A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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When the Lamb Lights the Room
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When the Lamb Lights the Room

The city needs no sun or moon because the glory of God fills it, and the Lamb is its lamp. That single line opens a window for our weary hearts. Light is not just information we store in our heads. Real light meets us in the hallway where the night lingers, and it changes how we walk. Brother Austin-Sparks points us here with a gentle yet steady hand.

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Life In These Mortal Bodies
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Life In These Mortal Bodies

Bodies age, joints ache, and habits can tug hard. Paul names that reality with courage, then he points to a deeper truth. If Jesus is in us by the Holy Spirit, our human spirit is alive because of righteousness, even while our body remains subject to death. Ray Stedman helps us see that Paul is not only talking about the final resurrection later. He is talking about the Spirit giving life to our mortal bodies here and now.

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When Power Turns Quiet, Finding Rest Beneath the King of Kings
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When Power Turns Quiet, Finding Rest Beneath the King of Kings

Nebuchadnezzar’s story reads like a mirror for the moments we take credit that belongs to God. The Babylonian king admired the city he ruled, then claimed the glory as his own. In a heartbeat the Lord answered, not to crush a man for sport, but to rescue a heart that had forgotten where breath, life, and kingdoms come from. Bob Hoekstra’s reflection points us back to the kindness of God that brings the proud low and lifts the lowly near.

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He Heals In The Wilderness
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He Heals In The Wilderness

Israel had just crossed the sea. They were thirsty, tired, and standing beside bitter water. Into that ordinary trouble, God spoke a promise that names His heart, I am the Lord who heals you. A. B. Simpson reminds us that the God who rescues our souls also cares for our bodies, our households, and our daily needs. Salvation is not a far off hope someday. It is the life of Jesus shared with us today.

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Up To Jerusalem, With Jesus At The Center
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Up To Jerusalem, With Jesus At The Center

We often start the Christian journey with big dreams about what we will do for God. Oswald Chambers gently redirects our eyes. The aim is not usefulness or numbers. The aim is to go with Jesus wherever He leads. He set His face toward Jerusalem, the place where the Father’s will reached its pinnacle on the cross. If we want companionship with Him, we walk with Him in that same steady obedience, step by step, trusting His life within us.

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Seated With Jesus, Living From Above
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Seated With Jesus, Living From Above

We are not inching our way toward acceptance. We were reborn into it. Today’s Abide Above reading lifts our eyes to where new life started and still stands secure, in Jesus, seated with Him in the heavenly places. Miles Stanford reminds us that our worship and our walk do not begin on earth and try to climb up. They begin in Him above, then flow down into ordinary days.

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Christ, Our Garment of Righteousness
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Christ, Our Garment of Righteousness

Jesus spoke of patches and garments to show the difference between imitation and new life. A patch of unshrunk cloth on an old coat will tug and tear. In the same way, trying to copy the earthly deeds of Jesus while staying in our old self only widens the gap. The good news is better than a patch. Through the cross and the resurrection, Jesus Himself is the new garment, complete and fitted to clothe us in His righteousness.

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Home In The Son’s Kingdom
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Home In The Son’s Kingdom

Jones presses a gentle but needed point. Virtue stacked on virtue without surrender still leaves the self in charge, and the self cannot save the self. God does what we cannot do. He brings us into His Son. The center is forgiveness, received and enjoyed, which opens the door to reconciliation and a new domain of light.

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Already Brought Into Peace
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Already Brought Into Peace

Paul says God has not appointed us to wrath, but to obtain salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ. E. Stanley Jones would smile here, because his heartbeat was simple union with Jesus that settles the soul. The peace of God is not earned by the elite. It is not measured out in levels. It is given in a Person. When the Father gives His Son, He gives peace with Himself, not as a forecast, but as a finished reality that we now enjoy in Him.

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Shouldering The Burden That God Shares
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Shouldering The Burden That God Shares

Nehemiah did not stand at a distance with commentary and strategies. He went into the presence of God, took the condition of his people into his own heart, and prayed as one who belonged to them. T. Austin-Sparks invites us to notice that difference. Many can rally around a cause, organize it, and publicize it. Fewer will carry a burden that the Lord Himself places within, a weight that draws us into hidden intercession before we ever step into visible action.

