A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Humble Hearts and Divine Mercy
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Humble Hearts and Divine Mercy

Rehoboam’s reign presents us with a story of warning and hope. The Chronicler highlights a clear cycle at play: sin, divine discipline, humble repentance, and God’s merciful deliverance. Rehoboam and Judah abandoned the law of the Lord, inviting disaster in the form of Shishak’s attack. Yet even in their failure, God’s mercy shines when Rehoboam and the leaders humbled themselves. This act of repentance averted total destruction, demonstrating the unchanging character of God—just and merciful, ready to respond to a humble heart.

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Lamentations 4: Fragile Glory and Unshakable Hope
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Lamentations 4: Fragile Glory and Unshakable Hope

"The Lord’s anointed, our very life breath, was caught in their traps. We thought that under his shadow we would live among the nations."
Lamentations 4:20

The fall of Jerusalem, vividly described in Lamentations 4, is a sobering picture of humanity’s frailty when stripped of God’s sustaining grace. Gold has lost its luster. Children starve. The once-proud priests are now defiled, and the people who were once radiant in appearance are reduced to shadows of their former selves. Everything precious and dignified is brought to ruin.

This chapter is a warning and a reminder: our humanity and dignity are not self-sustaining. Like a ship built for calm waters, we often don’t realize how fragile we are until the storm hits. Stripped of God’s provision, even the strongest can collapse under the weight of suffering.

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Job: Faith Tested and True
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Job: Faith Tested and True

The opening chapter of Job introduces us to an extraordinary man who is described as “blameless and upright.” Job isn’t perfect, but his life reflects integrity, both inwardly and outwardly. He is faithful to God, prosperous in all he does, and vigilant in his care for his family. Yet, despite his exemplary life, Job is thrust into unimaginable suffering as Satan challenges the authenticity of his faith.

The scene in heaven reminds us of a courtroom drama. God presents Job as a living testimony of faith, while Satan—the accuser—insists that Job’s devotion is conditional, rooted only in his blessings. To test this, God permits Satan to strip away Job’s wealth, his children, and his security.

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Addressing the Question of Innocent Suffering Through the Book of Job
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Addressing the Question of Innocent Suffering Through the Book of Job

The question of why the innocent suffer is one of the most difficult and emotional challenges posed to belief in God. Atheists may use this question to argue that a good and all-powerful God cannot exist if suffering, especially the suffering of the innocent, persists. The book of Job provides a robust, God-centered framework for addressing this issue—not by offering simplistic answers, but by shifting the focus from human reasoning to God's character, sovereignty, and ultimate purposes.

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Seeing God Through the Darkness
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Seeing God Through the Darkness

The book of Job invites us to wrestle with life’s hardest questions—not just about suffering, but about God Himself. Job’s story opens with a man who, though blameless and upright, is plunged into profound suffering. This is not a story of karma or cause and effect; instead, it confronts us with the mystery of a sovereign God who governs the universe with perfect wisdom and justice.

At its heart, the book of Job is about worship in the midst of darkness. Job’s trials strip him of every earthly comfort, yet through it all, God remains the focus. The story reminds us that the world is not a vending machine dispensing rewards for good behavior and punishment for sin; it is a place governed by God’s wisdom, where His purposes transcend our understanding.

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Continuing in Him: Embracing the Journey Through the Desert
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Continuing in Him: Embracing the Journey Through the Desert

"The foundation of God stands sure, having this seal: The Lord knows those who are His." — 2 Timothy 2:19

The Christian life often begins with a burst of excitement, much like the enthusiasm of a hiker setting off on a scenic trail. But as the trail stretches on, it winds into desolate landscapes—the desert, where the ground is cracked, the air feels dry, and progress seems painstakingly slow. The early zeal of “doing” begins to fade, replaced by God’s invitation to simply be.

This desert experience isn’t accidental; it is intentional. Our Father leads us through these dry and barren places not to abandon us but to form us. It’s here, when the externals are stripped away, that He teaches us to love and trust Him for who He is, not for what He gives. It’s in the desert where the shift begins—from clinging to gifts and blessings to embracing the Giver Himself.

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Living in the Garden of Grace: Don’t Dilute the Message
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Living in the Garden of Grace: Don’t Dilute the Message

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new."
2 Corinthians 5:17

In Living in the Garden of Grace, we are reminded that the message of being "in Christ" is far deeper than Christ living in us and through us. It is about the entire reality of our union with Him—crucifixion, burial, and resurrection—bringing about a new creation. This union transforms every aspect of our lives, rooting us firmly in the truth that "all things are of God" (2 Corinthians 5:18).

