A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Satisfaction Guaranteed
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Satisfaction Guaranteed

Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford reminds us of the unshakeable foundation of our acceptance before God: Christ Himself. The Father’s satisfaction with us is not rooted in our progress, our emotions, or our performance—it is rooted entirely in His Son. This was the Father’s design from the beginning: to place us in Christ, so that His perfect life, His finished work, and His permanent standing would be credited to us.

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The Early Believers Practicing the Church Life
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The Early Believers Practicing the Church Life

The earliest believers didn’t merely add Jesus to their private lives—they were immediately immersed into a shared life with one another. Their day-by-day rhythm was one of joyful simplicity and shared devotion. They worshiped in the temple, yet their hearts belonged to the intimate gatherings in each other’s homes. Here, they broke bread—not just in remembrance of Christ, but as an overflow of their unity, love, and mutual pursuit of Him.

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Genesis 9 — The Bow and the Blessing
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Genesis 9 — The Bow and the Blessing

Genesis 9 is a turning point—not just for Noah and his family, but for the story of humanity. God begins again with a covenant, reaffirming humanity’s value even after judgment. Noah is charged to multiply, and the animals now regard mankind with fear. Something has shifted in creation, a sobering mark of how sin has altered relationships—not just with God, but between man and beast.

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Hosea 1
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Hosea 1

Hosea's prophetic ministry opens with a shocking command: marry a promiscuous woman. Gomer represents Israel’s spiritual adultery, a vivid, living metaphor of the nation's betrayal of their covenant with God. But the names of their children speak even louder than their mother’s past. “Jezreel” recalls violence and judgment; “Lo-Ruhamah” declares the withholding of compassion; “Lo-Ammi” breaks the covenant formula itself—"You are not My people." These names carry the weight of divine heartbreak.

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Psalm 21 — The King Rejoices in the Lord’s Strength
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Psalm 21 — The King Rejoices in the Lord’s Strength

Psalm 21 forms a beautiful pair with the previous psalm. Where Psalm 20 is a prayer of anticipation—asking God for deliverance and strength in battle—Psalm 21 is a triumphant celebration of answered prayer. The focus is not on the king’s might but on the Lord’s faithfulness. David sees his victories not as self-earned but as gifts flowing from God’s covenant promises, particularly the eternal promises made in 2 Samuel 7. The extravagant language—long life, glory, majesty, blessings without end—points beyond David to the greater Son of David, the Messiah, whose throne will never be shaken.

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A Greater Intimacy Under Grace
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A Greater Intimacy Under Grace

Today’s reflection from Bob Hoekstra draws our hearts into the extraordinary access we now have to the intimate presence of God—not once a year, not through a select few, but daily and personally through Christ. Under the old covenant, the Holy of Holies—the place of God's manifest presence—was separated by a veil. Only the high priest could enter, and only once a year, bearing blood for the sins of the people. The law allowed for structured service, sacred rituals, and symbolic closeness, but not daily personal nearness.

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Planted by Grace, Growing by Christ
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Planted by Grace, Growing by Christ

Today’s devotional from Nick Harrison calls me to reflect not on what I can do for Christ, but on what it means to be formed in Him. Pennington’s words invite me to think deeply about the mystery of the new birth—that I have been “born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable, through the living and enduring word of God” (1 Peter 1:23). That birth is not a one-time event to be admired but a continual life to be lived. It is a seed—God’s own grace—planted by Him, springing up by Him, growing in me by Him, and bearing fruit through Him.

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Fallen Asleep in Christ
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Fallen Asleep in Christ

E. Stanley Jones draws us into the radical transformation of death through the lens of union with Christ. In the early church, something extraordinary happened—not just in doctrine, but in vocabulary itself. The word “death” quietly faded from their lips, replaced by gentler terms like “asleep,” “departed,” or “given up the spirit.” Why? Because the sting of death had been swallowed by life itself.

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The Prayer Already Answered
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The Prayer Already Answered

Many believers speak as if Jesus' prayer for unity in John 17 is still waiting to be fulfilled—as though centuries of division must finally be reversed through human effort. But today's reflection from Ray Stedman gently invites us to see things differently. This prayer has already been answered, not through the forming of organizational alliances or dissolving denominational differences, but through the invisible work of the Holy Spirit since the day of Pentecost.

