A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship
“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20
From the blog
The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy
In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.
A Glorious Worship and A Call to Faithfulness
When Solomon completed the temple, God showed His approval in a stunning display: fire descended from heaven, consuming the sacrifices, and His glory filled the temple. The people responded with worship, falling on their faces in thanksgiving and reverence, their hearts overflowing with joy. This moment was not just about the grandeur of the ceremony; it was a astonishing reminder of God's faithfulness to His covenant and His dwelling among His people.
As the festivities concluded, the Lord met Solomon again, affirming His promises and issuing solemn warnings. The blessings of God's presence were tied to the people's faithfulness, their humility, and their repentance when they strayed. If they turned to Him in prayer and sought His face, He promised restoration and forgiveness. But the warnings were just as clear: forsaking God would bring devastating consequences, including exile and the destruction of the temple.
Living Sacrifices: A Life Offered to God
"Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship."
— Romans 12:1
Imagine a potter working diligently at the wheel, shaping a lump of clay into a beautiful vessel. The clay doesn’t resist or demand control over the process; it simply yields to the potter’s hands. This is the picture Paul gives us in Romans 12. Our lives are to be offered to God as a living sacrifice—fully yielded, allowing Him to shape and use us for His purposes.
Breaking Free from Overthinking: Finding Rest in Christ’s Grace
Overthinking—it’s something most of us wrestle with at one time or another. Recently, Jordan Peterson suggested that overthinking stems from being deeply hurt by someone in your life. While this psychological insight resonates with many, as Christians, we have a unique perspective on the root of overthinking and the hope of healing through Christ.
Let’s explore the connection between past hurts and overthinking, and how God’s grace frees us from this exhausting mental spiral.
Discipleship: The Path of the Cross
"Then Jesus told his disciples, 'If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.'”
— Matthew 16:24
Imagine a river flowing through a dry, barren desert. Along its banks, life begins to flourish—trees grow tall, the ground turns green, and birds find shelter in the shade. The river does not create life by itself but brings the water that enables it. Likewise, our discipleship springs from the life of Christ flowing through us. The cross is the channel through which this life comes.
Living in the Garden of Grace: Spreading the Word
"I have sent Timothy to you, who is my beloved and faithful son in the Lord, who will remind you of my ways in Christ, as I teach everywhere in every church."
— 1 Corinthians 4:17
The Apostle Paul’s ministry was marked by an unwavering commitment to spreading the life of grace. Wherever he went, whether publicly or from house to house, Paul proclaimed the whole counsel of God, reminding believers of their identity in Christ and their participation in His death, burial, and resurrection.
Paul’s passion was not to keep this truth to himself but to spread it like seeds cast across a field. He sent Timothy to the Corinthians not with a new message but to remind them of what Paul lived and taught everywhere: that their lives were now hidden in Christ, the true source of all life and transformation.
To Whom Shall We Go?
"You do not want to leave too, do you?" Jesus asked the Twelve. Simon Peter answered him, "Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life. We have come to believe and to know that you are the Holy One of God."
—John 6:67-69
The words of Simon Peter strike a chord deep within the heart of every believer: Lord, to whom shall we go? This question, born out of reflection and conviction, is not just a declaration of loyalty but a testimony to the incomparable nature of Christ.
Peter’s response captures the essence of following Jesus: there is no viable alternative. Jesus alone speaks the words that pierce through the fog of life, revealing truth, hope, and eternal purpose. His life demonstrates a holiness and love that cannot be matched.
A Window to Abundance
"Bring the full tithe into the storehouse, so that there may be food in My house. Test Me in this,” says the LORD of Hosts. “See if I will not open the windows of heaven and pour out for you blessing without measure."
— Malachi 3:10 (BSB)
Trials can feel like locked doors—unyielding barriers that stand between us and relief. Yet, God’s Word invites us to view them differently. They are not locked doors but windows—windows through which God pours out His abundant blessings when we trust Him and respond in faith.
This verse in Malachi is a bold call to trust God completely, to step out in obedience even when circumstances feel uncertain. The old man’s wisdom mentioned in A.B. Simpson’s devotional highlights a striking truth: when trials test us, it’s the perfect moment to test God’s promises—not out of doubt, but in confidence that He is faithful.
Vision and Darkness: Trusting in the Waiting
"An horror of great darkness fell upon him."
