A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Feeding on the Living One
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Feeding on the Living One

John 6:57 says that the Son lives because of the Father, and that the one who feeds on Him will live because of Him. A. B. Simpson points us beyond gathering more information to receiving living nourishment from Jesus Himself. Truth matters, and yet truth becomes food when the Holy Spirit makes it real within. That is where life rises, where comfort and strength move from the page into our moments.

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Clear the Way for Knowing God
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Clear the Way for Knowing God

Some thoughts grow like ivy around the mind, and Oswald Chambers invites us to cut them back with truth. His reading on 2 Corinthians 10 speaks to the patterns that argue against knowing God, the inner narratives that puff themselves up and crowd out simple trust. He reminds us that our weapons are not the world’s tools. They are of God, and they carry real power to take thoughts captive.

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When Grace Does The Work
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When Grace Does The Work

Today’s reading in Abide Above points me back to the simplicity of faith. We received Jesus by trusting Him, not by earning Him, and we grow the same way. Grace is not a starter kit that leaves us to finish the job. Grace carries the weight from new birth to daily maturity. Miles Stanford’s reminder is kind and clear. Any “victory” that demands white-knuckle effort from me is counterfeit. The real thing is Jesus expressing His life in and through a willing heart.

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First the Kingdom, Quiet in the Heart
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First the Kingdom, Quiet in the Heart

Matthew 6 points me to a different source of life. Jesus does not minimize real needs, He lifts my eyes to a Father who already knows them. Witness Lee’s reflection reminds me that the Sermon on the Mount is not a moral ladder for human effort. It is a description of life shared with God, the divine life expressing rest, joy, and sufficiency. Anxiety belongs to the old way of living on our own. Rest belongs to the new way of living from Him.

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Nothing Compares 2 U: When Empty Freedom Meets a Greater Love
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Nothing Compares 2 U: When Empty Freedom Meets a Greater Love

“Nothing Compares 2 U” is a lament of absence. Time is counted (“seven hours and thirteen days”), freedom expands (“I can do whatever I want”), comfort is purchased (“a fancy restaurant”), substitutions are attempted (“every girl I see”), advice is offered (“try to have fun”)—and the ache remains. It’s all deeply human, and painfully honest.

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Love We Cannot Produce
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Love We Cannot Produce

1 John 2:5 says that God’s love is perfected in the one who keeps His word. Today’s reading reminds me that perfect love is beyond human ability. The call exposes our weakness, not to shame us, but to steer us away from self-effort and into the life of Jesus within. I appreciate how Nick Harrison gathers voices that point us to the Source. We do not squeeze love from ourselves. We receive love from the Lord and watch Him express it through us.

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Joy That Outlives Circumstances
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Joy That Outlives Circumstances

Philippians 3:1 calls me to rejoice in the Lord. E. Stanley Jones reminds me that joy is not squeezed from circumstances. It springs from Jesus Himself. Habakkuk learned to sing when the fields were empty and the stalls were bare. His song was not denial. It was a choice to delight in the God of salvation.

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Ambition Laid Down, Life Lifted Up
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Ambition Laid Down, Life Lifted Up

Philippians 2:3 calls me to turn away from selfish ambition and to count others as more important. In today’s selection from T. Austin-Sparks, I hear a fatherly caution. Natural ambition can slip into Christian work with a new coat of paint, yet it is the same engine underneath. The invitation is to let go of chasing prizes and to want God Himself. That is not a scolding, it is a rescue. When Jesus is the goal, doors and outcomes return to their proper size.

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When the Signs Say Wrong Way
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When the Signs Say Wrong Way

Romans 3:19 to 20 reads like a mirror, not a mallet. The Law speaks to those under it, every mouth goes quiet, and the whole world stands accountable to God. No one is declared righteous by the works of the Law. Through the Law we become conscious of sin. That could sound like the end of the road, but Ray Stedman shows it as mercy. God is not looking to wipe us out. He is rescuing us from false hope.

