A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship
“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20
From the blog
The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy
In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.
Governed by the Spirit
The enemy is subtle, and his strategy is often to push us from one extreme to another. In the churches of Galatia, Satan first pressed the people toward legalism—using law to control and burden. But when Paul, by the Spirit, revealed that believers are not under law but under grace, the enemy adjusted tactics. If he couldn't bind them by legalism, he would tempt them toward lawlessness—license dressed as liberty.
A Poor but Good Prayer
Today’s reflection from Ray Stedman reminds us that not all prayers are eloquent, poised, or faith-filled in tone—but even the weakest groanings of the heart, when aimed toward God, become a vessel of grace. We meet Moses not at the height of his leadership, but in one of his most human moments—overwhelmed, disheartened, and venting before the Lord. His words are raw: “Did I give birth to these people? Why do I have to carry them?” He’s tired of being the go-between, frustrated by the people’s demands, and emotionally at the end of himself.
And yet—God hears him.
Providence in the Ordinary
We often try to escape our current circumstances, thinking a change in scenery or calling will somehow be more spiritual or significant. But today’s devotional from A.B. Simpson gently reminds us that God’s providence is not limited to grand missions or ideal conditions. His plans unfold precisely within our current place, pace, and profession.
Man’s Promises or God’s Promises
Today’s reading from Bob Hoekstra highlights the vast difference between the old covenant, which was based on man’s promises to God, and the new covenant, which rests entirely on God’s promises to man. The people of Israel, with the best of intentions, promised obedience: “All that the Lord has spoken we will do.” Yet history revealed their repeated failure. Their zeal could not uphold the law, because human strength is not enough to meet God’s perfect standards.
Have You Come to “After” Yet?
Oswald Chambers invites us into the quiet unveiling of a truth many miss: we often pray with the tone of a bargain rather than the posture of belief. Like Job before his restoration, our prayers can center around ourselves—our pain, our longing, our lack—rather than God’s sufficiency. But there comes a holy after. “After Job had prayed for his friends…” Only then did the Lord restore his fortunes.
Self-Abandonment
Today’s entry from Abide Above shines a light on the futility of self-improvement and the glorious truth of our co-crucifixion with Christ. Miles Stanford draws a sharp contrast between religious systems built on refining the flesh and the liberating gospel that calls us to reckon ourselves dead to sin and alive to God through Christ.
Don’t Lose Your Boldness
Today’s reflection from Witness Lee turns our attention from the shaky ground of emotional uncertainty to the solid rock of God’s righteousness. Many believers fluctuate in their sense of being forgiven—sometimes they imagine God is merciful enough to forgive them, other times they suspect He may withhold forgiveness due to their failures. But the truth is far more secure and glorious than either of those feelings: God’s forgiveness is not rooted in mere pity or tolerance—it is grounded in His righteousness.
2 Timothy 1 — Fan into Flame the Gift of God
Paul’s second letter to Timothy opens with warmth and legacy. Imprisoned again in Rome and fully aware of his impending death, Paul writes not with anxiety but with a quiet confidence in Christ, urging his beloved spiritual son to remain faithful. Rather than jumping straight into correction or instruction, Paul opens with gratitude and deep affection. He reminds Timothy that his faith has a generational legacy—from his grandmother Lois and his mother Eunice—and that this same sincere faith now lives in him.
Introduction to 2 Timothy
2 Timothy is Paul’s final letter, and his tone is deeply personal, tender, and urgent. He’s writing from a dark prison cell in Rome, aware that his death is near. But his thoughts aren’t on fear or regret — they’re fixed on the legacy of the gospel and the faithfulness of the Lord. His greatest concern? That Timothy, his beloved spiritual son, continue the mission — not in human strength, but in the grace that is in Christ Jesus.
