A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship
“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20
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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy
In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.
When Praise Finds Its Note
Psalm 150 opens the door and invites us to praise the Lord with everything we are. Today’s reading tells a tender story. A child pounds out clumsy notes on a hotel piano. A master musician sits beside her and answers every wrong note with a better one until the room fills with music. F. B. Meyer says he has often felt like that child, yet he has discovered the Holy Spirit right beside him, turning discord into a Hallelujah chorus.
Given, Received, Then Lived
Some words sound heavy until grace lifts them. Consecration is one of those words. Today’s reading points to a simple, beautiful reality. At conversion, Jesus gives and we receive. In consecration, we yield ourselves, and He gladly receives what is already His. It is not a barter. It is belonging expressed.
Beyond What Meets The Eye
Some days I live by what sits right in front of my face. Deadlines. Headlines. My own small circle. Paul nudges me kindly in 2 Corinthians 10:7. Do not stare only at the surface. Look again, and remember, we belong to Jesus. There is more in play than what my eyes can count.
Blessing Over Balancing Acts
Some days I measure everything in columns. Time here, money there, skill in one box, need in another. Today’s reading gently turns my eyes to the real hinge of ministry and daily living, the Lord’s blessing. When His favor rests on a person or a work, lack does not get the last word. Psalm 3 says, may your blessing be on your people. That line lands like rain on dry ground.
Quiet Victory In The Waiting
Waiting can feel like standing still while the world runs past. Psalm 37 invites us to rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him. Today’s reading tells the story of a man falsely accused, who carried quiet shame for years. In that long season, he took the path of yielding rather than self defense. He cared for the child left at his door. He trusted God to hold his name. Years later, truth came to light. The vindication arrived, but the deeper work had already been done inside him.
When Weakness Makes Room For Power
Some days I feel small. Work stretches thin, relationships pull tight, and my own resources falter. This reading points me to a different way of seeing. The apostle Paul lifts my eyes from how strong I feel, to how present Jesus is. God’s power finds a fitting home where my strength runs out.
Freedom That Travels With You
Some situations change slowly, and some never seem to move at all. This reading points me to a deeper freedom that is not chained to circumstances. Ray Stedman reminds us that the question is not first, can I get out of this, but rather, who am I in Jesus right now. Paul said you can be God’s free person in the very place that taxes you, because freedom starts on the inside.
Faith Rises When His Word Lives In Us
The Lord loves to steady our hearts by pointing us to what is faithful and true. Revelation gives us this anchor, that the words of the risen Lord are faithful and true, and that He Himself is the Faithful and True Witness. We are not left to chase feelings or manage life by hunches. We are invited to lean our weight on the character of Jesus and the reliability of His word.
From Forsaken To Joy, The Holy Spirit Makes All Things New
You and I both know what it is to look back at chapters we would rather forget. Today’s reading from A. B. Simpson looks straight at those pages and says, God delights to rewrite them with mercy. Not with whiteout, but with redemption. He takes what was broken and makes it a showcase of His kindness.
Prayer That Turns The Key
Prayer, Chambers reminds us, is not the warm up before the work, it is the work that unlocks the Lord’s sending. The harvest belongs to Jesus, not to our plans. So the first move is not strategy or hustle, it is turning to the Lord of the harvest in trusting prayer.
Offered As Alive, Not Improved
A friend leaves a simple reminder on the table, present yourself to God as those who are alive from the dead. Romans 6:13. Miles Stanford helps us slow down long enough to notice the order that Scripture gives us. First, we come to know what God has already done in Jesus. We died to sin with Him. We were made alive to God with Him. Only then do we present ourselves. Consecration is not polishing the old you. It is offering the new you that God has already raised with His Son.
Little In My Hands, Plenty In His
We watch the scene in Matthew 14, five loaves, two fish, a hillside full of hungry people, and hear Jesus say, Bring them to Me. Witness Lee reminds us that what sits in our hands looks small, but once it passes into His hands, it becomes blessing that runs beyond us. That is not a call to strain. It is an invitation to entrust.
Hidden With Jesus, Seen By Few
Some truths come to us like hand-me-down clothes. They fit well enough, and we are grateful. Other truths are stitched to us by the Lord Himself. They are not borrowed, they are born within, and once they are there, nothing on earth can unmake them. T. Austin-Sparks points to this second kind of knowing. He says that when Jesus is revealed within, not as a theory but as Life, there is stability, assurance, and freshness. There is also a different path that can be lonely at times, because not everyone understands an inward leading that moves beyond second-hand religion.
Conceived, Not Copied
When Paul went up to Jerusalem, he went in response to a revelation, not a trend or an expectation. That simple line in Galatians 2:2 steadies my heart. It tells me that Jesus leads His people personally, and His Spirit initiates the works He means to do through us. Thank you, T. Austin-Sparks, for reminding us that imitation cannot replace inspiration from the Lord.
Pressed Beyond Ourselves, Held By Resurrection Life
Some days sit heavy on the chest. Paul called it being burdened beyond measure, beyond strength, to the point of despair. Austin-Sparks reminds us that this is not failure, it is often the classroom where Jesus shows us what information alone could never give. We are brought to the end of self so we can discover, in real time, that the God who raises the dead is our only source.
Bars That Hold Us Together
The old tabernacle had boards and bars. The boards stood upright, the bars ran through them and bound the whole into one dwelling. T. Austin-Sparks notices the bars, then gently calls us to guard the unity that the Spirit gives. Not cliques. Not silos. Not my lane versus your lane. One people in Jesus held by one Spirit.
One Calling, Many Hands
Paul’s charge to Timothy paints a simple picture. Grace you have received is grace you pass along, and endurance is part of the journey with Jesus. T. Austin-Sparks picks up that theme with the Levites, showing that the people of God carry different pieces of the same work. Some lifted beams. Some carried vessels. All served the same Lord. He reminds us that reliability matters, not as a badge of superiority, but as a shared trust inside a single testimony.
When Love Stays Put
The verse calls us to look after one another so that no one misses the grace of God. It warns us about the bitter root that can spread, trouble many, and corrode hearts. T. Austin-Sparks helps us see where that root often starts. It grows where pains and disappointments go unattended, where we rehearse injuries, and where we forget the cross.
Mutual Delight, One Gifted Body
Sex in marriage is not a battleground for rights, it is a table of mutual giving. Paul’s words in 1 Corinthians 7:3-5 point us away from demands and toward devotion. The husband tends to his wife. The wife tends to her husband. Bodies are not bargaining chips, they are entrusted gifts for one another. Ray Stedman’s insight helped me see this passage not as a lever to pry something from a spouse, but as a gentle invitation to serve and be served.
Your Body, His Home
We carry a high purpose in ordinary skin. Paul says our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, not rented rooms or storage units, but a living place meant for God’s presence. Ray Stedman reminds us that this changes everything about how we think of ourselves, and how we think of intimacy. The body is not disposable. It is consecrated space.