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Two Paths, One Mindset
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Two Paths, One Mindset

Paul tells us there are really only two ways to move through a day. We either run on the old self’s logic or we walk in step with the Spirit. Ray Stedman points to Romans 8:5 and says the hinge is our mindset. What quietly occupies the center of our attention will shape every choice that follows. That is not a call to withdraw from ordinary life. It is an invitation to bring a new point of view into the ordinary, the Spirit’s point of view, right in the middle of budgets, errands, deadlines, and conversations.

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He Stoops To Lift The Lowly
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He Stoops To Lift The Lowly

The heart of today’s reading rests on a beautiful contrast. God is enthroned above the nations, His glory stretches beyond the heavens, yet He willingly leans down to notice those sitting in the dust. Bob Hoekstra highlights this wonder with a pastor’s tenderness. The One who dwells on high does not overlook the humble and the contrite. He draws near, He revives, He raises, and He heals.

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Crowned, Yet Waiting
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Crowned, Yet Waiting

So much of life looks unfinished from where we stand. We face bills, doctor visits, strained relationships, and headlines that rattle the heart. From the ground level it can seem like chaos has the last word. Hebrews 2 says something different. All things have been placed under the feet of the Son, yet at present we do not see everything subject to Him. This is the tension we live in every day. We do not see it all, but we do see Jesus, crowned with glory and honor.

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Shaped For His Light, Sent For His Love
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Shaped For His Light, Sent For His Love

When I sit with Oswald Chambers on this entry, I hear a simple, steady invitation. Jesus brings us out of small, self-directed stories and places us inside the Father’s great purpose in Him. We are not the center. He is. In Christ, the Father has a people for His name, a family called to reflect His heart to the world. That lifts a real weight. I do not have to invent a purpose. I get to receive the one God has already given in Jesus.

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From Near to Within: Christ as Life
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From Near to Within: Christ as Life

Many of us first learned to think of Jesus as near us and for us, which is gloriously true. But I wish to press further, testifying to Christ in us as our very life. Union with Christ is a present, operative reality: not merely “Christ for me” as an external Savior’s work on my behalf, but Christ in me as my life (Gal 2:20; Col 1:27). The Christian life is not chiefly God lending strength to an independent self; it is Jesus Himself, by the Holy Spirit, living in and through a still-responsible, still-distinct person. That recognition changed my posture from “Lord, please help me” to “Lord, I trust You to live Your life in me and through me in this moment.”

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Quiet Hearts, Open Hands
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Quiet Hearts, Open Hands

Humility is not self shaming. It is not pretending to be small so people will think well of us. Humility is the restful posture of a son or daughter who knows the Father’s heart. Miles Stanford reminds us that God gives grace to the humble, and that the servant who rests in the Father’s presence carries a quiet strength that does not need to prove anything. Thank you, Miles, for pointing us back to the gentle way of Jesus.

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When the Bridegroom Pulls Up a Chair
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When the Bridegroom Pulls Up a Chair

The picture today is simple. Religious pressure says, try harder, fast more, act solemn, earn your way to God. Jesus answers with a smile. The Bridegroom is here. His presence turns the room from a waiting hall into a wedding feast. That is not a call to reckless living. It is an invitation to real life in Him, shared at His table, where grace sets the tone and joy becomes the normal air of the room.

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Blood That Truly Cleanses
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Blood That Truly Cleanses

Hebrews says we see Jesus, crowned with glory and honor because He suffered death by the grace of God for everyone. Today’s page in His Victorious Indwelling lifts that truth out of the familiar and sets it right in our hands. C. C. Crowston reminds us that no river of animal blood ever removed a single stain of sin. Only the blood of Jesus reaches that deep and that far. It does not mask the stain. It removes it at the root.

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Faith That Tastes Like Love
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Faith That Tastes Like Love

Faith and love are not rivals, they are partners. When we trust Jesus, heaven plants a new capacity within us to love people we once overlooked, avoided, or opposed. E. Stanley Jones points us to Colossians 1:4, where the church’s faith in Jesus and love for all the saints are mentioned together. Separate them and both wither. Keep them together and life happens.

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Praying From Above While Walking Below
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Praying From Above While Walking Below

We hurry through so many mornings. A quick word about schedules and safety, a request for the day to go smoothly, then off we run. Today’s reading from T. Austin-Sparks gently lifts our chin. If we have been raised with Jesus, prayer is not just about life going well on earth. Prayer begins from where we truly are in Him, with hearts set on things above, where Jesus is.

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