Acts 13
Acts 13 opens with the Spirit-breathed commissioning of Saul and Barnabas for a mission that didn't originate from human plans or church consensus but from God Himself. The gathered church in Antioch—diverse in background and unified in worship—wasn’t strategizing but simply ministering to the Lord when the Holy Spirit set apart Saul and Barnabas. What follows is not Paul’s "first missionary journey" in the common sense but the first intentionally coordinated gospel movement to Gentile regions, beginning in Cyprus.
Sanctified to Stand Apart
John Kennedy’s reflection reminds us that the Church, in its truest sense, was never meant to blend in with the world. When the Church becomes preoccupied with popularity, it forfeits the distinctiveness that Christ Himself prayed for in John 17. We were never commissioned to impress the world—we were sent into it, yes, but as sanctified ones, separated by truth and bearing a divine witness.
Success or Failure, Irrelevant
Today’s reflection from E. Stanley Jones lifts our hearts beyond the tyranny of outcomes and into the serenity of being in Christ. Jones recounts a contrast: a governor who outwardly succeeded yet inwardly despaired, and himself—lacking visible fruit but full of joy. The difference? One labored from self; the other labored in the Lord.
Perfected Through Suffering
T. Austin-Sparks brings us into the depths of God’s eternal purpose—a purpose not bound by comfort or ease, but by the glorious forming of Christ’s likeness in us through suffering. It is not that God takes pleasure in our hardship, but that He lovingly refuses to let us settle for anything less than being conformed to the image of His Son.
Helplessness in Prayer
In today’s reflection, Ray Stedman walks us through Jacob’s mysterious encounter in Genesis 32—a moment not of conquest, but collapse. Jacob, alone and anxious, is suddenly engaged in an all-night wrestling match with a mysterious figure. As the story unfolds, we discover this man is no ordinary opponent. Jacob names the place “Peniel,” for he recognizes he has seen God face to face and survived.
The Joy of Yielded Giving
Today's reflection from A.B Simpson invites us into the divine mystery of giving—not as a loss, but as a participation in the very heartbeat of heaven. Simpson draws our attention to a truth often forgotten in the age of abundance: that the life most cherished by God is the one marked by surrender, not surplus.
Better Promises under Grace
Today’s entry from Bob Hoekstra opens a new series on one of the most treasured realities of the new covenant: the better promises we’ve received through grace. The author of Hebrews tells us plainly that Jesus is the Mediator of a better covenant, one that far surpasses the old covenant of law—not only in scope, but in the very foundation on which it stands: grace, not performance.
The Service of Passionate Devotion
Oswald Chambers reminds us that Christian service isn't primarily about the work we do or the doctrines we defend—it’s about our relationship with a Person. Jesus didn’t say, “Go fight for my cause.” He said, “Feed my sheep.” That command flows from love, not duty. The foundation of all true ministry is personal, passionate devotion to Jesus Christ—not to a mission, not to a message, not even to ministry itself.
Proper Presentation
Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford explores the delicate art of presenting God’s truth in a manner that aligns not only with His message, but also with His method. The heart of the teaching is this: how we share the truth matters just as much as what truth we share.
The Fellowship of the Apostles—Part 2
Today’s reflection from Witness Lee draws our attention to the nature of the apostles’ fellowship—a fellowship that mirrors the unity of the Triune God. According to Acts 2:42 and 2 Corinthians 13:14, the early believers didn’t merely gather out of sentiment or routine. They joined together in shared teaching, prayer, communion, and life. But more than that, they let go of private agendas to participate in something far greater: God's divine purpose.
Genesis 10: Names, Nations, and the Unfolding Purpose of God
Genesis 10 records a sweeping genealogy that maps out the early dispersion of humanity after the flood, traditionally referred to as the “Table of Nations.” More than just a historical record, this chapter functions as a theological roadmap. It shows how God's providential purposes stretch across national lines and generations, moving from the distant nations (Japheth), to those under judgment (Ham), and ultimately toward the line of promise (Shem).