A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Gazing at Jesus, Glancing at Others
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Gazing at Jesus, Glancing at Others

E. Stanley Jones warns us of a common pitfall in the Christian journey—making heroes of men instead of abiding in the person of Christ. When we anchor our faith in a teacher or system, no matter how biblical or compelling, we end up limiting our growth. We start to imitate styles, echo catchphrases, and ultimately graze on doctrinal husks instead of partaking of the Bread of Life Himself.

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The Difference Prayer Makes
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The Difference Prayer Makes

Today’s reflection by Ray Stedman invites us into a divine mystery—why was James martyred while Peter was miraculously delivered from prison? Both were apostles, both deeply loved, both caught in the same storm of persecution. Yet Scripture offers a striking contrast: "Peter was kept in prison, but the church was earnestly praying to God for him." (Acts 12:5)

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Not My Power, But His
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Not My Power, But His

Today’s reflection from A.B. Simpson invites the weary soul to surrender not just the weight of sin but the very effort of overcoming it. Simpson echoes the promise of Ezekiel 36:27: that God Himself would place His Spirit within us and cause us to walk in His ways. This is not a call to redouble our efforts, but to receive an indwelling life that moves us beyond defeat.

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God’s Standard Was Never the Problem—Our Supply Was
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God’s Standard Was Never the Problem—Our Supply Was

God’s commands to Israel were never arbitrary. They were holy, heartfelt, and good. He asked for full devotion—heart, soul, and obedience. But in calling His people upward, the law revealed something essential: the standard was holy, but the power to live it out was absent.

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The Demand Without Supply
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The Demand Without Supply

Today’s reading from Bob Hoekstra draws a stark contrast between the demands of the old covenant and the supply of grace found in the new. God’s commandments to Israel were not superficial—they were deep, heartfelt, and uncompromising. The standard wasn’t merely about doing what was right, but about doing it with one’s whole heart and soul. Holiness wasn’t relative; it mirrored God Himself.

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When Trust Leaps Before Reason
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When Trust Leaps Before Reason

In today’s devotional, Oswald Chambers presses right against the tension between faith and reason. He challenges the reader to consider what happens when obedience to Christ contradicts what seems logical or safe. The "Yes, but..." response—so often a shield for self-preservation—becomes the barrier between us and intimacy with God.

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Love Never Faith
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Love Never Faith

Today’s devotional from Miles Stanford leads us into the loving paradox of divine discipline. Using the imagery of Israel’s desert journey, the message echoes the truth that God’s love never falters, even when the path He leads us on feels dry, barren, or full of affliction. The wilderness isn’t punishment—it’s preparation. It’s in these difficult places that God reveals both our need and His fullness, stripping us of the old nature that clings to self-effort so that Christ might be everything to us.

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Having the Scriptures and a Heart for Christ
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Having the Scriptures and a Heart for Christ

Today's reflection from Witness Lee shines a light on one of the most haunting ironies in all of Scripture: the religious leaders of Israel knew where the Messiah would be born, yet they made no effort to go and see Him. Bethlehem was just a short journey away, but none of the scribes, priests, or elders went. They had the Scriptures—perhaps even memorized—but their hearts were unmoved by the Person those Scriptures proclaimed.

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Genesis 3: From Exile to Embrace
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Genesis 3: From Exile to Embrace

Genesis 3 reveals the sobering unraveling of humanity’s initial intimacy with God. Through a cunning twist of words, the serpent—more than just a creature—casts doubt on God’s character. He suggests that God is withholding something good. The woman is deceived, and the man follows passively. The result is the loss of innocence, a rupture of relational trust, and a world now marred by fear, blame, pain, and death.

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Daniel 7 — The Son of Man and the End of the Beasts
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Daniel 7 — The Son of Man and the End of the Beasts

Daniel’s vision in chapter 7 is a majestic panorama of both chaos and triumph. The first part of the vision shows four frightening beasts rising from the sea, representing the terrifying succession of human empires: Babylon, Medo-Persia, Greece, and Rome. These empires, although mighty in earthly terms, are beastly in nature—driven by power, dominance, and self-exaltation.

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Psalm 15: Who May Dwell in Your Sanctuary?
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Psalm 15: Who May Dwell in Your Sanctuary?

