A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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A Door in the Lord
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A Door in the Lord

The Apostle Paul saw a door opened in the Lord—not merely circumstantially, but spiritually aligned with Christ’s indwelling presence and the message of the gospel. E. Stanley Jones reminds us that staying centered in Christ and proclaiming His gospel keeps the door open. But when we drift into distractions—controversies, secondary doctrines, or even judgmental attitudes—the door narrows.

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Purer Than Snow: Redeemed by the Precious Blood
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Purer Than Snow: Redeemed by the Precious Blood

F. B. Meyer draws our hearts to behold the unmatched value of Christ’s sacrifice—not merely as a moving story or sacred tradition, but as the very foundation of our redemption. It wasn’t with silver or gold that we were bought back from a futile, inherited way of life. No, it was something far more costly: the precious blood of Christ.

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Everything Begins and Ends in Him
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Everything Begins and Ends in Him

T. Austin-Sparks opens a window for us—not into a technique or program, but into a Person. His deep yearning is that we don’t walk away with inspiration to do more for Christ, but with a greater awareness of being in Christ. All the things we think we must do—our schedules, strategies, even spiritual efforts—must be laid aside so that we can receive from the Source, not initiate from self.

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Healing Begins When We Let Go
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Healing Begins When We Let Go

Job suffered unimaginable loss—his family, his health, his livelihood. Yet after all his cries, all his defenses, and even after his humbling encounter with God Himself, Scripture notes one pivotal moment when his suffering finally ended: when he prayed for his friends. Those very friends had wounded him with judgment and false accusations. To pray for them required a letting go—a choice to forgive from the heart.

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Victory Begins Within: The Greater Joshua’s Triumph in Us
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Victory Begins Within: The Greater Joshua’s Triumph in Us

Today’s reflection from A.B. Simpson brings us to a foundational truth: true victory doesn’t begin with the enemy out there, but with the battle within. Just as Joshua’s physical triumph depended on Moses' intercession, so our spiritual victory hinges on our unseen union with Christ—our banner, Jehovah-nissi.

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Our God of Promises
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Our God of Promises

Today’s reading from Bob Hoekstra reminds us that the Christian life is anchored not in our promises to God, but in His promises to us. Scripture doesn’t require us to vow things to God, but it does reveal a God who delights in making—and keeping—promises. From the earliest moments of human failure in Genesis 3, God spoke a promise of rescue and victory, one that foretold the cross of Christ and His triumph over Satan.

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Receiving Yourself in the Fires of Sorrow
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Receiving Yourself in the Fires of Sorrow

There’s something sacred about sorrow—not because it’s pleasant, but because of what God does through it. Oswald Chambers invites us to stop resisting sorrow and instead receive ourselves within it. He isn’t calling us to embrace suffering for its own sake, but to recognize it as a crucible where shallowness is burned away and the real, Spirit-born self emerges.

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Plus, or Minus?
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Plus, or Minus?

Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford confronts one of the most persistent misunderstandings in the Christian life—confusing law with grace, mixing old covenants with new life, adding the minus back into what Christ has already made whole.

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Repudiating the Old and Bringing in the New—Part 2
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Repudiating the Old and Bringing in the New—Part 2

John the Baptist lived his message. Born into a priestly line, he had every right to wear linen and eat from the altar. But he chose camel’s hair and wilderness fare. His life was a walking contradiction to the religious and cultural expectations of his day. Why? Because he wasn’t called to preserve the old system—he was called to break with it.

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Lovers of Self or Lovers of God?
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Lovers of Self or Lovers of God?

Paul warns Timothy that the "last days" are not a distant time, but the present reality in which the church must stand firm. The apostle outlines a sobering list of godless traits, not to stir fear, but to clarify what happens when people are governed by self-interest rather than the Spirit of God. The vice list in 2 Timothy 3:1–5 is not merely about individual sins—it’s a sweeping portrait of a world adrift from its Creator, marked by self-love, slander, arrogance, and moral confusion.

