A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Two Paths, One Mindset
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Two Paths, One Mindset

Paul tells us there are really only two ways to move through a day. We either run on the old self’s logic or we walk in step with the Spirit. Ray Stedman points to Romans 8:5 and says the hinge is our mindset. What quietly occupies the center of our attention will shape every choice that follows. That is not a call to withdraw from ordinary life. It is an invitation to bring a new point of view into the ordinary, the Spirit’s point of view, right in the middle of budgets, errands, deadlines, and conversations.

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He Stoops To Lift The Lowly
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He Stoops To Lift The Lowly

The heart of today’s reading rests on a beautiful contrast. God is enthroned above the nations, His glory stretches beyond the heavens, yet He willingly leans down to notice those sitting in the dust. Bob Hoekstra highlights this wonder with a pastor’s tenderness. The One who dwells on high does not overlook the humble and the contrite. He draws near, He revives, He raises, and He heals.

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Crowned, Yet Waiting
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Crowned, Yet Waiting

So much of life looks unfinished from where we stand. We face bills, doctor visits, strained relationships, and headlines that rattle the heart. From the ground level it can seem like chaos has the last word. Hebrews 2 says something different. All things have been placed under the feet of the Son, yet at present we do not see everything subject to Him. This is the tension we live in every day. We do not see it all, but we do see Jesus, crowned with glory and honor.

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Shaped For His Light, Sent For His Love
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Shaped For His Light, Sent For His Love

When I sit with Oswald Chambers on this entry, I hear a simple, steady invitation. Jesus brings us out of small, self-directed stories and places us inside the Father’s great purpose in Him. We are not the center. He is. In Christ, the Father has a people for His name, a family called to reflect His heart to the world. That lifts a real weight. I do not have to invent a purpose. I get to receive the one God has already given in Jesus.

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From Near to Within: Christ as Life
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From Near to Within: Christ as Life

Many of us first learned to think of Jesus as near us and for us, which is gloriously true. But I wish to press further, testifying to Christ in us as our very life. Union with Christ is a present, operative reality: not merely “Christ for me” as an external Savior’s work on my behalf, but Christ in me as my life (Gal 2:20; Col 1:27). The Christian life is not chiefly God lending strength to an independent self; it is Jesus Himself, by the Holy Spirit, living in and through a still-responsible, still-distinct person. That recognition changed my posture from “Lord, please help me” to “Lord, I trust You to live Your life in me and through me in this moment.”

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Quiet Hearts, Open Hands
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Quiet Hearts, Open Hands

Humility is not self shaming. It is not pretending to be small so people will think well of us. Humility is the restful posture of a son or daughter who knows the Father’s heart. Miles Stanford reminds us that God gives grace to the humble, and that the servant who rests in the Father’s presence carries a quiet strength that does not need to prove anything. Thank you, Miles, for pointing us back to the gentle way of Jesus.

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When the Bridegroom Pulls Up a Chair
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When the Bridegroom Pulls Up a Chair

The picture today is simple. Religious pressure says, try harder, fast more, act solemn, earn your way to God. Jesus answers with a smile. The Bridegroom is here. His presence turns the room from a waiting hall into a wedding feast. That is not a call to reckless living. It is an invitation to real life in Him, shared at His table, where grace sets the tone and joy becomes the normal air of the room.

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Blood That Truly Cleanses
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Blood That Truly Cleanses

Hebrews says we see Jesus, crowned with glory and honor because He suffered death by the grace of God for everyone. Today’s page in His Victorious Indwelling lifts that truth out of the familiar and sets it right in our hands. C. C. Crowston reminds us that no river of animal blood ever removed a single stain of sin. Only the blood of Jesus reaches that deep and that far. It does not mask the stain. It removes it at the root.

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Faith That Tastes Like Love
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Faith That Tastes Like Love

Faith and love are not rivals, they are partners. When we trust Jesus, heaven plants a new capacity within us to love people we once overlooked, avoided, or opposed. E. Stanley Jones points us to Colossians 1:4, where the church’s faith in Jesus and love for all the saints are mentioned together. Separate them and both wither. Keep them together and life happens.

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Praying From Above While Walking Below
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Praying From Above While Walking Below

We hurry through so many mornings. A quick word about schedules and safety, a request for the day to go smoothly, then off we run. Today’s reading from T. Austin-Sparks gently lifts our chin. If we have been raised with Jesus, prayer is not just about life going well on earth. Prayer begins from where we truly are in Him, with hearts set on things above, where Jesus is.

