A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Steady in the Storm
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Steady in the Storm

There are seasons when the Father allows the winds to rise, not to break us but to loosen our grip on self-dependence. Faith, as Miles Stanford reminds us, begins when self-dependence ends. The Father uses sorrow, failure, and disappointment to teach us to rest in His sufficiency. It is there, in what appears to be defeat, that our faith becomes living and practical.

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The Quiet Work of His Life Within
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The Quiet Work of His Life Within

When I read Miles Stanford’s reflection on the ministry of life, I’m reminded how easy it is for believers to linger between the nursery and the workshop, still craving the comfort of spiritual milk rather than the maturity that comes through trust. Stanford’s words invite us beyond performance or visible results into the quiet shaping of our inner life by the Spirit of Jesus. He reminds us that God’s goal is not our giftedness but our yieldedness. The Father longs for us to become what we share, not merely to repeat what we have learned.

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Forgetting Ourselves in the Father’s Love
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Forgetting Ourselves in the Father’s Love

To rest in the Father’s love is to lose sight of ourselves. The old tendency is to measure humility by how lowly we think of our own worth. Yet true humility does not come from rehearsing our failures. It comes from gazing upon Jesus until we forget to look at ourselves at all. J. N. Darby reminds us that it is not by thinking about our sins that we are humbled, but by beholding the excellencies of our Lord. When our hearts are filled with His goodness, there is no room for the self-life to linger in self-condemnation.

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Coming Under God’s Care By Honoring Our Parents
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Coming Under God’s Care By Honoring Our Parents

Some words from Jesus cut straight through our clever workarounds. The Pharisees had polished explanations for why they could sidestep caring for their parents, yet the Lord said their traditions emptied God’s command of its authority. The passage in Matthew 15:3-6 is not a lecture about manners. It is a call back under God’s government where honoring father and mother is not optional, it is woven into the way of the kingdom.

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Keeping God’s Word and Not Holding to Traditions
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Keeping God’s Word and Not Holding to Traditions

The Pharisees accused Jesus’ disciples of transgressing the traditions of their elders, yet the Lord exposed something far deeper. They had exchanged God’s living Word for human systems that felt safe and respectable. Jesus reminded them that when tradition replaces obedience to God’s voice, the heart grows dull. It was not the washing of hands that concerned Him, but the washing of hearts. The Word of God always confronts what we use to replace Him, even when those replacements appear noble. Witness Lee’s reflection helps us remember that the life of faith is not about preserving customs but yielding to the living Christ who speaks within. The call is not to cling to the familiar but to return to the freshness of God’s Word, where His Spirit teaches, corrects, and gives life.

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Believing and Acting Upon the Lord’s Word
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Believing and Acting Upon the Lord’s Word

When Jesus called Peter to step out of the boat and walk toward Him, Peter acted on a single word—“Come.” For a brief moment, faith triumphed over circumstance. The waves beneath his feet were no longer his support; the Lord’s word was. But as soon as Peter shifted his attention to the wind, the visible world grew larger than the voice that had called him, and he began to sink.

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Greater Works
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Greater Works

Prayer, as Oswald Chambers reminds us, is not a prelude to divine work; it is the work itself. Jesus said, “They will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father” (John 14:12). Many of us read those words and imagine great outward acts, yet Chambers gently redirects our vision inward to the hidden labor of prayer—the unseen cooperation of a believer resting in the life of the risen Lord.

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The Overflowing Life of Jesus
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The Overflowing Life of Jesus

The feeding of the five thousand is more than a story of compassion; it is a revelation of the abundant life of Jesus expressed through willing vessels. Witness Lee reminds us that the twelve baskets of leftover fragments were not an accident but a sign of divine sufficiency. The disciples began with little, only five loaves and two fish, yet what was placed into the Lord’s hands became more than enough. When Jesus blesses and breaks what we bring, the outcome always surpasses the offering.

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Subdued Servant
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Subdued Servant

The Christian who has been subdued by the Spirit is not diminished in life or personality, but liberated from the tyranny of self. The old self-life has been rendered inoperative, not improved, but replaced. In this, the believer discovers that service is never about doing something for God; it is Christ expressing His life through the one who is yielded. Austin-Sparks reminds us that when Jesus took us to the Cross, He took the whole of what we are—our strengths and weaknesses, our abilities and inadequacies—so that His life might be our only resource.

