A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Treasure Born in Deep Waters
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Treasure Born in Deep Waters

The Lord’s picture of the pearl in Matthew 13 always draws my heart in close. Jesus likens the kingdom to a merchant who searched for fine pearls, then sold everything to buy the one of great value. In the cross He paid it all. He did not bargain. He bought us outright. Witness Lee’s reflection showed me that this pearl is not a private trinket but a people shaped together, the church born from death waters yet no longer belonging to them.

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Treasure Born in Deep Waters
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Treasure Born in Deep Waters

The Lord’s picture of the pearl in Matthew 13 always draws my heart in close. Jesus likens the kingdom to a merchant who searched for fine pearls, then sold everything to buy the one of great value. In the cross He paid it all. He did not bargain. He bought us outright. Witness Lee’s reflection helped me see that this pearl is not a private trinket but a people shaped together, the church born from death waters yet no longer belonging to them.

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Breath and Garden: Thoughts in a Season of Change
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Breath and Garden: Thoughts in a Season of Change

Regarding Rooted in Christ’s YouTube ministry, I sense the Lord breathing on Songs of the Soul. It comes with wind and fire, focus and clarity. Peace settles in, not pressure. Tears come easily, because Presence is near. This is not hype. This is the Holy Spirit’s kindness drawing me into a living assignment.

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Settled Before The Storm
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Settled Before The Storm

Some days I keep waiting for life to get easier, then I remember what our older brother in the faith, T. Austin-Sparks, is saying. We share a cup with Jesus. It is the cup of salvation, and it is also the cup of fellowship in His sufferings. Not because the Father is against us, but because we belong to Jesus, and His life in us meets a resisting world. Thank you, Brother Sparks, for naming what many of us quietly live and for pointing us to the joy hidden inside it.

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Faithful With What Heaven Entrusted
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Faithful With What Heaven Entrusted

Paul calls us stewards, servants who carry treasures that do not belong to us, yet are entrusted to us for the good of others. Today’s reading points to the mysteries God has revealed, the things human wisdom cannot uncover, the truths that reshape a life from the inside. Thank you, Pastor Ray Stedman, for keeping the spotlight on Jesus and the living Word, not on performance or polish.

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Living By Faith, Not By Law
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Living By Faith, Not By Law

Grace meets us where striving fails. The passage in Galatians sets two roads in front of us. One road is performance under the law, where the standard is perfect and the pressure never sleeps. The other road is trust in Jesus, where righteousness is received, not earned, and daily living flows from union with Him. Bob Hoekstra’s reflection helped me slow down and really see the contrast. The law exposes need. Faith welcomes a Person who meets it.

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When the Spirit Puts Things to Rest
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When the Spirit Puts Things to Rest

Some struggles are like a treadmill. Lots of motion, no arrival. A. B. Simpson reminds me that trying to put my old patterns to death by personal grit keeps me on that treadmill. The Holy Spirit is the One who does the decisive work. My part is surrender, trusting the Spirit within to carry out what Jesus already won.

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Light Opens When We Obey
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Light Opens When We Obey

Sometimes I try to think my way into growth, then wonder why the door still seems shut. Chambers reminds me that Jesus does not invite me to outsmart the darkness, He invites me to walk in the light. The moment I yield, the room brightens. Not because I climbed a ladder, but because He is present, and His blood has already made the way clear.

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Position Given, Possession Growing
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Position Given, Possession Growing

We begin where grace begins, with what Jesus has already accomplished and where He has already placed us in Himself. Miles Stanford reminds us that our secure position in the risen Lord is settled, then our lived condition gradually comes into harmony with that gift. Truth enters the mind, settles into the heart, then shows up in the steps we take.

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Room For The Word To Take Root
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Room For The Word To Take Root

The Lord tells a simple story about seed and soil, and it lands right where life is lived. Some hearts are pressed down by traffic, some are thin with rock just under the surface, some are tangled with thorny worries and glittering distractions, and some are open ground where the word settles in, takes root, and bears fruit. Today we linger over that last kind of heart, the good earth, not as a special class of Christian, but as the ordinary posture of a disciple who welcomes Jesus and His word without the noise of self-management.

