A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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🌤 Becoming Like the One We Behold
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🌤 Becoming Like the One We Behold

There’s a deep spiritual principle embedded in today’s truth offered by Miles Stanford: we are transformed not by trying harder, but by beholding. As the sun draws the flower to bloom, so Christ draws our hearts upward. His Spirit does the changing—from glory to glory—not by our striving, but as we behold Him in faith through His Word.

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🕊 Already Given, Already Ours
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🕊 Already Given, Already Ours

When we pray, our natural mindset places God’s answer in the future. We ask, we wait, we hope. But Jesus, in Mark 11:24, doesn't invite us into future expectation—He calls us into present reception: “Believe that you have received them, and you will have them.” The emphasis is not on the eventual outcome but on the faith that embraces God’s provision as already accomplished.

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When the Emotional Mist Clears: Choosing the Abiding Life Over the Flesh
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When the Emotional Mist Clears: Choosing the Abiding Life Over the Flesh

“So you also must consider yourselves dead to sin and alive to God in Christ Jesus.” —Romans 6:11

Many believers walk through their days weighed down by anxiety, habitual reactions, and spiritual defeat. Often, the longing is not for knowledge—we know what Scripture says—but for experience: to live what we know. One of the most common questions from struggling believers is, “How do I live free in Christ like others seem to?”

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🎁 Freely Received, Fully Indwelled
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🎁 Freely Received, Fully Indwelled

Many believers still live as if the Spirit of God must be earned. E. Stanley Jones draws our attention to the silent but persistent striving of those who attempt to “climb the ladder” of spiritual worthiness—through discipline, diligence, or dependence on tradition. The effort is sincere, but the outcome is wearying. At the root of this frustration is a misunderstanding of how the Holy Spirit is received.

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🕊 Yielded, Not Driven
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🕊 Yielded, Not Driven

Today’s reading from Nick Harrison centers on the quiet but costly power of a broken will—of surrendering not just our decisions but the very engine of self-direction that propels us through life. C.H. Mackintosh draws a striking contrast between the youthful Peter—driven, impulsive, self-willed—and the older Peter—guided, yielded, and willing to go where he once would not.

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👥 Welcomed Into the Inner Circle
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👥 Welcomed Into the Inner Circle

To be part of God’s covenant people is to be more than chosen or forgiven—it is to be befriended. Today’s devotional from Nick Harrison draws us into the rich biblical truth that God has always desired intimate fellowship with His people. From the earliest promise in Eden, God declared enmity with the serpent, implying friendship with mankind through the coming seed.

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🔁 Death That Delivers Life
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🔁 Death That Delivers Life

Paul’s words in Galatians 2:20 are not merely poetic—they are powerfully practical. E. Stanley Jones lifts this verse out of the Galatian controversy and places it before us not as theological debate, but as a lived reality. The issue wasn’t just justification by faith—it was identity. Is Christ enough, or must something be added? And if Christ is enough, what does it mean to live in that truth?

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🔥 Love That Costs Something
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🔥 Love That Costs Something

There are things in the Christian life that only become truly ours through suffering. T. Austin-Sparks shares that those who pass quick judgment on a ministry or fellow believer often do so because they have not borne the cost of laboring in love for that soul or that work. Criticism flows easily when we stand outside of something. But when we’ve been joined to it through tears, prayer, and suffering, our perspective changes entirely.

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Fear Meets the God Who Already Knows
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Fear Meets the God Who Already Knows

Paul, bold as we often imagine him, was afraid. The Lord didn’t scold him for his fear—He spoke directly into it. In a night vision, Jesus said, “Stop being afraid… keep on speaking… I am with you… no one will harm you… I have many people in this city.” The Lord didn’t just give comfort—He gave clarity: Paul wasn’t alone, and his work wasn’t in vain

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Heaven’s Echo: Mine and Yours
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Heaven’s Echo: Mine and Yours

The invitation to consecration isn’t earned by striving or spiritual performance—it’s entered through faith. A.B. Simpson reminds us that the believer’s surrender to God is sealed not by feelings or personal effort, but by trusting the already-given promises of God. We do not need to work up our acceptance or our sanctification. Instead, we take it by faith as already granted in Christ and boldly confess it as our present possession.

