A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship
“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20
From the blog
The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy
In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.
Hosea 8: Forgotten Maker, Fabricated Strength
Hosea 8 is a sober declaration of judgment against the northern kingdom of Israel for violating the covenant. Though the people claimed to know God, they substituted His truth with man-made idols and false security. The chapter opens with an image of a trumpet blast—a call to arms against Israel’s rebellion. Like an eagle swooping down, judgment is swift and certain because the people, despite outward appearances, have rejected God’s law.
Psalm 28 – He Is Not Silent, and I Am Not Alone
Psalm 28 opens with David crying out with urgency, not because he doubts God’s goodness, but because he dreads silence. To David, divine silence feels like being dragged into “the pit”—a symbol of separation, darkness, and judgment. His lifted hands aren’t mere gestures; they represent his dependence on God’s presence in the Most Holy Place.
When the Life Matches the Message
Today’s devotional from Nick Harrison delivers a strong but grace-filled reminder: the world doesn’t need to see more of us—it needs to see Christ in us. There’s a sobering contrast in this reading between two types of messengers. One speaks of Jesus while still living out of self—advertising one thing while exhibiting another. The other has yielded so completely that Christ becomes visible in every interaction, every word, every step. That’s what it means to “let your light shine before men,” not so we receive applause, but so the Father is glorified.
A Healthy Unhealth: Grace in the Thorn
Today’s reflection from E. Stanley Jones dives into Paul’s “thorn in the flesh”—not as a punishment or a failure of faith, but as a gracious safeguard against spiritual pride. Jones helps us see that Paul’s physical weakness (most likely a serious eye condition according to Jones) wasn’t a barrier to fruitful ministry—it was an invitation into a deeper fellowship with Christ and a guardrail that kept him centered in the message of grace, not mysticism.
All That I Long For, Already Here
The words of Jesus—“Before Abraham was, I AM”—are more than a theological declaration. They are an invitation into the immediacy and sufficiency of Christ’s presence. T. Austin-Sparks reminds us that the Lord has a remarkable way of answering the cry of the human heart with Himself. When we ache for resurrection, vitality, clarity, or movement, Jesus doesn’t merely give us a solution—He is the solution. "I AM the resurrection and the life," He says, not in the future, not conditionally, but in this moment, wherever we are.
Grace for the Parting
Today’s reading from Ray Stedman brings us face-to-face with something we rarely discuss in the Christian life: sharp disagreements between sincere believers. Paul and Barnabas—both faithful, both Spirit-led—reach an impasse over whether John Mark should accompany them again after his prior departure. It wasn't a petty quarrel. Paul focused on the mission; Barnabas focused on the man. Both perspectives were grounded in discernment, yet the tone of their parting suggests the disagreement was sharper than it needed to be.
Enclosed in Glory: The Power of Being Set Apart
There is something striking about how power is only effective when it is focused, enclosed, and directed. A loose spray of gunpowder simply flashes and fizzles; but when it's enclosed in a shell, it moves with purpose. A wire carrying electricity must be insulated to do its job. In much the same way, Simpson teaches that our spiritual vitality—our capacity to carry the life of Christ—is amplified when we’re enclosed by His covenant, His love, and His calling.
The Impossible is Already Accounted For
God’s promises are never limited by human inability. Where man sees roadblocks, God sees the unfolding of His own plan. The difference between His promises and ours isn’t merely scale—it’s substance. We often hesitate to trust human words because we’ve learned through disappointment that people’s abilities don’t always match their intentions. But God's ability is always in perfect harmony with His promises, and He is never hindered by what seems impossible to us.
When the Waiting Shapes the Reality
Oswald Chambers reminds us that when God gives a vision, He’s not asking us to fulfill it by effort or ambition. He’s inviting us into a process—often long, often slow—where He forms the vessel that will one day carry what He’s shown us. That vision may come with a flash of clarity, but the shaping? That happens in the valleys. In the quiet. In what can feel like the crushing.
Affliction Is a Gift Too
We often brace ourselves against affliction as though it were a thief, come to rob us of peace and joy. But today’s devotional from Miles Stanford reminds us that affliction—when received from the hand of our Father—is one of His most precise instruments of love. It loosens our grip on what was once gain and opens our hands to the treasure of Jesus Christ.
