A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Psalm 25 — A Pathway Marked by Mercy and Guidance
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Psalm 25 — A Pathway Marked by Mercy and Guidance

Psalm 25 is a heartfelt expression of trust and desire for guidance. David writes it as an acrostic—a poetic form that suggests God’s thorough and ordered care from A to Z. The opening lines show David lifting his soul to the Lord—not in panic, but in trust. His primary concern isn’t the pressure of external enemies, but the potential of internal shame: shame not just for himself, but for any who rest their confidence in God. His request? That shame would fall only where it rightly belongs—on those who betray God’s ways.

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Streams That Flow Because I Drink
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Streams That Flow Because I Drink

The invitation from Jesus in John 7 rings out with urgency and simplicity: Come to Me and drink. Yet C.H. Mackintosh reminds us that many of us live as if the invitation is only for others. We strive to be rivers to others without first being filled ourselves. We can labor, speak, and serve—even in the name of Christ—while being empty, dry, and barren inside.

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The Spirit Is the Victory
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The Spirit Is the Victory

Today’s reflection from E. Stanley Jones brings us to the summit of victory: “But thanks be to God, who in Christ always leads us in triumph...”(2 Corinthians 2:14). Jones emphasizes that the believer’s triumph is not measured by circumstances but by abiding in Christ—where defeat cannot define us. Christ’s spirit—seen most vividly on the cross in His words of forgiveness—is itself the triumph. Whether in persecution or personal loss, when His Spirit flows through us in grace and forgiveness, that is the unmistakable evidence of victory.

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The Trained Ear of Faith
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The Trained Ear of Faith

There is a window through which all true ministry flows—a window that opens only through inner quietness and attentiveness to the Lord. T. Austin-Sparks reminds us that no amount of books, voices, or even spiritual leaders can replace the voice of Christ Himself.

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Prayer’s Resources
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Prayer’s Resources

King Asa’s prayer in 2 Chronicles 14:11 doesn’t begin with panic—it begins with perspective. He acknowledges God's unique ability to rescue the powerless, and he doesn’t try to manage God with a step-by-step plan. He doesn’t offer his own strategy or even suggest one. He simply comes as one who belongs—to a God who has already committed Himself to the outcome.

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Touched with Compassion, Joined in Suffering
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Touched with Compassion, Joined in Suffering

When Jesus looked at the crowds, He wasn’t merely observing humanity from a distance—He felt their distress in the deepest part of His being. Scripture says He was moved with compassion because they were like sheep without a shepherd, tossed and torn by life. A.B. Simpson draws our eyes to this astonishing truth: Jesus doesn’t just know our pain—He shares in it.

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🌈God of the Ark and the Rainbow
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🌈God of the Ark and the Rainbow

The story of Noah and the flood isn't just an account of judgment—it’s a portrait of promise. Mankind’s rebellion brought destruction, but even before the rains fell, God was already making a way of deliverance. Grace was present in the form of an ark, and that ark was a shadow of the salvation to come through Christ.

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Always Now
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Always Now

Grace isn’t a one-time provision. It’s not something God gives once and expects us to ration out. It is His ever-present, ever-sufficient supply—always now. Oswald Chambers reminds us that we’re not meant to look backward to yesterday’s grace or wait for some ideal moment to call on God. Prayer is not preparation—it’s participation in the present moment with a God who is fully available.

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Edifying Equilibrium
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Edifying Equilibrium

This morning’s reflection from Miles Stanford reminds us that true spiritual fruitfulness is not found in the extremes—neither in overgrowth nor undergrowth—but in a Spirit-led balance. The writer warns against the mistaken idea that our first obligation as believers is action—going, doing, speaking—when in fact our first call is to become: to become blameless and harmless children of God who shine like stars in a dark world.

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Repenting for the Kingdom: Part 1
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Repenting for the Kingdom: Part 1

John the Baptist came not just as a voice in the wilderness, but as a divine intersection—where the Old ended and the New began. He didn’t ask the people to clean up their act or try harder. He simply said: Repent—not as a warning, but as an invitation. Why? Because the kingdom of heaven had drawn near. The King had arrived.

