A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Risen Life For Mortal Bodies
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Risen Life For Mortal Bodies

We are not waiting for a future upgrade before Jesus shares His life with us. His risen life is present, and it matters for bodies that get tired, minds that grow foggy, and hearts that face real demands. T. Austin-Sparks reminds us that the life of Jesus can be seen in our bodies, not by magic, but by trust. We take our stand in what the Lord has already given, and we draw upon the life that raised Him from the dead. This is not stoic grit. It is living as branches that receive what the Vine supplies.

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Weak Words, Strong Spirit
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Weak Words, Strong Spirit

There is such comfort in Paul’s honesty. He did not stride into Corinth like a celebrity. He arrived with trembling knees, simple words, and a heart that leaned completely on the Spirit of God. Ray Stedman’s reflection puts a hand on our shoulder and reminds us that the gospel does not rest on our shine, it rests on God’s power. That is very good news for ordinary folks like us.

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When God Starts Small
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When God Starts Small

Corinth loved the sound of its own wisdom. Paul lifts the curtain and shows a better stage, where God’s wisdom moves in ways the world would never script. The passage, 1 Corinthians 1:26-29, says that God often chooses what looks weak, overlooked, and ordinary. Not to embarrass anyone, but to empty human boasting so that Jesus gets seen for who He is. Thank you, Ray Stedman, for drawing our eyes to that gracious pattern.

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The Quiet Power of Taking the Low Place
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The Quiet Power of Taking the Low Place

Jesus shows us that the way up is down. Paul points us to the mind of Jesus in Philippians 2, where the eternal Son did not cling to status, but took the form of a servant and walked a road that led to the cross. Bob Hoekstra draws our eyes to this breathtaking descent, then invites us to see humility not as a gloomy posture, but as the doorway through which grace flows into ordinary days.

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Low Place, High Grace
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Low Place, High Grace

The story Jesus tells about the Pharisee and the tax collector is a gentle mirror for the soul. One man stacked up reasons he deserved God’s approval. The other stood at a distance, aware of his need, and cast himself on mercy. Jesus said the humble man went home right with God. The proud man did not. Bob Hoekstra draws that line clearly, then invites us to stand where grace meets honesty.

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Song After The Sea, Victory In The Valley
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Song After The Sea, Victory In The Valley

The first worship song recorded in Scripture rises from the shore of the Red Sea. Israel had no choir loft, only wet sand under their feet and the wind at their backs. The horse and rider were gone. The Lord had made a way where there was none, so they sang. That is not just a story, it is a pattern. God acts, then we answer. He saves, then we sing. He leads, then we follow with grateful hearts that trust Him to keep leading.

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Cypress After Thorns
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Cypress After Thorns

Isaiah paints a picture that reaches into sore places with a gentle hand. Instead of thornbush, cypress. Instead of brier, myrtle. What once scratched and drew blood now becomes shade and fragrance, a living sign that carries the Lord’s name and will not be erased, Isaiah 55:13. A. B. Simpson reminds us that God loves to turn our painful patches into gardens of peace. Not by polishing our self effort, but by bringing the life of Jesus to places that once hurt.

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A New Heart For A Old Disposition
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A New Heart For A Old Disposition

Sin did not just produce a list of bad actions, it introduced a deep bent inside humanity that says, I belong to myself. Oswald Chambers puts a finger on that inward claim. He reminds us that Jesus did not come to polish our morals. He came to deal with the root, the inward posture of self-rule. That is why the cross is not a motivational poster. It is God’s decisive act to address the source beneath every deed.

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When the Vision Meets the Valley
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When the Vision Meets the Valley

The mountaintop is sweet. You see what Jesus intends for you, and for a moment the air is thin with joy. Then comes Monday. The inbox, the dishes, the hallway conversations, the slow driver, the complicated diagnosis. Oswald Chambers reminds us that God calls us up to see, then sends us down to prove the vision where real life is lived.

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Dethroned, Not Destroyed
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Dethroned, Not Destroyed

There is a kind of liberty that does not come from trying harder, but from standing where Jesus has already placed us. Miles Stanford points us back to the settled fact of the Cross. The old person in Adam was crucified with Jesus, and we were raised with Him to walk in newness of life. The flesh did not vanish, but it lost its throne. That is not an invitation to pretend, it is a call to stand on what God has accomplished.

