A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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The Prince of Pretense
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The Prince of Pretense

Ray Stedman brings us face-to-face with the spiritual danger of pretense—a mask we wear when we portray ourselves as spiritually whole while quietly unraveling inside. The chilling story of Ananias and Sapphira isn’t just a historical warning—it is a living illustration of what happens when a believer pretends before others and before God. The moment we posture as something we're not, spiritual vitality ceases to flow. We may still be Christians, but our function within the Body grows cold and unresponsive, like a dead cell no longer connected to the life-giving blood.

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But God
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But God

We are not meant to live by the strategies of man, nor are we called to store up treasures on earth as though our security lies in what we can see or manage. The Bible pulls back the veil and reminds us that true faith is entirely supernatural. The Israelites were sustained not by logistics or manpower but by the presence of the Lord their God. Their enemies did not tremble before their swords, but before the King who walked among them.

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Once More on Bondage versus Liberty
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Once More on Bondage versus Liberty

Paul draws a stark line between two ways of living: one leads to bondage, the other to freedom. Using the allegory of Abraham’s two sons, the devotional highlights that Ishmael—born of human effort through Hagar—symbolizes the covenant of law, rooted in self-reliance and marked by bondage. Isaac, born of God's promise through Sarah, represents the covenant of grace, anchored in divine sufficiency and characterized by liberty.

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The Habit of Enjoying the Disagreeable
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The Habit of Enjoying the Disagreeable

Oswald Chambers brings to the surface a question that strips away religious veneer: how do we respond to what we find disagreeable? He reminds us that the Christian life isn’t just about avoiding hell but about revealing the Son of God in the everyday friction of mortal existence. The acid test of whether Christ’s life is being revealed in us isn’t seen in moments of inspiration, but in how we respond to the irritating, the inconvenient, the unjust, and the unpleasant. That’s where the life of Jesus either quietly radiates or the old self lashes out.

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Full Provision
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Full Provision

Today’s reflection from Miles Stanford gently refocuses our hearts on the all-sufficient supply of our Father in Christ. We are reminded that our need is never meant to be our focus—our gaze is to rest on the fullness of His provision. In Christ, we are already positionally complete. Our walk, though often marked by frailty, is not left to human striving but carried by the same divine supply that seated us in heavenly places.

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Jesus Christ Speaking Unique Words
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Jesus Christ Speaking Unique Words

The New Testament is not merely a collection of doctrines or moral sayings—it is a living portrait of the most extraordinary Person in history. Jesus Christ stands uniquely apart, not because He was a wise teacher or an influential figure, but because He is the union of God and man. The devotional reminds us that His identity is inseparable from His words. No other voice in history has spoken like Him—simple yet unsearchably rich, clear yet eternally deep.

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1 Thessalonians 2
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1 Thessalonians 2

In this chapter, Paul lays bare the heart of his ministry among the Thessalonians, recounting not just what he did but why and how he did it. He reminds them that his visit was not without impact—it bore fruit despite fierce opposition. The message they received was not crafted to impress or gain followers, nor was it driven by selfish ambition. Rather, Paul ministered with deep sincerity, aiming to please God and care for the people entrusted to him.

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John 21: Restoration and Commission
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John 21: Restoration and Commission

The final chapter of John’s Gospel serves a triple purpose: to highlight the miraculous catch of fish, to record Jesus’ loving restoration of Peter, and to affirm the truth of the Gospel through John’s eyewitness testimony. The disciples, gathered again in Galilee, experienced a familiar frustration—an empty net after a night of fishing.

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A Lawyer Who Reconciles
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A Lawyer Who Reconciles

E. Stanley Jones draws our attention to a crucial truth that often gets lost in Christian circles: greatness in the kingdom of God does not come from religious status, clerical titles, or hierarchical power. Instead, it comes through servanthood—the same kind of servanthood Jesus Himself embraced when He laid down His life as a ransom for many. Christ's model wasn’t about climbing ladders of influence or securing titles; it was about stooping low in love, washing feet, and embracing the cross.

