A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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First Go, Then Give
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First Go, Then Give

We all know the urge to rush into spiritual moments with energy and emotion. Oswald Chambers slows us down and points us to Jesus’ words in Matthew 5:23 and 24. Before you bring your offering, first go and be reconciled. In other words, preparation is not a flash of zeal. It is a steady way of living that keeps relationships clear and consciences tender.

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Filial Faith, Trusting the Father’s Will
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Filial Faith, Trusting the Father’s Will

Faith that rests in the Father’s heart is not a lever that makes God move. It is the quiet confidence that the Spirit forms in us as He aligns our desires with the will of God. Miles Stanford reminds us that Jesus and the Holy Spirit never prayed outside the Father’s will. As we abide in Jesus, we share that same posture. Faith is not human force. The power is God’s.

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Clothed for the Bridegroom’s Table
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Clothed for the Bridegroom’s Table

The picture in today’s reading is simple and stunning. Jesus is the Bridegroom who draws near to people who know they are not qualified. Witness Lee reminds us that our own effort and polish cannot make us worthy for His presence. Isaiah says our best efforts are like a filthy garment. That stings a little, yet it also clears the fog. If worthiness can be sewn by our hands, we will always be tugging at the seams.

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When The Church Feels Silent And Your Heart Is Loud
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When The Church Feels Silent And Your Heart Is Loud

Some Sundays raise hard questions. A public murder shakes the community, yet the service moves on without corporate lament or prayer. Ongoing patterns of sin surface in a congregation, yet little is said. How do we carry this in a Christ centered, abiding life, grace oriented way. The best place to begin is Scripture, then let the Holy Spirit shape tone and timing.

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Written Into Everything
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Written Into Everything

Paul’s words in Colossians sound like bedrock. Jesus is the image of the invisible God, and in Him all things were created, through Him and for Him. E. Stanley Jones asks us to stop treating that as a flourish. If we were made through Him and for Him, then meaning is not something we invent. It is Someone we know.

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Built For What Lasts
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Built For What Lasts

Psalm 31 lifts a simple confession. I trust You, Lord. My times are in Your hands. The entry in His Victorious Indwelling asks us to think about what is being formed inside the scaffolding of our days. Jobs, schedules, and milestones are temporary frames. What remains is the inner house that love is building.

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When the Lamb Lights the Room
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When the Lamb Lights the Room

The city needs no sun or moon because the glory of God fills it, and the Lamb is its lamp. That single line opens a window for our weary hearts. Light is not just information we store in our heads. Real light meets us in the hallway where the night lingers, and it changes how we walk. Brother Austin-Sparks points us here with a gentle yet steady hand.

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Life In These Mortal Bodies
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Life In These Mortal Bodies

Bodies age, joints ache, and habits can tug hard. Paul names that reality with courage, then he points to a deeper truth. If Jesus is in us by the Holy Spirit, our human spirit is alive because of righteousness, even while our body remains subject to death. Ray Stedman helps us see that Paul is not only talking about the final resurrection later. He is talking about the Spirit giving life to our mortal bodies here and now.

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When Power Turns Quiet, Finding Rest Beneath the King of Kings
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When Power Turns Quiet, Finding Rest Beneath the King of Kings

Nebuchadnezzar’s story reads like a mirror for the moments we take credit that belongs to God. The Babylonian king admired the city he ruled, then claimed the glory as his own. In a heartbeat the Lord answered, not to crush a man for sport, but to rescue a heart that had forgotten where breath, life, and kingdoms come from. Bob Hoekstra’s reflection points us back to the kindness of God that brings the proud low and lifts the lowly near.

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He Heals In The Wilderness
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He Heals In The Wilderness

Israel had just crossed the sea. They were thirsty, tired, and standing beside bitter water. Into that ordinary trouble, God spoke a promise that names His heart, I am the Lord who heals you. A. B. Simpson reminds us that the God who rescues our souls also cares for our bodies, our households, and our daily needs. Salvation is not a far off hope someday. It is the life of Jesus shared with us today.

