A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Mercy Opens What Pride Shuts
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Mercy Opens What Pride Shuts

Manasseh’s story is a mercy story. He ran hard in the wrong direction, then in distress he bowed low, and the Lord brought him home. The passage shows that no one is beyond the reach of God’s restoring grace. When a heart turns to Him in humility, God answers. He does not bargain. He rescues.

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With Me In Trouble, Then Deliverance
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With Me In Trouble, Then Deliverance

Trouble often raises a fair question in our hearts, why did rescue not arrive sooner. A. B. Simpson reminds us that our Father is not indifferent, He is intentional. He stays with us inside the difficulty, shaping us to rest in Him, then at the right time He brings us out. His promise is steady, I am with you in trouble. I will deliver you, and I will honor you.

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Leave the Gift, Find the Brother
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Leave the Gift, Find the Brother

Oswald Chambers draws our attention to Jesus’ clear instruction in Matthew 5:23-24. If I arrive at the altar and remember that someone has something against me, I am to step away, seek reconciliation, then return. He is not asking for morbid introspection. He is describing the Spirit’s gentle reminder that surfaces in the moment. When the Spirit brings it to mind, love moves first.

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Liberty That Listens, Life That Leads
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Liberty That Listens, Life That Leads

The Spirit of the Lord brings liberty, not license. Miles Stanford points us to a simple center, Jesus sets us free in Himself, and the Holy Spirit quietly trains our steps by the Word. The freedom is not the absence of direction, it is the presence of a new Life within who guides from Scripture, steadies our thoughts, and bears fruit in everyday places.

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A New Wineskin For The New Wine
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A New Wineskin For The New Wine

New wine does not belong in hardened containers. Jesus used that picture to show that His living life cannot be squeezed into rigid systems that prize form over fellowship. The point lands with love. He is not scolding. He is inviting. His life is active, fermenting, expanding with the joy of the Spirit. It calls for hearts and communities that can stretch with Him.

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Stairway Opened, People Called Home
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Stairway Opened, People Called Home

The passage lifts our eyes to Jesus as the living stairway between heaven and earth. In John 1:51, He tells Nathanael that heaven is open and the angels move on the Son of Man. T. Austin-Sparks reminds us that God’s purpose for Israel never died, it was gathered up and fulfilled in Jesus, then shared with those who belong to Him. The story of Jacob at Bethel becomes a larger story in Jesus, the true Israel, who carries every promise to completion and brings us into it.

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Held From Within
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Held From Within

There are days when confidence comes easily, and other days when doubts line up at the door. Ray Stedman reminds us that assurance is not built on our moods or our track record. It rests on the Spirit whispering within that we belong to the Father. Paul names this witness in Romans 8. It is the Spirit of adoption crying Abba, Father through us. That cry is not weak optimism. It is the living presence of God confirming that we are His children in Jesus.

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When Pride Runs the Palace, Grace Still Knocks
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When Pride Runs the Palace, Grace Still Knocks

Manasseh’s story reads like a caution sign posted on the road of every heart. He was raised in Jerusalem, in the long shadow of a godly father. Yet he rebuilt what should have stayed torn down. He filled the land with what God had already cleared away. He even dragged idols into the very place where God had said His name would dwell. The writer of Chronicles does not soften the account. Manasseh led Judah into practices that were darker than the nations God had driven out.

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Love That Builds Up, Not Burns Out
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Love That Builds Up, Not Burns Out

If we want a rule of life that actually forms people into the likeness of Jesus, we need a clear center. Scripture gives it to us, love. Not the vague feeling that drifts with moods, but the cruciform love that flows from the Spirit of God. What follows gathers lessons I have been learning over the years, organized so they work on the ground. My aim is simple. Give handles that are faithful to the Bible, workable in the real world, and centered on union with Jesus as our life.

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Faith That Rests, Jesus Alive In Me
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Faith That Rests, Jesus Alive In Me

I woke up today with Galatians 2:20 ringing in my heart. I have been crucified with Jesus, and I no longer live, yet He lives in me. A. B. Simpson points my eyes to this simple reality. The Christian life is not me trying to live up to promises. It is Jesus living His life in me, and God’s promises carrying me.

