A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Jesus Christ, a Wonderful Person
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Jesus Christ, a Wonderful Person

The Gospel of Matthew opens with the announcement of Emmanuel—God with us—and concludes with the risen Lord’s promise: I am with you all the days, even to the end of the age. This isn’t poetic flourish—it’s the divine truth anchoring the entire message of Matthew. In between those two declarations, Jesus is revealed not as a mere historical figure or moral teacher, but as the living Christ: our Savior, Shepherd, Bread, Bridegroom, King, Friend, and so much more.

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Esther 6 – God’s Unseen Hand Turns the Table
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Esther 6 – God’s Unseen Hand Turns the Table

In this chapter, we see a striking moment where divine providence intercepts human evil. King Xerxes’ insomnia becomes the backdrop for a reversal that only God could orchestrate. The king, unable to sleep, has the royal chronicles read aloud—an ordinary decision on the surface, but divinely timed. He discovers that Mordecai, who once exposed an assassination plot, was never honored for his loyalty.

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Daniel 1: Resolved to Remain God’s
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Daniel 1: Resolved to Remain God’s

Daniel 1 presents the beginning of Judah’s exile under Babylonian rule, where Nebuchadnezzar took not only sacred objects from God’s temple but also the brightest of Israel’s youth. These young men were not just physically displaced; they were targets for a total identity reconstruction—new names, new diet, new loyalties. The king’s goal was assimilation, not mere captivity.

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Introduction to the Book of Daniel
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Introduction to the Book of Daniel

The book of Daniel is a call to courage—one that rises from deep trust in the character of God when life falls apart. It begins in a time of tremendous upheaval: Daniel and his friends are torn from their homeland and immersed in the culture of Babylon. The temple has been desecrated, the holy city invaded, and a pagan king rules the land. Yet, amid all that looks like chaos, the unseen hand of God is quietly, powerfully at work.

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Psalm 9 — God Enthroned as Refuge and Righteous Judge
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Psalm 9 — God Enthroned as Refuge and Righteous Judge

Psalm 9 opens with David’s wholehearted resolve to praise God—not half-hearted or circumstantial, but with every fiber of his being. His praise is not detached or abstract—it’s grounded in lived experience. David recalls God's just acts: delivering him from enemies, establishing righteousness, and revealing His throne as eternal, unshakable, and sovereign. In this psalm, we see the world’s true government: no election cycles, no checks and balances. The Lord alone is Judge, Defender, and King.

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What is Man? – Chapter 7: World Domination or Dominion?
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What is Man? – Chapter 7: World Domination or Dominion?

T. Austin-Sparks draws our attention to the world’s obsession with power and domination. Whether in the form of dictators or subtle societal structures, there’s an undercurrent of self-glory and soul-force pressing against God’s eternal plan. Sparks lays out a stark contrast: while the spirit of antichrist seeks to exalt man through domination, the dominion of Christ—the rightful Heir—comes through humility, obedience, and spiritual authority. The ultimate question is not just about who will rule the world, but how that rule is exercised: by domination through soul-force, or dominion through union with the risen Christ.

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Through the Gates of Forgiveness
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Through the Gates of Forgiveness

E. Stanley Jones calls our attention to something radical in the early Church: the layperson's indispensable role in God's unfolding plan. Paul, perhaps the most influential voice of the New Testament era, was never officially ordained by apostolic succession. He didn’t receive his ministry through religious hierarchy but through the call of Christ and the obedience of ordinary believers. His eyes were opened—literally and spiritually—by a layman named Ananias. His commissioning for global mission came not from apostles, but from Spirit-led prophets and teachers.

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The Mystery of History
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The Mystery of History

When Peter and John were released by the Sanhedrin, they didn't rally political support, stir up protests, or attempt to manipulate public sentiment—even though they could have. They returned instead to what was eternal: prayer. And not just any prayer, but one anchored in the sovereign rule of God over all things. They addressed Him as “Sovereign Lord,” affirming their trust in the One who created the heavens, the earth, and everything in them.

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Where You Make Me Rest
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Where You Make Me Rest

In this beautiful entry from Days of Heaven, A.B. Simpson draws us into the tender intimacy of Song of Songs 1:7, where the soul longs to know where her Beloved shepherds His flock and causes them to rest. It’s not a mere theological inquiry—it’s the desperate cry of a soul wearied from striving, from trying to live a spiritual life through self-effort.

