A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Security That Walks With Me
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Security That Walks With Me

Paul says he learned contentment in every circumstance, in plenty and in want. E. Stanley Jones takes that truth and puts it on the kitchen table for us. He shows that the secret is not a tougher will or a tighter budget. The secret is a Person. When Jesus is the center, both abundance and lack can serve His purposes without shaking our peace.

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Letting Go, Finding More
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Letting Go, Finding More

Today’s reading from T. Austin-Sparks points to a hard but freeing truth. The Lord leads us into seasons that uncover what sits at the center of our decisions. He is not harsh. He is wise, and He wants us to know whether we are clutching our plans with a closed fist or opening our hands so Jesus can be the One who acts in us.

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Grace, Not Guilt, Governs My Day
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Grace, Not Guilt, Governs My Day

Grace speaks a better word than guilt. Ray Stedman reminds us that when we stumble, the old reflex is to brace for distance from God, as if the Law still sets the tone of our relationship. The Law announces a standard then exposes every shortfall. Grace announces a Savior then draws near to restore. Stedman’s pastoral wisdom is simple and steady. You are not under Law. You are under grace. That reality changes how we see God, ourselves, and the road ahead.

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When Waiting Turns Into Hope
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When Waiting Turns Into Hope

Waiting on the Lord is not passive clock watching. It is a quiet, steady posture of placing our confidence in the Lord while time moves forward. Bob Hoekstra reminds us that this is the flavor of grace in daily life, looking to God to work within us and around us as the hours unfold. This is not about tightening our grip. It is about trusting Jesus to carry the weight.

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Glad Surrender In His Day
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Glad Surrender In His Day

Consecration is not losing yourself, it is gladly giving yourself to the One who loves you. A. B. Simpson points us to Psalm 110:3, where the people of God are willing in the day of His power. That willingness is not squeezed out by pressure. It rises from trust. We are safe in the hands of the Father, so we can step forward with a yes.

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The Way Out Is A Person
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The Way Out Is A Person

Temptation is not sin. It is the ordinary weather of human life. Oswald Chambers reminds us that everyone faces it, and that its presence can actually expose where our hearts are leaning. I am grateful for Chambers, because he points us past mere rule keeping to a higher life that God intends for those who belong to Jesus.

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Fatherly Training, Not Punishment
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Fatherly Training, Not Punishment

Life with Jesus includes seasons that stretch us. Scripture calls it chastening, which simply means child-training. Our Father is not swinging a stick. He is shaping sons and daughters in union with His Son. The aim is not payback for wrongs. The aim is sharing His holiness as those who belong to Jesus and live by His indwelling life.

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Grace Pulls Up Another Chair
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Grace Pulls Up Another Chair

Matthew 9 shows Jesus noticing a man everyone else would rather ignore. A tax booth. A simple invitation. Follow Me. Matthew stands and goes, and before the day is over his house is full of guests that polite society calls sinners. Jesus is there at the table, not scolding from the doorway, but reclining with them as a friend.

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A True Heart, Fully Yielded
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A True Heart, Fully Yielded

Proverbs says that as a person thinks in his heart, so is he. Today’s reading reminds me that the heart is the steering center of a life. Desires and choices flow from it. Outward habits may shine for a while, but the hidden person within sets the real direction. That is why God looks there. He sees past the surface and invites us into the inner sanctuary of His presence where Jesus is our life.

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Joy Beyond Happenings
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Joy Beyond Happenings

Happenings can be sweet, like when friends remember us or circumstances smile. E. Stanley Jones reminds us that happiness leans on those moments, so it rises and falls with the day. Joy is different. Joy rests on a Person, Jesus, so it remains when the day is stormy or still.

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Only the Son’s Life Serves the Father
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Only the Son’s Life Serves the Father

We can have the best intentions, the cleanest motives, and the boldest plans, yet still miss the point if we try to offer God a polished version of our old self. Today’s reading from T. Austin-Sparks presses on a sensitive place. He reminds us that the Father has shut the door on the old creation. The Father receives only the life of His Son. That is not harsh. That is mercy. The Son is the only life that truly loves the Father and truly loves people.

