lives In Us

The Lord loves to steady our hearts by pointing us to what is faithful and true. Revelation gives us this anchor, that the words of the risen Lord are faithful and true, and that He Himself is the Faithful and True Witness. We are not left to chase feelings or manage life by hunches. We are invited to lean our weight on the character of Jesus and the reliability of His word.

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From Forsaken To Joy, The Holy Spirit Makes All Things New
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From Forsaken To Joy, The Holy Spirit Makes All Things New

You and I both know what it is to look back at chapters we would rather forget. Today’s reading from A. B. Simpson looks straight at those pages and says, God delights to rewrite them with mercy. Not with whiteout, but with redemption. He takes what was broken and makes it a showcase of His kindness.

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Prayer That Turns The Key
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Prayer That Turns The Key

Prayer, Chambers reminds us, is not the warm up before the work, it is the work that unlocks the Lord’s sending. The harvest belongs to Jesus, not to our plans. So the first move is not strategy or hustle, it is turning to the Lord of the harvest in trusting prayer.

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Offered As Alive, Not Improved
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Offered As Alive, Not Improved

A friend leaves a simple reminder on the table, present yourself to God as those who are alive from the dead. Romans 6:13. Miles Stanford helps us slow down long enough to notice the order that Scripture gives us. First, we come to know what God has already done in Jesus. We died to sin with Him. We were made alive to God with Him. Only then do we present ourselves. Consecration is not polishing the old you. It is offering the new you that God has already raised with His Son.

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Little In My Hands, Plenty In His
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Little In My Hands, Plenty In His

We watch the scene in Matthew 14, five loaves, two fish, a hillside full of hungry people, and hear Jesus say, Bring them to Me. Witness Lee reminds us that what sits in our hands looks small, but once it passes into His hands, it becomes blessing that runs beyond us. That is not a call to strain. It is an invitation to entrust.

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Hidden With Jesus, Seen By Few
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Hidden With Jesus, Seen By Few

Some truths come to us like hand-me-down clothes. They fit well enough, and we are grateful. Other truths are stitched to us by the Lord Himself. They are not borrowed, they are born within, and once they are there, nothing on earth can unmake them. T. Austin-Sparks points to this second kind of knowing. He says that when Jesus is revealed within, not as a theory but as Life, there is stability, assurance, and freshness. There is also a different path that can be lonely at times, because not everyone understands an inward leading that moves beyond second-hand religion.

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Conceived, Not Copied
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Conceived, Not Copied

When Paul went up to Jerusalem, he went in response to a revelation, not a trend or an expectation. That simple line in Galatians 2:2 steadies my heart. It tells me that Jesus leads His people personally, and His Spirit initiates the works He means to do through us. Thank you, T. Austin-Sparks, for reminding us that imitation cannot replace inspiration from the Lord.

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Pressed Beyond Ourselves, Held By Resurrection Life
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Pressed Beyond Ourselves, Held By Resurrection Life

Some days sit heavy on the chest. Paul called it being burdened beyond measure, beyond strength, to the point of despair. Austin-Sparks reminds us that this is not failure, it is often the classroom where Jesus shows us what information alone could never give. We are brought to the end of self so we can discover, in real time, that the God who raises the dead is our only source.

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Bars That Hold Us Together
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Bars That Hold Us Together

The old tabernacle had boards and bars. The boards stood upright, the bars ran through them and bound the whole into one dwelling. T. Austin-Sparks notices the bars, then gently calls us to guard the unity that the Spirit gives. Not cliques. Not silos. Not my lane versus your lane. One people in Jesus held by one Spirit.

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One Calling, Many Hands
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One Calling, Many Hands

Paul’s charge to Timothy paints a simple picture. Grace you have received is grace you pass along, and endurance is part of the journey with Jesus. T. Austin-Sparks picks up that theme with the Levites, showing that the people of God carry different pieces of the same work. Some lifted beams. Some carried vessels. All served the same Lord. He reminds us that reliability matters, not as a badge of superiority, but as a shared trust inside a single testimony.

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When Love Stays Put
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When Love Stays Put

The verse calls us to look after one another so that no one misses the grace of God. It warns us about the bitter root that can spread, trouble many, and corrode hearts. T. Austin-Sparks helps us see where that root often starts. It grows where pains and disappointments go unattended, where we rehearse injuries, and where we forget the cross.

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Mutual Delight, One Gifted Body
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Mutual Delight, One Gifted Body

Sex in marriage is not a battleground for rights, it is a table of mutual giving. Paul’s words in 1 Corinthians 7:3-5 point us away from demands and toward devotion. The husband tends to his wife. The wife tends to her husband. Bodies are not bargaining chips, they are entrusted gifts for one another. Ray Stedman’s insight helped me see this passage not as a lever to pry something from a spouse, but as a gentle invitation to serve and be served.

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Your Body, His Home
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Your Body, His Home

We carry a high purpose in ordinary skin. Paul says our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, not rented rooms or storage units, but a living place meant for God’s presence. Ray Stedman reminds us that this changes everything about how we think of ourselves, and how we think of intimacy. The body is not disposable. It is consecrated space.

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Settle It Like Saints
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Settle It Like Saints

Some hurts land hard. The quiet jab. The invoice never paid. The story told out of turn. Our first impulse can be to run it up the flagpole and force a fix. Ray Stedman brings us back to something far better, something that honors Jesus and actually heals. He reminds us that the family of God is not powerless or naive. The Spirit forms a people who can sort out real life conflicts with humility, wisdom, and love.

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At The Table And At The Family Door
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At The Table And At The Family Door

We live in a noisy world where it can be easy to mix up our assignments. Paul wrote to a messy church and clarified something that still trips us up. We are sent into the world with good news, not with a gavel. We do not quarantine from unbelievers who do not share our values. We move toward them with the kindness of Jesus, trusting His life in us to shine where hearts are hungry.

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When Comfort Numbs the Soul
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When Comfort Numbs the Soul

We have all tasted the easy chair of the heart. Things look good, the calendar is full, the budget is steady, and we tell ourselves, this must be maturity. Ray Stedman points to Corinth and simply says, be careful. The Corinthians thought they had arrived. They were rich in gifts, loud in praise, and proud of their meetings. Yet beneath the bustle sat a quiet drift, a satisfied spirit that no longer leaned on Jesus.

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Light For The Trust That Lives In Us
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Light For The Trust That Lives In Us

Faith does not rise from grit. It rises from Jesus, who authors it, grows it, and brings it to completion. Bob Hoekstra points our attention to Him, the Faithful and True Witness. He shows us that confidence blooms where the Lord reveals His name and His heart. As we see who He is, we rest in what He does.

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