A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Sent With Him, Not Pushing For Him
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Sent With Him, Not Pushing For Him

Jesus says all authority in heaven and on earth is His. Oswald Chambers reminds me that this is the ground under my feet. Mission is not me racing to meet needs by my own energy. Mission is Jesus reigning, then sending. I do not invite Him to help my plans. I step under His authority and walk in the work He is already doing.

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Desert Seasons, Quiet Growth
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Desert Seasons, Quiet Growth

Moses had zeal, then he had a desert. Oswald Chambers points us to that long middle space where our plans stall and our confidence thins. Moses thought he was ready to deliver his people, then forty years of sand and sheep rewrote his understanding of readiness. When God finally called again from the bush, Moses’ voice trembled. That shaky voice was the doorway to dependence.

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Learning the Pace of Jesus
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Learning the Pace of Jesus

Some days are loud with headlines and hurry. Other days are plain and quiet. Oswald Chambers reminds us that the real measure of life with God is found in those quiet, ordinary stretches. The spotlight fades. The crowd goes home. It is just you walking with God in the hallway, the kitchen, the car, the clinic, the waiting room. That is where pace is learned.

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Quiet, Yet Carrying You
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Quiet, Yet Carrying You

Silence can rattle us. We start wondering if we missed something, or if God stepped out of the room. Oswald Chambers reminds us that, in Bethany, Jesus lingered while Lazarus grew worse. The quiet did not signal neglect. It signaled a larger unveiling of the Father’s heart. Time does not pressure God. His silence does not mean absence. It often means intimacy.

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Clothed In, Filled Up: Living From Union With Jesus
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Clothed In, Filled Up: Living From Union With Jesus

We are not dangling on the edge of grace. In the gospel, the Holy Spirit placed us into Jesus, and that position is settled. Miles Stanford reminds us that the Spirit’s baptism united us with the Lord, not as a feeling that comes and goes, but as a fact anchored in the finished work of the Son. I am in Him, and He is in me. That is home.

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Mercy In The Crucible
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Mercy In The Crucible

The heart of today’s reading invites us to see mercy not as an idea, but as the warm nearness of our Father in the very place that hurts. Stanford points out that the daily cross exposes our thin supports and our quick reach for human fixes. When those props give way, the mercy of God does not step back, it draws close. What looks like loss becomes the door by which Jesus meets us as enough, again.

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Allured Into the Quiet Place
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Allured Into the Quiet Place

Growth often starts with guidance, then moves into a gentler drawing. That is the heartbeat of today’s reading. The Father leads His children into seasons that feel like wilderness, not to punish, but to speak more closely than the city noise allows. Miles Stanford points to Hosea 2:14, where God allures, brings into the wilderness, and speaks tenderly. The point is not hardship for hardship’s sake. The point is nearness.

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At His Feet, From His Life
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At His Feet, From His Life

There is a sweetness in today’s reading that invites us to come closer, not to work harder. Miles Stanford points us to the center of the Christian life, knowing Jesus and sharing His life, not as a set of ideas, but as a living relationship. He contrasts Martha’s busy serving with Mary’s quiet listening, and he honors the posture that most honors the Lord, a heart that receives from Him before doing for Him.

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Grace On The Grass At Suppertime
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Grace On The Grass At Suppertime

Evening settled over a hungry crowd. The disciples did the math, then offered a practical solution. Send the people away so they can buy food. Jesus answered with a different economy. They do not need to go away. You give them something to eat. His reply moves us from law to grace, from demand to gift, from self-sourcing to God supplying.

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Seeing Each Other By the Spirit, Not the Surface
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Seeing Each Other By the Spirit, Not the Surface

We rush through days full of faces, voices, accents, and opinions. It is easy to sort people by what meets the eye. Paul once did that with Jesus Himself, measuring the Lord by outward markers, and he missed the glory standing before him. Then the Damascus road happened, and everything shifted from flesh to Spirit.

