A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Resting On The Promise, Not Under The Bed
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Resting On The Promise, Not Under The Bed

A. B. Simpson invites us to trust God’s promise the way Abraham did, not by straining, but by resting our whole weight on what God has said. He tells a tender story to show how easy it is to settle for less than love, like sleeping under the bed when a warm place has been prepared. In Jesus, the Father has already given us a place of welcome. Faith is not presumption. Faith is receiving what grace has laid out.

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All In, Under His Roof
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All In, Under His Roof

Hannah Whitall Smith clears the fog around abiding. Abiding is not a puzzle. Abiding is trusting the Lord completely, placing all that concerns us in His care, and leaving it there. When we live in His dwelling place by faith, we rest under His shadow and discover that anxious self management loosens its grip.

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Glory Within, Our Certain Hope
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Glory Within, Our Certain Hope

Paul writes, Christ in you, the hope of glory. E. Stanley Jones slows us down to see how personal and how corporate that promise is. In Jesus, glory is not a distant trophy. Glory is the certain outcome of His life within His people. The phrase Christ in you is plural in context, Christ in you all, the church. The Lord does not erase persons. He redeems persons, heightens who they are in Him, and turns them into living display cases of grace.

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Singing Through The Cross
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Singing Through The Cross

Paul says he rejoices in sufferings for the sake of Jesus and His body, and even speaks of filling up what is lacking in the afflictions of the Messiah for the church. Jones sits with that hard line and brings it near. He is not saying the once for all sacrifice of Jesus was incomplete. The cross for our salvation is finished. He is saying that Jesus, united to His people, shares our burdens now, and we share His sufferings as His life flows through us for one another.

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Held Together In Jesus
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Held Together In Jesus

Paul says that in Him all things hold together. E. Stanley Jones lingers here and shows us something simple and steady. When Jesus is the center, life coheres. Outside of Him, things fly apart. Inside of Him, love binds everything in harmony.

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Placed Together, Grown Together
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Placed Together, Grown Together

God sets the lonely in families. T. Austin-Sparks reminds us that life in Jesus is never a solo project. In Ephesians, our being made alive with Christ and seated with Him is deeply connected to His people. Enlargement happens in relatedness. We discover more of Jesus, not by retreating into isolation, but by walking with brothers and sisters who share His life.

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All Things, Held In Love
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All Things, Held In Love

Life rarely arrives neatly packaged. Some days carry surprises that gladden the heart. Other days bring shocks and losses that leave us quiet. Today’s reading from Romans 8 gathers both kinds of days under one roof, and assures us that nothing slips past the Father’s care. Ray Stedman reminds us that the Spirit is not distant from our weakness. He shares our groans, brings our inarticulate longings before the Father, and the Father answers with wise providence that serves His purpose in us.

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Humbled By The Open Book
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Humbled By The Open Book

Josiah’s story meets us like fresh rain on hard ground. The Scriptures were rediscovered, read aloud, and a young king’s heart became tender before the Lord. He did not excuse the past or hide behind his position. He let the word of God tell the truth about his people and about himself, and he tore his clothes in grief. The grace of God met him there.

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Lifted Above, Carried Within
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Lifted Above, Carried Within

Some days have weight. Circumstances stack up, emotions run hot and cold, and opinions tug from every direction. A. B. Simpson reminds us that Jesus does not always remove the storm, He raises us above it. That is not denial. It is a truer view of reality in Him, where the Holy Spirit steadies us from the inside while life keeps happening on the outside. I am grateful for Simpson’s simple picture of being lifted, not by our grip, but by His life in us.

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All In With Jesus, No Conditions Attached
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All In With Jesus, No Conditions Attached

Oswald Chambers sits us down on the roadside with Jesus and a would-be follower who says, I will go anywhere with You. Jesus answers with kindness and clarity. Following Him will not be built on comfort, guarantees, or a tidy plan. It will be rooted in Him alone. No nest. No den. No fixed address. Only Jesus.