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Keys In Hand, Walk Right In
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Keys In Hand, Walk Right In

We step into the Father’s presence by trusting that Jesus has already placed us there. Miles Stanford reminds us that the blood of Jesus opened the way, the veil is torn, and the door is not only unlocked, it is standing open. Entrance is not a prize for the spiritually elite, it is the present privilege of every believer who rests in the finished work of the Savior.

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Rest That Loosens The Knots
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Rest That Loosens The Knots

When Jesus walked through the grainfields on the Sabbath, hungry disciples tugged at the edges of religious rules. The Pharisees watched the hands, but the Lord watched the hearts. He did not shame hunger, He satisfied it. He brought His friends out of a regulation keeping trap and into simple provision, and rest followed satisfaction.

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The Doorway To Abiding, The Beatitudes As Jesus’ Heart In You
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The Doorway To Abiding, The Beatitudes As Jesus’ Heart In You

The Beatitudes are often treated like a staircase. Climb hard enough, become good enough, and maybe you will arrive. Jesus offers something entirely different. He begins with identity, then brings outflow. Blessed describes those who belong to Him. The life He names is the life He provides. The kingdom is both now and not yet, present because we have been transferred into the kingdom of God’s beloved Son, and still awaited in fullness as we pray, Your kingdom come (Colossians 1:13; Matthew 6:10).

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Mercy For The Bruised And The Faint
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Mercy For The Bruised And The Faint

Some days the heart gives only a thin note, like a reed with a crack. Other days the light seems to dim, like a wick that only smolders. Today’s reading reminds us that Jesus does not snap what is fragile, and He does not snuff out what is barely burning. He stays near with mercy, giving space for grace to do its quiet work. I am grateful for Witness Lee’s reflection, since it draws our eyes to the gentleness of the King who deals kindly with weakness.

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Perfected Forever: Reading Hebrews 6:1–6 in Light of Hebrews 10:14
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Perfected Forever: Reading Hebrews 6:1–6 in Light of Hebrews 10:14

Hebrews 6:1–6 is one of the most debated passages in the New Testament when it comes to the issue of eternal security. The letter to the Hebrews is addressed to Jewish believers who were being tempted to fall back into the old covenant system instead of pressing forward into the fullness of Christ. The writer is urging them to go beyond the elementary teachings about Christ and not to shrink back from faith in Him, see Hebrews 10:39.

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No Double Jeopardy at the Cross
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No Double Jeopardy at the Cross

God will not punish the same sins twice. At the cross, God condemned sin in the flesh of His Son, so the penalty is fully borne by Jesus. To condemn a believer for those same sins would be unjust. That is why Scripture ties forgiveness to God’s justice, the debt has been paid in full (Romans 8:3–4; 1 John 1:9; Romans 3:25–26).

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Cross Power, World Wisdom, and the Quiet Miracle of Yielding
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Cross Power, World Wisdom, and the Quiet Miracle of Yielding

The cross looks like nonsense to a watching world, yet it is the heartbeat of the gospel. Ray Stedman reminds us that Paul does not begin with a philosophy seminar, he starts with a bloody hill and a real crucifixion in real time. In a culture that prizes clever solutions and polished resumes, the cross slices through our self-confidence. It tells the truth about human righteousness, then opens a door to the life of Jesus in ordinary people who trust Him.

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Quiet Greatness, Honest Lowliness
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Quiet Greatness, Honest Lowliness

In Jesus’ parable of the Pharisee and the tax collector, we are shown two ways of standing before God. One inflates the self with comparisons and religious scorekeeping. The other bows low, looking away from self to God’s mercy. Bob Hoekstra highlights the Lord’s steady theme, everyone who lifts himself up will be brought low, and the one who humbles himself will be lifted by God. Today we are invited to trade the weight of self-promotion for the lightness of honest humility.

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Honest Light, Gentle Builder
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Honest Light, Gentle Builder

T. Austin-Sparks points us to the heart of growth in Jesus. Not a life dressed up from the outside with rites and routines, but a life renewed from the inside where the Spirit lives. He reminds us that God lovingly dismantles illusions so that truth can take root within. It is not cruelty. It is careful mercy.

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Quieting the Little Foxes
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Quieting the Little Foxes

The Song of Songs names the little foxes that ruin the vineyard while the vines are in bloom. A. B. Simpson’s reflection points us to those small anxieties that slip under the fence and nibble away at peace. We may nod our heads about Jesus and salvation, yet allow a single worry to scratch the mirror of rest. The issue is not how loud the noise is outside, but whose life is ruling within.

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