A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

A Place of Cleansing
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A Place of Cleansing

"Then the Lord said to Isaiah, 'Go out, you and your son Shear-Jashub, to meet Ahaz at the end of the aqueduct of the Upper Pool, on the road to the Launderer’s Field. Say to him, ‘Be careful, keep calm and don’t be afraid. Do not lose heart because of these two smoldering stubs of firewood—because of the fierce anger of Rezin and Aram and of the son of Remaliah.’”
—Isaiah 7:3-4

God’s direction to Isaiah was precise. He was to meet King Ahaz at a specific location—the end of the aqueduct of the Upper Pool, on the road to the Launderer’s Field. While it may seem like an incidental detail, every word in Scripture carries meaning, and this location was no exception. It was the place where two powerful symbols met: the flowing water of blessing from the Most High and the upward path of cleansing.

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Resting and Trusting in His Steady Hand
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Resting and Trusting in His Steady Hand

"Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for Him; do not fret when men prosper in their ways, when they carry out wicked schemes."Psalm 37:7 BSB

In the old creation, labor came first, followed by rest. But in Christ, we begin with rest and move into labor from that place of abiding. This is the pattern of the resurrection life—ceasing from our own striving and walking in the work He accomplishes through us.

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Poured Out for His Purpose
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Poured Out for His Purpose

"Yea, and if I be offered upon the sacrifice and service of your faith, I joy and rejoice with you all." — Philippians 2:17

Oswald Chambers challenges us with a question that cuts to the core of self-abandonment in Christ: Are we willing to be poured out for the sake of others, without recognition, without acknowledgment, without a sense of visible accomplishment? Or do we insist on defining the terms of our surrender, choosing a path of service that suits our preferences?

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Clothed in Humility: The Path to Grace
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Clothed in Humility: The Path to Grace

"Be clothed with humility, for 'God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble.'" (1 Peter 5:5)

Pride stands in direct opposition to the life God desires for us. It exalts self, deceives the heart, and leads to destruction. Yet, humility, the very opposite, positions us to receive God's abundant grace. As Scripture reveals, "When pride comes, then comes shame, but with the humble is wisdom" (Proverbs 11:2). The path to wisdom, honor, and grace is not found in lifting ourselves up, but in lowering ourselves before the Lord.

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Defective Beginning: The Need for Full Assurance in Christ
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Defective Beginning: The Need for Full Assurance in Christ

A secure foundation is necessary for steady growth. Many believers struggle with entering into the full reality of their new life in Christ because they are unsure of their salvation. They may acknowledge the forgiveness of their sins but hesitate to rest in their full acceptance in Christ. This uncertainty stunts their spiritual growth, leaving them unable to walk in the victory of Romans Six and Eight because they have not fully grasped the certainty of Romans Three, Four, and Five.

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Psychology and Biblical Counseling: Contextualization, Not Integration
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Psychology and Biblical Counseling: Contextualization, Not Integration

The relationship between psychology and biblical counseling has been a topic of debate for decades. Many Christian counselors struggle with how—or even whether—psychological insights should be incorporated into biblical counseling. Should psychology be integrated with biblical principles, or should it be viewed through the lens of Scripture and used in a limited way?

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Love Over Knowledge
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Love Over Knowledge

In 1 Corinthians 8, Paul addresses a pressing issue in the Corinthian church: whether Christians should eat food that has been sacrificed to idols. While some believers understood that idols were nothing and that eating such food had no spiritual significance, others—especially recent converts from paganism—still associated it with their former idolatrous practices. Paul’s response is clear: knowledge alone is not enough. Love for our brothers and sisters must guide our actions.

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Luke 1: The Dawn of Salvation
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Luke 1: The Dawn of Salvation

Luke’s Gospel begins with a carefully ordered account of God’s unfolding plan, revealing the dawn of salvation through the births of John the Baptist and Jesus Christ. These events are not isolated miracles but the fulfillment of divine promises, meticulously orchestrated to bring about redemption. Through the contrasting responses of Zechariah and Mary, we see the significance of faith and trust in God’s Word.

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The Gospel of Luke: The Assurance of God's Faithfulness
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The Gospel of Luke: The Assurance of God's Faithfulness

In a world where uncertainty often shakes even the most steadfast hearts, the Gospel of Luke stands as a testimony to the reliability of God’s promises. Luke wrote his account to provide assurance—assurance that Jesus is indeed the fulfillment of all that God has declared, and that those who trust in Him stand firmly within His eternal purposes. Unlike a mere historical record, this Gospel is a declaration of certainty in the face of doubt, stability in the midst of turmoil, and confidence in the reality of Christ’s redemptive work.

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Living in the Garden of Grace: Ambassadors for Christ
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Living in the Garden of Grace: Ambassadors for Christ

📖 Now then, we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God were pleading through us: we implore you on Christ’s behalf, be reconciled to God. — 2 Corinthians 5:20

When we were made new in Christ, we were not merely improved versions of our old selves. We became something entirely different—new creations, transformed and commissioned to represent Christ on this earth. Among the "new things" that define our life in Him is our role as ambassadors.