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Treasure Born in Deep Waters
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Treasure Born in Deep Waters

The Lord’s picture of the pearl in Matthew 13 always draws my heart in close. Jesus likens the kingdom to a merchant who searched for fine pearls, then sold everything to buy the one of great value. In the cross He paid it all. He did not bargain. He bought us outright. Witness Lee’s reflection showed me that this pearl is not a private trinket but a people shaped together, the church born from death waters yet no longer belonging to them.

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Treasure Born in Deep Waters
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Treasure Born in Deep Waters

The Lord’s picture of the pearl in Matthew 13 always draws my heart in close. Jesus likens the kingdom to a merchant who searched for fine pearls, then sold everything to buy the one of great value. In the cross He paid it all. He did not bargain. He bought us outright. Witness Lee’s reflection helped me see that this pearl is not a private trinket but a people shaped together, the church born from death waters yet no longer belonging to them.

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Breath and Garden: Thoughts in a Season of Change
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Breath and Garden: Thoughts in a Season of Change

Regarding Rooted in Christ’s YouTube ministry, I sense the Lord breathing on Songs of the Soul. It comes with wind and fire, focus and clarity. Peace settles in, not pressure. Tears come easily, because Presence is near. This is not hype. This is the Holy Spirit’s kindness drawing me into a living assignment.

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Settled Before The Storm
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Settled Before The Storm

Some days I keep waiting for life to get easier, then I remember what our older brother in the faith, T. Austin-Sparks, is saying. We share a cup with Jesus. It is the cup of salvation, and it is also the cup of fellowship in His sufferings. Not because the Father is against us, but because we belong to Jesus, and His life in us meets a resisting world. Thank you, Brother Sparks, for naming what many of us quietly live and for pointing us to the joy hidden inside it.

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Faithful With What Heaven Entrusted
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Faithful With What Heaven Entrusted

Paul calls us stewards, servants who carry treasures that do not belong to us, yet are entrusted to us for the good of others. Today’s reading points to the mysteries God has revealed, the things human wisdom cannot uncover, the truths that reshape a life from the inside. Thank you, Pastor Ray Stedman, for keeping the spotlight on Jesus and the living Word, not on performance or polish.

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Living By Faith, Not By Law
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Living By Faith, Not By Law

Grace meets us where striving fails. The passage in Galatians sets two roads in front of us. One road is performance under the law, where the standard is perfect and the pressure never sleeps. The other road is trust in Jesus, where righteousness is received, not earned, and daily living flows from union with Him. Bob Hoekstra’s reflection helped me slow down and really see the contrast. The law exposes need. Faith welcomes a Person who meets it.

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When the Spirit Puts Things to Rest
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When the Spirit Puts Things to Rest

Some struggles are like a treadmill. Lots of motion, no arrival. A. B. Simpson reminds me that trying to put my old patterns to death by personal grit keeps me on that treadmill. The Holy Spirit is the One who does the decisive work. My part is surrender, trusting the Spirit within to carry out what Jesus already won.

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Light Opens When We Obey
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Light Opens When We Obey

Sometimes I try to think my way into growth, then wonder why the door still seems shut. Chambers reminds me that Jesus does not invite me to outsmart the darkness, He invites me to walk in the light. The moment I yield, the room brightens. Not because I climbed a ladder, but because He is present, and His blood has already made the way clear.

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Position Given, Possession Growing
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Position Given, Possession Growing

We begin where grace begins, with what Jesus has already accomplished and where He has already placed us in Himself. Miles Stanford reminds us that our secure position in the risen Lord is settled, then our lived condition gradually comes into harmony with that gift. Truth enters the mind, settles into the heart, then shows up in the steps we take.

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Room For The Word To Take Root
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Room For The Word To Take Root

The Lord tells a simple story about seed and soil, and it lands right where life is lived. Some hearts are pressed down by traffic, some are thin with rock just under the surface, some are tangled with thorny worries and glittering distractions, and some are open ground where the word settles in, takes root, and bears fruit. Today we linger over that last kind of heart, the good earth, not as a special class of Christian, but as the ordinary posture of a disciple who welcomes Jesus and His word without the noise of self-management.

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