Imagine a branch grafted into a healthy, flourishing vine. The branch doesn’t merely survive by the life of the vine coursing through it—it becomes one with the vine. Its identity is no longer separate but fully connected. The life it produces—its leaves, blossoms, and fruit—are all expressions of the vine’s life, not its own.

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True Freedom: Living the Life We Were Meant to Live
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True Freedom: Living the Life We Were Meant to Live

"Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free."
John 8:32

Freedom is a word that resonates deeply within all of us. We long to live unburdened, to experience life as it was meant to be. Jesus, speaking to those who believed Him, offers a roadmap to true freedom: belief, continuing in His Word, knowing the truth, and being set free.

Imagine your life as a tightly coiled spring. When wound with fear, guilt, anger, or pride, the spring loses its ability to expand and function as it was designed. But Jesus promises that His truth releases the tension, uncoils the spring, and allows you to operate as you were meant to—free, unburdened, and fully alive.

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Freely Given, Freely Shared
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Freely Given, Freely Shared

"Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse the lepers, drive out demons. Freely you have received; freely give."
Matthew 10:8 (BSB)

Picture a farmer who has been blessed with an abundant harvest. His fields overflow with golden grain, far more than he or his family could ever consume. To hoard it all for himself would not only be selfish but wasteful. Instead, he shares his bounty with neighbors in need, knowing that the blessings he’s received were never meant to stop with him.

In the same way, when God pours His grace, healing, or sanctification into our lives, it is not meant to be kept hidden or reserved for ourselves alone. It is a trust—a divine abundance entrusted to us for the benefit of others. When we’ve experienced His work in our lives, whether it’s healing, freedom, or a deeper knowledge of His return, we become stewards of that truth.

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Rising Above: The Freedom of Letting Go
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Rising Above: The Freedom of Letting Go

"I know a man in Christ who fourteen years ago was caught up to the third heaven. Whether it was in the body or out of it I do not know, but God knows."
2 Corinthians 12:2 (BSB)

There is something uniquely liberating about losing oneself—not in the sense of despair, but in surrendering the weight of self-focus to the Lord. The heaviness of self-consciousness can feel like trudging through a dense forest, every step tangled in vines of worry, suffering, and personal struggle. Yet, when we stop focusing inward and lift our gaze upward, we find ourselves standing in a clearing, light pouring down and the way forward made clear.

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The Overmastering Direction
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The Overmastering Direction

"I have appeared unto thee for this purpose, to make thee a minister and a witness."
Acts 26:16

When Paul encountered Christ on the road to Damascus, his life was completely and irrevocably redirected. That moment wasn’t a fleeting experience or an emotional high; it was a divine commissioning that left Paul entirely overmastered by the purposes of Jesus. The Lord’s words were clear—Paul’s life was no longer his own. His calling wasn’t about a cause or a doctrine; it was about a Person. Everything he did, everything he was, became consumed by his relationship with Jesus.

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Living the Abundant Life: Daily Steps with Christ
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Living the Abundant Life: Daily Steps with Christ

"If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow Me"…be filled with the Spirit…"I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly."
—Luke 9:23; Ephesians 5:18; John 10:10

The call to follow Jesus as His disciple is not reserved for a select few or cloaked in mystery. It is the invitation extended to every believer: to live as servants of the new covenant, walking in the fullness of life that Jesus came to provide. Whether we refer to it as discipleship, the Spirit-filled life, or the abundant life, the central truth remains the same—this life is not fueled by self-effort but by God's unlimited resources.

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Abide in Abundance: Resting in the Vine
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Abide in Abundance: Resting in the Vine

"Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in Me."
John 15:4

Picture a branch, full of leaves and fruit, attached to a strong, healthy vine. That branch doesn’t labor or strain to produce its fruit—it simply abides, drawing life and nourishment from the vine. Its role is not to create, but to receive and display the quality of the vine’s life.

In the same way, our lives as believers reflect the life of Christ when we abide in Him. We don’t produce the fruit ourselves. Love, joy, peace, patience, and all the rest are not things we manufacture—they are the overflow of His life through us. The quality and abundance of fruit in our lives depend entirely on the life of the Vine, Jesus Christ.

