A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Continuous Contact, Not Crisis
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Continuous Contact, Not Crisis

Many of us know the scene from Genesis 32. Jacob wrestles till daybreak, then limps into a new name. J. Sidlow Baxter uses that moment to help us see a common pattern. We chase spiritual highs, then fade back to the old average. We live on the battery system, charged by a conference or an all night prayer push, then drained again.

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Centered At The Cross
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Centered At The Cross

Philippians 4 calls us to stand firm in the Lord. E. Stanley Jones points us to the place that steadies the stance, the cross of Jesus. He reminds us that some try to live in Christ while sidestepping the cross, and that never holds. The cross is not a side note. It is the center where the heart is kept steady.

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The War Is Over, Walk In Peace
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The War Is Over, Walk In Peace

Romans 5:1 says that because we have been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. Ray Stedman helps us slow down and really hear that. Peace with God is not a mood we try to maintain. It is the settled result of what Jesus finished. The war is over. God calls us family.

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You Are My God, Right Here
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You Are My God, Right Here

David teaches me something simple and steady. Surrounded by slander and fear on every side, he kept saying to the Lord, You are my God. Bob Hoekstra points out that David’s confession did not rise from a calm season. It rose in the middle of pressure. The man had enemies, plots, and family heartbreak. Yet his mouth kept agreeing with God’s faithfulness.

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Refined, Not Ruined
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Refined, Not Ruined

Proverbs 17:3 says the Lord tests hearts. Today’s reading reassures us that temptation itself is not sin. Sin requires the consent of the will. When the pull shows up and the spirit says no, the Father sees that refusal as obedience. In fact, strong pressure only highlights how precious that yes to Jesus really is.

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When It Is Not Clear, Stay Close
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When It Is Not Clear, Stay Close

Matthew 20:22 records Jesus saying, you do not know what you are asking. That line feels honest about real life. Some days with God feel bright and simple. Other days feel foggy. Oswald Chambers helps us sit with that reality without panic. Confusion does not mean we are off the path. It often means the Lord is taking us by a way we do not yet understand.

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Mercy Without a Measuring Cup
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Mercy Without a Measuring Cup

Matthew 7:1 to 2 is straight and kind. The measure I use on others will be the measure that comes back to me. Today’s reading from eManna helped me slow down and see that kingdom mercy does not live with a ruler in its hand. It does not size people up before deciding if they qualify. Mercy cares for people because the Father has cared for us in Jesus.

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From Words to Walking
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From Words to Walking

Ephesians 1:17 says the Father gives a Spirit of wisdom and revelation so we may know Jesus. Miles Stanford helps us slow down and see that the goal is not to stockpile facts. The goal is a Person. The Spirit moves truth from the page into the heart, then into the day, so we live from what the Father has freely given.

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Watchful Hearts, Patient God
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Watchful Hearts, Patient God

2 Peter 3:9 says the Lord is not slow as some count slowness. He is patient, not wanting any to perish, but all to come to repentance. Today’s reading reminds me that our hope is not in timetables. It is in a Person. We wait for Jesus Himself. Dates and headlines can have a place, but they do not hold our center.

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Ever Upward With Jesus
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Ever Upward With Jesus

Philippians 3:14 pictures a heart leaning forward. Paul calls it the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. E. Stanley Jones takes that phrase and gently shakes off complacency. He says life in Jesus is never a museum of yesterday’s victories. It is a fresh beginning that keeps beginning again in Him.

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First Love, True Service
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First Love, True Service

2 Corinthians 5:14 says the love of Christ compels us. Romans 5:5 says the love of God is poured into our hearts by the Holy Spirit. Today’s reading from T. Austin-Sparks is a kind nudge back to the center. Real service does not start with duty or titles. It starts with a heart captured by Jesus. Where love leads, serving follows.

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Counting Stars, Trusting Jesus
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Counting Stars, Trusting Jesus

Romans 4 takes us by the hand and walks us back to Abraham. Paul shows two paths people try for worth. One is performance, where we stack up deeds and hope it adds up. The other is faith, where we take God at His word and receive righteousness as a gift. Ray Stedman helps us see that Abraham’s story is not a museum piece. It is the pattern for a normal day with God.

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According to Your Word, Today
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According to Your Word, Today

Psalm 119 has a steady refrain, according to Your word. Bob Hoekstra reminds us that the Father meets real needs with real Scripture, not as a slogan, but as a way of life. When we feel thin, confused, or worn out, the Lord does not hand us a rule book. He gives Himself through His word, and He shows us how to walk in the day we have.

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With You In Every Kind of Day
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With You In Every Kind of Day

Matthew 28:20 reads, teaching them to obey all that I have commanded you, and surely I am with you always, even to the end of the age. A. B. Simpson reminds us that Jesus keeps that promise in the most down to earth way. He is with us in all the days. Not only on Sundays and mountaintops, but in errands, in long meetings, in quiet evenings at home.

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Grace In The Small Places
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Grace In The Small Places

Jesus washed feet. Ordinary work, yet holy in His hands. Oswald Chambers reminds us that ministering as opportunity surrounds us does not mean waiting for a better stage. It means serving where God places us, with the life of Jesus active in the present moment.

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From Striving To Settled
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From Striving To Settled

Hebrews 4:10 says that the one who has entered His rest has ceased from his own works. Miles Stanford helps us name two kinds of rest. There is the rest of reception, where we receive all that the Cross secured. There is also the rest of resistance, where temptations show up and we answer from our union with Jesus, not from sweat or struggle.

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An Open Hand, Not a Pointing Finger
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An Open Hand, Not a Pointing Finger

Matthew 7 calls us away from a quick verdict toward a caring heart. The Lord says, do not judge, and then He tells us why. The measure I use on others circles back to me. That is not meant to scare me into silence. It is an invitation to love people more than I love my opinions.

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Touch That Makes Us Whole
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Touch That Makes Us Whole

Mark 6:56 says that as many as touched Him were made whole. Today’s reading paints a simple picture. Not just reading. Not just saying prayers. Touching Jesus by faith. When we do, something passes from Him into us. Courage for the hard thing. Patience with the trying one. Fortitude when we feel we cannot go on. A sweetness of peace that settles the inside.

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His Own, Then Everything Else
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His Own, Then Everything Else

Philippians 3 walks us into a beautiful exchange. Paul lets go of a righteousness of his own and receives the righteousness that comes from God by faith in Jesus. From there he longs to know the Lord and the power of His resurrection. He presses on to make this life his own, because Christ Jesus has already made him His own.

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Seeing What Heaven Emphasizes
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Seeing What Heaven Emphasizes

Ephesians 3:3 speaks of a mystery made known by revelation. Today’s reading invites us to something deeper than enterprise or movement. It invites us to the Spirit’s unveiling of God’s purpose in this hour. I hear T. Austin-Sparks pointing us to a simple center. See Jesus as the Father’s great emphasis, then live from that view.

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