A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Hosea 2 – From Valley of Trouble to Door of Hope
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Hosea 2 – From Valley of Trouble to Door of Hope

Hosea 2 tells the story of heartbreak—but not for heartbreak’s sake. It opens with a cry from a wounded husband to his wayward wife. But Hosea’s real aim, echoing the heart of God, is not condemnation—it’s restoration. The Lord, like Hosea, will not enable unfaithfulness, nor will He remain silent as His people chase after false lovers. He will expose the futility of idols, strip away the provisions that Israel mistakenly attributed to Baal, and disrupt their pursuit of lesser gods. The language is firm, even severe, but it is not cruelty—it is mercy laced with longing.

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Psalm 22
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Psalm 22

Psalm 22 opens with a cry of abandonment that seems to echo endlessly through the ages, ultimately finding its fulfillment in the mouth of Christ on the cross. David, though innocent in the immediate circumstance, is overwhelmed by suffering and isolation. He is mocked, physically broken, and emotionally devastated—yet the psalm never spirals into despair. Instead, it rises in crescendo toward praise.

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A Humble Pride
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A Humble Pride

Today’s reflection from E. Stanley Jones invites us to consider an unlikely concept: redeemed pride. In Christ, even something as dangerous as pride can be made holy. Paul, writing to the Corinthians, says he takes pride in them—but not in a fleshly sense. His pride is “in Christ Jesus our Lord” (1 Cor. 15:31), and that location changes everything. Rather than exalting self, it exalts the One who enables the work. Rather than boasting in what he or others have done, Paul’s heart is lifted in gratitude that Christ used him to lead others into life.

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Living Set Apart
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Living Set Apart

Today’s devotional from Nick Harrison draws a clear, sobering line between the holiness God invites us into and the casual worldliness that so often infiltrates our lives unnoticed. Dwight L. Moody speaks directly to the spiritual cost of blending into the world—how the church loses power when it ceases to look different from the culture it’s meant to influence. It isn’t about artificial appearances or forced separation; it’s about allegiance.

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A True Testimony
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A True Testimony

T. Austin-Sparks draws our attention to an oft-overlooked but piercing truth in Numbers 23:9—that God's people are not to be reckoned among the nations. In God's eyes, Israel—and by extension the Church—is distinct, set apart, even elevated above the world’s systems. Yet throughout history, Satan has labored to undo this separation. His strategy? Seduce the Church into seeking recognition by the world.

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Prayer’s Anchor
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Prayer’s Anchor

Today’s reflection from Ray Stedman centers on Abraham’s intercession for Sodom, not out of a desire to save the wicked city, but out of deep concern for God’s character and justice. Abraham isn’t challenging God's judgment—he acknowledges its time has come. What troubles him is a deeper, more personal question: Will the righteous be treated the same as the wicked? At stake is Abraham’s perception of God's righteousness, faithfulness, and justice.

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Stay on the Wall
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Stay on the Wall

Today’s reflection from A.B. Simpson turns our attention to Nehemiah, who knew his calling was from God and refused to be distracted by fear, false urgency, or external demands. When opposition tried to pull him away from rebuilding the wall, he replied simply and firmly: “I am doing a great work and cannot come down.” His resolve reminds us that many things—even seemingly important ones—can quietly divert us from what God has placed in front of us.

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More Than Shadows
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More Than Shadows

God’s law, with all its rituals and regulations, served a sacred but temporary role—it cast a shadow of the reality to come. That reality is Christ. The Sabbath rest, the Tabernacle dwelling, the feasts and festivals—all were outlines sketching a fuller picture that would be revealed in Jesus Himself. When grace came through Christ, the outlines were filled in with living color.

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Don’t Think Now, Take the Road
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Don’t Think Now, Take the Road

In today’s reflection, Oswald Chambers brings us into the mystery of bold faith—not the calculated kind that waits for conditions to feel safe, but the kind that leaps because it sees Jesus. Peter didn’t step out of the boat because he understood the physics of walking on water. He stepped because he recognized the Lord. His footing was sure as long as his gaze was fixed. But the moment he noticed the wind and his own vulnerability, he sank—not because of the waves, but because of doubt.