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Following Jesus on the Road to the Cross
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Following Jesus on the Road to the Cross

As Jesus walked the road to Jerusalem, His path was marked by encounters that revealed the radical nature of His mission. Whether debating with the Pharisees, blessing children, or healing Bartimaeus, every step pointed to the upside-down kingdom He came to establish. This kingdom would not be built by human ambition or wealth but by servanthood, sacrifice, and faith.

In Mark 10, we see Jesus challenging worldly values, inviting His disciples—and us—to abandon our preoccupations with power, possessions, and personal gain. He invites us instead to follow Him, trusting in the ultimate ransom He provides through His death and resurrection.

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Faith Amid Tears
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Faith Amid Tears

"Because of the Lord’s faithful love we do not perish, for his mercies never end. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness!"Lamentations 3:22–23

Lamentations 3 captures a profound paradox of human suffering: deep anguish mingled with steadfast hope. The poet’s lament begins with a heart-wrenching recounting of personal pain, much like the cry of Psalm 22. Yet, as the chapter unfolds, we are drawn into a resolute confidence in God’s compassion, faithfulness, and sovereignty.

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Love’s Unquenchable Flame
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Love’s Unquenchable Flame

"Place me like a seal over your heart, like a seal on your arm; for love is as strong as death, its jealousy unyielding as the grave. It burns like blazing fire, like a mighty flame."
Song of Solomon 8:6

The concluding verses of Song of Solomon paint a vivid picture of love—a love that is unyielding, pure, and enduring. This love, described as a blazing fire, reflects both the passion of marital love and the sacrificial love of Christ for His bride, the Church. It is a love that cannot be bought, extinguished, or diminished—a divine gift meant to sustain and flourish.

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The Unseen Hand of God: Averted War and True Worship
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The Unseen Hand of God: Averted War and True Worship

When Rehoboam gathered an army to reclaim the northern tribes, it seemed inevitable that civil war would break out among God’s people. Yet, in a remarkable turn of events, God intervened through the prophet Shemaiah, declaring, “This is my doing” (2 Chronicles 11:4). The rebellion and division were not random acts of chaos but part of God’s sovereign plan. What seemed like a moment of discord was, in fact, orchestrated by the unseen hand of God for purposes that were beyond human understanding.

Even in the chaos of political division, some hearts remained steadfast. The priests and Levites, who could have sought personal comfort by aligning with Jeroboam’s false worship, instead chose to honor God by returning to Jerusalem, the true center of worship. Their loyalty to God over convenience is a striking reminder for us today.

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Faithful in the Smallest Details
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Faithful in the Smallest Details

“Greet one another with a holy kiss. All the churches of Christ send greetings.”
Romans 16:16

Romans 16 may seem, at first glance, like a simple list of names—a closing roll call that wraps up Paul’s grand theological masterpiece. Yet this chapter is far from mere formality. It’s a rich testament to the beauty of gospel community, the value of individual faithfulness, and the interconnectedness of God’s people.

Imagine a quilt—each patch unique in its color and pattern, yet when stitched together, it creates something far greater than its individual parts. The names in this chapter, stitched together by Paul’s words, form a picture of the Church: diverse in background, role, and personality, but united in Christ.

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Cultivated to Cultivate: Becoming a Watered Garden
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Cultivated to Cultivate: Becoming a Watered Garden

"The Lord will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail."
Isaiah 58:11

Imagine a master gardener, lovingly tending to a barren plot of land. At first glance, the soil seems dry and lifeless, but the gardener sees its hidden potential. With patience and care, he digs deep, removing weeds, rocks, and anything that hinders growth. Slowly but surely, that barren land is transformed into a flourishing, fruitful garden.

In much the same way, God, the divine Husbandman, begins His work in us by cultivating our hearts. This process often starts by digging downward, revealing the depths of our self-life—our pride, independence, and misplaced priorities. While this cultivation can be uncomfortable and even painful, it is a necessary preparation for His greater purpose: to grow Christ in us and ultimately through us for the benefit of others.

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Living in the Garden of Grace: Becoming the Righteousness of God
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Living in the Garden of Grace: Becoming the Righteousness of God

"For He made Him who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him."2 Corinthians 5:21

The miracle of the exchanged life is that God took our sin, placed it upon Christ, and now extends to us His righteousness—not as something we earn or create, but as a gift to receive continually. Becoming the righteousness of God means embodying His righteousness, just as Jesus embodied our sin on the cross.

This is not a one-time transaction. Romans 5:17 reveals the key: "Much more those who receive abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness will reign in life through the One, Jesus Christ." The verb “receive” is in the Greek tense of continual action, signifying an ongoing posture of receiving, not achieving.

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