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Great Grace in the Smallest Things
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Great Grace in the Smallest Things

It’s easy to look for God only in the large, dramatic events—the Red Sea moments. But today’s reflection shows us something stunning: one of Israel’s greatest deliverances began with a quiet, routine act. Pharaoh’s daughter went to bathe at the river. A simple decision, a daily habit. Yet God used that ordinary moment to begin His extraordinary plan of rescue.

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Sealed with a Guarantee: Living from the Authority Within
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Sealed with a Guarantee: Living from the Authority Within

E. Stanley Jones draws our attention to the profound weight of being sealed by God. The Holy Spirit is not just a silent witness—He is the seal that marks us as God’s own and the guarantee of His promises being fulfilled. In the ancient world, a seal implied both security and authority. That same image applies to us: when God places His Spirit within us, it isn’t a symbolic placeholder—it is the authority of heaven resting on the believer.

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Resting Boldly in His Presence
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Resting Boldly in His Presence

T. Austin-Sparks reminds us that life’s decisions should never be weighed merely by what seems good, beneficial, or even spiritual on the surface. Instead, each new opportunity must be brought under the searching light of God’s eternal purpose in Christ. Not a fragment of Scripture, but the full testimony of God’s Word must guide us.

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Prayer’s Humility
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Prayer’s Humility

This morning’s reflection from Ray Stedman draws us into the heart posture of Daniel, whose prayer in Daniel 9 models an often-missing element in our conversations with God—humble, honest confession. What’s striking is that Daniel, a man of integrity and unwavering faith, includes himself in the failings of his people. He doesn’t point fingers or maintain distance. Instead, he confesses with solidarity: We have sinned. We have turned away.

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Clothed in Christ
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Clothed in Christ

Today’s reflection from A.B. Simpson calls us to see holiness not as our achievement, but as our adornment—something we wear, not something we work up. Just as the high priest Joshua was stripped of filthy garments and clothed in splendor in Zechariah’s vision, so we are robed in the righteousness of Christ. The apostle Paul knew this truth deeply. His maturity didn’t lead to self-confidence but to deeper dependence.

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Promises Within His Will
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Promises Within His Will

Today’s reading from Bob Hoekstra invites me to examine how I frame my intentions, goals, and promises—especially those aimed at self-improvement, success, or personal transformation. The devotional doesn’t discourage setting plans or hoping for better outcomes, but it lovingly redirects the foundation upon which such plans must rest: the will of God.

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Reconciling with Reality
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Reconciling with Reality

Oswald Chambers offers a sobering yet liberating insight: we must be reconciled to the fact that sin exists—not only around us but also within fallen humanity. To deny this truth is to build our lives on a false optimism that inevitably collapses under pressure. When we idealize human nature without acknowledging the bent toward self-seeking and rebellion, we set ourselves up for confusion, compromise, and disappointment.

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Gratuitous Grace
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Gratuitous Grace

The heart of today’s message from Miles Stanford is this: mixing grace with law is not merely unhelpful—it’s spiritually devastating. The devotional points us to a vital freedom available to believers, not through effort, obligation, or religious systems, but through the grace of God alone. The author warns that attempting to apply past dispensations—like the Mosaic Law or even the Sermon on the Mount as a present-day rule of life—undermines our position in Christ and forfeits the freedom we were meant to walk in.

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Repudiating the Old and Bringing In the New (Part 1)
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Repudiating the Old and Bringing In the New (Part 1)

Today’s reflection from Witness Lee draws our attention to John the Baptist—not as a man standing inside the established religious structure of his day, but as one who stepped entirely outside it. Though born into the priesthood, John rejected the formality and legacy of the temple and chose instead to become a voice in the wilderness. His ministry was not shaped by robes, rituals, or lineage, but by a divine calling that broke away from tradition to proclaim something entirely new.

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Genesis 12 — Blessed to Be a Blessing
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Genesis 12 — Blessed to Be a Blessing

Genesis 12 opens the door to God’s plan to bring restoration to a world that has been reeling from curse after curse in the first eleven chapters. Here, God speaks again—this time not to all humanity, but to one man. Abram is called to leave behind everything familiar: his land, his culture, his family, and to walk into the unknown based solely on the word of the Lord. It’s a calling to radical trust and total reorientation.

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