A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Time to Grow
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Time to Grow

Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford reminds me that spiritual maturity cannot be rushed, manipulated, or fabricated—it must be formed. God is not slow; He is thorough. In a world trained to prize speed and results, the Lord lovingly invites His children into a different rhythm: rest and wait. Not inactivity, but active dependence. Not delay, but divine timing.

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The Morning Star Arising in Your Heart
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The Morning Star Arising in Your Heart

This morning’s reflection from Witness Lee invites us to discover Christ as the Morning Star—not only as a future hope, but as a present, inward illumination. Revelation 22:16 identifies Jesus as the bright morning star, and 2 Peter 1:19 reveals how that star rises in our hearts. This is not about gazing outward at signs or wonders but about looking inward through the living Word.

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2 Thessalonians 3 – Stay the Course in Peace and Purpose
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2 Thessalonians 3 – Stay the Course in Peace and Purpose

In his closing chapter to the Thessalonians, Paul shifts from apocalyptic warnings to down-to-earth encouragement and exhortation. He asks the believers to pray—not for his comfort—but for the gospel to move forward and for those spreading it to be freed from obstacles. Yet even as he acknowledges the dangers of opposition and spiritual evil, Paul anchors them in God's unwavering faithfulness, confident that the Lord will protect and establish them. He reminds them to keep their hearts centered in God’s love and Christ’s endurance.

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Acts 6
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Acts 6

Acts 6 reveals how the early church wisely navigated internal tensions between Greek-speaking and Hebrew-speaking Jewish believers. The issue wasn’t doctrinal—it was logistical. Hellenist widows were being overlooked in daily food distributions, perhaps due to cultural or linguistic disconnects. Rather than dismiss the complaint or overextend themselves, the apostles modeled Spirit-led delegation. They recognized their own calling to remain focused on the ministry of the Word and prayer and empowered the community to choose seven Spirit-filled, wise men to oversee the distribution.

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Grow Up in Every Way
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Grow Up in Every Way

E. Stanley Jones gently guides us into the necessity and beauty of growing up—not just in bits and pieces, but in every way into Christ. He exposes the futility of placing our spiritual growth in systems or personalities that claim a part of the truth but cannot encompass the Person who is Truth. Such partialities limit us. We must move past these fragments and behold Christ Himself with unveiled faces if we are to be transformed from glory to glory.

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The Folly of Self-Made Living
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The Folly of Self-Made Living

Today’s reflection from Ray Stedman unveils the delusion of self-sufficiency through the shocking death of Herod Agrippa. Cloaked in royal splendor and seated upon his throne, Herod drank in the praise of men who called him a god. Instead of redirecting the glory to the only One worthy, he absorbed it—and in that moment, divine judgment fell. Struck by an angel, Herod was overtaken by disease and died a humiliating death.

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Simple Like a Child
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Simple Like a Child

Jesus said that the greatest in the kingdom of heaven is the one who humbles himself like a little child. But true humility isn’t something we can manufacture—it flows from the heart of Christ, born in us when we are born from above.

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The Folly of Self-Confidence
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The Folly of Self-Confidence

Today’s devotional from Day by Day by Grace highlights the sobering reality of Israel’s confident promises to obey God’s law—and their repeated failure to do so. At Mount Sinai and again in the plains of Moab, the people declared with firm resolve that they would do all the Lord commanded. Their zeal was admirable, but tragically misplaced. Almost immediately, they veered into idolatry with the golden calf. Later generations, too, continued the cycle of rebellion, as recorded throughout the book of Judges and echoed by Stephen in Acts—“you always resist the Holy Spirit.”

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Things Unlike Him Fall Away
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Things Unlike Him Fall Away

Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford leads us into the marvelous mystery of our position in Christ—no longer far off, but forever brought near by His blood (Ephesians 2:13). Until we know we are hidden with Christ in God (Colossians 3:3), we cannot rightly face the truth about our sinful nature without slipping into shame or defeat.

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Eternally Nigh
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Eternally Nigh

Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford leads us into the marvelous mystery of our position in Christ—no longer far off, but forever brought near by His blood. The author points out that true spiritual maturity hinges on this reality. Only when we know our position—hidden with Christ in God—can we safely confront the depth of our old sin nature without being consumed by it.

