A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Set Like Flint, Gentle In Voice
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Set Like Flint, Gentle In Voice

Isaiah paints a tender and steady picture of Jesus. The Servant listens to the Father each morning, then speaks timely words that lift the weary. He does not shrink back when shame and cruelty press in. He sets His face like flint and keeps walking. Bob Hoekstra’s reflection stirred this fresh look at how trust in the Father bears real fruit in real pressure.

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Every Promise Kept, Every Heart Steadied
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Every Promise Kept, Every Heart Steadied

God’s Word declares that not one of the Lord’s good promises failed for Israel, everything came to pass, Joshua 21:45. A. B. Simpson invites us to look at our own story through that same lens of promise and fulfillment. The destination is not anxious striving but a settled trust in the Faithful One.

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Simply Come, Truly Rest
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Simply Come, Truly Rest

We chase big assignments for God, then the Lord offers something simple. Come. Chambers holds up this invitation from Jesus and shows how our pride would rather perform than present ourselves. We would rather argue than arrive. We would rather carry our loads than collapse into His arms.

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Quiet Glory In The Hard Places
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Quiet Glory In The Hard Places

Suffering does not make us valuable to God, it reveals the life of Jesus that is already ours. Today’s Abide Above selection gathers wise voices who remind us that those most free for service are often those who have passed through deep waters. The point is not to chase hardship or to romanticize pain. The point is to see that our Father wastes nothing. In union with Jesus, hardship becomes a classroom where His life is expressed and His goodness is learned from the inside out.

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Some Seeds Beside A Busy Path
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Some Seeds Beside A Busy Path

Some days the heart can feel like a footpath beside a crowded road. There is traffic in the mind, appointments in the will, and swirling thoughts in the emotions. In today’s reading, Witness Lee points to Jesus’ parable of the sower and helps us see why good seed can land yet never enter. The wayside soil is hard from constant traffic. The seed sits on the surface. Birds sweep in and it is gone. Jesus says this is what happens when the word of the kingdom is heard but not truly understood. The heart is too packed for the seed to sink in.

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Fed in Prayer, Knit in Fellowship
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Fed in Prayer, Knit in Fellowship

We share one loaf, so we belong to one body. That is how Paul paints our life together in Jesus in 1 Corinthians 10. Today’s reading from T. Austin-Sparks draws us into that simple picture. Prayer is not a form to recite, it is a table where the risen Jesus nourishes His people by the Holy Spirit. We come tired, we rise renewed. Not because we prayed well, but because He gives Himself.

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Servants Together, God Gives the Growth
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Servants Together, God Gives the Growth

Paul’s words in 1 Corinthians 3 draw our eyes away from personalities and methods, and back to Jesus who gives the increase. He reminds us that every believer is a servant, and every role matters. Some plant, some water, yet only God makes anything grow. That truth is freeing. It takes the weight of outcomes off our shoulders and places it where it belongs, on the faithful Lord who works within His people.

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The Son Who Trusted the Father
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The Son Who Trusted the Father

Jesus did not live from independent power. He trusted the Father, step by step, and the Father kept Him. Isaiah sings of the Servant formed from the womb, preserved by God in the day of salvation. John lets us overhear the Son saying that He does nothing from Himself, but only what He sees the Father doing. This is not cold doctrine. It is the warm center of how a true human life was lived in perfect reliance on God.

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Quiet Power When Misunderstood
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Quiet Power When Misunderstood

Misunderstanding stings. Unfair words can land like gravel in the heart, and it is tempting to defend, explain, and press our case. Today’s reflection, drawn from A. B. Simpson’s Days of Heaven Upon Earth, points us to Jesus who stood silent under false accusation, Isaiah 53:7, and to David who yielded the moment to God when Shimei cursed him, 2 Samuel 16. These scenes are not about passivity. They are about trusting the Father who sees, weighs, and vindicates in His time.

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Made Sin, Made Righteous
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Made Sin, Made Righteous

Chambers brings us back to the core, not a pile of missteps, but the root of sin itself, independence from God. He reminds us that Jesus did not only carry a bag of our individual wrongs. At the cross, the Father made His sinless Son to be sin, so that in Him we become the righteousness of God. That is not cold doctrine. That is the living doorway into union with God through Jesus.

