A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

In Light of His Majesty
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In Light of His Majesty

📖 Woe to me! I cried. I am ruined! For I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips, and my eyes have seen the King, the Lord Almighty.Isaiah 6:5

Isaiah’s vision of the Lord was a moment of awakening—he saw the splendor of God’s holiness, and instantly, the true state of his own heart became clear. In that holy light, self-assurance crumbled. What once seemed sufficient was now exposed as unclean.

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Walking by Faith, Not by Sight
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Walking by Faith, Not by Sight

"By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his inheritance, obeyed and went, without knowing where he was going." — Hebrews 11:8 BSB

Faith does not demand sight, nor does it require explanations. It rests securely in the One who calls, trusting that His way is sure, even when the path is unseen. Abraham stepped forward into the unknown, not with a map in hand, but with confidence in the voice that beckoned him forward.

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Overmastered by Love
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Overmastered by Love

📖 “For the love of Christ constraineth us.” — 2 Corinthians 5:14

Oswald Chambers describes the overwhelming force of Christ’s love as something that held Paul in a grip so firm that nothing else on his horizon could compete. Paul wasn’t motivated by personal gain, religious duty, or even the rewards of heaven. He was utterly consumed by the reality of Christ’s love—a love so compelling that it dictated every thought, action, and response.

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Living by Grace: Resting in His Ability
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Living by Grace: Resting in His Ability

"The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all…For you know the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ…And God is able to make all grace abound toward you."
Revelation 22:21; 2 Corinthians 8:9; 9:8

The Christian life is not a system to master or a technique to perfect—it is a life lived in union with a Person. The grace we need for every moment flows from Christ Himself, not from our own striving. When Paul repeatedly closes his letters with "The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all," it is no mere formality. It is a divine reminder that every step of our journey must be sustained by the life of Christ within us.

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Need, Then Supply
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Need, Then Supply

“Not as though I had already attained... but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which also I am apprehended of Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 3:12)

There is a divine order in our growth: need, then supply. The Lord does not flood us with abundance before we recognize our emptiness. First, He reveals our lack—our utter inability to live the Christian life in our own strength. This realization may shake us, even discourage us at first, but in His wisdom, it is the very door to freedom.

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Did Jesus Call the Church to Engage in Political Activism? Examining Eric Metaxas’ Call to “Defend the Unborn”
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Did Jesus Call the Church to Engage in Political Activism? Examining Eric Metaxas’ Call to “Defend the Unborn”

Eric Metaxas, in Letter to the American Church, asserts that "God calls us to defend the unborn." While this statement aligns with the biblical view that life is sacred and that God forms human beings in the womb (Psalm 139:13-16; Jeremiah 1:5), the method by which Christians should engage with this issue raises an important question:

Did Jesus, during His earthly ministry, advocate for His followers to engage in cultural and political battles to bring about moral change?

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Should the Church Engage in Cultural Warfare? A Biblical Examination of Eric Metaxas' Letter to the American Church and Its Implications
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Should the Church Engage in Cultural Warfare? A Biblical Examination of Eric Metaxas' Letter to the American Church and Its Implications

Eric Metaxas’ Letter to the American Church delivers a passionate plea for the modern church to take a stand against cultural and political decline. Drawing parallels between the American church today and the German church of the 1930s, Metaxas argues that silence in the face of evil is complicity. His thesis is simple: just as the German church failed to resist Hitler and suffered the consequences, the American church must not repeat the same mistake by remaining passive in the face of moral and ideological shifts.

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Faithful Stewardship in Marriage and Singleness
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Faithful Stewardship in Marriage and Singleness

In 1 Corinthians 7, Paul provides guidance on marriage, singleness, and how believers should approach these aspects of life with an eternal perspective. While the Corinthians seemed to lean toward extreme views—either treating marriage as unnecessary or undervaluing singleness—Paul brings a balanced, Christ-centered wisdom. He affirms the goodness of marriage, the calling of singleness, and the principle of remaining in the state in which God has called each person.

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A New Heart, Not Just New Habits
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A New Heart, Not Just New Habits

Come now, let us settle the matter, says the Lord. Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool. If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the good things of the land; but if you resist and rebel, you will be devoured by the sword. For the mouth of the Lord has spoken.
—Isaiah 1:18-20

The struggle to change is a universal human experience. Many try to clean up their lives—breaking bad habits, making resolutions, striving to be better. But as Isaiah reveals, the issue isn’t just our behavior; it's the condition of our hearts. The root of our struggle isn’t merely what we do but who we are apart from God.

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The Freedom of the Bondslave
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The Freedom of the Bondslave

"It shall not be this way among you. Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, and whoever wants to be first among you must be your slave—"
— Matthew 20:26-27 (BSB)

The world often measures greatness by power, influence, and personal achievement. Yet, Jesus turns this notion on its head, declaring that true greatness is found in servanthood. The highest form of service is not merely fulfilling duties but becoming a bondslave—one who willingly surrenders their rights out of love and devotion.