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God First
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God First

Today’s devotional by Oswald Chambers centers on the freeing reality that God alone is trustworthy in the absolute sense—and that trusting Him above all others liberates us from the crushing weight of human expectation. Jesus, fully divine and fully human, knew what was in mankind, yet never grew suspicious or disillusioned. His unwavering trust was placed in the Father, not in people's potential to be perfect. He knew that only the grace of God could do what no person ever could.

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Needing the Scriptures and a Heart for Christ
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Needing the Scriptures and a Heart for Christ

Today’s reflection from Witness Lee brings to light a sobering truth: knowledge of Scripture can coexist with a heart that resists Jesus Himself. The religious leaders in Jerusalem knew the Scriptures thoroughly. They could even quote where the Messiah would be born. But when that long-awaited moment arrived, and the magi came seeking Christ, none of these well-informed leaders made the short journey to Bethlehem.

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Gazing at Jesus, Glancing at Others
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Gazing at Jesus, Glancing at Others

E. Stanley Jones warns us of a common pitfall in the Christian journey—making heroes of men instead of abiding in the person of Christ. When we anchor our faith in a teacher or system, no matter how biblical or compelling, we end up limiting our growth. We start to imitate styles, echo catchphrases, and ultimately graze on doctrinal husks instead of partaking of the Bread of Life Himself.

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The Difference Prayer Makes
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The Difference Prayer Makes

Today’s reflection by Ray Stedman invites us into a divine mystery—why was James martyred while Peter was miraculously delivered from prison? Both were apostles, both deeply loved, both caught in the same storm of persecution. Yet Scripture offers a striking contrast: "Peter was kept in prison, but the church was earnestly praying to God for him." (Acts 12:5)

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Not My Power, But His
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Not My Power, But His

Today’s reflection from A.B. Simpson invites the weary soul to surrender not just the weight of sin but the very effort of overcoming it. Simpson echoes the promise of Ezekiel 36:27: that God Himself would place His Spirit within us and cause us to walk in His ways. This is not a call to redouble our efforts, but to receive an indwelling life that moves us beyond defeat.

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God’s Standard Was Never the Problem—Our Supply Was
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God’s Standard Was Never the Problem—Our Supply Was

God’s commands to Israel were never arbitrary. They were holy, heartfelt, and good. He asked for full devotion—heart, soul, and obedience. But in calling His people upward, the law revealed something essential: the standard was holy, but the power to live it out was absent.

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The Demand Without Supply
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The Demand Without Supply

Today’s reading from Bob Hoekstra draws a stark contrast between the demands of the old covenant and the supply of grace found in the new. God’s commandments to Israel were not superficial—they were deep, heartfelt, and uncompromising. The standard wasn’t merely about doing what was right, but about doing it with one’s whole heart and soul. Holiness wasn’t relative; it mirrored God Himself.

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When Trust Leaps Before Reason
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When Trust Leaps Before Reason

In today’s devotional, Oswald Chambers presses right against the tension between faith and reason. He challenges the reader to consider what happens when obedience to Christ contradicts what seems logical or safe. The "Yes, but..." response—so often a shield for self-preservation—becomes the barrier between us and intimacy with God.

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Love Never Faith
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Love Never Faith

Today’s devotional from Miles Stanford leads us into the loving paradox of divine discipline. Using the imagery of Israel’s desert journey, the message echoes the truth that God’s love never falters, even when the path He leads us on feels dry, barren, or full of affliction. The wilderness isn’t punishment—it’s preparation. It’s in these difficult places that God reveals both our need and His fullness, stripping us of the old nature that clings to self-effort so that Christ might be everything to us.

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Having the Scriptures and a Heart for Christ
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Having the Scriptures and a Heart for Christ

Today's reflection from Witness Lee shines a light on one of the most haunting ironies in all of Scripture: the religious leaders of Israel knew where the Messiah would be born, yet they made no effort to go and see Him. Bethlehem was just a short journey away, but none of the scribes, priests, or elders went. They had the Scriptures—perhaps even memorized—but their hearts were unmoved by the Person those Scriptures proclaimed.

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