— Genesis 15:12
God often grants His children a vision, a glimpse of His plans and purposes, only for that vision to be followed by a season of darkness. In these moments, it may seem like the light has disappeared, leaving us to navigate through uncertainty. Yet, as Oswald Chambers insightfully observes, this darkness isn’t a punishment but a preparation. It’s a sacred space where self-sufficiency is stripped away, and we learn to lean entirely on God.
The Covenant of Grace: A New Way to Live
“The LORD gave me the two tablets of stone, the tablets of the covenant… For the law was given through Moses, but grace and truth came through Jesus Christ… This cup is the new covenant in My blood.”
— Deuteronomy 9:11; John 1:17; Luke 22:20
Imagine a vineyard on a hillside, its rows of vines perfectly aligned. Under the Old Covenant, God’s law served as the trellis—a rigid structure outlining the standard of holiness, love, and godly character. It was immovable, revealing the way God desired His people to grow. Yet, the trellis itself couldn’t produce fruit. No matter how sturdy or well-placed, it was powerless to bring forth the life that would yield a bountiful harvest.
Not “How?” – But “What?”
"And God is able to make all grace abound toward you."
—2 Corinthians 9:8
Imagine a child on a long journey with their father. The father has already prepared every detail—packed the bags, mapped the route, and planned the stops. The child might wonder, How will we get there? What if something goes wrong?Yet the father simply asks the child to trust him, reminding them, "I’ve got it all covered."
This is the heart of today’s passage. As believers, we often waste energy on how God will accomplish His promises instead of resting in the certainty of what He has promised. Our Father has made it clear: He is able to make all grace abound toward us.
From Death to Life: Trusting the One Who Restores
"He said to her, 'Daughter, your faith has healed you. Go in peace and be freed from your suffering.'"
— Mark 5:34
In Mark 5, we encounter two desperate situations—a man tormented by a legion of demons and a father pleading for his dying daughter. Both stories reveal the undeniable truth: Jesus alone has the authority to bring life where death and despair reign.
The demon-possessed man lived among the tombs, a picture of being alive yet surrounded by death, chained by forces beyond his control. But Jesus, with a word, shattered those chains and restored him to life among the living. This once-tormented man longed to follow Jesus, yet Jesus entrusted him with something even more significant: to proclaim what God had done in his life to his family and community. His deliverance wasn’t just personal—it was meant to ripple outward, bringing hope to others.
The Fall of Babylon: Trusting in God's Sovereign Justice
The fall of Babylon in Jeremiah 50–51 serves as a powerful reminder of God’s sovereign justice. Babylon, once a symbol of human pride and rebellion against God (beginning with the Tower of Babel in Genesis 11 and extending to the Babylon of Revelation 17–18), stood as the supreme representation of the world’s defiance against God’s kingdom. Yet, no empire, no matter how powerful, can stand against God’s rule.
The people of Israel had suffered greatly under Babylon’s might. Their temple lay in ruins, their city destroyed, and they were exiles in a foreign land. Yet God assured them that Babylon’s triumph was temporary. The very gods Babylon trusted in—Marduk, known as Bel—would be brought low. Babylon's rise was never outside of God's control, and its fall was certain.
The Pursuit of Love and the Joy of Union
In Song of Solomon 3:1–5, we witness the woman’s relentless search for her beloved. Her longing is so deep that she boldly ventures into the city streets alone, defying social norms in her desperate desire to find him. Whether this is a vivid dream or a real search, it vividly captures the heart’s deep yearning for union and intimacy.
Her search ends in a joyful embrace—she finds him and clings to him, determined never to let him go. She longs to bring him into her most personal and secure space—her mother’s house, the place where her life began. This intimate setting symbolizes not only romantic love but the desire for lasting closeness, security, and belonging.
Resting in God’s Sovereign Plan: Trusting His Faithfulness in Every Season
At the dedication of the temple, Solomon offered a prayer that beautifully captured the essence of Israel’s relationship with God. He praised God for His unwavering covenant faithfulness and earnestly asked for His continued presence among His people. Solomon understood that the temple wasn’t merely a grand structure but a symbol of God dwelling with His people—a place where prayers would rise and where mercy would be found.
Yet, Solomon also acknowledged that this relationship required wholehearted devotion. The promise God made to David was secure, but it carried the expectation that David’s descendants would walk faithfully with Him. This tension between God’s promises and human responsibility highlights a reality that still speaks to us today.
