A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Personal Appreciation
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Personal Appreciation

We often treasure the blessings that come from Christ, but how often do we simply treasure Him? Today’s devotional challenges the subtle tendency to relate to Jesus based on His benefits, rather than His Person. It’s not that enjoying His blessings is wrong—it’s that we can unknowingly stop short of fellowship. Like those in John 6 who followed Jesus because of the loaves, we might admire Him for what He’s done without pressing in to know where He dwells, to simply be with Him.

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Overflowing Life: The Bountiful Blessing of the Spirit
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Overflowing Life: The Bountiful Blessing of the Spirit

There’s a quiet joy in knowing Christ personally—like Mary at the tomb or the disciples gathered in a small upper room. That early encounter, that first touch of resurrection life, is sweet and precious. But Pentecost reminds us that the Spirit was never meant to remain a private encounter. He was poured out for something far more expansive.

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Titus 1
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Titus 1

Paul’s introduction in Titus is not only lengthy but rich with purpose. Writing to his apostolic delegate Titus, Paul emphasizes his own calling as both a servant of God and an apostle of Jesus Christ. This dual identity signals his authority as one sent by Christ, but also his posture of surrender as one devoted to God’s service. Paul outlines the reason for his ministry—to further the faith of God’s elect and to nurture their knowledge of the truth that produces godliness. In this view, the purpose of election is not exclusive favoritism but a calling to a transformed life shaped by divine truth.

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Introduction to Titus
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Introduction to Titus

Paul’s letter to Titus is a strategic commission—a call to bring order, stability, and integrity to a new and vulnerable community of believers. Titus, a trusted and battle-hardened coworker of Paul, was deployed to Crete, a land steeped in corruption and moral compromise. His mission? To establish godly leadership and nurture sound doctrine in a setting where truth had long been distorted.

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Acts 17
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Acts 17

Acts 17 shows Paul engaging in bold gospel proclamation in three key locations: Thessalonica, Berea, and Athens. In Thessalonica, Paul reasons from Scripture that Jesus is the Messiah, persuading some Jews and many God-fearing Greeks—though jealousy leads to mob violence and the believers are forced to send him away. In Berea, the Jews are more receptive, eagerly examining the Scriptures daily to confirm Paul’s message—an attitude praised by Luke as noble. But the hostility from Thessalonica follows Paul even there.

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Pressed for Good
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Pressed for Good

It’s easy to believe Romans 8:28 when the day is going smoothly. But what about when we’re “pressed out of measure,” facing circumstances that leave us breathless, bewildered, and unsure which way is forward? John L. Bird lovingly reminds us that even in those moments—especially in those moments—God is not absent. He has not turned His face or withdrawn His hand. Rather, He is drawing us in. Pressed not to break, but to be drawn deeper into trust.

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The Old Has Truly Become New
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The Old Has Truly Become New

Today’s reflection from E. Stanley Jones paints the stunning before-and-after of our spiritual rebirth. Before Christ, we were not just flawed—we were formless, void, and stumbling about in darkness. But the Holy Spirit did not leave us there. He hovered over the chaos of our lives and brought forth a miracle—order, purpose, light, and life. We didn’t just receive a moral touch-up or better habits. We became new. Entirely new.

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Beyond All Human Power: Trusting the God Who Raises the Dead
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Beyond All Human Power: Trusting the God Who Raises the Dead

T. Austin-Sparks directs our eyes to a deep spiritual principle: that God's resurrection power is not displayed until every human resource has utterly failed. It is not that we simply face hard situations; it is that we come to the end of ourselves. Sparks points out that God often allows the sentence of death to work in us—not to harm us, but to bring us into full dependence upon Him who raises the dead.

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The Strategy of the Spirit
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The Strategy of the Spirit

God’s guidance is often far simpler—and more personal—than we expect. In the church at Antioch, we don’t find drama or spectacle. We find faithful believers, quietly serving, using their spiritual gifts within the body. They were not waiting for a lightning bolt or a booming voice from heaven. They were worshiping, teaching, and fasting in community. It was in that setting—the ordinary rhythm of Spirit-led life—that the Holy Spirit spoke.

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The School of Love
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The School of Love

Today’s entry draws us into the quiet classroom of suffering—not as punishment, but as formation. A.B. Simpson reminds us that the God of all grace is shaping our hearts not despite our trials, but through them. The real curriculum isn’t hardship itself—it’s love. And not love as sentiment, but love as endurance, kindness, and Christlikeness under pressure.

