A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Seen Through the Firstborn
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Seen Through the Firstborn

There is a daily tug to stare at ourselves, to measure progress, and to replay old struggles. T. Austin-Sparks invites us to shift our gaze. He reminds us that the Spirit turns our attention from self to Jesus, not to ignore our lives, but to let the life of the Son define who we are and how we live. Thank you, T. Austin-Sparks, for calling us to look away from self-management and to look unto the Firstborn.

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Scorn For The Scornful, Grace For The Humble
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Scorn For The Scornful, Grace For The Humble

There is a clear theme running through Bob Hoekstra’s reflection. God pours out grace upon those who walk low before Him, and He opposes the posture of pride. Proverbs says it plainly, surely He scorns the scornful, but gives grace to the humble. The Lord is not harsh or petty. He is holy and kind. He refuses to endorse arrogance, and He delights to draw near to the one who bows the heart.

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Called Into Fellowship
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Called Into Fellowship

Paul writes that God is faithful, and that He has called us into fellowship with His Son. Ray Stedman reminds us that this is not a slogan, it is the center of the Christian life. The church in Corinth had many gifts and much activity, yet they were missing the simple wonder of living each day in shared life with Jesus. When that awareness fades, trouble grows. When it returns, hearts are steadied and love begins to move.

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Kindness That Carries Into Ages To Come
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Kindness That Carries Into Ages To Come

Ephesians 2:7 says that in the coming ages God will display the surpassing riches of His grace in His kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. That is not distant theory. It is a promise that reaches into today and steadies our steps. A. B. Simpson invites us to see our present lessons as preparation for a future that is far weightier with glory than we can yet imagine. Thank you, Dr. Simpson, for stirring our hope and lifting our eyes to what God has already purposed in His Son.

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Mountain Light, Valley Life
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Mountain Light, Valley Life

There are moments with Jesus that lift us. The view is clear. The heart is quiet. We want to stay there. Oswald Chambers reminds us that the Lord brings us up the mountain for vision, then sends us into the valley for love. The point is not to camp where the air is thin, but to carry what we saw into the ordinary streets where people live and hurt.

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Perfect Provision, Growing Up Into Jesus
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Perfect Provision, Growing Up Into Jesus

There is a quiet relief that comes when we discover that Jesus is not only our Savior, He is also our supply. Miles J. Stanford reminds us that the Father has placed us in His Son and has made full provision there. We are not asked to manufacture wisdom, righteousness, or growth. We are invited to draw from the One who is wisdom for us, righteousness for us, sanctification for us, and redemption for us.

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Yes, Father, This Is Your Way
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Yes, Father, This Is Your Way

Some days it is easy to praise God when doors open and plans line up. Other days bring misunderstanding, criticism, or a quiet no that stings. Today’s reading from eManna, drawn from Witness Lee, points us to the posture Jesus modeled in Matthew 11. Cities resisted His ministry, yet He lifted His voice and said yes to the Father. He acknowledged the Father’s wisdom and praised His will. That is not resignation. That is trust from the heart of a Son who knows His Father.

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When Small Things Weigh Heavy
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When Small Things Weigh Heavy

Many of us carry a quiet ache for a pastor’s heart. We long for shepherds who notice, remember, and draw near with the gentleness of Jesus. I hear it from friends often, not a demand for perfection, but a hope for presence. When small follow ups are missed, when attention feels thin, something inside us winces. It seems minor, yet it taps a deep place.

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Growing By the Word and the Spirit
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Growing By the Word and the Spirit

Psalm 119 says the Word is true from the beginning, and every righteous judgment endures forever. Today’s reading gathers three pastoral voices that point us to a simple pairing, the Spirit and the Scriptures together. Thank you, Nick Harrison, for curating a page that brings this home with warmth and clarity.

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Lasting Comfort, Living Union
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Lasting Comfort, Living Union

Comfort is not a theory, it is a Person. Today’s reading opens with Paul’s blessing, the Father of mercies and the God of all comfort. The devotional presses a gentle question, are we content to say we rest on Scripture while living untouched by the Comforter Himself. Thank you, Nick Harrison, for gathering these voices that keep calling us from bare notions into living fellowship with Jesus by the Spirit.

