A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Cross Power, World Wisdom, and the Quiet Miracle of Yielding
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Cross Power, World Wisdom, and the Quiet Miracle of Yielding

The cross looks like nonsense to a watching world, yet it is the heartbeat of the gospel. Ray Stedman reminds us that Paul does not begin with a philosophy seminar, he starts with a bloody hill and a real crucifixion in real time. In a culture that prizes clever solutions and polished resumes, the cross slices through our self-confidence. It tells the truth about human righteousness, then opens a door to the life of Jesus in ordinary people who trust Him.

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Quiet Greatness, Honest Lowliness
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Quiet Greatness, Honest Lowliness

In Jesus’ parable of the Pharisee and the tax collector, we are shown two ways of standing before God. One inflates the self with comparisons and religious scorekeeping. The other bows low, looking away from self to God’s mercy. Bob Hoekstra highlights the Lord’s steady theme, everyone who lifts himself up will be brought low, and the one who humbles himself will be lifted by God. Today we are invited to trade the weight of self-promotion for the lightness of honest humility.

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Honest Light, Gentle Builder
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Honest Light, Gentle Builder

T. Austin-Sparks points us to the heart of growth in Jesus. Not a life dressed up from the outside with rites and routines, but a life renewed from the inside where the Spirit lives. He reminds us that God lovingly dismantles illusions so that truth can take root within. It is not cruelty. It is careful mercy.

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Quieting the Little Foxes
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Quieting the Little Foxes

The Song of Songs names the little foxes that ruin the vineyard while the vines are in bloom. A. B. Simpson’s reflection points us to those small anxieties that slip under the fence and nibble away at peace. We may nod our heads about Jesus and salvation, yet allow a single worry to scratch the mirror of rest. The issue is not how loud the noise is outside, but whose life is ruling within.

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The Quiet Key That Turns The Door Of Service
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The Quiet Key That Turns The Door Of Service

When the disciples could not free a suffering boy, Jesus pointed them to prayer, not as a last resort, but as the inner posture that keeps us joined to Him. Oswald Chambers presses this home. Real ministry is not us doing things for God. Real ministry is Jesus expressing His life through those who are abiding in Him. When the center is communion, the fruit is power with tenderness. When the center is self-effort, the result is noise without life.

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Alive To God, Settled In The Son
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Alive To God, Settled In The Son

Position before condition. That is the gracious center of today’s reading. Miles J. Stanford reminds us that the Father has placed us into Jesus, and in Him our standing is complete, secure, and unalterable. From that settled place, daily growth unfolds. We are not trying to climb into favor. We are learning to live from favor already given in the Beloved.

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One Fruit, Many Qualities: How the Spirit Grows Christ’s Life in Us
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One Fruit, Many Qualities: How the Spirit Grows Christ’s Life in Us

Paul writes, “the fruit (singular) of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control” (Gal 5:22–23). The grammar matters. Paul doesn’t hand us nine separate projects; he names one fruitChrist’s life—that shows up in many qualities.

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Fixed In Grace, Growing With Jesus
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Fixed In Grace, Growing With Jesus

Paul says we are rooted and built up in Him, established in the faith, abounding in thanksgiving. Dr. E. Stanley Jones slows us down to notice the two sides in that little phrase. Rooted points to receiving. Built up points to activity. The life of abiding in Jesus holds both together without tension. We draw from His life, then we step forward in that life.

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Open Hands, Full Heart
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Open Hands, Full Heart

Colossians says, as you received Christ Jesus the Lord, so live in Him. Dr. E. Stanley Jones lingers on that simple line and makes it wonderfully clear. We began by receiving, so we continue by receiving. We met Jesus with surrender and receptivity, so we walk with Jesus the same way, not with clenched teeth, but with open hands. This is not passivity. This is trusting dependence that expects the Lord to be Himself in us.

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Held Together From The Center
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Held Together From The Center

Paul rejoiced to see the church walking in good order and in the firmness of faith in Jesus. E. Stanley Jones helps us see why those always travel together. When faith rests in the Son, life finds a center that can carry its weight. Where trust drifts to other anchors, disorder shows up in surprising places. Not as punishment, but as the natural outcome of trying to hold life together by ourselves.