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Held Up In The Storm, Not Carried Away
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Held Up In The Storm, Not Carried Away

Pressure makes most of us look for the nearest exit. I have done it often enough. Today’s Abide Above reading reminds us that the Father offers something better than quick relief. He offers Himself. Relief can make me more comfortable with life as it is. Support from the Father makes me more acquainted with His heart, right where I am. Thank you, Miles Stanford, for putting words to this gracious invitation.

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Applying the Lord’s Salvation
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Applying the Lord’s Salvation

Jesus announced a kingdom that touches the whole person, eyes opened, ears able to hear, legs ready to walk, skin made clean, hearts awakened, lives raised from what was dead. In Matthew 11, He points to signs that tell John the Baptist, yes, the Messiah is here. The blind see. The lame walk. The lepers are cleansed. The deaf hear. The dead are raised. The poor receive good news. Today, I gratefully acknowledge Witness Lee for tracing how each sign carries spiritual meaning for everyday life.

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When His Priority Becomes Mine
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When His Priority Becomes Mine

We are invited to seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and the promise is that everything else finds its place. T. Austin-Sparks points out how tangled our motives can be. We want Jesus to have what He wants, yet our own interests sneak in. The Lord kindly brings a sharp dividing line between soul and spirit so we can live for His pleasure with a clear heart.

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Glory Ahead, Glory Within
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Glory Ahead, Glory Within

The verse in view tells a simple truth that meets us right where life aches. Our present sufferings do not belong in the same conversation with the glory Jesus has prepared for us. Ray Stedman points our eyes there with pastoral warmth. He reminds us that Scripture carries a steady rumor of hope, from the prophets to the apostles, that God is moving all things toward renewal and joy.

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Mercy Opens What Pride Shuts
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Mercy Opens What Pride Shuts

Manasseh’s story is a mercy story. He ran hard in the wrong direction, then in distress he bowed low, and the Lord brought him home. The passage shows that no one is beyond the reach of God’s restoring grace. When a heart turns to Him in humility, God answers. He does not bargain. He rescues.

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With Me In Trouble, Then Deliverance
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With Me In Trouble, Then Deliverance

Trouble often raises a fair question in our hearts, why did rescue not arrive sooner. A. B. Simpson reminds us that our Father is not indifferent, He is intentional. He stays with us inside the difficulty, shaping us to rest in Him, then at the right time He brings us out. His promise is steady, I am with you in trouble. I will deliver you, and I will honor you.

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Leave the Gift, Find the Brother
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Leave the Gift, Find the Brother

Oswald Chambers draws our attention to Jesus’ clear instruction in Matthew 5:23-24. If I arrive at the altar and remember that someone has something against me, I am to step away, seek reconciliation, then return. He is not asking for morbid introspection. He is describing the Spirit’s gentle reminder that surfaces in the moment. When the Spirit brings it to mind, love moves first.

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Liberty That Listens, Life That Leads
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Liberty That Listens, Life That Leads

The Spirit of the Lord brings liberty, not license. Miles Stanford points us to a simple center, Jesus sets us free in Himself, and the Holy Spirit quietly trains our steps by the Word. The freedom is not the absence of direction, it is the presence of a new Life within who guides from Scripture, steadies our thoughts, and bears fruit in everyday places.

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A New Wineskin For The New Wine
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A New Wineskin For The New Wine

New wine does not belong in hardened containers. Jesus used that picture to show that His living life cannot be squeezed into rigid systems that prize form over fellowship. The point lands with love. He is not scolding. He is inviting. His life is active, fermenting, expanding with the joy of the Spirit. It calls for hearts and communities that can stretch with Him.

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Stairway Opened, People Called Home
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Stairway Opened, People Called Home

The passage lifts our eyes to Jesus as the living stairway between heaven and earth. In John 1:51, He tells Nathanael that heaven is open and the angels move on the Son of Man. T. Austin-Sparks reminds us that God’s purpose for Israel never died, it was gathered up and fulfilled in Jesus, then shared with those who belong to Him. The story of Jacob at Bethel becomes a larger story in Jesus, the true Israel, who carries every promise to completion and brings us into it.

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