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🪨 Built on the Bedrock of Christ
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🪨 Built on the Bedrock of Christ

Jesus did not say He would build His church on Peter the man, but on the bedrock truth Peter confessed—that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of the living God. This declaration, revealed not by human wisdom but by the Father, is the foundation upon which all who receive eternal life stand. Christ is not merely a component of the church’s structure; He is the structure. He is the cornerstone, the unshakable foundation.

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👣 Built Up Into One
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👣 Built Up Into One

Oswald Chambers draws our attention away from personal spiritual progress as an end in itself and redirects it toward God’s greater intention—the building up of the Body of Christ into the fullness of Christ. Redemption is not just an individual experience; it is the opportunity for divine restoration of all humanity into right relationship with God through Jesus Christ. We were never meant to cultivate our own private sanctuaries of spiritual growth. Christ’s indwelling life in us is meant to express itself both personally and corporately.

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👑 Seated First, Then Walking
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👑 Seated First, Then Walking

Today’s devotional from Miles Stanford calls us to see the drastic difference between law-based living and grace-based living. Under law, right conduct was demanded first—position or blessing had to be earned. But in Christ, the entire order has been reversed. By grace, we have been given an exalted position first—we are already seated with Christ in the heavenlies. And from that secure seat, right conduct becomes the natural outflow of our new life.

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🕊️ Clothed with Power, Moved by Breath
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🕊️ Clothed with Power, Moved by Breath

The Holy Spirit was first breathed into the disciples in John 20, and then poured out upon them in Acts 2. These two moments are not contradictory, but complementary—together revealing the fullness of the Spirit's ministry: His indwelling presence and His empowering presence.

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🌅 The End of Striving, The Start of Rest
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🌅 The End of Striving, The Start of Rest

In a deeply personal letter written in 1869, missionary John McCarthy shared a revelation that would go on to reshape the spiritual experience of J. Hudson Taylor—and through him, countless others. He had been striving hard to live a holy life, painfully aware of his shortcomings, always longing for more consistent communion with Christ. But the harder he tried, the more elusive that intimacy seemed.

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🌙 Resting with the Shepherd
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🌙 Resting with the Shepherd

The psalmist reminds us that anxious toil yields little for the soul who is already beloved by God. Donald Barnhouse shares a deeply personal transformation: he went from mentally rehearsing unsolved problems at bedtime to entering into communion with Christ. What began as a mental discipline—choosing to think about Christ—grew into a spiritual awakening, one where Jesus became more real than the dark behind closed eyes.

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🏁 Well Done—Without the Climb
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🏁 Well Done—Without the Climb

Whenever I hear a line like, “We are not trying to earn His approval or secure His affection. We are simply receiving what He already gave: the gift of Himself, given freely through faith,” I want to shout, “Praise God—I agree!”

But then I’m reminded by my friends: What about 2 Timothy 2:15? Or the parable of the “Well done, good and faithful servant”? Am I ignoring the call to pursue a life of faithfulness and approval before God? This tension is worth exploring.

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🎁 Nothing to Earn, Everything to Receive
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🎁 Nothing to Earn, Everything to Receive

E. Stanley Jones brings us to the center of Paul’s message: justification is not something we achieve by works, but something we receive through faith in Jesus Christ. This is the crossroads where religion and grace part ways. Jones draws a contrast between two ladders—one we attempt to climb toward God through our own effort, and one where God comes down to us, meeting us in Christ at our point of need.

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🪟 Through the Window of Rest
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🪟 Through the Window of Rest

T. Austin-Sparks opens a window to something eternal: not a place to go, but a Person in whom we rest. Drawing from Hebrews 4, he reminds us that God’s people failed to enter His rest—not because it wasn’t offered, but because they did not believe. The gospel had been proclaimed to them in advance, though in shadow and type, yet their hearts remained hardened. The invitation still stands: “Today… enter into My rest.”

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🔨 When We Fashion the Infinite
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🔨 When We Fashion the Infinite

In Acts 17, Paul boldly refutes the mindset that God is a being crafted, contained, or appeased by human effort. He reminds the Athenians—and us—that the true God is not formed but formative, not dependent but completely sufficient, not silent but ever-giving. He is not housed in temples or nourished by offerings, for He Himself is the source of all life and breath and everything else.

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