A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Pressed Beyond Ourselves, Held By Resurrection Life
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Pressed Beyond Ourselves, Held By Resurrection Life

Some days sit heavy on the chest. Paul called it being burdened beyond measure, beyond strength, to the point of despair. Austin-Sparks reminds us that this is not failure, it is often the classroom where Jesus shows us what information alone could never give. We are brought to the end of self so we can discover, in real time, that the God who raises the dead is our only source.

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Bars That Hold Us Together
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Bars That Hold Us Together

The old tabernacle had boards and bars. The boards stood upright, the bars ran through them and bound the whole into one dwelling. T. Austin-Sparks notices the bars, then gently calls us to guard the unity that the Spirit gives. Not cliques. Not silos. Not my lane versus your lane. One people in Jesus held by one Spirit.

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One Calling, Many Hands
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One Calling, Many Hands

Paul’s charge to Timothy paints a simple picture. Grace you have received is grace you pass along, and endurance is part of the journey with Jesus. T. Austin-Sparks picks up that theme with the Levites, showing that the people of God carry different pieces of the same work. Some lifted beams. Some carried vessels. All served the same Lord. He reminds us that reliability matters, not as a badge of superiority, but as a shared trust inside a single testimony.

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When Love Stays Put
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When Love Stays Put

The verse calls us to look after one another so that no one misses the grace of God. It warns us about the bitter root that can spread, trouble many, and corrode hearts. T. Austin-Sparks helps us see where that root often starts. It grows where pains and disappointments go unattended, where we rehearse injuries, and where we forget the cross.

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Mutual Delight, One Gifted Body
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Mutual Delight, One Gifted Body

Sex in marriage is not a battleground for rights, it is a table of mutual giving. Paul’s words in 1 Corinthians 7:3-5 point us away from demands and toward devotion. The husband tends to his wife. The wife tends to her husband. Bodies are not bargaining chips, they are entrusted gifts for one another. Ray Stedman’s insight helped me see this passage not as a lever to pry something from a spouse, but as a gentle invitation to serve and be served.

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Your Body, His Home
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Your Body, His Home

We carry a high purpose in ordinary skin. Paul says our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, not rented rooms or storage units, but a living place meant for God’s presence. Ray Stedman reminds us that this changes everything about how we think of ourselves, and how we think of intimacy. The body is not disposable. It is consecrated space.

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Settle It Like Saints
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Settle It Like Saints

Some hurts land hard. The quiet jab. The invoice never paid. The story told out of turn. Our first impulse can be to run it up the flagpole and force a fix. Ray Stedman brings us back to something far better, something that honors Jesus and actually heals. He reminds us that the family of God is not powerless or naive. The Spirit forms a people who can sort out real life conflicts with humility, wisdom, and love.

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At The Table And At The Family Door
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At The Table And At The Family Door

We live in a noisy world where it can be easy to mix up our assignments. Paul wrote to a messy church and clarified something that still trips us up. We are sent into the world with good news, not with a gavel. We do not quarantine from unbelievers who do not share our values. We move toward them with the kindness of Jesus, trusting His life in us to shine where hearts are hungry.

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When Comfort Numbs the Soul
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When Comfort Numbs the Soul

We have all tasted the easy chair of the heart. Things look good, the calendar is full, the budget is steady, and we tell ourselves, this must be maturity. Ray Stedman points to Corinth and simply says, be careful. The Corinthians thought they had arrived. They were rich in gifts, loud in praise, and proud of their meetings. Yet beneath the bustle sat a quiet drift, a satisfied spirit that no longer leaned on Jesus.

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Light For The Trust That Lives In Us
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Light For The Trust That Lives In Us

Faith does not rise from grit. It rises from Jesus, who authors it, grows it, and brings it to completion. Bob Hoekstra points our attention to Him, the Faithful and True Witness. He shows us that confidence blooms where the Lord reveals His name and His heart. As we see who He is, we rest in what He does.

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Faith That Flows From Jesus
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Faith That Flows From Jesus

Faith is not something I squeeze out of myself like water from a dry sponge. Faith comes from a Person. Today’s reading points my attention to Jesus, the author and finisher of faith, who supplies what He calls me to walk in. Peter’s words in Acts 3 lift the curtain. A lame man stands strong in the presence of all, and Peter explains that it happened through faith in Jesus’ name, and even that faith came through Him.

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The Faith That Starts And Grows In Us
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The Faith That Starts And Grows In Us

Faith is not something we manufacture out of grit. It is something Jesus awakens and grows as we keep looking to Him. Bob Hoekstra points us to Hebrews 12:2, where we see Jesus as the author and finisher of our faith. He began this story, and He will bring it along to maturity as we keep turning toward Him.

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Eyes On The Unseen, Steps On The Solid
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Eyes On The Unseen, Steps On The Solid

We walk by faith, not by sight. That is more than a slogan. It is how Jesus carries us from where we are to where He is leading, one step, one quiet yes, at a time. The visible world hums with data and demands, and yet the truest things are often hidden at first glance. Faith learns to lean into what God has said, and into who God is, even when our eyes cannot map the path.

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Hold Fast, Walk Forward by Faith
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Hold Fast, Walk Forward by Faith

Confidence can slip through our fingers in a long season of waiting. Hebrews 10:35-39 calls us back from the edge. Do not toss away your confidence. You will need endurance. The promise stands, the Coming One will come. This passage steadies us in the simple, lived truth that the righteous live by faith.

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Holding Nothing Back, Letting God Work
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Holding Nothing Back, Letting God Work

Faith is not clutching the corner of our worries and calling it trust. Faith releases the letter into the mailbox, then walks away in confidence that delivery is underway. Today’s thought, inspired by A. B. Simpson’s Days of Heaven, invites us to stop hovering over what we have already given to God and to start resting in His faithful action.

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Turning Our Back On The Old Voice
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Turning Our Back On The Old Voice

Peter loved Jesus, yet in a moment of human thinking Jesus told him to get behind Him. I am grateful for how A. B. Simpson draws that scene into our everyday life. He reminds us that when the old patterns of the former life whisper, they are not the real us in Christ, and they do not get the last word.

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New Nature, Not Rehab
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New Nature, Not Rehab

The old patterns do not bend toward God. They resist. Romans 8:7 says the mind set on the flesh is hostile to God, it does not submit to His law, and it cannot. That is why self-improvement projects, no matter how sincere, keep running into a wall. The flesh does not graduate. It only doubles down.

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Crucified, So Fully Alive
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Crucified, So Fully Alive

The heart of today’s reading points me to a surprising door into freedom. First, I learn that I am free because of the finished work of the Cross. Then I discover that the same Cross is how that freedom actually operates in daily life. Miles Stanford, with the steady hand of a friend of Jesus, keeps directing my eyes to the Lord’s death as the place where my old life ended and my new life begins.

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Feeding Others With What Seems Too Little
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Feeding Others With What Seems Too Little

We all know that moment when need stares back at us and our basket looks thin. In Matthew 14, the disciples do the math and come up short. Five loaves. Two fish. Thousands of hungry people. Witness Lee points us to the simple truth that grace exposes our emptiness, not to shame us, but to move us to place what we have in Jesus’ hands.

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The Lamb Who Opens Every Door
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The Lamb Who Opens Every Door

The center of the gospel is not my story, my experience, or my favorite theme. The heart is Jesus Himself, the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world. Oswald Chambers points our gaze there, away from narrow slices of ministry, and back to the limitless reach of His atoning work. I am grateful for his steady hand on the compass, calling us to keep the message simple and full, the Lamb who removes sin.

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