A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Hidden in Christ
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Hidden in Christ

So many sincere believers are weary from trying to crucify themselves—to put off the old self through determined self-effort, as if holiness were something to be achieved by gritting our teeth. But the cross doesn’t invite us to help with our death. It declares that our death has already happened in Christ.

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Our Message in Ministry
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Our Message in Ministry

The apostle Paul draws our attention to the unseen battle raging for the souls of men and women. Satan, described as the "god of this age," works tirelessly to blind unbelieving minds to the radiant glory of Christ revealed in the gospel. This darkness is not neutral; it’s strategic, designed to conceal the light of Jesus, who is the very image of God.

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Unconsciously Useful
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Unconsciously Useful

Oswald Chambers invites us to reconsider what it means to be "useful" to God. Instead of trying hard to be consistent, spiritual, or helpful, Chambers calls us to concentrate on God Himself—just as the birds and flowers do by simply existing as He designed them. There’s no striving in their growth, no awareness of how effective they are; yet they powerfully testify to God’s handiwork by just being what they are.

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Gain Through Loss
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Gain Through Loss

Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford calls us to embrace the surprising paradox of growth: that true spiritual gain often begins with letting go. His devotional echoes Paul’s words in Philippians—where everything he once held dear and praiseworthy, even in religious zeal, became worthless compared to knowing Christ.

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Christ, the Son of David and Abraham— Part 2
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Christ, the Son of David and Abraham— Part 2

In this closing reflection on Matthew 1:1, Witness Lee draws out the immense significance of Jesus being called both the Son of David and the Son of Abraham. As the Son of David, He fulfills God’s promise to build a lasting temple—His church, the dwelling place of God. As the Son of Abraham, He fulfills the promise of blessing to all nations—not merely through lineage or geography, but through the gift of the Holy Spirit, the fullness of the Triune God, offered to both Jew and Gentile alike.

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Already Crucified: Embracing the Finished Work of Christ in Galatians 5:24
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Already Crucified: Embracing the Finished Work of Christ in Galatians 5:24

Too often, well-meaning pastors and teachers instruct believers to crucify their flesh as a present, ongoing effort. But Paul, in Galatians 5:24, speaks in the past tense: “Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires.” That’s not a command—it’s a completed fact.

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1 Thessalonians 4
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1 Thessalonians 4

Paul’s encouragement in 1 Thessalonians 4 is grounded in deep pastoral care. After affirming the Thessalonians’ faith, he gently exhorts them to walk in a manner that pleases God—not from pressure, but from the overflow of what Christ has already accomplished. His tone is not corrective, but hopeful: “You’re already doing this—now abound even more.”

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Acts 2 – The Spirit’s Firstfruit and the Awakening of the Church
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Acts 2 – The Spirit’s Firstfruit and the Awakening of the Church

Acts 2 is the pivot upon which the early church turns—from a waiting assembly to a Spirit-indwelt, bold body of believers. Pentecost, originally the Feast of Weeks, marks the giving of the Holy Spirit as the "firstfruits" of the new covenant. The Spirit’s arrival is not merely symbolic but historic—audibly as a rushing wind, visibly as tongues of fire, and tangibly as languages spoken that surpassed human comprehension. These manifestations affirm that salvation had come not only to the Jews but was now expanding beyond borders—an unfolding mystery being revealed in real time.

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Receptivity and Response
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Receptivity and Response

E. Stanley Jones opens our eyes today to the reality that life in Christ is not a subtraction, but an enrichment. Too many assume that the Christian life is meant to be a denial of joy now for a reward later—but in Christ, enrichment begins here and now. Wherever He is received, life flourishes. He touches the soul, and it’s made whole. He touches the mind, and clarity replaces confusion. He touches the body, and even there, wellness can follow the peace He imparts.

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How the Body Functions
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How the Body Functions

Today’s reflection from Ray Stedman brings us into the heartbeat of the early church as described in Acts 6. Faced with a growing congregation and practical needs, the apostles made a Spirit-led decision to delegate the work of serving tables to men full of wisdom and the Spirit. Far from dismissing that role as beneath them, the apostles were honoring the diverse gifts of the body, each expression necessary for the health and growth of the whole.