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All or Nothing
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All or Nothing

Today’s reflection from A.B. Simpson presses us into the uncompromising truth of Matthew 6:24: no one can serve two masters. Jesus isn’t simply advising us to pick the better of two pursuits—He is revealing the impossibility of divided allegiance. We were not made to toggle between competing devotions. Our hearts will gravitate fully to one and eventually turn against the other. There is no middle ground.

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What Do You Make of This?
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What Do You Make of This?

Oswald Chambers challenges us to reconsider what it truly means to lay down our lives for Christ. Often, we romanticize the idea of dying a sudden, sacrificial death as the pinnacle of devotion. But Chambers reminds us that Jesus isn’t asking for a single dramatic act—He’s inviting us to live daily in quiet surrender, moment by moment, as a living expression of His love.

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Jesus Christ: The Holy and Righteous One
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Jesus Christ: The Holy and Righteous One

Today’s reflection from Witness Lee calls us to behold Christ in His unique and matchless purity—not only in His moral perfection but in His absolute union with God. In Acts 3:14, Peter refers to Jesus as both “the Holy One” and “the Righteous One”—titles not given lightly or metaphorically, but as declarations of identity. Holiness here does not simply mean moral behavior—it speaks of One wholly set apart, fully belonging to God, and entirely for Him. Righteousness, likewise, is not merely doing right things, but being right with God, with people, and even with creation itself.

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The Life That Cannot Fail
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The Life That Cannot Fail

Today’s reflection from Nick Harrison invites us to exchange our notion of Christ as our Helper for the far richer truth: He is our very life. We often settle for trying to serve God out of our own energy, even with good intentions. But Jesus never asked us to work for Him—He desires to work through us, expressing His life in us and through us as effortlessly as a hand moves its fingers.

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Christ Prays for You
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Christ Prays for You

As Jesus prepared to leave His disciples—on the cusp of the cross, betrayal, and death—He lifted His eyes to the Father and prayed. And in this tender, powerful moment, He didn’t pray that they would be strong, wise, or successful. He didn’t pray for their ministries or their clarity. He prayed simply: “Holy Father, keep them.”

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From Law to Grace
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From Law to Grace

In today’s reflection, E. Stanley Jones draws our attention to the subtle tension in Paul’s writings—how at times he seems to slip from the liberating truth of grace back into the constraints of law, particularly when speaking about women. In 1 Corinthians 11, Paul initially refers to the creation order to describe the subordination of women, echoing themes from the law and the Old Testament. Yet, just a few verses later, the light of grace breaks through as Paul writes, “Nevertheless, in the Lord woman is not independent of man nor man of woman... and all things are from God.”

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The Ripening Within
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The Ripening Within

Today’s reflection from A.B. Simpson invites us to examine the maturing work of Christ within us. Simpson compares the Christian life to fruit on the tree—growing, softening, and ripening with time under the sun and rain. Though many believers exhibit good spiritual fruit, it may still be sharp or immature—good, but not yet gracious; sincere, but not yet sweet.

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A Better Sacrifice under Grace
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A Better Sacrifice under Grace

Today’s reading from Bob Hoekstra lifts our eyes to the once-for-all sacrifice of Christ, highlighting the glorious difference between the old covenant of law and the new covenant of grace. Under the law, priests offered countless sacrifices—day after day, year after year—yet sin remained. The blood of animals was insufficient to remove guilt; it merely pointed forward to a greater, perfect offering yet to come.

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The Test of Character
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The Test of Character

Oswald Chambers reminds us that spiritual character isn't bestowed—it is built. Even though we are partakers of the divine nature, we’re still called to form habits that express this life in tangible ways. No one is born with character, not even spiritually. But in union with Christ, we are empowered to make every effort—to actively shape a life that reflects Him.

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Raison d’être
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Raison d’être

At the center of all creation—your soul, your spirit, and even the sacred pages of Scripture—is one glorious aim: to glorify and share the Lord Jesus Christ. That is your raison d’être—your very reason for being. But so often, believers unknowingly drift from this foundation. We begin to find peace in our performance, in our perceived progress, even in the Spirit’s work within us. Yet, when our peace rests on anything apart from the finished work of Jesus Christ, it becomes fragile—fleeting.

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Learning Righteousness
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Learning Righteousness

Today’s reflection from Witness Lee calls us back to the foundational gate we entered when we came to Christ: righteousness. This wasn’t merely a transaction—we were brought into right standing with God through the righteous work of Jesus. But with that standing comes a call to learn and live in righteousness.

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