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No Condemnation in Christ
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No Condemnation in Christ

“There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.” —Romans 8:1

A life weighed down by condemnation is a life burdened by a weight it was never meant to carry. The feeling of unresolved guilt is like a heavy stone lodged deep in the soul—always present, always reminding. Many strive to rid themselves of it through effort, discipline, or even religious devotion, yet it remains, an unyielding witness to their insufficiency.

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A Heart Ready to Go
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A Heart Ready to Go

“Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, ‘Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?’ And I said, ‘Here am I. Send me!’ He said, ‘Go and tell this people: Be ever hearing, but never understanding; be ever seeing, but never perceiving.’”
Isaiah 6:8-9

When Isaiah stood before the Lord, his response was immediate and wholehearted. He did not hesitate, nor did he look for an excuse. Why? Because he had already encountered the holiness of God, recognized his own unworthiness, and received divine cleansing. The weight of his sin had been lifted. He knew he was forgiven, and from that place of certainty, he was ready to go wherever God sent him.

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Always With Us
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Always With Us

📖 “And surely I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” — Matthew 28:20 BSB

We do not follow a distant Savior who left us to navigate life alone. Christ is not merely a historical figure or a future hope—He is the ever-present Lord who lives within us. His promise is not just for the strong moments, the victories, or the peaceful seasons, but for every breath, every step, and every trial. "I am with you always." Not I was or I will be, but I am.

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Accessing Grace: The Path of Humility and Faith
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Accessing Grace: The Path of Humility and Faith

God’s abundant grace is not just a gift for salvation but an ever-present reality in our daily walk with Him. We entered into this grace through humility and faith, and we continue in it the same way. “God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble” (James 4:6). The moment we step into self-sufficiency, we place ourselves in opposition to the very grace that enables us to live the life Christ intends. But when we embrace humility—acknowledging our utter dependence on Him—we find ourselves continually supplied with grace upon grace.

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Freedom’s Foundation: Living from the Cross
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Freedom’s Foundation: Living from the Cross

“I have been crucified with Christ, and I myself no longer live.” (Galatians 2:20, WMS)

At the moment of salvation, many believers experience a sense of victory, thinking that their struggles with sin and self are forever behind them. Yet, as time passes, they find the world’s pull and their own fleshly tendencies creeping back in. Instinctively, they double down on self-effort—trying harder, resolving to do better, determined to live a victorious Christian life. But this struggle, no matter how sincere, always ends in frustration. Why? Because victory is not found in effort, but in the Cross.

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Seeking Our Perfection in Christ
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Seeking Our Perfection in Christ

Many have stumbled into the trap of self-declared perfection, convinced that their own efforts or understanding have brought them to a place of holiness. Yet, as E. Stanley Jones wisely points out, any self-focused attempt at perfection ultimately collapses under the weight of reality. The universe simply will not support a claim that places us at the center.

Scripture offers a different way—consider yourself dead to sin and alive to God in Christ Jesus (Romans 6:11). The key is in those last two words: in Christ. Perfection, righteousness, and life itself are not ours to manufacture; they are realities found in Him. To step into self-reliance is to step out of that reality, losing sight of the only true source of holiness.

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Seeking the Lord with Confidence
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Seeking the Lord with Confidence

Jehoshaphat’s return from battle was not a triumphant homecoming. The prophet Jehu met him with a rebuke: "Should you help the wicked and love those who hate the Lord? Because of this, wrath has gone out against you from the Lord." (2 Chron. 19:2). It was a sharp correction, a reminder that his misguided alliance with Ahab had consequences. And yet, God’s mercy shone through: "Nevertheless, some good is found in you, for you destroyed the Asherahs out of the land, and have set your heart to seek God." (v. 3).

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The Scattering of the Unfaithful and the Salvation of the Remnant
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The Scattering of the Unfaithful and the Salvation of the Remnant

The Lord commanded Ezekiel to act out a prophetic warning through a striking image—shaving his head and beard, dividing the hair into three portions. Each portion represented a different fate for the people of Jerusalem: fire within the city, death by the sword, and scattering to the wind. Yet, in His instruction, the Lord also directed Ezekiel to preserve a small remnant, tucking it into the folds of his garment. Even in judgment, there was mercy.

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The Lament of a Suffering Soul
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The Lament of a Suffering Soul

Job, once a man of great honor and wealth, now finds himself in the depths of suffering. He turns his lament from his friends to God Himself, grappling with his fleeting existence and questioning the fairness of his pain. In his despair, he likens his life to that of a slave laboring without reward, a sick man waiting for the inevitable, or a cloud vanishing in the wind. He wonders—if God's promises are true, how can this be?

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Living in the Garden of Grace: A Higher Level of Thinking and Living
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Living in the Garden of Grace: A Higher Level of Thinking and Living

“For My thoughts are not your thoughts, Nor are your ways My ways,” says the LORD. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, So are My ways higher than your ways, And My thoughts than your thoughts.” — Isaiah 55:8-9

Our natural inclination is to assess life through the lens of personal logic, comfort, and understanding. Like Paul, we may encounter situations where our first response is, This must change. Yet, God invites us into a higher way of thinking—a perspective that aligns with His wisdom rather than our own.

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