A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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The Fortress Has Already Fallen
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The Fortress Has Already Fallen

A.B. Simpson reminds us that many believers live in endless skirmishes with sin because they’ve never fully entered into the victory that is already theirs in Christ. Rather than settling the matter with a decisive surrender and resting in Christ’s finished work, they remain in the trenches, exhausting themselves trying to win battles that were already won at Calvary. The City of David didn’t fall to David because of brute force or strategy—it fell because God had ordained it. “Nevertheless,” David captured it.

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The Quiet Power of Willing Obedience
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The Quiet Power of Willing Obedience

Oswald Chambers gently reminds us that Jesus never forces Himself on us. He doesn’t demand submission, manipulate our decisions, or coerce obedience. Instead, He reveals Himself—and in that revealing, those who belong to Him willingly recognize His moral authority. When Christ’s life is birthed within us through redemption, obedience becomes a response of love, not obligation.

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Ever Loved, Ever Loving
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Ever Loved, Ever Loving

God has not withheld a single spiritual blessing from us—He has lavished them all upon us in Christ. At the heart of this generosity is His love. It isn’t a love we’re meant to admire from a distance or strive to earn. It’s a love that has been poured into us, that now defines us, that frees us to live and love in return.

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God with Us—and in Us
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God with Us—and in Us

The miraculous birth of Jesus wasn’t merely an entry into the world for the sake of starting His earthly ministry. It was the eternal God stepping into humanity—without absorbing its fallen nature. Conceived by the Holy Spirit and born through the virgin Mary, Jesus took on the likeness of sinful flesh, but not sin itself. He wore our skin but not our corruption. His appearance reflected fallen man, but His essence remained holy and untouched by sin.

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Faith That Touches with Love
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Faith That Touches with Love

E. Stanley Jones presents a vision of Christian faith that transcends outward markers and religious rituals. Circumcision, once a defining sign of covenant belonging, has been eclipsed in Christ by something deeper. While some may substitute baptism today as a dividing line between who is “in” and who is “out,” Jones challenges us to go further—past the surface and into the substance. It is not religious status or external rites that matter, but the reality of being a new creation in Christ.

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Victory Isn’t Mine to Win
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Victory Isn’t Mine to Win

Watchman Nee draws a striking contrast between self-effort and Christ-effort. He reminds us that many believers assume spiritual victory depends on willpower, strategy, and vigilance—as though temptation is a battle where we must tighten our grip, grit our teeth, and push through by sheer determination. But this approach leaves us exhausted, anxious, and self-congratulatory when we succeed… and ashamed when we don’t.

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Held Steady by Love, Not Surges of Emotion
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Held Steady by Love, Not Surges of Emotion

T. Austin-Sparks invites us to peer through a window—not into theory, but into the living reality of Christ’s surpassing beauty. He draws from Galatians 5:7 to highlight the Galatians’ passionate start in the Christian race, only to be hindered mid-run. Their downfall? They were fueled by emotion instead of the sustaining love of Christ made real through the Holy Spirit.

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When Zeal Drowns Out the Whisper
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When Zeal Drowns Out the Whisper

Paul's heart burned with a deep desire to honor Christ—even unto death. But according to Ray Stedman’s devotional today, Acts 21 shows us that sincerity and courage, while admirable, are not always indicators of Spirit-led action. In this passage, Paul receives a dramatic warning from the prophet Agabus: if he continues toward Jerusalem, he will be bound and handed over to the Gentiles. Agabus, speaking by the Spirit, visually demonstrates this warning using Paul’s own belt. It’s a vivid, loving intervention meant to protect Paul from walking into something the Spirit had already revealed was not God’s will for him.

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Living Free from the Grip of the Law
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Living Free from the Grip of the Law

Many Christians rightly rejoice in the truth that we are justified by grace through faith, apart from the works of the law. But fewer realize that the same truth that set us free for salvation also sets us free for sanctification. Today’s devotional from Bob Hoekstra gently uncovers the subtle but widespread misunderstanding that sanctification depends on our performance under the law. The author walks us from the familiar legal verdict of being guilty before God into the liberating promise of dying with Christ—and being raised to serve in a new and living way, not under the letter of the law but in the life of the Spirit.

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The Blueprint Already Built
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The Blueprint Already Built

Today’s devotional from A.B. Simpson draws our hearts to the staggering truth that we are already complete in Christ. Paul’s declaration in Colossians 2:10 isn’t a promise of future wholeness—it’s a present reality for those in Him. Just as an architect’s model is already perfectly designed before the construction begins, so too is our life of holiness fully realized in Christ. All that we need—wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption—has already been given to us in Him.