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Mother Teresa, Christopher Hitchens, and the Meaning of True Compassion
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Mother Teresa, Christopher Hitchens, and the Meaning of True Compassion

Christopher Hitchens, the late atheist and intellectual provocateur, was one of the most vocal critics of Mother Teresa. Among his many critiques, one of his most striking statements was:

“She was not a friend of the poor. She was a friend of poverty.”

Hitchens argued that Mother Teresa did not seek to alleviate poverty in any systemic way but instead glorified suffering, seeing it as a spiritual virtue rather than a problem to be solved. He contended that she did not strive to end the suffering of the poor but instead perpetuated it by upholding a theology that viewed suffering as redemptive.

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The Constraint of the Call
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The Constraint of the Call

“Woe is unto me, if I preach not the gospel!” — 1 Corinthians 9:16

There is a moment when the call of God grips a person so deeply that it becomes an undeniable reality, shaping the course of their life. Paul speaks of this constraint—not as a mere obligation but as an internal fire that will not let him go. It is not simply a duty to share Christ but a deep, abiding compulsion born from his union with Christ Himself.

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Spiritual Strength vs. Physical Strength: Understanding God's Sufficiency
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Spiritual Strength vs. Physical Strength: Understanding God's Sufficiency

When we think of strength, our minds often turn to physical endurance—the ability to carry out daily tasks, work tirelessly, and maintain vitality. However, Scripture reveals that God’s promise of strength extends far beyond the limitations of the body. While physical strength inevitably diminishes, spiritual strength in Christ is inexhaustible. The question we must ask is this: When God speaks of renewing our strength and providing power to the weak, is He referring to bodily stamina, or is He pointing us to a greater reality—one that is rooted in His indwelling life?

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Strength in Weakness
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Strength in Weakness

"My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness"…He gives power to the weak, and to those who have no might He increases strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall, But those who wait on the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.
— 2 Corinthians 12:9 and Isaiah 40:29-31

Our natural instinct, when faced with challenges, is often to rely on our own strength or lament our weakness. We either attempt to push through in self-sufficiency or resign ourselves to failure, believing that we are too frail to endure. But the Lord makes it abundantly clear that neither human effort nor despair is the answer.

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Fact Finding: Growing by Seeing
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Fact Finding: Growing by Seeing

"Grace and peace be multiplied unto you through the knowledge of God, and of Jesus our Lord" (2 Peter 1:2).

We can never overvalue the hunger for God’s Word, for this hunger is the work of the Spirit drawing us into deeper knowledge of Christ. While salvation is a gift received apart from extensive Bible knowledge, spiritual maturity is inseparable from a steadfast pursuit of Scripture. Through His Word, God has granted us exceeding great and precious promises, and by these, we partake of the divine nature (2 Peter 1:4).

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Settling Disputes, Living as Saints, and Honoring God with Our Bodies
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Settling Disputes, Living as Saints, and Honoring God with Our Bodies

Paul’s words to the Corinthians in 1 Corinthians 6 expose a troubling issue in the early church—believers taking each other to court before unbelievers. The underlying problem, however, wasn’t just about legal disputes; it revealed a deeper issue of misplaced priorities, greed, and a failure to live out the reality of their identity in Christ. Furthermore, Paul addresses the broader theme of how Christians should live in light of their union with Christ, including purity in both their actions and their bodies.

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The Empty Tomb and the Call to Proclaim
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The Empty Tomb and the Call to Proclaim

The morning dawns on the first day of the week, and the women set out to the tomb, their hearts heavy with grief. Their greatest concern is the immovable stone sealing the entrance, a fitting picture of human inability to overcome death’s finality. But as they arrive, they find that God has already acted—the stone is rolled away, the tomb is empty, and an angelic messenger proclaims the unthinkable: "He has risen!"

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The Human Problem: The Root of Our Struggles
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The Human Problem: The Root of Our Struggles

Woe to the sinful nation, a people whose guilt is great, a brood of evildoers, children given to corruption! They have forsaken the Lord; they have spurned the Holy One of Israel and turned their backs on him.
—Isaiah 1:4

The world often attempts to diagnose its brokenness through politics, psychology, and philosophy, yet it refuses to acknowledge the one diagnosis that has stood true since the dawn of time: humanity’s core problem is sin. Sin is not just wrongdoing—it is independence from God, a condition that leaves man grasping at self-made solutions while rejecting the very source of life.

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Union, Not Attainment
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Union, Not Attainment

“It is because of Him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God: our righteousness, holiness, and redemption.”1 Corinthians 1:30 BSB

So many approach the Christian life as if climbing a ladder to holiness, striving for righteousness as though it were a distant peak to be conquered. They make progress, only to stumble, rising again with renewed effort—until exhaustion sets in. Eventually, some collapse under the weight of their repeated failures, resigning themselves to the belief that sanctification is beyond their grasp.

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The One True Message
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The One True Message

“For Christ sent me not to baptize, but to preach the gospel." — 1 Corinthians 1:17

Paul’s life was singular in purpose—he was not called to build a following, create movements, or even emphasize personal transformation as the ultimate goal. He was called to proclaim the reality of Redemption in Christ. The Gospel is not about self-improvement or even our sanctification—it is the declaration of Christ's finished work, the proclamation that God has reconciled the world to Himself through Jesus.

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