A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Receiving the Lord’s Loving Correction
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Receiving the Lord’s Loving Correction

When Oswald Chambers speaks of discipline, he is not painting a cold, punitive picture of God’s dealings with us. Instead, he points us to the loving heart of a Father who will not let His children settle for less than His best. The passage in Hebrews 12:5 reminds us that discipline is not to be taken lightly or resented. It is an expression of God’s commitment to us, even when it comes wrapped in rebuke or correction.

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A Life Spent for the Body
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A Life Spent for the Body

In today’s devotional, Miles Stanford reminds us that spiritual growth begins personally but matures into something far greater. At first, our longing to grow in Jesus is centered on our own transformation. This is natural. We need to be anchored in Him before we can pour into others. But as we walk the path of maturity, our focus shifts. The hunger for Jesus in our own life blossoms into a sacrificial love for His Body, the Church.

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Shining From Within to a Watching World
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Shining From Within to a Watching World

The teaching today reminds us that kingdom people do not shine by trying harder but by living in the reality of Jesus within them. Witness Lee shows us that when our hearts are at rest in the Lord, free from anxiety and worldly distraction, the light of His life naturally shines. This is not a performance but an overflow. Just as a city set on a hill cannot be hidden, those who belong to Jesus will stand out in a world wrapped in worry.

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The Life He Puts Within
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The Life He Puts Within

Today’s devotional, featuring the insights of Jessie Penn-Lewis and Hudson Taylor, reminds us that the work God desires from us always begins with the life He first puts in us. It is never about forcing ourselves to meet His commands through sheer determination, but about allowing His Spirit to produce in us what He has already planted. God does not command us to bring forth something we do not possess; instead, He fills us with His Spirit so that obedience becomes the natural outflow of His life within.

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Permanent Residence of the Spirit
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Permanent Residence of the Spirit

E. Stanley Jones reminds us that the church’s unity and permanence rest entirely in Jesus, not in any human leader or system. Using Paul’s words in Ephesians 2:21–22, he draws our eyes to the fact that we are built together into a holy temple in the Lord. It is not the apostles, prophets, or teachers who hold the church together, but Jesus Himself. When the foundation is shifted to people, even good ones, division and instability follow. When He is the center, the whole structure is joined together in harmony.

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Christ, Not Me, as the Center
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Christ, Not Me, as the Center

T. Austin-Sparks writes with piercing clarity that the life Jesus offers is not an improved version of our old life, nor is He a spiritual booster to make us into “better” Christians. His words uncover a subtle but widespread misunderstanding: the belief that Christ came to reinforce us, to make us more effective versions of ourselves. Instead, Scripture presents an entirely different reality—Jesus does not exist to make us something. He is the Something, and He lives His life through us so that He might be all in all.

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Living in the Rest God Intended
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Living in the Rest God Intended

In this reflection, Ray Stedman draws our eyes to God’s true meaning for the Sabbath. It was never about rules and rituals, but about learning to live in His rest. From the very beginning, God rested from His work, not because He was weary, but to establish a picture of how we are meant to live. The Sabbath points us to a life that stops striving in our own strength and instead depends on God to work in and through us.

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Grace Found in Coming to Jesus
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Grace Found in Coming to Jesus

In this devotional, Bob Hoekstra points us to the simple yet life-giving truth that grace flows from relationship, not ritual. It is not a formula, a checklist, or a religious performance that fills us with the grace of God. Rather, it is the continual coming to Jesus, moment by moment, in humility and trust. This is how grace becomes more than a doctrine—it becomes our daily experience.

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Sheltered in the Cloud of His Presence
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Sheltered in the Cloud of His Presence

The devotional today paints a picture of God’s presence not as always clear skies and gentle breezes, but sometimes as clouds and darkness that veil His throne. A.B. Simpson reminds us that these clouds are not signs of His absence, but proof of His nearness. Just as the disciples stepped into the cloud on the Mount of Transfiguration and beheld the glory of Jesus, we too may be called into seasons where vision is dim and the path feels uncertain, only to discover that His majesty is there, hidden from the casual glance but revealed to the trusting heart.

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Do Not Stifle the Spirit’s Whisper
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Do Not Stifle the Spirit’s Whisper

The message today from Oswald Chambers urges us to live in such constant fellowship with God that the faintest prompting of the Holy Spirit is noticed and welcomed. He reminds us that the Spirit’s voice is not loud or forceful, but as delicate as a soft breeze. If we are inattentive or distracted, we may miss His guidance altogether, and in doing so, we quench His work in our hearts.

