A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Seated With Christ in Heavenly Places
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Seated With Christ in Heavenly Places

T. Austin-Sparks draws our eyes to a breathtaking truth from Ephesians: Jesus was raised from the dead and seated at the right hand of the Father, and we, by grace, have been raised up and seated with Him. This is not a distant promise but a present reality that the Holy Spirit longs to make alive in our hearts. It is one thing to read the words, but another to have the eyes of our hearts enlightened so that this reality becomes the lens through which we live. Sparks reminds us that this revelation is what frees and sustains us.

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Open the Blinds To His Reality
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Open the Blinds To His Reality

Ray Stedman takes us into Romans 1:18 to 20 and shows why life caves in when we push God to the edges. The trouble behind our troubles is not simply bad behavior. It is godlessness, living as if God is not present or active. From that root, hurtful choices grow. When we disregard God, we suppress truth, and when truth is pressed down, darkness spreads in our thinking and our living.

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Safe in the Refuge of His Grace
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Safe in the Refuge of His Grace

Bob Hoekstra draws our hearts today to the comfort David found in confessing God as his refuge. Life is often stormy. Sometimes it feels as if the floods of trouble are rising, and dangers are waiting around every corner. Like David, we long for shelter, a place where the chaos cannot touch us. Hoekstra reminds us that our refuge is not a place but a Person. God Himself is our hiding place, the One who surrounds us with songs of deliverance.

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Satisfied in His Nearness
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Satisfied in His Nearness

Numbers 16:9 is a tender reminder that God Himself has drawn us near. He has set us apart for relationship, not for rules that crush. The Levites were reminded that their nearness to God was the gift. They did not need to search elsewhere for satisfaction. This truth touches a struggle many know well: the impulse to turn to food for comfort when the soul aches.

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Set Apart Without Strain
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Set Apart Without Strain

Numbers 16 reminds us that God drew the Levites near, not to burden them, but to bless them with nearness and service. A. B. Simpson helps us see that true separation is not grim distance from the world, it is joyful closeness to God. He uses the picture of something kept clean though surrounded by grime, and says the issue is not the world itself, but the love of the world. That is where Jesus gently changes our desires.

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Overflowing Instead of Hoarding
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Overflowing Instead of Hoarding

Oswald Chambers challenges us with a piercing truth: the blessings of God were never meant to be clutched tightly for our own satisfaction. Using David’s story of refusing to drink the precious water brought by his men, Chambers points us to a life where gifts, friendships, love, and provision are meant to be poured back out to the Lord in gratitude and surrender. If we cling to them, they turn sour. If we release them, they become channels of living water flowing outward to others.

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Grace Is The Ground Under My Feet
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Grace Is The Ground Under My Feet

The line that steadies today is simple. The law is not of faith. Miles Stanford invites us to stand on grace as our everyday ground, not on rule keeping as our rule of life. He points out how easy it is to drift into religious systems that look impressive but quietly nudge us back to self effort. Stanford thanks the Lord for giving the Holy Spirit as our Guide in the present, so we are not dragged backward into yesterday’s patterns or pushed ahead into systems that belong to a future age.

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Trained By Love, Not Punished By Loss
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Trained By Love, Not Punished By Loss

God’s fatherly discipline is not payback. It is purposeful training. Today’s eManna reading draws that line with care, and I am grateful for Witness Lee’s clear voice here. Hebrews 12 says discipline rarely feels pleasant in the moment, yet afterward it yields the peaceable fruit of righteousness. That is the Father’s aim. He is not dealing with us as criminals who must be penalized, but as beloved sons and daughters who are already His in Jesus.

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A New Song, A Steady Word
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A New Song, A Steady Word

God’s people sing because God speaks. Psalm 33 opens by inviting the upright to lift a fresh song with skill and joy. This is not noise or hype, it is a fitting response to a God whose word is right and whose works are faithful. Praise is the overflow of trust in a Voice that never errs.

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Hosea 12: Return, Love, and Wait
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Hosea 12: Return, Love, and Wait

The Grace and Truth Study Bible shows Hosea drawing a clear line between the family story of Jacob and the national story of Israel. Jacob’s early years were marked by grasping and deceit. In Hosea’s day, the northern kingdom repeated that pattern with wind-chasing treaties and double talk, reaching for safety in Assyria and Egypt while standing in covenant with God. Judah also walked out of step. The point is not to shame the family history, but to expose a pattern that has reappeared among God’s people.