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Sheltered and Satisfied
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Sheltered and Satisfied

Psalm 36 opens a doorway into God’s covenant love. David names it lovingkindness, a steady, loyal goodness that shelters people who draw near to Him. Today’s reading lingers on that promise, that the Lord satisfies the thirsty with the fullness of His house, and that from Him flows the fountain of life. Bob Hoekstra’s reflection invites me to trust this steadfast mercy in the real world, not just in quiet moments.

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Joy That Chooses Jesus
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Joy That Chooses Jesus

Habakkuk’s words land like a steadying hand. Yet I will exult in the Lord. I will rejoice in the God of my salvation. Today’s reading from A. B. Simpson reminds me that joy is not a mood I chase, it is a Person who meets me. The passage does not ignore sorrow. It invites a different center of gravity, a grace-filled choice to look to Jesus when feelings dip low.

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Springs That Do Not Run Dry
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Springs That Do Not Run Dry

John 4:14 pictures something more than a spiritual trickle. Jesus promises a spring within, rising and overflowing with His life. Oswald Chambers reminds me that this is not about scraping together enough willpower to act kind for another day. It is about staying right with the Source, then letting His life pass through me to others.

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The Door Is Open, Draw Near
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The Door Is Open, Draw Near

Hebrews says we have boldness to enter the Holiest because of Jesus. Miles Stanford points out that the veil is torn, not for us to admire from a distance, but so we go in and abide. We do not wait on a priest to come out to bless us. The Father has opened the way, and He welcomes us to live from His presence.

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When Mercy Speaks First
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When Mercy Speaks First

1 John 2 reminds me that when a believer stumbles, Jesus Christ the Righteous is already speaking for us before the Father. The Scripture does not push us into shame. It points us to an Advocate who stands on finished work and draws us back into the light. Today’s eManna reading helped me slow down and really hear that kindness, so thank you to Witness Lee for the way he highlights this grace.

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One Center, Open Arms
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One Center, Open Arms

Philippians 2:29 to 30 calls believers to receive one another in the Lord with joy. In today’s entry, E. Stanley Jones puts the spotlight on our shared center. Jesus Himself is the meeting place. When He is the center, minor differences stay at the edges. When anything else becomes the center, we drift into labels, scowls, and distance.

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All In, All His
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All In, All His

Matthew 6:9 to 13 frames life with a Father who is near, a kingdom that is present, and a will that is good. Today’s HVI reading paints “abandonment” as a glad release of self-management into the Lord’s hands. It is not indifference. It is a steady confidence that God’s will is wise and kind, so I can entrust this moment to Him. The heart grows free as our concerns go into His care. Desire begins to line up with what He desires. Peace rises where grasping used to live.

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A Heart Marked For Jesus
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A Heart Marked For Jesus

Philippians 3:3 reminds us that true worship is by the Spirit of God, that our confidence rests in what Jesus has done, not in human effort. In today’s Open Windows reading, T. Austin-Sparks points to the biblical picture of circumcision as an inward reality. It is the heart set apart to God, the self-reliant life closed off by the Cross, so that life in the Spirit can be our new normal.

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Measured by Light, Kept by Grace
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Measured by Light, Kept by Grace

Romans 2:12 to 16 reminds me that God is fair. He does not judge by what a person never knew. He judges according to the light each person has. Conscience bears witness. Thoughts accuse and sometimes defend. Ray Stedman’s reflection points us to this steady truth and then lifts our eyes to Jesus, because conscience can expose but only the Lord can cleanse and renew.

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Under His Wing, Filled From His House
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Under His Wing, Filled From His House

Psalm 36 paints a tender scene. God’s lovingkindness is not thin or distant. It is near, strong, and welcoming. David calls it precious. He describes people taking refuge under the shadow of God’s wings and being abundantly satisfied with the fullness of God’s house.

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Joy That Guards The Day
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Joy That Guards The Day

Philippians 3:1 says, rejoice in the Lord. Simpson reminds us that joy in Jesus is not a luxury, it is a safeguard. He points us away from gloomy self-inspection and back to the cross where the debt was paid and the heart is made clean. One grateful look to Jesus outweighs a thousand downward glances at our failures.

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