A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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The Hope of Obedience Is Christ Within
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The Hope of Obedience Is Christ Within

Obedience is not something we manufacture for God—it’s the very life of Christ lived through us. As Jesus always did the things that pleased the Father, not by striving but by humble dependence, so now He dwells in us to express the same obedient life. This obedience isn't cold compliance or religious effort; it's the fruit of abiding union. Christ Himself is our hope—both for the eternal glory we anticipate and for the daily walk that reflects heaven’s character.

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The Never-Failing God
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The Never-Failing God

Oswald Chambers draws us back to a truth so simple, we often overlook its depth: God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.” This isn’t just a comforting phrase for hard times. It’s a foundational reality to build our lives upon. When everything is thrilling and purposeful, and when nothing feels new or inspiring—He is still with us.

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Gaze and Grow
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Gaze and Grow

Today’s devotional from Miles Stanford draws our hearts beyond mere preservation into transformation. While many believers find comfort in knowing that Christ shelters and sustains them—a truth certainly to be cherished—the devotional presses us further. It reminds us that the Christian life is not merely about having our needs met by Christ, but about being conformed to Christ.

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Jesus Came in a Hidden Way—Part 1
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Jesus Came in a Hidden Way—Part 1

Today's devotional from Witness Lee draws us into the quiet mystery surrounding Jesus' early life. Though the prophets declared that the Messiah would be born in Bethlehem (Micah 5:2), He became known as Jesus of Nazareth. The unfolding events—Mary's conception in Nazareth, a census that forced a journey to Bethlehem, Herod’s violent jealousy, and the flight into Egypt—form a tapestry of God’s sovereign orchestration.

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Genesis 5
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Genesis 5

Genesis 5 traces ten generations from Adam to Noah, emphasizing both the continuation of life and the certainty of death. The repeated phrase “and he died” shows the reality of the fall, yet there is a whisper of hope embedded in the record. Humanity, made in the image of God, continues to bear that image, even after sin entered the world—this truth is affirmed in verse 3 when Adam fathers a son in his own likeness, just as God had made Adam in His.

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Daniel 9: Ultimate Jubilee—A Return Beyond the Exile
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Daniel 9: Ultimate Jubilee—A Return Beyond the Exile

Daniel 9 captures a pivotal moment of prayerful longing and divine revelation. Daniel had been studying Jeremiah’s prophecy, realizing that the seventy years of exile were nearly complete. He turned to God with humility, confessing the deep sin of the people and pleading for mercy—not merely for their sake but for the sake of God's name. He didn't deny the justice of their suffering; instead, he acknowledged it fully and appealed to the Lord's covenant love.

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Psalm 17
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Psalm 17

Psalm 17 gives voice to a righteous sufferer crying out for vindication, confident that the Lord listens to those who walk in integrity. David is under attack—not just physically, but with slander and malice—and his prayer rises from a deep assurance that God sees rightly. He isn’t claiming perfection, but he is appealing to a heart that desires righteousness, resisting temptation, and aligning his life with God’s ways in word, thought, and deed.

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From Knowing About to Knowing Him
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From Knowing About to Knowing Him

E. Stanley Jones exposes a critical distinction—one that has eternal significance. He warns us that religious education often substitutes knowledge about Jesus for knowledge of Jesus. And when that happens, the Christian faith is reduced to a moral system, a philosophy of life, or a noble guide for ethical living. It may inspire discipline and reform, but it cannot impart divine life. Why? Because life isn’t found in principles, it’s found in a Person.

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How Jesus Prayed
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How Jesus Prayed

When the disciples asked, “Lord, teach us to pray,” it wasn’t because they were unfamiliar with prayer. As former disciples of John the Baptist, they had likely practiced it often. But there was something so radically different, so captivating about the way Jesus prayed that it stirred within them a holy dissatisfaction with their own understanding.

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Empowered by His Presence
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Empowered by His Presence

Today's reflection from A.B. Simpson reminds us that the Christian life is not about mustering our own power, but about receiving and relying upon the power of the indwelling Holy Spirit. Acts 1:8 was not just a commission—it was a promise. Jesus never intended for us to be witnesses in our own strength. He knew we couldn’t. But He also knew we wouldn’t have to.

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Obedience and the Lordship of Jesus
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Obedience and the Lordship of Jesus

It is one thing to call Jesus “Lord,” but it is quite another to live under His lordship. Today’s devotional explores this tension with Jesus’ own piercing question: “Why do you call Me ‘Lord, Lord,’ and do not do the things which I say?”Calling Christ “Lord” is not merely about our lips—it’s about our lives, surrendered to His authority.