Recognized by His Name
In the earliest days of the church, being a follower of Jesus wasn’t marked by a fish on your tunic or a discreet gathering—it was known by a sound. The believers called on the name of the Lord out loud. Their worship was vocal, open, and unmistakable. When Saul received permission to arrest believers, the criteria was simple: find those who called audibly on Jesus’ name. That’s how deeply this practice was embedded into their identity.
Where Strength and Surrender Meet
Today’s reading Nick Harrison reminds us that divine strength doesn’t just come alongside our weakness—it fills the very gap where our strength ends. In fact, God's power is perfected—not merely shown—in the context of our emptiness. That changes everything. Rather than resist our limitations, we can embrace them as the sacred space in which God’s grace operates most fully.
Corrected by Grace, Centered in Christ
Paul speaks of a man in Christ—surely himself—who was caught up into the third heaven. And yet he shares this vision with deep reluctance, almost apologetically. Why? Because he knew that true spiritual maturity doesn’t boast in spiritual experiences or extraordinary moments. He sensed he was departing from the central emphasis of Christ, who never drew attention to Himself through spectacular visions or mysticism. Jesus walked in full clarity and communion with the Father, never straying into the performative or the sensational.
When I Forget What I Believe
Today’s devotional from T. Austin-Sparks is a grace-soaked reminder of the paradox many believers experience—how easily we forget to actually believe what we already believe. Austin-Sparks acknowledges the very real discouragement we face when we look at ourselves and find lack, failure, or frustration. He confesses, “I believe in the finished work of Christ, yet sometimes I am just as miserable about myself as any man could be.” This is not hypocrisy; it’s a spiritual disconnect between head-level belief and heart-level rest.
When Grace Is Not Enough (to Them)
The early church in Antioch was thriving—a diverse body of Gentile believers rejoicing in their newfound life in Christ. They had been rescued from darkness, idolatry, and despair, not by law or ritual, but by grace alone. But then, a subtle storm arrived disguised in pious robes. Some visitors from Judea began to add qualifications to salvation: “Unless you are circumcised, you cannot be saved.”
From Cultivation to Resurrection
Today’s passage opens a striking image from the Song of Songs: a garden locked, a spring enclosed, a fountain sealed. This is not an image of barrenness or neglect, but of intentional care and intimacy. It speaks to the divine work of God within us—where He doesn’t simply leave us to ourselves, but cultivates, tends, and reshapes the very soil of our souls. In Christ, we are not wild wastelands needing reform. We are a garden—a place of His delight, closed off from the noise of the world and reserved for His presence alone.
Nothing Too Hard for You
We often dwell on God’s promises, holding tightly to the truth that He has spoken goodness over our lives. But the power of a promise is only as strong as the ability of the One who makes it. That’s why today’s devotional points us not only to what God has promised—but to who He is. He is the Creator of heaven and earth, the One who spoke galaxies into existence with nothing more than His word. So when He says something, it isn’t just a hopeful wish—it’s a divine certainty.
Starting Every Sum with God
Oswald Chambers reminds us that God is not an afterthought to be added once we’ve worked out our plans—He’s the very foundation of our reasoning. So often we unconsciously treat “spiritual life” as its own category while reserving practical decisions—finances, relationships, future planning—for our own management. But this fragmented thinking only leads to worry. God invites us to bring Him into every detail—not just for guidance, but because He is our peace, our wisdom, our provision.
The Cross That Follows Us Home
The cross was never meant to be a symbol we revere from a distance. It’s not just about what happened outside Jerusalem two thousand years ago—it’s about what’s happening right now, in us, as the Holy Spirit applies that finished work moment by moment. When Jesus said to take up our cross daily, He wasn’t calling us to self-effort or performance—but to identification. His cross didn’t just forgive us; it also brought an end to the old man. And now, by faith, we live not by patching up the flesh, but by yielding to the life of the risen Christ within.
A Life Marked by Calling
The early church wasn’t known for cathedrals or clever slogans—it was known for calling on the name of the Lord. In a world of religious systems and spiritual striving, this simple practice marked believers as those who genuinely belonged to Christ. It was more than a whisper in prayer—it was the natural overflow of hearts full of Christ, continually breathing out His name in awe, dependence, and communion.