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The Character of the Perfect Christian - Christ Expressing His Life Through the Believer

The Character of the Perfect Christian - Christ Expressing His Life Through the Believer

In the eighteenth century, John Wesley described the “perfect Christian” as one who loves God wholly and keeps His commandments from the heart. Though Wesley spoke of striving toward this divine likeness, he humbly confessed that he had not yet attained it. His vision was scriptural and sincere—an echo of Paul’s own longing to be conformed to Christ. Yet what Wesley sought is now revealed to us through the indwelling life of Christ: perfection not achieved by effort, but expressed by union. The “perfect Christian” is not one who climbs toward holiness, but one in whom the Holy One lives unhindered.

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More To Receive, More To Express
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More To Receive, More To Express

Paul tells the Thessalonians, as you already please God, do so more and more. E. Stanley Jones lingers with that phrase. He notes how Paul encourages first, then supplies what is lacking in their faith. Paul pats their back with one hand and points forward with the other. Growth in Jesus is not pressure to perform. It is invitation from love.

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Steady Eyes, Steady Heart
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Steady Eyes, Steady Heart

Paul wrote, For now we live, if you stand fast in the Lord. E. Stanley Jones reflects on the beauty and the limit of empathy. Paul loved people deeply, yet his life did not rise and fall with every swing of their emotions or outcomes. He lived in the Lord, not in them. That anchored affection. It did not shrink love. It set love free to be steady.

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Life Together In The Middle Of It
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Life Together In The Middle Of It

Affliction can make us feel alone. Today’s reading says the opposite. Paul sent Timothy to strengthen the Thessalonians so that no one would be moved by their troubles. E. Stanley Jones reminds us that being in Jesus is also being in the koinonia, the shared life of believers. This life is not grown in solitary aloneness. It breathes best, not with isolation, but with brothers and sisters who carry the same Christ within.

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Imitation With A Center
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Imitation With A Center

Paul told the Thessalonians they became imitators of the churches in Jesus, and earlier he had said they became imitators of the apostles and of the Lord. E. Stanley Jones asks the honest question. If we are in Jesus, is there still a place for imitation. His answer is gentle and freeing. When our first allegiance is to the Lord, we can gladly learn from any good example without losing who we are. The center holds, and the learning multiplies.

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Love Gives Work Its Pulse
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Love Gives Work Its Pulse

Paul remembers a church by three living notes. Their work of faith, their labor of love, and their steadfastness of hope in our Lord Jesus Christ. E. Stanley Jones lingers here and says, outside of Jesus you can still work, still labor, still grit your teeth in hope, but the soul goes missing. Life bumps along on broken springs. In Jesus, the same three become worship. Work hums with faith, labor is carried by love, and hope holds steady.

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Face To Face With The Father In Jesus
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Face To Face With The Father In Jesus

Paul’s greeting to the Thessalonians carries two anchors. To the church in God the Father and in the Lord Jesus Christ. E. Stanley Jones pauses here and says, keep both emphases. If you only say church of God, you dim Jesus. If you only say church of Christ, you dim the Father. Together they make an exclamation point, not of noise, but of union, God with us in His Son, and us in God through His Son.

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When Praise Finds Its Note
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When Praise Finds Its Note

Psalm 150 opens the door and invites us to praise the Lord with everything we are. Today’s reading tells a tender story. A child pounds out clumsy notes on a hotel piano. A master musician sits beside her and answers every wrong note with a better one until the room fills with music. F. B. Meyer says he has often felt like that child, yet he has discovered the Holy Spirit right beside him, turning discord into a Hallelujah chorus.

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Given, Received, Then Lived
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Given, Received, Then Lived

Some words sound heavy until grace lifts them. Consecration is one of those words. Today’s reading points to a simple, beautiful reality. At conversion, Jesus gives and we receive. In consecration, we yield ourselves, and He gladly receives what is already His. It is not a barter. It is belonging expressed.

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Beyond What Meets The Eye
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Beyond What Meets The Eye

Some days I live by what sits right in front of my face. Deadlines. Headlines. My own small circle. Paul nudges me kindly in 2 Corinthians 10:7. Do not stare only at the surface. Look again, and remember, we belong to Jesus. There is more in play than what my eyes can count.

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Blessing Over Balancing Acts
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Blessing Over Balancing Acts

Some days I measure everything in columns. Time here, money there, skill in one box, need in another. Today’s reading gently turns my eyes to the real hinge of ministry and daily living, the Lord’s blessing. When His favor rests on a person or a work, lack does not get the last word. Psalm 3 says, may your blessing be on your people. That line lands like rain on dry ground.

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