A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Faith That Flows From Jesus
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Faith That Flows From Jesus

Faith is not something I squeeze out of myself like water from a dry sponge. Faith comes from a Person. Today’s reading points my attention to Jesus, the author and finisher of faith, who supplies what He calls me to walk in. Peter’s words in Acts 3 lift the curtain. A lame man stands strong in the presence of all, and Peter explains that it happened through faith in Jesus’ name, and even that faith came through Him.

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The Faith That Starts And Grows In Us
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The Faith That Starts And Grows In Us

Faith is not something we manufacture out of grit. It is something Jesus awakens and grows as we keep looking to Him. Bob Hoekstra points us to Hebrews 12:2, where we see Jesus as the author and finisher of our faith. He began this story, and He will bring it along to maturity as we keep turning toward Him.

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Eyes On The Unseen, Steps On The Solid
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Eyes On The Unseen, Steps On The Solid

We walk by faith, not by sight. That is more than a slogan. It is how Jesus carries us from where we are to where He is leading, one step, one quiet yes, at a time. The visible world hums with data and demands, and yet the truest things are often hidden at first glance. Faith learns to lean into what God has said, and into who God is, even when our eyes cannot map the path.

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Hold Fast, Walk Forward by Faith
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Hold Fast, Walk Forward by Faith

Confidence can slip through our fingers in a long season of waiting. Hebrews 10:35-39 calls us back from the edge. Do not toss away your confidence. You will need endurance. The promise stands, the Coming One will come. This passage steadies us in the simple, lived truth that the righteous live by faith.

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Holding Nothing Back, Letting God Work
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Holding Nothing Back, Letting God Work

Faith is not clutching the corner of our worries and calling it trust. Faith releases the letter into the mailbox, then walks away in confidence that delivery is underway. Today’s thought, inspired by A. B. Simpson’s Days of Heaven, invites us to stop hovering over what we have already given to God and to start resting in His faithful action.

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Turning Our Back On The Old Voice
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Turning Our Back On The Old Voice

Peter loved Jesus, yet in a moment of human thinking Jesus told him to get behind Him. I am grateful for how A. B. Simpson draws that scene into our everyday life. He reminds us that when the old patterns of the former life whisper, they are not the real us in Christ, and they do not get the last word.

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New Nature, Not Rehab
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New Nature, Not Rehab

The old patterns do not bend toward God. They resist. Romans 8:7 says the mind set on the flesh is hostile to God, it does not submit to His law, and it cannot. That is why self-improvement projects, no matter how sincere, keep running into a wall. The flesh does not graduate. It only doubles down.

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Crucified, So Fully Alive
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Crucified, So Fully Alive

The heart of today’s reading points me to a surprising door into freedom. First, I learn that I am free because of the finished work of the Cross. Then I discover that the same Cross is how that freedom actually operates in daily life. Miles Stanford, with the steady hand of a friend of Jesus, keeps directing my eyes to the Lord’s death as the place where my old life ended and my new life begins.

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Feeding Others With What Seems Too Little
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Feeding Others With What Seems Too Little

We all know that moment when need stares back at us and our basket looks thin. In Matthew 14, the disciples do the math and come up short. Five loaves. Two fish. Thousands of hungry people. Witness Lee points us to the simple truth that grace exposes our emptiness, not to shame us, but to move us to place what we have in Jesus’ hands.

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The Lamb Who Opens Every Door
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The Lamb Who Opens Every Door

The center of the gospel is not my story, my experience, or my favorite theme. The heart is Jesus Himself, the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world. Oswald Chambers points our gaze there, away from narrow slices of ministry, and back to the limitless reach of His atoning work. I am grateful for his steady hand on the compass, calling us to keep the message simple and full, the Lamb who removes sin.

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Sent With Him, Not Pushing For Him
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Sent With Him, Not Pushing For Him

Jesus says all authority in heaven and on earth is His. Oswald Chambers reminds me that this is the ground under my feet. Mission is not me racing to meet needs by my own energy. Mission is Jesus reigning, then sending. I do not invite Him to help my plans. I step under His authority and walk in the work He is already doing.

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Desert Seasons, Quiet Growth
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Desert Seasons, Quiet Growth

Moses had zeal, then he had a desert. Oswald Chambers points us to that long middle space where our plans stall and our confidence thins. Moses thought he was ready to deliver his people, then forty years of sand and sheep rewrote his understanding of readiness. When God finally called again from the bush, Moses’ voice trembled. That shaky voice was the doorway to dependence.

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Learning the Pace of Jesus
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Learning the Pace of Jesus

Some days are loud with headlines and hurry. Other days are plain and quiet. Oswald Chambers reminds us that the real measure of life with God is found in those quiet, ordinary stretches. The spotlight fades. The crowd goes home. It is just you walking with God in the hallway, the kitchen, the car, the clinic, the waiting room. That is where pace is learned.

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Quiet, Yet Carrying You
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Quiet, Yet Carrying You

Silence can rattle us. We start wondering if we missed something, or if God stepped out of the room. Oswald Chambers reminds us that, in Bethany, Jesus lingered while Lazarus grew worse. The quiet did not signal neglect. It signaled a larger unveiling of the Father’s heart. Time does not pressure God. His silence does not mean absence. It often means intimacy.

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Clothed In, Filled Up: Living From Union With Jesus
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Clothed In, Filled Up: Living From Union With Jesus

We are not dangling on the edge of grace. In the gospel, the Holy Spirit placed us into Jesus, and that position is settled. Miles Stanford reminds us that the Spirit’s baptism united us with the Lord, not as a feeling that comes and goes, but as a fact anchored in the finished work of the Son. I am in Him, and He is in me. That is home.

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Mercy In The Crucible
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Mercy In The Crucible

The heart of today’s reading invites us to see mercy not as an idea, but as the warm nearness of our Father in the very place that hurts. Stanford points out that the daily cross exposes our thin supports and our quick reach for human fixes. When those props give way, the mercy of God does not step back, it draws close. What looks like loss becomes the door by which Jesus meets us as enough, again.

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Allured Into the Quiet Place
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Allured Into the Quiet Place

Growth often starts with guidance, then moves into a gentler drawing. That is the heartbeat of today’s reading. The Father leads His children into seasons that feel like wilderness, not to punish, but to speak more closely than the city noise allows. Miles Stanford points to Hosea 2:14, where God allures, brings into the wilderness, and speaks tenderly. The point is not hardship for hardship’s sake. The point is nearness.

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At His Feet, From His Life
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At His Feet, From His Life

There is a sweetness in today’s reading that invites us to come closer, not to work harder. Miles Stanford points us to the center of the Christian life, knowing Jesus and sharing His life, not as a set of ideas, but as a living relationship. He contrasts Martha’s busy serving with Mary’s quiet listening, and he honors the posture that most honors the Lord, a heart that receives from Him before doing for Him.

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Grace On The Grass At Suppertime
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Grace On The Grass At Suppertime

Evening settled over a hungry crowd. The disciples did the math, then offered a practical solution. Send the people away so they can buy food. Jesus answered with a different economy. They do not need to go away. You give them something to eat. His reply moves us from law to grace, from demand to gift, from self-sourcing to God supplying.

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Seeing Each Other By the Spirit, Not the Surface
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Seeing Each Other By the Spirit, Not the Surface

We rush through days full of faces, voices, accents, and opinions. It is easy to sort people by what meets the eye. Paul once did that with Jesus Himself, measuring the Lord by outward markers, and he missed the glory standing before him. Then the Damascus road happened, and everything shifted from flesh to Spirit.

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