A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Beloved Object
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Beloved Object

Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford highlights the Spirit’s dual work within us—developing both a distaste for the old self and a deepening hunger for the new life found in Christ. This exchange isn’t about moral improvement, but transformation through union. We are not simply called to better behavior; we are called into a deeper relationship with the risen Lord Jesus as our living standard.

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The Fellowship of the Apostles—Part 1
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The Fellowship of the Apostles—Part 1

The fellowship that believers are invited into isn’t just a sense of Christian community—it’s something far more sacred and divine. This fellowship is described in Scripture as the fellowship of the apostles, and it flows from a very specific source: the eternal life of God Himself, shared through the Holy Spirit.

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1 Timothy 6 — Contentment, Calling, and the Crown
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1 Timothy 6 — Contentment, Calling, and the Crown

Paul concludes his letter to Timothy with practical and pastoral counsel that touches everything from economic status to spiritual integrity. He addresses slaves in the Ephesian church, urging them to honor their masters, especially if they are fellow believers. This echoes Paul's larger pattern of planting gospel seeds within flawed systems, trusting Christ to transform hearts and structures from the inside out.

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The Chains Fell Off – Acts 12
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The Chains Fell Off – Acts 12

Acts 12 opens with a stark contrast: the ruthless execution of James, one of the original twelve disciples, and the divine deliverance of Peter. Herod Agrippa I, seeking popularity among the Jewish leadership, ordered the beheading of James and planned to do the same to Peter after Passover. But while Peter slept—guarded by four squads of soldiers and chained in prison—the church was praying earnestly. God responded not with gradual intervention, but sudden and complete liberation through an angel. Peter, stunned and still unsure whether he was dreaming, found himself standing outside the prison walls in freedom.

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Sowing in Tears, Reaping in Joy
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Sowing in Tears, Reaping in Joy

Today’s reflection from Nick Harrison’s devotional draws our attention to a sacred sorrow—the kind that flows from the heart of one who abides in Christ and sees the world through His eyes. The passage from Psalm 126 paints a picture of the weeping sower—one who goes forth with tears yet returns rejoicing with a harvest in hand. These are not tears of hopelessness but tears birthed from compassion, longing, and love for God’s purposes to be fulfilled.

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Opened Eyes
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Opened Eyes

T. Austin-Sparks invites us to examine the difference between intellectually understanding the things of God and truly seeing them by revelation. It is not reason that opens the eyes—it is Christ Himself. From the beginning of spiritual life to every stage of growth, our vision must be born out of divine encounter, not human comprehension.

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All Alive
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All Alive

E. Stanley Jones reflects on 1 Corinthians 15:22 and the absolute finality and fruitfulness of being in Christ. Life is not something added on to us like a supplement—it is inherent in Christ, and therefore it is inherent in us because we are in Him. Just as in Adam all die, in Christ all are made alive—not only spiritually, but in every facet of our being and belonging.

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The Beginning of Prayer
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The Beginning of Prayer

In the quiet cool of Eden’s evening, before prayer was ever recorded, God walked with His beloved. Adam and Eve didn’t initiate this communion—it was God who came, who called, who invited. And even after the fall, the divine rhythm of fellowship continued—not because man remembered, but because God remained faithful.

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The Light That Breaks Forth
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The Light That Breaks Forth

Isaiah 58:8 speaks of a life radiant with God's presence, where healing rushes in like morning light and righteousness leads the way. But how does this unfold practically in a believer’s life?

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Substance, Not Shadows, Under Grace
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Substance, Not Shadows, Under Grace

The old covenant law was never meant to be the destination—it was the silhouette of something far greater. It gave the outline, but not the essence. It hinted at holiness, but couldn’t provide it. Its sacrifices foreshadowed cleansing, but never truly purified. All it could do was gesture toward what only Christ could accomplish.

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The Uncritical Temper
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The Uncritical Temper

Oswald Chambers draws us into one of Jesus’ clearest commands: “Do not judge.” And yet, how easily the critical spirit takes root, even in hearts set apart for Christ. Chambers doesn’t mince words—the average Christian, he says, is often the most sharply critical. But criticism is not a spiritual gift. It wounds, weakens, and alienates. It exalts us in our own eyes and distances us from others—and from God.