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Into Jesus, Out of Adam
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Into Jesus, Out of Adam

When Paul says we were baptized into Christ Jesus, he is not talking about water. He is talking about the Spirit placing us into Jesus Himself. Ray Stedman draws a clear line here. Water never moved a person from Adam to Jesus. Only the Holy Spirit can do that. I am grateful for his clarity because it keeps the spotlight on union with the risen Lord, not on a ceremony.

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Quiet Strength While We Wait
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Quiet Strength While We Wait

Waiting is not passive in Isaiah. It is a posture of trust, a steady leaning of the heart on the Lord when our own resources are thin. Bob Hoekstra highlights how the Lord renews those who admit weakness and look up with expectancy. The promise is simple and beautiful. Those who wait on the Lord find fresh strength for the next step, and a quiet stamina for the long road.

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Always With Us, Free To Be Content
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Always With Us, Free To Be Content

Contentment is not about shrinking our lives. It is about trusting that the living God is with us, right here, right now. A. B. Simpson reminds us that the Lord’s nearness is not fragile. Even when we make a mess of things, even when our choices complicate our path, the Father does not abandon His people. He walks with us in the wilderness seasons, and He patiently leads us forward when our hearts turn back to Him.

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Close the Door, See the Father
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Close the Door, See the Father

Prayer in secret is not about hiding from people. It is about turning our eyes from the crowd to the Father who already welcomes us because of Jesus. Chambers reminds us that discipleship wilts when our motives drift toward being seen. The inner room is where humility grows, where we let the noise fall away so our hearts can rest in the gaze of the Father who sees in secret.

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Faith Looks to Jesus, The Spirit Forms His Life
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Faith Looks to Jesus, The Spirit Forms His Life

We grow best when our eyes are on Jesus, not on our performance. Miles Stanford reminds us that the Holy Spirit always turns our gaze to the Lord Himself. He does not invite us to count our good works, then trust in them. He centers us on the Person who finished the work. When my attention drifts to how well I am doing, I start living on yesterday’s bread. It goes stale. Faith feeds on the living Lord.

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Forgiveness That Gets You On Your Feet
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Forgiveness That Gets You On Your Feet

Grace always moves first. That is the heartbeat of today’s reading from Matthew 9, where Jesus speaks forgiveness to a paralyzed man, then tells him to rise, take up his bed, and go home. The order matters. Forgiveness is not a reward for walking well. Walking well flows from being forgiven. Witness Lee highlights this so clearly, and I am grateful for the way he keeps our eyes on Jesus and His authority to forgive right here on earth.

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Correction That Brings Us Closer
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Correction That Brings Us Closer

Growing up, correction never seemed kind. Most of us argued, compared punishments with our siblings, and insisted it was unfair. Pastor Kristen Schildroth names what time has taught us. Loving correction guards us from greater harm and points us toward life. In the same way, the Lord’s discipline is not payback. It is protection and rescue.

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Sacrifice That Opens Into Life
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Sacrifice That Opens Into Life

Easter joy is not thin or sentimental. It is radiant because Jesus first gave Himself without reserve. Rev. Kristen Schildroth traces that beautiful thread in John 12. The grain of wheat goes into the ground and dies, then life springs up. Resurrection glory comes through self-giving love. That is the pattern of our Lord, and it becomes the pattern of our life in Him.

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Surrendered Choices, Wide Open Life
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Surrendered Choices, Wide Open Life

We often equate freedom with unlimited options, as if the more choices we keep in our hands, the happier we will be. Pastor Kristen Schildroth turns that idea on its head. Drawing from 1 Corinthians 10, she shows that the abundant life Jesus gives is wonderfully free, yet it comes with a cost. The cost is not a payment to earn life. The cost is the surrender of our self ruled will to the Lord who loves us.

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