Psalm 15 begins a powerful sequence of psalms that together frame the posture and character of those who live in communion with God. As the entry point to this series, Psalm 15 sets the tone by asking the question: Who is qualified to dwell in God's presence? In the days of Israel, the answer pointed to the tabernacle or temple on God’s holy mountain, but now, under the New Covenant, we know that through faith in Christ, we have entered the true dwelling place of God—His presence, His family, His Kingdom.

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Attached to Exhaustible Emphases
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Attached to Exhaustible Emphases

E. Stanley Jones invites us to examine the root of spiritual stagnation: a misplaced focus. Some believers remain babes in Christ—not for lack of exposure to good teaching, but because their faith is tethered to those teachings instead of to Christ Himself. Jones observes that even rich doctrines and noble church movements—when detached from the living Person of Jesus—eventually run dry. Slogans once charged with meaning devolve into hollow catchphrases, defended more for tribal identity than transformative truth.

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To Cause to Shine
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To Cause to Shine

Today’s reflection from Ray Stedman invites us to see the ministry of prophecy not primarily as forecasting the future, but as the Spirit-given ability to make God’s truth shine into hearts. The word “prophecy” in its purest sense means to cause to shine, and in Acts 11 we see this luminous work in action. Agabus, led by the Holy Spirit, revealed the coming famine—an insight that moved the church in Antioch not into fear, but into Spirit-led compassion and preparation.

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The Lord for the Body
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The Lord for the Body

The body is not just a temporary shell or a hindrance to spiritual life—it is part of God’s redemptive plan. Today’s reflection from A.B. Simpson calls us to recognize that our physical bodies are meant for union with Christ just as much as our spirits. We were not created to indulge the flesh but to be filled with the very life of Jesus.

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Obedience under the New Covenant of Grace
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Obedience under the New Covenant of Grace

Obedience is not an outdated concept from the Old Covenant—it’s a vital expression of the life of Christ within every believer. The Scriptures consistently affirm God's desire for His children to walk in step with His will, not through fear or external conformity, but through the internal empowerment of grace. Moses, Samuel, and Peter each echoed the same call to obey, not as a demand imposed from without, but as a reality flowing from within.

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Undisturbed Relationship
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Undisturbed Relationship

Today’s reflection from Oswald Chambers brings us into the heart of prayer—not as a transaction, but as an overflow of our union with Christ. When Jesus says, “You will ask in My name,” He is not referring to a formulaic phrase that unlocks blessings, but to the intimate reality of being one with Him in nature and in Spirit.

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Christo-Centric
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Christo-Centric

Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford reminds us of the subtle but significant battle between two spiritual focal points—self or Christ. The enemy would have us obsessed with our inner condition: how we’re doing, how we’re feeling, how others are affecting us. But the Holy Spirit beckons us into something far more freeing: to be completely occupied with the risen and glorified Lord Jesus.

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Being Corrected by the Scriptures
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Being Corrected by the Scriptures

Today’s reflection from Witness Lee takes us back to the journey of the wise men. They had seen the star—a vision from God—and knew the King of the Jews had been born. But when left to their own reasoning, they assumed the child must be in Jerusalem, the capital, rather than trusting the light they had been given. Their natural assumptions led them not only off course but into danger. That misstep didn’t just disrupt their journey; it nearly led to the destruction of the very child they sought, and tragically, to the death of many innocents.

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Babes in Christ
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Babes in Christ

E. Stanley Jones gently confronts a widespread misunderstanding in today’s entry. Many of us think of “babes in Christ” as those who are brand-new believers—those still learning, still exploring the faith. But Paul’s words in 1 Corinthians 3 challenge that assumption. He uses this phrase not to describe recent converts but rather long-time believers who, despite their knowledge and activity, are still spiritually immature. What was the mark of their immaturity? Divided allegiance.

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A New Man and a New Name
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A New Man and a New Name

Today’s reflection by Ray Stedman takes us to a quiet, transitional moment in the life of Saul—soon to be known as Paul. After an initial flurry of post-conversion activity, he vanishes from the main storyline of Acts for nearly a decade. These hidden years were not wasted. Rather than pursuing platforms or recognition, Saul was being emptied of all he once prided himself on: religious pedigree, zealous drive, and spiritual credentials. In their place, he was learning something far more essential—how to rely entirely on Christ's life within him.

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