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Lasting Life In A Passing World
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Lasting Life In A Passing World

The world and its desires pass away. John says it plainly. T. Austin-Sparks takes that truth and aims it at our hearts with a tender question, what are we leaning on that cannot last. He points out how the Lord sometimes allows outward supports to be stripped away, not to harm us, but to reveal how much of our confidence rests in earthly order, even good religious order, instead of in Jesus Himself. Thank you, T. Austin-Sparks, for calling us back to what was from the beginning.

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Seeing With the New Heart
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Seeing With the New Heart

Some movements stir crowds, yet leave hearts unchanged. T. Austin-Sparks reminds us that the natural person can analyze, emote, and decide, and still miss the things of the Spirit. I have chased that path before, trying to reason my way into renewal or ride a wave of emotion, only to discover that life in Jesus is not self-generated. Life is received.

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Held Where Love Cannot Fail
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Held Where Love Cannot Fail

Some days it seems like trouble nips at our heels from morning until night. Stedman asks a tender question that steadies the soul, who or what can separate us from the love of Jesus. He walks us through the usual suspects, pressure, lack, danger, even death, and then he lifts our eyes. None of it has the power to pry us out of the Lord’s embrace.

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Humbled Hearts, Wise Steps
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Humbled Hearts, Wise Steps

Humility and the fear of the Lord walk hand in hand. Bob Hoekstra points us to that simple path that leads to a full life in Jesus. Not a life built on nervous performance, but a life that grows from deep reverence and steady trust. In the Scriptures we see that humility is not self-disgust. It is the honest acknowledgement that we need the Lord to be the source of everything we are and everything we do.

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Chosen In The Son, Free From Condemnation
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Chosen In The Son, Free From Condemnation

Some voices are loud in the Christian life. The inner critic. Old regrets. Accusations that say you are disqualified. Today’s reading from Ray Stedman brings us back to Romans 8, where God answers those voices with the finished work of Jesus. Paul looks across his letter and gathers two great realities. God justifies, and Jesus intercedes. That means the courtroom is settled, and the present moment is supplied. We are not rearranging our past with positive thoughts. We are resting in what God has already done in His Son.

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Quiet Shoulders, Clear Wisdom
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Quiet Shoulders, Clear Wisdom

Pride always promises elevation, then hands us a heavy coat of shame. Bob Hoekstra points us to a better road, the low path where the Lord pours out grace. Humility is not groveling, it is living in reality, I am not the source, Jesus is. When we take that posture, we discover that wisdom is not far off. It meets us in the ordinary, guiding our words, our choices, our pace.

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Up the Quiet Stairs
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Up the Quiet Stairs

Song of Songs 2:14 pictures a dove resting in the clefts of the rock, safe and seen. Simpson’s reflection invites us into that shelter, not as a retreat from real life, but as a higher place within it. Thank you, A. B. Simpson, for pointing us to the hidden life with Jesus that lifts our horizon and steadies our steps.

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Everyday Places, Holy Presence
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Everyday Places, Holy Presence

Some of us picked up the idea that God is most honored in church moments, while the rest of life sits in a waiting room. A. B. Simpson points in a different direction. He reminds us that Jesus calls the whole of life holy ground, the kitchen as much as the sanctuary, the job site as much as the prayer corner. Thank you, A. B. Simpson, for the steady reminder that grace belongs in the ordinary.

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With Him First, For Others Always
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With Him First, For Others Always

Some seasons make us measure our lives by output. Oswald Chambers invites us to start somewhere truer, with Jesus Himself. He reminds us that answering God’s call is not signing up for endless tasks, it is being set apart in the Son so that His life flows through us for the sake of others. The shift is not from action to inaction. It is from self-managed effort to the life of abiding in Christ.

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Standing In The Call, Walking In His Life
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Standing In The Call, Walking In His Life

Some of us can point to a date on the calendar when ministry stirred awake. Others would say it arrived like dawn, quiet and sure. Oswald Chambers reminds us that the Lord’s call carries a supernatural quality. It is not hype. It is not a resume move. It is the Spirit’s inner Yes to Jesus that begins to shape ordinary days with holy purpose.

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