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What the Law Could Not Do, Jesus Has Done
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What the Law Could Not Do, Jesus Has Done

The heart of today’s reading is Romans 8:3-4. God did what the Law could never do. The Law can measure, diagnose, and demand, but it cannot impart life. Ray Stedman points us to this good news with a pastor’s clarity. The Father sent His Son in the likeness of sinful flesh. In His body, sin was condemned. Now the righteous requirement of the Law is fulfilled in us who walk according to the Spirit.

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High and Holy, Near to the Lowly
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High and Holy, Near to the Lowly

The God who spans eternity is not distant. He is holy, lifted high, and beyond the reach of time, yet He delights to settle down with the humble. That is the heart of today’s reading, and it is stunning. The One who fills heaven sets His affection on contrite hearts, not polished resumes. He meets us, not where we impress, but where we are honest and yielded.

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Tired, Still Trusting
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Tired, Still Trusting

Gideon’s story reminds me that God delights to work through small numbers and thin strength. Judges 8:4 paints the scene with simple honesty, exhausted yet still in pursuit. A. B. Simpson thanks God for that kind of faith, a faith that does not collapse into passivity, and also refuses the pride of self powered striving.

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Formed For His Purpose, Shining With His Life
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Formed For His Purpose, Shining With His Life

God formed us for Himself. In Jesus, He restores what sin tried to derail, which is that we would live in His joy and display His light in the world. Oswald Chambers points us to this big-hearted purpose. We are not defined by private projects or narrow loyalties. We are drawn into God’s great love for people and invited to live from the life of Jesus within us.

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Grace Welcomes You In, Grace Keeps You Here
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Grace Welcomes You In, Grace Keeps You Here

We come into the family of God by grace. Not by our record, not by our resolve, and not by our promises to do better. Miles Stanford gathers the voices of Andrew Murray and J. N. Darby to remind us that the same grace that first drew us to Jesus is the grace that holds us, shapes us, and shines through us. Conversion is not the finish line. It is the doorway into an abiding life where Jesus lives His life in us.

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Religion Without the Bridegroom Leaves You Hungry
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Religion Without the Bridegroom Leaves You Hungry

Fasting can be good. So can Bible reading, serving, and giving. But Matthew 9 shows us something better. When questioned about why His disciples were not fasting, Jesus answered with a picture, the wedding party does not mourn while the Bridegroom is with them. Presence changes the point of the practice. The feast is not about the plates, it is about the Person.

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Shining Clean In A Sticky Place
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Shining Clean In A Sticky Place

Some places feel like Caesar’s household. Power games. Whispered agendas. Temptations that cling like syrup. E. Stanley Jones takes us by the hand and points to a surprising sentence in Philippians, there were saints in Caesar’s household. Right in the middle of the palace, belonging to Jesus, and walking clean. Thank you, Dr. Jones, for reminding us that holiness is not location based. It is union based, in Christ.

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Only One Thing, A Quiet Yes At His Feet
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Only One Thing, A Quiet Yes At His Feet

Martha loved the Lord. She opened her home, rolled up her sleeves, and wanted everything just right. Most of us know that impulse. We want to do something for Jesus, then the list grows, our spirit tightens, and joy slips through our fingers. Watchman Nee points us back to the one thing that is truly necessary, sitting with Jesus, letting His presence steady our hearts.

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A Cross In My History, A Risen Life Today
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A Cross In My History, A Risen Life Today

We grow weary when we try to patch the old life with spiritual language. Brother Austin-Sparks reminds us that the gospel is not an upgrade to the old. It is a Cross and a grave in our history with Jesus, and then the reality of His risen life now. That is why the message of the Cross appears like nonsense to those who are perishing, yet it is the very power of God to us who are being saved. Thank you, T. Austin-Sparks, for pointing us back to the power of Jesus crucified and risen.

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When You Trip, Grace Holds
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When You Trip, Grace Holds

We all know the tug of war inside. Like Paul, our minds agree with the goodness of God’s ways, yet our members still house old patterns that try to drag us back. Ray Stedman points us to the headline that steadies a trembling heart, there is no condemnation for those who are in Jesus. That little phrase in Christ changes the whole landscape.

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