Set Apart to Live Fully for God
"Sanctify them by Your truth. Your word is truth. As You sent Me into the world, I also have sent them into the world. And for their sakes I sanctify Myself, that they also may be sanctified by the truth."
— John 17:17–19
Just moments before His arrest and crucifixion, Jesus prayed for His disciples—not for their safety or success, but for their sanctification. His heart longed for them to be fully set apart for God, shaped by the truth of His Word.
Sanctification means being set apart, not in isolation but in purpose. It is God calling us out of the world to belong entirely to Him. In one sense, this was accomplished the moment we placed our faith in Christ. Yet in another, it’s something that unfolds in our daily living as we grow in our awareness and surrender to God’s purposes.
Fully Nourished in Christ: Living by His Life
"Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood remains in me, and I in them."
— John 6:56
At first glance, Jesus’ words in John 6 may seem unsettling. To His audience, the idea of eating His flesh and drinking His blood was offensive and deeply misunderstood. Yet Jesus was speaking about something far more significant than physical nourishment—He was revealing the essential truth of what it means to live in intimate union with Him.
Just as bread and water sustain the body, Jesus offers Himself as the true sustenance for the soul. His life becomes our life. His strength becomes our strength. His peace becomes our peace. This isn’t merely symbolic; it’s a living reality. Jesus invites us to share in His very life, moment by moment, drawing from His endless well of grace and truth.
Provision Before We Ask: Trusting God's Foresight
"But so that we may not offend them, go to the sea, cast a hook, and take the first fish you catch. When you open its mouth, you will find a four-drachma coin. Take it and give it to them for My tax and yours."
— Matthew 17:27 (BSB)
In this quiet moment by the sea, Jesus reveals something extraordinary about God’s provision. Before Peter even voiced his concern about the temple tax, Jesus had already prepared the answer. He didn’t hand Peter a coin directly; instead, He invited Peter to trust and obey—to cast a line and receive from God’s creation exactly what was needed.
This is the heart of our God: He anticipates every need long before we do. Like a skilled gardener who plants seeds ahead of the season, God sows provision into our lives in ways we can’t yet see. Peter’s solution wasn’t found in stored wealth or frantic planning but in obedience to Jesus' simple instruction.
It Is the Lord: A Life That Satisfies Him
"Thomas answered and said to Him, 'My Lord and my God!'"
— John 20:28
In the busyness of life and ministry, it’s easy to fall into the trap of doing for Jesus rather than simply being with Him. Oswald Chambers points out that the greatest competitor to devotion to Christ isn’t sin or distraction—it’s often our service for Him. We can mistakenly believe that our value comes from what we accomplish in His name rather than from a heart fully surrendered to Him.
Jesus didn’t call us to merely complete tasks but to satisfy His heart with our undivided devotion. He desires our presence more than our performance. He longs for hearts that overflow with love and loyalty, not just hands busy with service.
Walking in Grace: Trusting the Spirit for Daily Living
"For what the law could not do in that it was weak through the flesh, God did by sending His own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh, on account of sin: He condemned sin in the flesh, that the righteous requirement of the law might be fulfilled in us who do not walk according to the flesh but according to the Spirit."
— Romans 8:3–4
The law, in all its holiness, was never designed to transform hearts. It revealed God’s standards but couldn’t empower us to meet them because our flesh—our natural strength—was far too weak. Recognizing this, God sent His Son to do what the law could not: He condemned sin in the flesh and made a way for the righteous requirements of the law to be fulfilled in us. Not through our efforts, but through walking step by step in the Spirit.
Faith Refined and Established
"But the Lord is faithful, who shall stablish you, and keep you from evil."
— 2 Thessalonians 3:3
Faith is a gift from God, graciously given to every believer. Yet, like a seed planted in fertile soil, it is meant to grow, deepen, and mature. An undeveloped faith remains fragile, easily swayed by circumstances, never moving beyond spiritual infancy. God, in His unwavering faithfulness, not only grants us faith but also commits to developing it within us, shaping us into mature followers of Christ.
Hebrews 5:14–6:1 reminds us that spiritual maturity comes through constant practice—learning to discern good from evil and moving beyond elementary teachings to embrace the fullness of life in Christ. This growth doesn't happen in comfort but through seasons of challenge and testing.