A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Fitted by Fire
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Fitted by Fire

God doesn’t treat every person the same way because His purposes for each of us are unique. The farmer knows the difference between bluegrass and wheat and adjusts his methods accordingly—just as God, in infinite wisdom and tenderness, adjusts His refining process for each soul He calls for special use.

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Determine to Know More
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Determine to Know More

Today’s devotional from Oswald Chambers reminds us that obedience is the key to spiritual growth and clarity. Oswald Chambers draws from John 13:17 to show that blessing doesn’t come from merely knowing truth but from doing it. There is a spiritual fog that settles over us when we delay obedience—when we know what God is asking, yet we hesitate. That hesitation slowly turns into a harbor where we remain tied up, reluctant to launch out into the deeper waters of God’s purpose.

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The Word’s Word
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The Word’s Word

Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford draws us back to the true purpose of Scripture—not as a book to be mastered intellectually, but as a portal into the heart of Christ Himself. The Word was never meant to be an academic subject or a religious obligation. It was given so we might know the One who is the Word—our High Priest, our Life, our All.

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Saved in the Name of the All-Inclusive One
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Saved in the Name of the All-Inclusive One

Today’s devotional from Witness Lee celebrates the unshakable, all-sufficient name of Jesus Christ—the only name under heaven by which we are saved. Far more than a word we speak or a title we revere, His name is inseparable from His person. And this Person, the Stone-Savior, is not only the cornerstone of our salvation but also the solid, reliable foundation of our daily walk.

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Genesis 6
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Genesis 6

Genesis 6 opens with an unsettling descent into moral and spiritual corruption on a global scale. What began as a world created “very good” is now marred by a toxic mix of rebellion, perversion, and violence. The intermarriage between the “sons of God” and “daughters of men” has long been debated—whether these were fallen angelic beings, corrupt kings, or the blending of Seth’s godly lineage with Cain’s rebellious line. Regardless of the view, the heart of the matter is clear: sin had thoroughly saturated humanity.

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Daniel 10
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Daniel 10

Daniel 10 begins the final vision of the book and introduces a deeply personal moment between Daniel and heaven’s messenger. Though the vision spans chapters 10–12, the opening in chapter 10 sets the tone: Daniel has been in mourning and prayer for three weeks. When the vision arrives, he is physically overwhelmed by its glory and weight.

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Psalm 18
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Psalm 18

Psalm 18 serves as David's grand song of deliverance, recounted both here and in 2 Samuel 22. It memorializes God's covenant faithfulness as David reflects on decades of divine rescue. The psalm opens with David’s passionate praise for God as his secure refuge—his fortress, deliverer, and shield. This vivid imagery portrays God as unshakable and intimate: not just a rescuer but David's strength and stronghold. David recalls overwhelming trials where death seemed certain, likening them to flash floods and snares—but in those moments, God responded with overwhelming power and majesty.

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Pooling Our Truths
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Pooling Our Truths

E. Stanley Jones draws our attention to Paul’s phrase, “my ways in Christ” (1 Corinthians 4:17), and expands it beyond the personal to the communal. Just as individuals may walk out their life in Christ uniquely, so too may groups, fellowships, and yes—even denominations. While some might see denominations as divisive or even sinful, Jones sees in them a deeper intention: the longing to illuminate neglected aspects of Christ’s fullness.

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Praying for Your Body
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Praying for Your Body

Ray Stedman brings us to a tender and overlooked truth: God cares deeply for our bodies. Jesus Himself began His model prayer not with abstract theology or spiritual warfare but with something profoundly ordinary—daily bread. In doing so, He lifted the mundane into the sacred.

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Hearts Filled to the Brim
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Hearts Filled to the Brim

Today’s devotiona from A.B. Simpsonl reflects on the spiritual paradox of emptiness and fullness—how God meets surrendered lack with divine sufficiency. Using the Exodus promise that the Israelites would not leave Egypt empty-handed, it draws a spiritual parallel: when we are emptied of self, God fills us with Himself.