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Yielded in the Light: Trusting the Mystery of Obedience
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Yielded in the Light: Trusting the Mystery of Obedience

Oswald Chambers invites us to marvel at the supernatural transformation that occurred in Saul of Tarsus. This wasn’t a behavioral shift born of strong will or religious discipline—it was a divine intervention. What happened on the road to Damascus defied logic, explanation, or predictability. Saul didn’t adjust his moral compass; he was remade by the miracle of redemption. And what followed was not forced compliance, but a life of willing, loving obedience to the One who now indwelt him.

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Walking at the Pace of Grace
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Walking at the Pace of Grace

We often want progress on our terms—measurable, immediate, and visible. But our Father works with eternal precision, never rushed, never late. Today’s devotional from Miles Stanford reminds us that when we come into agreement with God’s purposes for our lives, our urgency fades and our peace deepens. We no longer feel the need to press the gas pedal for Him; instead, we learn to yield to His steady and intentional pace.

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Lifted in My Place
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Lifted in My Place

Today’s devotional by Witness Lee explores a rarely taught yet biblically faithful truth—Jesus took on not only the form of humanity but the likeness of a serpent, according to God’s view of fallen flesh. Just as Moses lifted up the brass serpent in the wilderness to bring healing to the Israelites, Jesus was lifted up on the cross, bearing the likeness of sinful flesh, yet without sin. He was not sinful Himself, but He wore the form of one who was—so that we might be delivered from the curse that rightfully belonged to us.

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One in Christ, No Labels Left
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One in Christ, No Labels Left

E. Stanley Jones reflects on Galatians 3:28 and Colossians 3:11 to present a radical truth of the gospel: all earthly distinctions are abolished in Christ. He points out that in the new society born of the Holy Spirit, divisions based on race, class, gender, culture, or religious observance no longer have any bearing on identity. There is no room for superiority or inferiority in the Body of Christ because the old hierarchies and labels do not carry into the new creation. In Him, we are one—not figuratively, but factually.

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The Scent of Restful Service
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The Scent of Restful Service

Not all service offered to God rises up as a sweet aroma. Some comes from strain, pressure, and inner unrest—well-intentioned, perhaps, but flesh-born. Alexander's reflection reminds us that the service which pleases God is not the kind that originates in our efforts or our desire to perform, but rather the kind that descends from heaven itself and flows through us by the Holy Spirit. This is the difference between Martha’s initial frenzy and her later quiet attentiveness—between a flurry of performance and a fragrance of peace.

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What I Know No Trial Can Shake
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What I Know No Trial Can Shake

T. Austin-Sparks reminds us that the kind of strength we need to endure suffering and spiritual warfare does not come through human wisdom or even the study of truth alone. It comes by revelation—a Spirit-given knowing that is birthed in our inner man, not in our intellect. Paul declared this in Galatians 1:12: that he received his message not from men but from Christ Himself. This kind of experiential knowledge—“I know”—stands unshaken in the face of adversity.

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The Highest Priority of Heaven
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The Highest Priority of Heaven

The heart of today’s devotional by Ray Stedman is a reminder that the church—the body of Christ—is God’s most treasured possession on earth. Pastors and elders are entrusted with a sacred calling: to shepherd His people by feeding them the whole counsel of God’s Word. This role isn’t about pleasing denominations, checking boxes, or seeking approval from congregations. It is about faithful obedience to the Spirit who has called and equipped them.

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The Truth That Breaks Every Chain
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The Truth That Breaks Every Chain

Today's devotional from Bob Hoekstra draws our hearts to the freeing power of God's truth in Christ. Jesus declared that abiding in His word is the gateway to knowing the truth—and that truth brings freedom. Not just freedom from guilt or shame, but liberation from the grip and deception of the enemy. The message reminds us that Satan holds the whole world in his sway, even when many do not acknowledge his influence. Yet through the truth of the gospel, hearts and minds can be turned from darkness to light and from Satan’s dominion to God's loving kingdom.

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Forever One, Forever Free
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Forever One, Forever Free

Many believers live with a vague longing for greater holiness, greater rest, and greater spiritual victory—but miss the staggering truth that these have already been given in Christ Himself. Today’s verse, “by a single offering He has made perfect for all time those who are being sanctified” (Heb. 10:14), reminds us that sanctification is not something we work to attain, but Someone we receive and rest in.

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The Glory Isn’t Mine to Steal
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The Glory Isn’t Mine to Steal

Oswald Chambers draws our attention to the quiet miracle at the heart of belief itself: it is not born of persuasive arguments or eloquent words, but by the raw, transforming power of God alone. The apostle Paul, brilliant and articulate, refused to depend on his rhetorical skills when proclaiming the gospel. He knew that if his message was carried by his charisma, people might be drawn to him—but not necessarily to Christ.

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