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Beloved Object
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Beloved Object

Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford highlights the Spirit’s dual work within us—developing both a distaste for the old self and a deepening hunger for the new life found in Christ. This exchange isn’t about moral improvement, but transformation through union. We are not simply called to better behavior; we are called into a deeper relationship with the risen Lord Jesus as our living standard.

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The Fellowship of the Apostles—Part 1
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The Fellowship of the Apostles—Part 1

The fellowship that believers are invited into isn’t just a sense of Christian community—it’s something far more sacred and divine. This fellowship is described in Scripture as the fellowship of the apostles, and it flows from a very specific source: the eternal life of God Himself, shared through the Holy Spirit.

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1 Timothy 6 — Contentment, Calling, and the Crown
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1 Timothy 6 — Contentment, Calling, and the Crown

Paul concludes his letter to Timothy with practical and pastoral counsel that touches everything from economic status to spiritual integrity. He addresses slaves in the Ephesian church, urging them to honor their masters, especially if they are fellow believers. This echoes Paul's larger pattern of planting gospel seeds within flawed systems, trusting Christ to transform hearts and structures from the inside out.

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The Chains Fell Off – Acts 12
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The Chains Fell Off – Acts 12

Acts 12 opens with a stark contrast: the ruthless execution of James, one of the original twelve disciples, and the divine deliverance of Peter. Herod Agrippa I, seeking popularity among the Jewish leadership, ordered the beheading of James and planned to do the same to Peter after Passover. But while Peter slept—guarded by four squads of soldiers and chained in prison—the church was praying earnestly. God responded not with gradual intervention, but sudden and complete liberation through an angel. Peter, stunned and still unsure whether he was dreaming, found himself standing outside the prison walls in freedom.

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Sowing in Tears, Reaping in Joy
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Sowing in Tears, Reaping in Joy

Today’s reflection from Nick Harrison’s devotional draws our attention to a sacred sorrow—the kind that flows from the heart of one who abides in Christ and sees the world through His eyes. The passage from Psalm 126 paints a picture of the weeping sower—one who goes forth with tears yet returns rejoicing with a harvest in hand. These are not tears of hopelessness but tears birthed from compassion, longing, and love for God’s purposes to be fulfilled.

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Opened Eyes
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Opened Eyes

T. Austin-Sparks invites us to examine the difference between intellectually understanding the things of God and truly seeing them by revelation. It is not reason that opens the eyes—it is Christ Himself. From the beginning of spiritual life to every stage of growth, our vision must be born out of divine encounter, not human comprehension.

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All Alive
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All Alive

E. Stanley Jones reflects on 1 Corinthians 15:22 and the absolute finality and fruitfulness of being in Christ. Life is not something added on to us like a supplement—it is inherent in Christ, and therefore it is inherent in us because we are in Him. Just as in Adam all die, in Christ all are made alive—not only spiritually, but in every facet of our being and belonging.

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The Beginning of Prayer
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The Beginning of Prayer

In the quiet cool of Eden’s evening, before prayer was ever recorded, God walked with His beloved. Adam and Eve didn’t initiate this communion—it was God who came, who called, who invited. And even after the fall, the divine rhythm of fellowship continued—not because man remembered, but because God remained faithful.

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The Light That Breaks Forth
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The Light That Breaks Forth

Isaiah 58:8 speaks of a life radiant with God's presence, where healing rushes in like morning light and righteousness leads the way. But how does this unfold practically in a believer’s life?

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Substance, Not Shadows, Under Grace
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Substance, Not Shadows, Under Grace

The old covenant law was never meant to be the destination—it was the silhouette of something far greater. It gave the outline, but not the essence. It hinted at holiness, but couldn’t provide it. Its sacrifices foreshadowed cleansing, but never truly purified. All it could do was gesture toward what only Christ could accomplish.

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The Uncritical Temper
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The Uncritical Temper

Oswald Chambers draws us into one of Jesus’ clearest commands: “Do not judge.” And yet, how easily the critical spirit takes root, even in hearts set apart for Christ. Chambers doesn’t mince words—the average Christian, he says, is often the most sharply critical. But criticism is not a spiritual gift. It wounds, weakens, and alienates. It exalts us in our own eyes and distances us from others—and from God.

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