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A Door in the Lord
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A Door in the Lord

The Apostle Paul saw a door opened in the Lord—not merely circumstantially, but spiritually aligned with Christ’s indwelling presence and the message of the gospel. E. Stanley Jones reminds us that staying centered in Christ and proclaiming His gospel keeps the door open. But when we drift into distractions—controversies, secondary doctrines, or even judgmental attitudes—the door narrows.

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Purer Than Snow: Redeemed by the Precious Blood
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Purer Than Snow: Redeemed by the Precious Blood

F. B. Meyer draws our hearts to behold the unmatched value of Christ’s sacrifice—not merely as a moving story or sacred tradition, but as the very foundation of our redemption. It wasn’t with silver or gold that we were bought back from a futile, inherited way of life. No, it was something far more costly: the precious blood of Christ.

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Everything Begins and Ends in Him
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Everything Begins and Ends in Him

T. Austin-Sparks opens a window for us—not into a technique or program, but into a Person. His deep yearning is that we don’t walk away with inspiration to do more for Christ, but with a greater awareness of being in Christ. All the things we think we must do—our schedules, strategies, even spiritual efforts—must be laid aside so that we can receive from the Source, not initiate from self.

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Healing Begins When We Let Go
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Healing Begins When We Let Go

Job suffered unimaginable loss—his family, his health, his livelihood. Yet after all his cries, all his defenses, and even after his humbling encounter with God Himself, Scripture notes one pivotal moment when his suffering finally ended: when he prayed for his friends. Those very friends had wounded him with judgment and false accusations. To pray for them required a letting go—a choice to forgive from the heart.

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Victory Begins Within: The Greater Joshua’s Triumph in Us
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Victory Begins Within: The Greater Joshua’s Triumph in Us

Today’s reflection from A.B. Simpson brings us to a foundational truth: true victory doesn’t begin with the enemy out there, but with the battle within. Just as Joshua’s physical triumph depended on Moses' intercession, so our spiritual victory hinges on our unseen union with Christ—our banner, Jehovah-nissi.

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Our God of Promises
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Our God of Promises

Today’s reading from Bob Hoekstra reminds us that the Christian life is anchored not in our promises to God, but in His promises to us. Scripture doesn’t require us to vow things to God, but it does reveal a God who delights in making—and keeping—promises. From the earliest moments of human failure in Genesis 3, God spoke a promise of rescue and victory, one that foretold the cross of Christ and His triumph over Satan.

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Receiving Yourself in the Fires of Sorrow
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Receiving Yourself in the Fires of Sorrow

There’s something sacred about sorrow—not because it’s pleasant, but because of what God does through it. Oswald Chambers invites us to stop resisting sorrow and instead receive ourselves within it. He isn’t calling us to embrace suffering for its own sake, but to recognize it as a crucible where shallowness is burned away and the real, Spirit-born self emerges.

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Plus, or Minus?
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Plus, or Minus?

Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford confronts one of the most persistent misunderstandings in the Christian life—confusing law with grace, mixing old covenants with new life, adding the minus back into what Christ has already made whole.

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Repudiating the Old and Bringing in the New—Part 2
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Repudiating the Old and Bringing in the New—Part 2

John the Baptist lived his message. Born into a priestly line, he had every right to wear linen and eat from the altar. But he chose camel’s hair and wilderness fare. His life was a walking contradiction to the religious and cultural expectations of his day. Why? Because he wasn’t called to preserve the old system—he was called to break with it.

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Lovers of Self or Lovers of God?
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Lovers of Self or Lovers of God?

Paul warns Timothy that the "last days" are not a distant time, but the present reality in which the church must stand firm. The apostle outlines a sobering list of godless traits, not to stir fear, but to clarify what happens when people are governed by self-interest rather than the Spirit of God. The vice list in 2 Timothy 3:1–5 is not merely about individual sins—it’s a sweeping portrait of a world adrift from its Creator, marked by self-love, slander, arrogance, and moral confusion.

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