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The Secret of the Lord
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The Secret of the Lord

Oswald Chambers invites us into the heart of divine friendship—a friendship so intimate that it moves beyond shared sorrow to shared delight. We often approach God with our burdens, but the deepest mark of relationship is when God shares His own joys with us. That kind of sharing only happens when we slow down and listen.

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Nothin’ But a Nothing
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Nothin’ But a Nothing

This reflection from Miles Stanford reminds us that the Lord is not impressed by our religious posturing or spiritual pretensions. True growth in Christ flows not from trying to appear more mature than we are, but from humbly walking in the measure of Christ we’ve actually appropriated. There’s no value in presenting ourselves as spiritual giants when we are still babes—He’s not asking us to “act the part.” Instead, He gently draws us to abide in the portion of Christ we presently know, with the assurance that all the fullness of His grace is already ours, waiting to be experienced as we mature.

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The Result of Being Moved by God's Compassions
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The Result of Being Moved by God's Compassions

Paul’s words in Romans 12:1 don’t come as a command, but as a tender plea: “I beg you, brothers…” It is the language of someone utterly captivated by grace. And what is he pleading? That we present our bodies as living sacrifices to God. Not dead sacrifices, like in the Old Testament, but living—full of divine life, vibrant with the indwelling Spirit.

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1 Timothy 1
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1 Timothy 1

Paul’s opening to Timothy carries deep tenderness and urgent authority. He grounds his role not in personal ambition but in God’s sovereign calling, showing us that the true authority in Christian life flows from God's command, not from personal merit. Timothy is more than a mentee—he is Paul’s spiritual son, a young leader in need of encouragement and mercy in the face of heavy responsibility.

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Introduction to 1 Timothy
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Introduction to 1 Timothy

The introduction to 1 Timothy reveals a deeply personal letter written by Paul to his spiritual son, Timothy. What stands out is not just the content but the weight of legacy behind it. Paul is handing the torch to Timothy, not just to maintain order in the church at Ephesus, but to protect the gospel itself. Years earlier, Paul warned the Ephesian elders that wolves would arise from among them, twisting truth to lead others astray. That moment has now arrived, and Timothy is called to stand guard.

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Acts 7: Stephen Stands and So Does the Son of Man
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Acts 7: Stephen Stands and So Does the Son of Man

Stephen’s defense before the Sanhedrin begins not with argument but with a sweeping retelling of Israel’s history—a bold move, not to excuse himself but to expose the tragic consistency of their rejection. From Abraham to Moses to the prophets, Stephen outlines the story of how the people of God repeatedly turned away from the ones sent to deliver them. The undercurrent of his speech points to Jesus as the ultimate Deliverer—rejected like Joseph, opposed like Moses, yet exalted and glorified by God. When Stephen speaks of the temple, he subtly shifts the focus: God cannot be confined to buildings. His presence is not boxed in by walls of stone, and neither is His movement.

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That’s for the Likes of Me
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That’s for the Likes of Me

In this heartfelt reflection, E. Stanley Jones reminds us that only the pure, undiluted gospel of Jesus Christ births new life. Philosophies may stir minds, and religious practices may shape habits—but only the gospel brings dead hearts to life. When the pastor first shared moral teachings or examples of Jesus' kindness, the dying woman couldn’t receive them. They felt out of reach—meant for “better people.” But when he finally proclaimed Jesus crucified for sinners, something awakened in her. “That’s for the likes of me,” she said.

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True Prayer
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True Prayer

Today’s reflection from Ray Stedman invites us to reconsider what true prayer really is—not the words we say or the posture we assume, but the heart with which we come. In Jesus’ parable, the tax collector doesn’t even try to defend or soften his condition. He doesn’t appeal to his sincerity, honesty, or even his desire to change. He simply says, “God, be merciful to me, the sinner.” That’s the whole of it. He brings nothing but need—and finds everything in the mercy of God.

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Just as You Received Him
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Just as You Received Him

The devotional for today from A.B. Simpson brings us face to face with a truth so simple it’s often overlooked: the way we began in Christ is the way we are meant to continue. Many believers understand the moment of salvation—when they trusted in Jesus alone to rescue them from sin and death. But something often shifts after that. Instead of continuing in that same trust, we begin to strive, to labor, to try harder. We know Christ saved us, but we subtly start acting as though we are responsible for maintaining the Christian life in our own strength.

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