A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship
“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20
From the blog
The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy
In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.
River, Not Reservoir: Letting Christ’s Love Flow Through You
There is a difference between holding love and letting it flow.
I used to live like a reservoir. I wanted to love well, so I gathered everything I could—patience, kindness, forgiveness, endurance—and stored it like water behind a dam. But when life demanded more than I could give, levels dropped. The cracks showed. I felt the emptiness that comes from loving in my own strength.
Already Here, Already Indwelling
The Holy Spirit is not a distant promise we keep trying to pull down. Peter’s proclamation in Acts is simple. Turn to Jesus, receive forgiveness in His name, and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. Evan Roberts presses this home like a friend at the kitchen table. We would not ask the Father to send the Son again while Jesus was standing right beside us. In the same way, we do not beg for the Spirit to come when He has already been given.
When the Sky Breaks: Hearing Christ in the Wounds of the World
The sky tears open. Rain falls like nails on the earth. I once heard U2’s Bullet the Blue Sky as the sound of my own ache—howling wind, stinging rain, a city groaning through thin walls. The Edge’s guitar stretched a line of pain across the horizon, and Bono’s voice carried it like a lament. I thought the song was only protest. Then I learned to live from Christ within, and I heard a second layer. The same storm became a prayer.
Setting The Channel Of My Mind
Some thoughts lift us. Some thoughts drain us. The psalmist said he hated vain thoughts, then added that he loved God’s law. C. H. Mackintosh takes that contrast and walks it right into our Monday minds. He does not shame the believer for being tempted by mental noise. He simply points to a better way.
Traveling Light, Running Free
Some days the race of faith feels simple. Other days it feels like we are sprinting in a winter coat with pockets full of keys. Today’s page helps us name why. Stephen Kaung reminds us that there are sins to lay aside, and there are also weights that are lawful and respectable, yet heavy. They are not evil in themselves, but they slow the soul.
Scarlet Hope At The Window
Rahab’s story reads like a window thrown open to the future. Her house sat on Jericho’s wall, yet her gaze turned away from the city’s noise and toward a coming rescue. She trusted the God of Israel, tied a scarlet cord in her window, and waited. Ordinary rope. Bold faith. A sign that said, I belong to the Lord when He comes.
Cleared Conscience, Open Communion
Zacchaeus did not bargain with Jesus. Grace visited his house, and something new sprang up inside him. He stood and said he would give and repay. Not to earn a place at the table. Because the Lord had already brought salvation home. Today’s page reminds me that restitution is not a side topic. It is what love looks like when the Spirit turns us toward the people we have wronged.
Living Normally, Indwelt Fully
Blessed are the forgiven. Psalm 32 sings it softly, then strong. Today’s page from His Victorious Indwelling reminds me that drawing others to the Lord does not begin with a sales pitch. It begins with the quiet joy of communion. Bellett says our influence rests on our own fellowship with the Lord. That lands simply. People notice when a heart is at rest in Jesus.
When Confession Becomes a Doorway to Worship
Prayer is not a performance. It is an adjustment of the heart to the will of God. That is how T. Austin-Sparks guides us today from James 5:16. He reminds us that our prayer moments are not for polishing ourselves by effort. They are God’s gracious invitations to align with His heart in honest confession, quiet surrender, and thankful worship.
All Things Already Given
Paul’s words land like a clear morning after rain. All things are yours, life and death, the present and the future, because you belong to Jesus, and Jesus belongs to the Father. Ray Stedman lifts our chin to see the horizon that grace opens. Not a cramped life spent guarding our little pile, but a wide country where sons and daughters walk with the Giver Himself.
Faith Opens The Door Of Grace
Grace grows where faith leans. That is the simple thread running through Habakkuk 2:4 and Romans 1:16-17. The righteous live by faith. Paul says the good news about Jesus is God’s power to rescue anyone who believes, and in that gospel the righteousness of God is revealed from faith to faith. Bob Hoekstra draws the line clearly. Pride stands on self. Faith leans into the Lord. Grace flows where we stop carrying ourselves and begin trusting Jesus to carry us.
Twice-Spoken Peace, Sent Hearts
Jesus met fearful disciples on the first day of the week. Doors were locked. Hearts were tense. He came and stood among them with peace, then He said it again, peace. Simpson draws our eyes to that repeated blessing. There is the great settling of being reconciled to God through Jesus. Then there is the steadying quiet of His own peace flowing within us for the work He entrusts to us.
Atonement In The Everyday
Oswald Chambers reminds us that there are things we simply cannot do. We cannot save ourselves. We cannot sanctify ourselves. We cannot purify what is unclean or make straight what has been bent by sin. That is the finished work of God through Jesus. The question he presses is simple. Do we live from what God has already accomplished, or do we keep trying to manufacture what only grace can give?
Held in the Father’s Heart, Seated with Jesus
Grace sets the table. Today’s reading from Miles Stanford reminds us that the Father has placed us in His Beloved Son, and from that secure place He means for our hearts to finally rest. We are not inching our way into favor. We are carried there by grace and welcomed as family.
When Love Makes You Disappear, and When Love Makes You Whole
When I wrote, “Have you ever loved so hard you began to disappear?” while presenting my YouTube video on Janis Joplin’s Piece of My Heart, I was giving words to a particular kind of ache. Not the holy surrender that blossoms in Christ, but the approval-seeking love that drains the soul. The song captures it perfectly. Take another little piece of my heart now, baby. Give a little more. Maybe then I will be enough.
Another Piece of My Heart – When Love Becomes Loss and Christ Becomes Life
There’s a raw honesty in Janis Joplin’s voice that few singers have ever matched. When she pleads, “Didn’t I make you feel like you were the only man?” it isn’t a performance—it’s confession. Every line of Piece of My Heart throbs with the pain of someone who has given everything to be loved, only to find herself emptier than before.
Dream On or Live On?
Every generation writes its songs of longing. In the early seventies, Dream On echoed through the air like a lament for meaning itself. Beneath its soaring vocals and driving rhythm lies a confession humanity cannot silence: time is moving, and we do not know why.
Depth That Outlives The Heat
Some of Jesus’ words land on us with quick excitement, yet fade when life grows hot. Witness Lee points to the rocky places in our hearts, those hidden pockets of self-protection and private agendas that keep the seed from sending roots down. The sun is not the villain. The same heat that matures a rooted life scorches a shallow one. The difference is depth.
One Body, One Life, One Voice
We belong to Jesus as His Body, not as isolated strivers trying to make spiritual things work. T. Austin-Sparks reminds us that the members of a body do not invent their own assignments. The Head directs, the life supplies, and the members express. That is how prayer bears fruit and how service carries weight, not by intensity, but by union.
Joy That Survives the Fire
We are all building something. Ray Stedman reminds us that the foundation is already set in Jesus, and the materials we choose flow from the life we are depending on. Some choices echo the Spirit, like gold, silver, and precious stones. Other choices follow the mood of the age, like wood, hay, and stubble. The day of evaluation is not about whether we belong to the Lord. It is about what of our life together with Him will endure when His holy gaze tests it. Thank you, Pastor Stedman, for pointing us back to the joy of a life that truly counts.