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Choosing the Better, Greater, Brighter
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Choosing the Better, Greater, Brighter

Miles Stanford’s writing today invites us to grow from early spiritual infatuation into a mature, bridal love for Jesus. He reminds us that the heart of the bride is naturally drawn upward toward her Bridegroom. In the same way, our Father orders our lives so that we are continually drawn away from the temporary and bound to the eternal. Every gift He gives is meant to loosen our grip on the world and lift our gaze toward the place where His love is fully known.

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Shining Without the Shadow of Anxiety
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Shining Without the Shadow of Anxiety

In Matthew 5:14-15, Jesus describes His kingdom people as the light of the world, a city on a hill that cannot be hidden. Witness Lee points out that our light can be obscured if we allow the “bushel” of life’s anxieties to cover it. In biblical times, a bushel measured grain and was directly tied to daily provision. The Lord chose this image deliberately, showing that anxiety over our livelihood can dim the testimony of His life in us.

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The Unshakable Foundation
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The Unshakable Foundation

The foundation of our faith and the church is not a man-made structure, nor is it built on the reputation of apostles or prophets as human authorities. In today’s devotional, E. Stanley Jones points to Paul’s clear teaching that while the apostles and prophets played an essential role in delivering God’s message, the only true foundation is Jesus Himself. Apostles and prophets were living stones in the spiritual house, but they were not the foundation on which it all rests. That place belongs to Jesus alone.

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Faithful in the Master’s Service
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Faithful in the Master’s Service

There is a deep joy in beginning each day knowing that I belong fully to the Lord and that my role is to live as His servant. In this devotional compiled by Nick Harrison, G. H. Knight reminds us that to be a servant of Jesus means His will directs every step, not our own. Such a servant does not belong to sin or the opinions of men but is under the orders of the Master in heaven. This service is marked by holiness, humility, and readiness to meet the needs of others, just as Jesus did.

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Living in the Fullness Already Ours
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Living in the Fullness Already Ours

Familiarity with a truth can be a gift, but it can also dull our wonder if we are not careful. T. Austin-Sparks reminds us that Ephesians 1:3 is not a theological phrase to memorize but a living reality to enjoy. God has already blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly realms in Christ. This is not a future promise or an abstract doctrine. It is our present inheritance, accessible and experiential for those who will receive it by faith.

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The Heart We Leave Behind
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The Heart We Leave Behind

The message in today’s devotional from Ray Stedman brings us face to face with one of Scripture’s most unflinching truths: the natural human heart is not simply flawed, it is incurably corrupt. Jeremiah 17:9 tells us it is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. That means it cannot be reformed, improved, or made respectable. The life we inherited in Adam will never deliver the goodness we might expect from it.

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Rest That Flows From Union With Jesus
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Rest That Flows From Union With Jesus

The invitation Jesus gives in Matthew 11:28-30 is one of the most tender and liberating calls in all of Scripture. It is an open door for every soul weighed down by guilt, shame, or the exhausting effort of self-made righteousness. He promises two distinct rests: the first for the guilty heart seeking forgiveness, the second for the weary believer longing for freedom from self-effort.

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Removing the Dot That Diminishes His Glory
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Removing the Dot That Diminishes His Glory

When Paul declared that we do not proclaim ourselves but Jesus as Lord, he revealed a subtle but dangerous obstacle to the life of abiding in Him: the self-life. It can take the form of self-importance, self-interest, self-confidence, or the quiet desire to maintain our own standing before others. Even when these things seem small, they can quietly compete with Jesus for our trust and attention.

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Trusting Jesus in the Middle of the Storm
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Trusting Jesus in the Middle of the Storm

In today’s devotional, Oswald Chambers points us to a truth that cuts through our tendency toward panic in life’s storms. He reminds us that Jesus has every right to expect His followers to rest in perfect confidence in Him, no matter how fierce the winds may be. Chambers contrasts two ways of responding when fear grips our hearts: the reaction of those who do not know God, and the steady trust of those who know Him intimately.

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Living Out the Life of Jesus in Us
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Living Out the Life of Jesus in Us

In today’s reading from Miles Stanford, the focus shifts from the idea of simply doing for God to living from the indwelling life of Jesus. There is a difference between compulsive activity and Spirit-led fruitfulness. Many in the body of Christ might assume that the believer who seeks to grow in grace is passive, but Scripture shows that the life of abiding in Jesus produces genuine, Spirit-initiated action. True service flows from His life within, not from our own effort to prove ourselves or keep up with the expectations of others.

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