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Up To Jerusalem, With Jesus At The Center
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Up To Jerusalem, With Jesus At The Center

We often start the Christian journey with big dreams about what we will do for God. Oswald Chambers gently redirects our eyes. The aim is not usefulness or numbers. The aim is to go with Jesus wherever He leads. He set His face toward Jerusalem, the place where the Father’s will reached its pinnacle on the cross. If we want companionship with Him, we walk with Him in that same steady obedience, step by step, trusting His life within us.

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Seated With Jesus, Living From Above
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Seated With Jesus, Living From Above

We are not inching our way toward acceptance. We were reborn into it. Today’s Abide Above reading lifts our eyes to where new life started and still stands secure, in Jesus, seated with Him in the heavenly places. Miles Stanford reminds us that our worship and our walk do not begin on earth and try to climb up. They begin in Him above, then flow down into ordinary days.

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Christ, Our Garment of Righteousness
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Christ, Our Garment of Righteousness

Jesus spoke of patches and garments to show the difference between imitation and new life. A patch of unshrunk cloth on an old coat will tug and tear. In the same way, trying to copy the earthly deeds of Jesus while staying in our old self only widens the gap. The good news is better than a patch. Through the cross and the resurrection, Jesus Himself is the new garment, complete and fitted to clothe us in His righteousness.

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Home In The Son’s Kingdom
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Home In The Son’s Kingdom

Jones presses a gentle but needed point. Virtue stacked on virtue without surrender still leaves the self in charge, and the self cannot save the self. God does what we cannot do. He brings us into His Son. The center is forgiveness, received and enjoyed, which opens the door to reconciliation and a new domain of light.

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Already Brought Into Peace
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Already Brought Into Peace

Paul says God has not appointed us to wrath, but to obtain salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ. E. Stanley Jones would smile here, because his heartbeat was simple union with Jesus that settles the soul. The peace of God is not earned by the elite. It is not measured out in levels. It is given in a Person. When the Father gives His Son, He gives peace with Himself, not as a forecast, but as a finished reality that we now enjoy in Him.

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Shouldering The Burden That God Shares
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Shouldering The Burden That God Shares

Nehemiah did not stand at a distance with commentary and strategies. He went into the presence of God, took the condition of his people into his own heart, and prayed as one who belonged to them. T. Austin-Sparks invites us to notice that difference. Many can rally around a cause, organize it, and publicize it. Fewer will carry a burden that the Lord Himself places within, a weight that draws us into hidden intercession before we ever step into visible action.

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Two Paths, One Mindset
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Two Paths, One Mindset

Paul tells us there are really only two ways to move through a day. We either run on the old self’s logic or we walk in step with the Spirit. Ray Stedman points to Romans 8:5 and says the hinge is our mindset. What quietly occupies the center of our attention will shape every choice that follows. That is not a call to withdraw from ordinary life. It is an invitation to bring a new point of view into the ordinary, the Spirit’s point of view, right in the middle of budgets, errands, deadlines, and conversations.

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He Stoops To Lift The Lowly
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He Stoops To Lift The Lowly

The heart of today’s reading rests on a beautiful contrast. God is enthroned above the nations, His glory stretches beyond the heavens, yet He willingly leans down to notice those sitting in the dust. Bob Hoekstra highlights this wonder with a pastor’s tenderness. The One who dwells on high does not overlook the humble and the contrite. He draws near, He revives, He raises, and He heals.

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Crowned, Yet Waiting
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Crowned, Yet Waiting

So much of life looks unfinished from where we stand. We face bills, doctor visits, strained relationships, and headlines that rattle the heart. From the ground level it can seem like chaos has the last word. Hebrews 2 says something different. All things have been placed under the feet of the Son, yet at present we do not see everything subject to Him. This is the tension we live in every day. We do not see it all, but we do see Jesus, crowned with glory and honor.

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Shaped For His Light, Sent For His Love
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Shaped For His Light, Sent For His Love

When I sit with Oswald Chambers on this entry, I hear a simple, steady invitation. Jesus brings us out of small, self-directed stories and places us inside the Father’s great purpose in Him. We are not the center. He is. In Christ, the Father has a people for His name, a family called to reflect His heart to the world. That lifts a real weight. I do not have to invent a purpose. I get to receive the one God has already given in Jesus.

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