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God Guards the Promise in Gerar
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God Guards the Promise in Gerar

Abraham travels to Gerar and repeats an old fear pattern, calling Sarah his sister. The king, Abimelek, takes Sarah, and the promise of Isaac seems to stand on a cliff’s edge. Yet the Lord steps in. He speaks to Abimelek in a dream, halts any union, and makes clear that Sarah belongs to Abraham. The tension sits right before Isaac’s birth, so we are meant to see how closely God watches over His word and safeguards the line of promise.

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Christ, My Ever-Present Stimulus
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Christ, My Ever-Present Stimulus

E. Stanley Jones reflects on Paul’s words from Philippians 2:1-2, showing us that life in Jesus is not static or dry but overflowing with encouragement, love, and shared participation in the Spirit. To be in Him means that we are never left to our own fading resources. Instead, we are carried along by His life within us, much like electricity flowing through a generator. This is what Jones calls “the stimulus of Christ.”

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A God Who Cannot Be Hidden
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A God Who Cannot Be Hidden

This morning’s devotional from Nick Harrison opens with Romans 1:18-20, reminding us that the reality of God is written across creation itself. The world around us bears testimony to His eternal power and divine nature, leaving humanity without excuse. Yet, as Blaise Pascal so beautifully expressed, the God of Christians is not a distant mathematician or a cosmic watchmaker. He is not merely a God of order and elements. He is the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, the God who fills hearts with love, joy, and consolation.

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Imprisoned Yet Expanding
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Imprisoned Yet Expanding

T. Austin-Sparks draws us into Paul’s words in Ephesians, where he calls himself “the prisoner of Christ Jesus.” Sparks helps us see that imprisonment was not a setback but a gateway. God often uses what looks like limitation to release something much greater. Paul’s prison cell became the pulpit from which letters flowed that still enrich us nineteen centuries later. What seemed small and confining in human eyes turned out to be vast in eternal value.

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Unashamed And Alive In The Gospel
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Unashamed And Alive In The Gospel

Paul says the gospel is the power of God for salvation. Ray Stedman slows us down to see why this matters in real life. Rome admired power. So do we. Yet the might that builds roads and empires cannot change a heart. The gospel does what no human power can do. It brings people into a brand-new standing with God because of Jesus.

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Strength for the Journey
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Strength for the Journey

Bob Hoekstra points us to the life of David, who again and again confessed the Lord as his strength. In a world where every step seems to demand more than we can give, David reminds us that our sufficiency is not found within ourselves but in God Himself. Whether facing the daily tasks of life, confronting hidden traps of the enemy, or engaging in outright battles, David’s testimony was simple and clear: the Lord is my strength.

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Small Beginnings, Great Fullness
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Small Beginnings, Great Fullness

Zechariah 4:10 reminds us that the Lord delights in the day of small things. A. B. Simpson picks up that thread and shows how quiet beginnings often carry heaven’s largest outcomes. He likens the hidden life of Jesus in Bethlehem to the hidden life of Jesus in us. What looks little is not lesser. It is the seed of a kingdom that grows from within.

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Poured Out, Not Stored Up
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Poured Out, Not Stored Up

Oswald Chambers draws our eyes to Jesus’ promise in John 7:38. Those who trust Him do not become reservoirs that hoard blessings. They become conduits. What God gives is meant to move through us to others. That picture cuts against our usual hopes for comfort or status. Chambers lovingly reminds us that life in Jesus is not about polishing our personal qualities, it is about His self-giving life flowing through yielded people. Thank you, Oswald, for calling us away from self-preoccupation and back to the simple confidence that Jesus lives in us for others.

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Loved Into Holiness
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Loved Into Holiness

God’s fatherly discipline is not rejection. It is relational proof that we truly belong to Him in Jesus. Today’s eManna reading reminds us that a loving Father trains His sons and daughters so we share His holiness. The writer points to Hebrews 12 and says the motive is love, not anger. Discipline is not for unbelievers. It is the family way of a God who is committed to our good.

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Aligned With His One Purpose
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Aligned With His One Purpose

God’s purpose for His people is not scattered across a thousand goals. Miles Stanford reminds us that the Father is steadily shaping us to the image of His Son. When that purpose becomes our will, the details of His process lose their power to unsettle us. We can say with Job, even if everything is stripped away, I trust the Lord. This is not stoicism. It is a quiet confidence that our Father is faithful, that He establishes us, and that He guards us from evil.

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