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God Promising an Anointed King
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God Promising an Anointed King

The Lord’s promises don’t trail behind history—they unfold within it. Long before Bethlehem’s stable, God spoke through Isaiah about a coming King. He would not arise from royal luxury, but from what appeared to be a severed stump—Jesse’s line, cut down and forgotten. And yet from those roots, a living Rod would emerge. A Branch. A Servant. A King.

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When the Heart Pays in Full
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When the Heart Pays in Full

Oswald Chambers draws our attention to a sobering word from Jesus: “You will not get out until you have paid the last penny.”He’s not speaking about financial debt, but spiritual stubbornness—those quiet corners of the heart where we cling to self-justification, delay obedience, or resist reconciliation. Chambers reminds us that God’s love doesn’t overlook sin; it exposes it, not to shame us, but to liberate us.

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Adults Only!
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Adults Only!

Some lessons in life are for grown-ups only. Paul’s statement in Philippians 4:11—“I have learned, in whatever state I am, in this to be content”—isn’t elementary school faith. It’s graduate-level trust, formed in the fires of hardship and held steady by the hand of God. Today’s devotional from Miles Stanford invites us to walk the adult path of faith, where love for the Lord Jesus carries us through trials rather than around them.

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The Spirit Poured Out: Our Daily Feast of Freedom
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The Spirit Poured Out: Our Daily Feast of Freedom

Today’s devotional from Witness Lee traces the beautiful arc from Christ’s crucifixion (Passover) to His resurrection (the firstfruits), culminating in the outpouring of the Spirit on Pentecost—the full feast of the harvest. In typology, these Old Testament feasts weren't just ancient observances—they point directly to our lived experience in Christ. At Passover, we behold our Redeemer crucified as the spotless Lamb. Three days later, in the resurrection, we rejoice in the first sheaf of the harvest—a new life that cannot die. But Pentecost is the crowning moment. It’s when Christ, now ascended, pours out His Spirit on us—not in part, but as the complete and satisfying fullness of God’s life.

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Victory Without Strings
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Victory Without Strings

Genesis 14 shifts from the domestic and pastoral settings of Abram’s journey to an unexpected and chaotic battlefield. Lot, having chosen to dwell near Sodom, becomes collateral in a power struggle between regional kings. When the eastern alliance sweeps through Canaan to punish rebel kings, they capture Lot and his household. This draws Abram into the scene—not for power or prestige, but for family. Rallying 318 trained men, Abram overcomes an army far greater than his own.

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Return That He May Restore
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Return That He May Restore

Hosea 6 opens with a beautiful call to return to the Lord, written as if the people are finally recognizing their need to turn back to God after enduring the pain of exile and judgment. The prophet’s tone is hopeful—confident that restoration awaits on the other side of repentance. God does not wound to destroy; He wounds to heal. The image is one of resurrection, of being brought from death to life. It reflects both the historical longing for national restoration and the ultimate fulfillment in Christ, who was raised on the third day so that we too might live in the presence of God.

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One Life, One Lord: Living with Nothing to Hide
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One Life, One Lord: Living with Nothing to Hide

Psalm 26 gives voice to a heart living without duplicity—a life not flawless, but undivided. David is not presenting a résumé of perfection but offering up a soul of integrity, asking God to examine him closely. Whether he’s under false accusation, navigating conflict, or preparing to enter the temple, David’s focus remains the same: he walks in transparency before the Lord and anchors his confidence not in his own moral effort but in God’s covenant love and faithfulness.

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Born of a Miracle: Living as the New Creation
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Born of a Miracle: Living as the New Creation

E. Stanley Jones draws our attention to the miracle of the new birth, placing it alongside the creation of the universe and the incarnation of Christ. These three—creation, incarnation, and regeneration—stand as the great divine interventions in human history. The miracle of being made new in Christ isn't just a spiritual upgrade—it’s a radical transformation, a divine act that can’t be explained apart from God’s intervention.

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The Voice You’ve Been Longing to Hear
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The Voice You’ve Been Longing to Hear

There is a kind of listening that can only happen when everything else quiets down. Today’s devotional from Nic Harrison reminds us that the voice of God is not always found in dramatic displays or emotional upheavals. Instead, it is often heard in the quiet aftermath—when the soul ceases its striving and settles into silence.

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One Spirit: The Indwelling Life of God in Me
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One Spirit: The Indwelling Life of God in Me

There is no deeper union than the one we have with Christ through the Spirit. T. Austin-Sparks invites us to peer through the window of revelation and see that our connection with God is not built on human effort or natural capacity—it is entirely spiritual. This means it exists at the core of our identity, deeper than intellect, emotion, or behavior. We are, by new birth, one spirit with the Lord.

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