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Liberty by the Holy Spirit
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Liberty by the Holy Spirit

Bob Hoekstra reminds us that wherever the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty—not law-bound obligation, not lifeless effort, and certainly not spiritual bondage. The old covenant, built on external commands, inevitably produced pressure and performance. Its letter brought death because it demanded life without providing it. But the new covenant, secured by grace and carried out by the indwelling Spirit, offers something vastly different: freedom.

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Make a Habit of Having No Habits
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Make a Habit of Having No Habits

Oswald Chambers challenges the subtle way we can begin to idolize our spiritual disciplines. At first, the habits we form—prayer times, Bible reading, quiet moments—are intended to draw us into fellowship with God. But if we’re not careful, those same habits can quietly become ends in themselves. We may start protecting them as sacred routines rather than yielding them to the living, breathing presence of Christ.

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Trusted Trainer
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Trusted Trainer

Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford reminds us that God, as our loving Trainer, is never wasteful with the trials He permits. In every sphere of life—arts, athletics, industry, and especially the Christian journey—the training is more intense than the performance. But this is not because God is harsh; rather, He is intentional. Like an athlete shaped through rigorous conditioning or a musician refined through hours of unseen practice, the believer is prepared in secret before being displayed in service.

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The Inclusiveness of Christ’s Genealogy
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The Inclusiveness of Christ’s Genealogy

Matthew’s record of Christ’s genealogy is not a mere historical list—it is a declaration of grace. The Spirit through Matthew intentionally divides the generations into three sections: the forefathers, the kings, and the civilians. This division tells a story—not just of names, but of people like us. God did not build the lineage of Christ through only the upright or royal. He built it through the called and the fallen, the prominent and the obscure, the restored and the broken.

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1 Thessalonians 1
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1 Thessalonians 1

Paul opens his letter to the Thessalonian believers not with lofty apostolic titles but as a fellow coworker alongside Timothy and Silas. He addresses them not just as a church in Thessalonica, but as those united with God the Father and the Lord Jesus Christ. This isn’t a distant greeting—it’s a family note to people grounded in divine relationship.

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What Are We Really Imitating?: A Grace-Oriented Look at Paul’s Call to Imitation in 1 Thessalonians
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What Are We Really Imitating?: A Grace-Oriented Look at Paul’s Call to Imitation in 1 Thessalonians

Paul uses the word imitate multiple times in his letters, including in 1 Thessalonians 1:6 and 2:14. But the concept often stirs confusion. What does it mean to imitate Paul? Is this a call to replicate his behavior? His boldness? His suffering? Or is there something deeper—a life source he’s pointing us to?

Let’s explore this through the lens of 1 Thessalonians.

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Introduction to 1 Thessalonians: Holiness and Hope in a Hostile World
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Introduction to 1 Thessalonians: Holiness and Hope in a Hostile World

Paul’s first letter to the Thessalonians is a reminder that future hope fuels present holiness. Written shortly after his mission to Thessalonica was abruptly cut short by persecution, Paul sends this letter to reassure, instruct, and embolden a fledgling church planted in the midst of hostility.

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John 20 – He Is Risen Indeed
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John 20 – He Is Risen Indeed

The resurrection account in John 20 stands as one of the most historically compelling and theologically rich passages in Scripture. The Grace and Truth Study Bible lays out four reasons the resurrection is reliable: the disciples weren’t expecting it, women were the first witnesses (a culturally unlikely detail to fabricate), the disciples were portrayed as fearful rather than bold (not flattering if one were inventing a myth), and the Gospel narrative remained restrained rather than embellished. These elements lend credibility to the claim: Jesus rose from the dead.

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Matched Against an Hour
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Matched Against an Hour

In today’s devotional, E. Stanley Jones takes us behind the scenes of a pivotal moment in Japan’s history following World War II—when the Emperor renounced his divinity. This declaration was more than political; it was spiritual and cultural surgery. Without it, Japan’s defeat could have festered into a myth of temporary loss, feeding a dangerous national pride rooted in divine identity. Instead, the Emperor’s admission became a national awakening and a doorway to renewal.

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When the Establishment is Wrong
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When the Establishment is Wrong

In today’s reflection from Ray Stedman, we see Peter and John respectfully standing their ground before religious authorities who demanded silence about Jesus. These apostles weren’t defiant in attitude, but they were unwavering in allegiance. Though the Sanhedrin were the official religious gatekeepers, the apostles recognized a higher call: to remain obedient to the God who had spoken clearly through His Son.

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