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The God Who Makes Obedience Possible
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The God Who Makes Obedience Possible

Today’s reflection from Bob Hoekstra centers on the truth that obedience isn’t something we muster from ourselves—it is the fruit of what the God of peace works into us through the finished work of Jesus Christ. We were once alienated, enemies of God by nature, incapable of pleasing Him, much less obeying Him. But now, by the blood of the eternal covenant, the same God who raised Jesus from the dead has made a way for us to walk in His will—not by striving, but by sufficiency.

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Don’t Slack Off
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Don’t Slack Off

Today, Oswald Chambers draws our hearts toward the interior life—the quiet, often hidden life of abiding in Christ. He invites us to consider whether our spiritual energies are being dispersed or concentrated around the atoning work of Jesus. His core question is simple yet piercing: Am I remaining in Christ, or am I slacking off in my union with Him?

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Proffered Provision
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Proffered Provision

Today’s reading from Miles Stanford is a tender invitation to come confidently before God, even when we are weighed down by sorrow—especially when that sorrow flows from our own sin. The enemy tempts us to hide in shame, whispering that we’ve forfeited our right to draw near. But the cross of Christ declares otherwise.

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Christ Giving the Gifts of Repentance and Forgiveness
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Christ Giving the Gifts of Repentance and Forgiveness

Today’s devotional from Witness Lee brings us face-to-face with two priceless gifts many overlook: repentance and forgiveness. These are not mere responses from us—they are gifts from Christ Himself, given from His exalted position as our Leader and Savior.

Acts 5:31 makes it clear that Jesus, having been raised and exalted to the right hand of God, now gives repentance and forgiveness—not only to Israel but also, as Acts 11:18 reveals, to the Gentiles. This is not something we muster through effort or religious zeal. Left to ourselves, we would never turn. It is Christ’s loving capture—His sovereign kindness—that leads us to repentance and wraps us in His forgiveness.

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My Ways in Christ
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My Ways in Christ

Today’s reflection by E. Stanley Jones invites us to consider something both liberating and quietly revolutionary: we each have ways in Christ. While Jesus alone is the Way, the Spirit does not dissolve our individuality in the process of conforming us to Christ. Rather, God redeems and re-expresses our uniqueness through Christ. Jones encourages us to release the burden of imitation—that exhausting inner pressure to mimic someone else’s calling, gifts, or path—and instead rest in the truth that our individuality was never an obstacle to Christ’s life. It is part of the design.

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A Cry of Hope
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A Cry of Hope

Ray Stedman invites us to look deeper into the prayer, “Your kingdom come.” It’s not merely a longing for heaven or the day when Christ visibly reigns on earth. It’s also a present-tense, Spirit-breathed cry for God’s unseen work to unfold through the very circumstances we’re in right now.

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The Descent That Raises Us
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The Descent That Raises Us

Today’s reflection from A.B. Simpson calls us into the inner workings of God’s refining love. It’s not enough to simply acknowledge that we fall short—we’re invited to mourn over the presence of sin, to let the reality of it pierce us, and allow the weight of our need for Christ to sink in deeply. The poor in spirit recognize their spiritual bankruptcy, but those who mourn have come to feel the pain of that bankruptcy.

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God Working in Us Both to Will and to Do
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God Working in Us Both to Will and to Do

Today’s devotional from Bob Hoekstra draws us back to Philippians 2:12–13, where Paul reveals the mystery of God's work within us: not only giving us the desire to do His will, but also the ability to carry it out. We often place the burden of obedience entirely on our shoulders, assuming that once we want to do what is right, we can muster the strength to follow through. But Scripture gently corrects this misunderstanding. Even when the heart is willing, the flesh is still weak.

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Your Will Is Already Aligned
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Your Will Is Already Aligned

Oswald Chambers reminds us that salvation isn’t a passive possession—it’s a living reality meant to be expressed. Once we are saved, our new life in Christ isn’t meant to remain internal. We are called to work out what God has already worked in. That doesn’t mean mustering up strength or forcing obedience. Rather, it means responding to the Holy Spirit who is already at work within us.

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Circumstantial Evidence
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Circumstantial Evidence

Today’s devotional from Abide Above tenderly reorients our gaze. It reminds us that suffering is not a detour in the Christian life—it is part of the refining design of our Father. We’re not merely passing through hardships hoping to survive. No, we are being polished like jewels, and the very dust of our brokenness becomes the means by which His likeness is brought to radiance.

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