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Keep the Main Thing in Sight
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Keep the Main Thing in Sight

Archippus received a clear word, see that you fulfill the ministry you received in the Lord. E. Stanley Jones contrasts him with Tychicus. Tychicus lived from a strong center, yet Archippus seems to have drifted into the edges. He likely said yes to many small things and had little strength left for the one thing that mattered.

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A Quiet Strength That Stays Brotherly
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A Quiet Strength That Stays Brotherly

Tychicus did not try to be a headline. He moved like a steady friend in the background, a beloved brother, a faithful minister, and a fellow servant in the Lord. E. Stanley Jones points to him as a living picture of how grace makes us strong and tender at the same time.

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His Name On My Ordinary
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His Name On My Ordinary

We are not vessels that only receive. We are cups that pour because Jesus lives in us. E. Stanley Jones reminds us that life in Jesus is not a private glow. It is a public life, words and deeds done in His name with thanks to the Father.

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One New People, One Living Center
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One New People, One Living Center

E. Stanley Jones walks us to a bright sentence in Scripture that keeps shattering old walls. In the new humanity, there cannot be Greek and Jew, circumcised and uncircumcised, barbarian and Scythian, slave and free. Christ is all, and in all. Jones tells how this truth rattled a parliament and how it still rattles our hearts. The gospel does not decorate the old order. It creates another kind of people around Jesus.

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The Cross That Unclenched Every Fist
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The Cross That Unclenched Every Fist

E. Stanley Jones points us to the hill where everything changed. At the cross, Jesus did not simply suffer, He stripped the powers and made a public show of them. The dark authorities that trafficked in fear and accusation were disarmed. Their weapons were taken, their threats hollowed out.

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When Heaven Moves In, Your Humanity Finds Its Home
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When Heaven Moves In, Your Humanity Finds Its Home

E. Stanley Jones helps us relax into the good news that God is not at war with our created humanity. The clash is not natural versus supernatural. The clash is both of those against the unnatural twist of sin. In Jesus, something decisive happened. The old false center, what Paul calls the flesh, was cut away in a circumcision not done by hands. The Spirit baptized us into the one body of the Messiah. We were buried and raised with Him into an entirely new creation.

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Wholeness In Jesus, Life In Every Part
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Wholeness In Jesus, Life In Every Part

E. Stanley Jones keeps the spotlight clear. Fullness of life is found in Jesus, not beside Him, not beyond Him. He pushes back on every shortcut that tries to bypass the Incarnation. God did not stay distant. The Word became flesh. In Jesus, the fullness of Deity lives bodily, and in Him we are brought to fullness. That means our real lives, minds and bodies and relationships, can be gathered into one center and made alive.

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All Of God, All The Way Into Our Humanity
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All Of God, All The Way Into Our Humanity

E. Stanley Jones takes us by the hand and points to a wonder. In Jesus, the whole fullness of Deity lives in a human body. Not once upon a time for a moment, but present tense, dwells. God did not flirt with matter, He embraced it. The incarnation does not despise bodies, meals, work, or relationships. It redeems them. It gives them a future and a goal.

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Rest That Makes Us Holy
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Rest That Makes Us Holy

Sabbath is not a rule to trip us. It is God sharing His own rest. Andrew Murray helps us see it with fresh eyes. In creation, God finished His work, then He rested, and He blessed that day. He invited humanity into His rest so we would enjoy His love, not strive for His approval. Rest with God, then work from God, that is the pattern.

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Held, Watched, And Brought Home
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Held, Watched, And Brought Home

Elijah did not schedule his departure. He did not extend his lease on life by personal authority. Scripture simply says that the Lord would take Elijah to heaven by a whirlwind. Today’s reading reminds me tenderly that our times are in God’s hands. We live as stewards, not landlords. That truth does not shrink life. It steadies it.

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