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Treasures That Keep Opening
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Treasures That Keep Opening

Paul says that in Jesus are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge. Dr. E. Stanley Jones takes us by the hand and shows how this is both hidden and revealed. We know, and we do not know. We see, and we do not see. Not to frustrate us, but to invite us. Life in Jesus becomes a glad discovery, a steady unveiling that never runs dry.

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Into His Joy, Here And Now
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Into His Joy, Here And Now

Thomas blurted out what his eyes finally saw, my Lord and my God. Today’s reading lingers there, reminding us that Jesus is wonderfully near to our humanity in all things but sin. He grew, worked, wept, prayed, and loved. He was tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sin. He receives people others keep at arm’s length, and His presence is not fragile around brokenness. Like clear water entering a stagnant place, His life purifies rather than getting polluted.

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From Pressure To Partnership
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From Pressure To Partnership

God’s way often moves through paradox. Today’s reading reminds us that real growth often arrives through places we would never pick. Circumstances press, reactions surface, and the Spirit uses it all to show us that the Christian life is not I, but Jesus. That line from Miles Stanford lands gently yet clearly. The issue is not people, places, or problems. The issue is the self-life reacting apart from dependence. The Spirit is not out to shame us. He is rescuing us from running on our own.

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All God’s Speaking Wrapped In One Person
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All God’s Speaking Wrapped In One Person

God has spoken in many ways in the past. In these days He speaks in one way, in His Son. That is the heart of today’s reading. Brother T. Austin-Sparks points our eyes to Jesus as the single, complete Word from the Father. If we want to know the Father’s mind, we look to Jesus. If we want to know how the Father moves toward us, we look to Jesus. If we want to understand our calling together as His people, again, we look to Jesus.

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Wholehearted Together in Jesus
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Wholehearted Together in Jesus

Unity in the church matters because Jesus has already made us one in Himself. Ray Stedman reminds us that the ground of our togetherness is not a brand, a style, or a personality, it is the name of Jesus. We share His life. We belong to one Lord. That is why division cuts so deeply, it disagrees with who we already are in Him.

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Greatness at Child Height
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Greatness at Child Height

We chase greatness in so many ways, yet Jesus draws a small child into the circle and says, this is the picture. The way up in My kingdom is down. The door is low, so we stoop to enter. That is not a put down of your worth, it is an embrace of reality, God is great, and we thrive when we take the child’s place with Him.

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He Is My Portion, Not Just His Gifts
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He Is My Portion, Not Just His Gifts

God told Israel that the Levites would not receive a slice of land, they would receive Him. Joshua 13:33 says that the Lord Himself was their inheritance. That picture steadies my heart today. It is one thing to receive many good things from the Lord. It is another to discover that the Lord Jesus is the thing, our portion, our life, our peace. Thank you, A. B. Simpson, for stirring this reminder that the Christian life is not mainly about getting more from Christ, it is about living from Christ who is within.

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Hidden Glory In The Low Places
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Hidden Glory In The Low Places

Most of us love the mountaintop. It looks clear. It sounds inspiring. It feels like faith should always be that bright. Oswald Chambers reminds us that real life with Jesus is proved in the valley. After vision comes a hallway of ordinary tasks. After applause comes a sink full of dishes. The Lord who met us on the height goes with us into the humbling place where faith is not a story we tell, but a life He lives through us.

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Comfort Poured Into Weak Places
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Comfort Poured Into Weak Places

Affliction is never wasted in the hands of the Father of mercies. Miles Stanford reminds us that suffering is not a detour from life in Jesus, it is often the place where we discover more of the Father’s heart, the nearness of the Spirit, and the steady life of Jesus within us. Some saints even look back on long seasons of weakness as gain, since they came to know the Lord’s tenderness and the love of His people in richer ways than ease could ever provide.

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Rest That Carries You
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Rest That Carries You

We often feel the tug to manage everything, to shoulder every expectation, and to prove ourselves useful to God. Then we reach Matthew 11:28-30 and hear Jesus invite us to come, to take His yoke, and to find rest. Witness Lee’s insight helped me slow down today. He explains that the Lord’s yoke is not an extra layer of demands. It is the Father’s will carried with Jesus, not for Jesus. Rest is not a nap from responsibility. It is the peace and satisfaction of walking in step with the Son who already pleased the Father.

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