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Satisfaction Guaranteed
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Satisfaction Guaranteed

Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford reminds us of the unshakeable foundation of our acceptance before God: Christ Himself. The Father’s satisfaction with us is not rooted in our progress, our emotions, or our performance—it is rooted entirely in His Son. This was the Father’s design from the beginning: to place us in Christ, so that His perfect life, His finished work, and His permanent standing would be credited to us.

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The Early Believers Practicing the Church Life
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The Early Believers Practicing the Church Life

The earliest believers didn’t merely add Jesus to their private lives—they were immediately immersed into a shared life with one another. Their day-by-day rhythm was one of joyful simplicity and shared devotion. They worshiped in the temple, yet their hearts belonged to the intimate gatherings in each other’s homes. Here, they broke bread—not just in remembrance of Christ, but as an overflow of their unity, love, and mutual pursuit of Him.

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Genesis 9 — The Bow and the Blessing
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Genesis 9 — The Bow and the Blessing

Genesis 9 is a turning point—not just for Noah and his family, but for the story of humanity. God begins again with a covenant, reaffirming humanity’s value even after judgment. Noah is charged to multiply, and the animals now regard mankind with fear. Something has shifted in creation, a sobering mark of how sin has altered relationships—not just with God, but between man and beast.

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Hosea 1
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Hosea 1

Hosea's prophetic ministry opens with a shocking command: marry a promiscuous woman. Gomer represents Israel’s spiritual adultery, a vivid, living metaphor of the nation's betrayal of their covenant with God. But the names of their children speak even louder than their mother’s past. “Jezreel” recalls violence and judgment; “Lo-Ruhamah” declares the withholding of compassion; “Lo-Ammi” breaks the covenant formula itself—"You are not My people." These names carry the weight of divine heartbreak.

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Psalm 21 — The King Rejoices in the Lord’s Strength
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Psalm 21 — The King Rejoices in the Lord’s Strength

Psalm 21 forms a beautiful pair with the previous psalm. Where Psalm 20 is a prayer of anticipation—asking God for deliverance and strength in battle—Psalm 21 is a triumphant celebration of answered prayer. The focus is not on the king’s might but on the Lord’s faithfulness. David sees his victories not as self-earned but as gifts flowing from God’s covenant promises, particularly the eternal promises made in 2 Samuel 7. The extravagant language—long life, glory, majesty, blessings without end—points beyond David to the greater Son of David, the Messiah, whose throne will never be shaken.

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A Greater Intimacy Under Grace
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A Greater Intimacy Under Grace

Today’s reflection from Bob Hoekstra draws our hearts into the extraordinary access we now have to the intimate presence of God—not once a year, not through a select few, but daily and personally through Christ. Under the old covenant, the Holy of Holies—the place of God's manifest presence—was separated by a veil. Only the high priest could enter, and only once a year, bearing blood for the sins of the people. The law allowed for structured service, sacred rituals, and symbolic closeness, but not daily personal nearness.

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Planted by Grace, Growing by Christ
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Planted by Grace, Growing by Christ

Today’s devotional from Nick Harrison calls me to reflect not on what I can do for Christ, but on what it means to be formed in Him. Pennington’s words invite me to think deeply about the mystery of the new birth—that I have been “born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable, through the living and enduring word of God” (1 Peter 1:23). That birth is not a one-time event to be admired but a continual life to be lived. It is a seed—God’s own grace—planted by Him, springing up by Him, growing in me by Him, and bearing fruit through Him.

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Fallen Asleep in Christ
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Fallen Asleep in Christ

E. Stanley Jones draws us into the radical transformation of death through the lens of union with Christ. In the early church, something extraordinary happened—not just in doctrine, but in vocabulary itself. The word “death” quietly faded from their lips, replaced by gentler terms like “asleep,” “departed,” or “given up the spirit.” Why? Because the sting of death had been swallowed by life itself.

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The Prayer Already Answered
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The Prayer Already Answered

Many believers speak as if Jesus' prayer for unity in John 17 is still waiting to be fulfilled—as though centuries of division must finally be reversed through human effort. But today's reflection from Ray Stedman gently invites us to see things differently. This prayer has already been answered, not through the forming of organizational alliances or dissolving denominational differences, but through the invisible work of the Holy Spirit since the day of Pentecost.

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