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Two Miles On Purpose
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Two Miles On Purpose

The call Jesus gives in Matthew 5 is not about squeezing out a little more endurance from tired hearts. It is about a new kind of life within us. Oswald Chambers points us to that inner source. The second mile is not heroic grit layered on top of the first. It is Jesus Himself expressing His patience, purity, and joy in ordinary roads where resentment once took root.

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Truth That Lives In Us
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Truth That Lives In Us

When Paul says he presses toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus, he is not chasing information, he is pursuing a Person. Miles Stanford reminds us that if we want to be centered on Jesus, we must be centered on truth, yet never separated from Him who is the Truth. Thank you, Brother Stanford, for calling us back to a living relationship, not mere data points.

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Fresh Wine For Fresh Hearts
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Fresh Wine For Fresh Hearts

The picture is simple and beautiful. Jesus speaks of new wine that belongs in fresh wineskins. The wine is His own life, lively and cheering. The skin is the person who receives Him. When His life fills a willing heart, it does not sit still. It energizes, gladdens, and moves us toward joyful communion with Him. I am grateful for how Witness Lee draws out this picture with warmth and clarity.

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Heaven Open, Heart Anchored
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Heaven Open, Heart Anchored

Stephen’s last sight on earth was not a temple, a crowd, or even the stones in the air. He saw the heavens opened, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God. T. Austin-Sparks points to this as the center of New Testament life. Authority is not housed in a building or a human program. It is vested in the risen Lord, seated in heaven, and we, His people, draw our life from Him.

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Adopted, Alive, and At Home in God
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Adopted, Alive, and At Home in God

We rarely start our day by naming who we are. Ray Stedman invites us to do exactly that. He reminds us that followers of Jesus are not spiritual orphans trying to behave well enough to earn a place at the table. We are already God’s children, welcomed, loved, and secure. Paul’s words in Romans 8 tell us that the Spirit does not lead us back into fear. He leads us into the freedom of sonship and daughterhood, the kind that says Abba with quiet confidence.

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Lifted Eyes, Restored Heart
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Lifted Eyes, Restored Heart

Nebuchadnezzar’s story is a mercy drenched warning and invitation. Pride narrowed his world to the mirror, then grace widened his gaze to heaven. The king who said, this is my Babylon and my majesty, was brought low until he lifted his eyes to the Most High. When he looked up, clarity returned. Worship followed. And restoration came with it.

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When God Names It, It Becomes
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When God Names It, It Becomes

The thread that A. B. Simpson pulls on today is simple and stunning in its clarity. God speaks, and what He speaks becomes. Paul points to Abraham and to the God who gives life to the dead and calls into being what does not yet exist. This is not wishful thinking. This is covenant speech from the One whose Word carries the power to do what it declares.

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Psalm 34: The Song That Lifts Heavy Hearts
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Psalm 34: The Song That Lifts Heavy Hearts

David’s psalm opens with a call to worship that refuses to wait for perfect circumstances. He commits to bless the Lord at all times and invites the humble to magnify God with him (Psalm 34:1–3). The setting behind the title is messy and human. David escaped King Achish by feigning madness, yet the focus of the psalm is not on David’s cleverness. It is on the God who met him in fear and turned danger into deliverance, so that the downcast could find a song on their lips.

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Hosea 13: Death’s Sentence, Love’s Righteous Discipline
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Hosea 13: Death’s Sentence, Love’s Righteous Discipline

God holds up a mirror to Ephraim’s rise and fall. They had influence among the northern tribes, yet Baal worship hollowed their life with God. Spiritual death took root, and idolatry multiplied. They broke the covenant and became like the nations around them.

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Isaac’s Laughter, Hagar’s Tears, and the God Who Keeps His Word
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Isaac’s Laughter, Hagar’s Tears, and the God Who Keeps His Word

God’s promise to Abraham and Sarah arrives right on time, not a minute early and never late. Genesis 21 repeats that the Lord did exactly what He said He would do, anchoring our confidence in His character as the Promise-Keeper. Isaac’s birth highlights more than a miracle baby to an elderly couple. It is the public witness that God’s word stands, even when barren places insist otherwise. Sarah’s laughter is transformed from doubt to delight. The child’s very name reminds us that joy has the last word when God fulfills what He promised.

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