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The Secret That Overcomes
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The Secret That Overcomes

There is a secret known only to those who have learned to cease striving and let Christ dwell in them richly — a hidden manna that sustains, a white stone of quiet assurance (Rev 2:17). Today’s message from A.B. Simpson points us to the mystery that defines true victory in the Christian life: Christ in us. Not our effort, not our spiritual discipline, not even our theological precision — but Christ Himself, dwelling within, producing what we never could.

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Those We Hope to Reach through Ministry
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Those We Hope to Reach through Ministry

This morning’s reflection by Bob Hoekstra centers on those to whom we minister — the perishing, the blind, and the unbelieving. Paul’s words in 2 Corinthians 4:3–4 are sobering: the glorious gospel of Christ is veiled to those who are perishing because their minds have been blinded by the god of this age. The veil isn't over the gospel, but over the perception of those trapped in darkness.

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His Ascension and Our Union
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His Ascension and Our Union

Oswald Chambers calls us to behold the majestic and mysterious transition that began at Christ’s transfiguration and culminated in His ascension. Before that moment on the mountain, Jesus walked among us in ways we could grasp — touching, teaching, sleeping, eating — fully human, though sinless. But from the transfiguration onward, He stepped into realms that our earthly minds strain to comprehend: agony in Gethsemane, death on the cross, victorious resurrection, and finally, the triumphant return to glory.

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Frustrated Enemy
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Frustrated Enemy

The message of today’s devotional from Miles Stanford reframes the enemy not as an unconstrained adversary, but as a defeated foe who unknowingly furthers God’s purposes. Although Satan is active, he is bound by divine permission. Like a winnowing fork, his opposition serves not to destroy the believer, but to refine, sift, and remove what no longer belongs in a life rooted in Christ.

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Christ, the Son of David and Abraham: Part 1
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Christ, the Son of David and Abraham: Part 1

Today’s devotional by Witness Lee opens Matthew’s Gospel with a striking declaration: Jesus Christ, the son of David, the son of Abraham. With just two names, God’s Spirit connects Christ to a sweeping legacy of promise and fulfillment.

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Esther 8
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Esther 8

Esther 8 presents the culmination of God’s unseen providence working through willing vessels. Though Haman’s initial edict to annihilate the Jews could not be reversed due to Persian law, the king—moved by Esther’s plea—authorized Mordecai to write a new decree. This counter-edict empowered the Jews to defend themselves across all 127 provinces of the Persian empire.

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Daniel 3: Faithful Allegiance in the Fire
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Daniel 3: Faithful Allegiance in the Fire

Daniel 3 captures the tension between earthly power and spiritual allegiance. Nebuchadnezzar, having previously dreamed of an image with a golden head, defies the divine message by constructing an image entirely of gold—an act of pride and rebellion. The king demands universal worship of the image, and those who refuse are sentenced to death in a furnace. Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego resist, knowing the God they serve is worthy of worship even if deliverance does not come.

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Psalm 11: Standing When the Foundations Shake
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Psalm 11: Standing When the Foundations Shake

Psalm 11 invites us into the tension of human fear and divine refuge. David is presented with two voices: one that urges flight when chaos threatens to collapse all moral foundations, and another that steadies him in the certainty of God’s sovereign presence. The foundations—those pillars of righteousness, truth, and justice—may be crumbling around him, but God is not absent or passive. He is enthroned in heaven, fully aware, just in judgment, and righteous in His love.

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Enriched in Him
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Enriched in Him

In today’s reflection, E. Stanley Jones points us to Paul’s declaration in 1 Corinthians 1:5: “that in every way you were enriched in him.” It’s a bold, sweeping statement—not confined to spiritual matters alone, but embracing every part of what makes us human. Jones asks the critical question: does religion enrich or impoverish a person’s humanity? He then considers various religious systems—Islam, Hinduism, Buddhism, Mysticism—and shows how each ultimately stifles or weakens the full expression of human life when followed to its end.

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