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When My Effort Ends, His Life Begins
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When My Effort Ends, His Life Begins

We all learn sooner or later that willpower has a ceiling. Romans 7 gives language to that discovery, the ache of wanting what is good yet finding another power inside that pulls the other way. Miles Stanford points us there with a gentle hand, not to trap us in defeat, but to usher us to the threshold of Romans 8 where Life takes over. I am grateful for his steady witness that the way through is not gritting our teeth, it is yielding to the indwelling Life of Jesus.

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Planted Life, Living Kingdom
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Planted Life, Living Kingdom

The kingdom does not arrive by argument or sheer effort. It grows because Jesus sows His own life into people who trust Him. That is the simple, beautiful thread running through today’s reading. The Son of Man scatters living seed, and that life quietly takes root, rises, and bears fruit in ordinary hearts over time.

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Keeping Step With The Spirit of Fellowship
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Keeping Step With The Spirit of Fellowship

The heart of today’s reading is simple and strong. The Holy Spirit creates and guards the fellowship of Jesus’ people. That fellowship is not passive. It is a living unity that the enemy tries to fracture. When there is a rift, the Spirit does not shrug. He lovingly presses upon our hearts until we yield to His reconciling movement.

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When the Spirit Turns the Lights On
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When the Spirit Turns the Lights On

The apostle Paul says that the deep things of God are made known by the Spirit of God, and that the Spirit reveals Jesus in ways our natural studies cannot reach. Ray Stedman reminds us that divine life stoops to us, not the other way around. We do not climb to God by intellect or effort. God comes near by His Spirit, who makes the Word alive, and makes Jesus clear.

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Humbled Now, Lifted With Jesus
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Humbled Now, Lifted With Jesus

Humility is the doorway into the life Jesus shares with us. Bob Hoekstra points to the pattern we see in our Lord. Jesus chose the low place, obeyed the Father to the point of the cross, and the Father raised Him and seated Him at His right hand. The path down in surrender became the path up in glory.

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Whole On Both Sides
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Whole On Both Sides

Hosea paints a picture of a griddle cake that was never turned, burned on one side, raw on the other. That was Ephraim. It is a simple image that reaches into real life. We can be devoted in public worship, yet divided in private attachments. We can confess Jesus, yet cling to lesser loves. A. B. Simpson gently invites us to let God turn us fully toward Himself so that our hearts are not half for the Lord and half for everything else.

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New Lineage, New Life Within
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New Lineage, New Life Within

We all know what it is to inherit things we did not choose. Eye color. Family habits. Even temperaments that lean a certain way. Oswald Chambers points to something better than trying to tidy up what we received in Adam. He reminds us that Jesus does more than tell us to be holy. Jesus shares His own life with us. He gives us a new heredity, His holy nature within.

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Hidden With Jesus, A New Center For The Heart
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Hidden With Jesus, A New Center For The Heart

Some days the early glow of faith seems to dim, and we wonder if we have slipped backward. Miles Stanford reminds us that this dip is often the doorway to deeper life in Jesus. As the Father lovingly shows us that the old self is unreliable, He is not shaming us. He is moving our trust from self toward the risen Lord who is our very life.

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The Stronger One In The House
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The Stronger One In The House

The verses paint a clear picture. Jesus arrives with the Spirit of God, binds the strong man, and walks out with the people the enemy has been hoarding. Witness Lee reminds us that Satan has a house, a system, and a grip. But he also reminds us that the King has entered, the Spirit has moved, and the binding has already begun. The kingdom of God has come upon us in Jesus.

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Safe Where the Cross Keeps Working
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Safe Where the Cross Keeps Working

We often begin with zeal, ready to do big things for God. Peter did too. He loved Jesus, and he was quick with promises, plans, and action. Yet zeal in our own strength is a shaky foundation. It puts fragile hands on holy things. The harder we try to secure outcomes, the more we discover how unsafe our independence truly is.

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