A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship
“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20
From the blog
The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy
In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.
Grace Welcomes You In, Grace Keeps You Here
We come into the family of God by grace. Not by our record, not by our resolve, and not by our promises to do better. Miles Stanford gathers the voices of Andrew Murray and J. N. Darby to remind us that the same grace that first drew us to Jesus is the grace that holds us, shapes us, and shines through us. Conversion is not the finish line. It is the doorway into an abiding life where Jesus lives His life in us.
Religion Without the Bridegroom Leaves You Hungry
Fasting can be good. So can Bible reading, serving, and giving. But Matthew 9 shows us something better. When questioned about why His disciples were not fasting, Jesus answered with a picture, the wedding party does not mourn while the Bridegroom is with them. Presence changes the point of the practice. The feast is not about the plates, it is about the Person.
Shining Clean In A Sticky Place
Some places feel like Caesar’s household. Power games. Whispered agendas. Temptations that cling like syrup. E. Stanley Jones takes us by the hand and points to a surprising sentence in Philippians, there were saints in Caesar’s household. Right in the middle of the palace, belonging to Jesus, and walking clean. Thank you, Dr. Jones, for reminding us that holiness is not location based. It is union based, in Christ.
Only One Thing, A Quiet Yes At His Feet
Martha loved the Lord. She opened her home, rolled up her sleeves, and wanted everything just right. Most of us know that impulse. We want to do something for Jesus, then the list grows, our spirit tightens, and joy slips through our fingers. Watchman Nee points us back to the one thing that is truly necessary, sitting with Jesus, letting His presence steady our hearts.
A Cross In My History, A Risen Life Today
We grow weary when we try to patch the old life with spiritual language. Brother Austin-Sparks reminds us that the gospel is not an upgrade to the old. It is a Cross and a grave in our history with Jesus, and then the reality of His risen life now. That is why the message of the Cross appears like nonsense to those who are perishing, yet it is the very power of God to us who are being saved. Thank you, T. Austin-Sparks, for pointing us back to the power of Jesus crucified and risen.
When You Trip, Grace Holds
We all know the tug of war inside. Like Paul, our minds agree with the goodness of God’s ways, yet our members still house old patterns that try to drag us back. Ray Stedman points us to the headline that steadies a trembling heart, there is no condemnation for those who are in Jesus. That little phrase in Christ changes the whole landscape.
Humbled Hearts, Open Doors of Grace
Grace is not a prize for spiritual achievers, it is the gift Jesus supplies to those who come low and lean hard. Bob Hoekstra points us there with clarity and kindness. He reminds us that God gladly pours grace into humble, trusting hearts, and He does so because our adequacy rests in Him, not in our self effort. When we try to carry the Christian life by our own power, we stall. When we agree with God about our limits and rely on His sufficiency, we stand firm in the grace we already have in Christ.
The Pause That Prepares
There are days when the most faithful thing we can do is to be still. Not passive, not checked out, but quietly yielded so that Jesus steadies our pace and resets our steps. A. B. Simpson’s reflection points us here with a simple picture. The pause is not a delay in grace. It is often the doorway into it.
Perfect Love In Ordinary Moments
Jesus points us to a life that mirrors the generous heart of the Father. Matthew 5 is not a call to try harder at being nice. It is an invitation to share in God’s own way of loving people. Chambers reminds us that our natural likes and dislikes are not the compass for a disciple. Life in Jesus frees us from being ruled by affinity and aversion.
Shaped by Love, Ready for Joy
There are seasons when life rubs a little rough. Duties press in. Circumstances stack up. We wonder if a life of steady fellowship with Jesus is even possible in the middle of so much noise. Today’s reading from Abide Above reminds us that our Father is not far off in these moments. He is personally near. He trains His children in love, and His aim is not to break us, but to form Christ in us for our good and for His glory.
Mercy For The Sick At Heart
Jesus called Himself a physician for the ill. That lands close to home for anyone who has tried to look good on the outside while limping on the inside. In Matthew 9, He reminds us that those who see themselves as strong do not come, the sick do. The Pharisees stood at a distance with clean hands and pointed fingers. The Savior drew near with clean hands and a healing touch.
Lavish Supply For Ordinary Days
Paul’s promise in Philippians 4 says that God supplies every need according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus. E. Stanley Jones invites us to look away from the poverty mindset that stares at our lack and to look into the wealth of the Son. Provision for the believer does not come from scraping by in our own strength. It comes from the Father’s generosity already given to us in the Messiah.
Tear Down, Then Build From Rest
Gideon was told to throw down the family altar to Baal, then to build an altar to the Lord. Dunlop’s reflection reminds us that God is thorough. He does not bless divided loyalties. Before we rush into fresh activity for God, He calls us to remove the false trusts that quietly claim our hearts. That is not scolding. It is mercy. The Father frees us from what drains us, then He builds something true on the ground Jesus has already secured.
Settled On His Ground Of Rest
When Hebrews 4 tells us that those who enter God’s rest cease from their own works, it is not inviting us into laziness. It is inviting us to trust a Person. Jesus is God’s Sabbath given to weary people. T. Austin-Sparks reminds us that the Father has already laid the foundation where all our needs can be met, the ground of the Son’s finished righteousness. We do not create that ground. We stand on it by faith, and from that place, we discover a different kind of power at work.
When Trying Hard Loses, Trust the Life of Jesus
Romans 7 puts words to the experience many of us know too well. I want to do good, then a contrary pull rises, and the next thing I know I have done the very thing I said I would not. Stedman names this honestly, then points us past despair to a better center. He reminds us that there is a real conflict in our members, yet there is also a real Deliverer who lives in us.
Trust That Thrives When Heat Rises
Jeremiah sets a fork in the road right in front of us. We either lean on human strength, or we place our weight on the Lord. Bob Hoekstra reminds us that the results could not be more different. When we make people and our own willpower the center, life grows thin and dry. When we entrust ourselves to the Lord, life becomes steady and fruitful, even when the sun is blazing.
Small Seeds, Certain Harvest
Some days sowing good feels small. You quietly serve, you choose patience, you forgive again, and it seems like nothing moves. Simpson reminds us that Jesus counts every faith-filled act. Nothing is wasted in His hands. The field may look bare to you, but Heaven sees the rootwork.
Staying With Jesus When The Crowd Turns Back
The line that stirred me today comes from Luke 22:28, where Jesus tells His friends that they stood by Him in His trials. Oswald Chambers asks a piercing question, are we still going with Jesus when the road gets tight, or do we quietly drift back with the crowd. He reminds us that many walked away in John 6 when following Jesus no longer matched their expectations. That same pressure shows up in our lives, not only in public moments, but in the hidden places where loyalties are formed.
The Spirit Sets My Gaze on Jesus
The heart of today’s reading is simple and steady. The Holy Spirit does not point me back to my own effort, He lovingly turns my attention to Jesus. Even when He exposes what is out of step within me, He does so to relieve me in the Lord, not to leave me staring at myself. Thank you, Miles Stanford, for the clear reminder that the Spirit’s constant ministry is to make Jesus the center of my thoughts, my words, and my ways.
Mercy At The Table, Not A Gavel In His Hand
The heart of today’s reading is simple and beautiful. Jesus sits with people who know they are not well, and He calls Himself a physician. He does not arrive to condemn, He comes to heal. Matthew tells us that the ones gathered around Him were the kinds of people most of us try to hide, the hurting, the stained, the stuck. If He had come as a judge, no one would have been fit to stand. Since He came as a healer, many became whole.