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Body Life
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Body Life

In today’s reflection on Acts 4:32, Ray Stedman draws us into the life of the early church — a community not built on religious formalities or social similarity, but on shared divine life. The believers were united in heart and mind, a unity that went deeper than opinion or agreement; it sprang from the Holy Spirit binding them at the level of their innermost being — their spirit. The result wasn’t merely doctrinal alignment or emotional closeness, but an authentic outpouring of Christ’s life expressed in mutual care, generosity, and spiritual family.

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Remain in Me
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Remain in Me

Some view Christianity as merely a belief system, and others see the Christian life as a noble effort to model Jesus’ character. But today’s devotional by A.B. Simpson reminds us that such views fall far short of the reality Christ offers. The Christian life is not a program of imitation—it is participation in union.

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Liberty to Be Transformed
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Liberty to Be Transformed

Grace invites us into a life of unveiled transformation—not one of pressure or performance, but of divine reflection and renewal. Bob Hoekstra reminds us that the liberty of the Spirit is not permission to remain as we are, but freedom to become who we truly are in Christ. When we come before God without pretense—no veils, no masks—we are free to behold His glory. And this beholding is not passive. It is the gateway through which the Spirit of the Lord transforms us from the inside out.

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The Habit of a Good Conscience
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The Habit of a Good Conscience

Oswald Chambers reminds us that our conscience is not a random moral alarm but a sacred inner faculty—attaching itself to whatever we revere most. If our highest ideal is God Himself, then our conscience becomes a holy echo of His will. But if we idolize self, culture, or even noble substitutes, our conscience will be tethered to those lesser things.

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Free, to Serve
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Free, to Serve

Today’s devotional by Miles Stanford reminds me that following Christ is not a group endeavor driven by conformity or consensus. It’s a deeply personal calling—one that unfolds in close fellowship with the Father. Instead of being distracted by others’ pace, progress, or opinions, I am invited to wait upon God alone, letting my expectation be anchored in Him.

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Jesus Christ, a Wonderful Person
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Jesus Christ, a Wonderful Person

The Gospel of Matthew opens with the announcement of Emmanuel—God with us—and concludes with the risen Lord’s promise: I am with you all the days, even to the end of the age. This isn’t poetic flourish—it’s the divine truth anchoring the entire message of Matthew. In between those two declarations, Jesus is revealed not as a mere historical figure or moral teacher, but as the living Christ: our Savior, Shepherd, Bread, Bridegroom, King, Friend, and so much more.

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Esther 6 – God’s Unseen Hand Turns the Table
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Esther 6 – God’s Unseen Hand Turns the Table

In this chapter, we see a striking moment where divine providence intercepts human evil. King Xerxes’ insomnia becomes the backdrop for a reversal that only God could orchestrate. The king, unable to sleep, has the royal chronicles read aloud—an ordinary decision on the surface, but divinely timed. He discovers that Mordecai, who once exposed an assassination plot, was never honored for his loyalty.

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Daniel 1: Resolved to Remain God’s
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Daniel 1: Resolved to Remain God’s

Daniel 1 presents the beginning of Judah’s exile under Babylonian rule, where Nebuchadnezzar took not only sacred objects from God’s temple but also the brightest of Israel’s youth. These young men were not just physically displaced; they were targets for a total identity reconstruction—new names, new diet, new loyalties. The king’s goal was assimilation, not mere captivity.

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Introduction to the Book of Daniel
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Introduction to the Book of Daniel

The book of Daniel is a call to courage—one that rises from deep trust in the character of God when life falls apart. It begins in a time of tremendous upheaval: Daniel and his friends are torn from their homeland and immersed in the culture of Babylon. The temple has been desecrated, the holy city invaded, and a pagan king rules the land. Yet, amid all that looks like chaos, the unseen hand of God is quietly, powerfully at work.

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Psalm 9 — God Enthroned as Refuge and Righteous Judge
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Psalm 9 — God Enthroned as Refuge and Righteous Judge

Psalm 9 opens with David’s wholehearted resolve to praise God—not half-hearted or circumstantial, but with every fiber of his being. His praise is not detached or abstract—it’s grounded in lived experience. David recalls God's just acts: delivering him from enemies, establishing righteousness, and revealing His throne as eternal, unshakable, and sovereign. In this psalm, we see the world’s true government: no election cycles, no checks and balances. The Lord alone is Judge, Defender, and King.

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