A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Constantly Occupied With Jesus
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Constantly Occupied With Jesus

In today’s devotional entry, A. B. Simpson points us to the quiet center of every believer’s soul—Christ Himself, who offers not just any peace, but His peace. Unlike the world’s version, Christ’s peace isn’t circumstantial. It’s a Person. And the abiding of that peace hinges on one crucial truth: where our attention rests.

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Old Covenant or New, Man's Sufficiency or God's
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Old Covenant or New, Man's Sufficiency or God's

Today’s devotional by Bob Hoekstra contrasts two ways of living: one based on man’s own sufficiency and effort (the old covenant), and the other based on the sufficiency of God through the Spirit (the new covenant). The imagery of ink versus the Spirit helps highlight the radical difference. Ink represents natural, human capability—something anyone can access but which ultimately lacks life-giving power. It symbolizes self-effort, law-keeping, and performance without divine life.

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Vital Intercession
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Vital Intercession

Oswald Chambers invites us to a higher plane of prayer—intercession that is not rooted in emotional sympathy but in identification with the heart and purposes of God. When we intercede for others, we are stepping into the work of Christ Himself, aligning our will with the Father's, not simply feeling concern or compassion on a human level. Chambers warns that personal sympathy—though often well-meaning—can interrupt the work of God if it causes us to desire relief over refinement for those we love.

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Apprehended to Apprehend
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Apprehended to Apprehend

Today’s devotional by Miles Stanford invites us to reflect deeply on the truth that what God has already accomplished for us in Christ is something He now works into us by His Spirit. We are not meant to admire the Cross from afar or speak of it only in terms of forgiveness — we are to experience its power daily, as it “unforms” the old life and makes room for the new life to rise and reign within.

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The Beloved of the Father
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The Beloved of the Father

In today’s reading from eManna, we’re drawn into the beauty of Joseph as a picture of Christ — beloved by his father not because of performance, but because of who he was in the eyes of Israel. The devotional draws a direct line from Joseph to Jesus, who is eternally the Beloved Son of the Father.

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John 17
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John 17

John 17 draws back the curtain on a sacred moment. Jesus, having just told the disciples they would have trouble in this world, now lifts His eyes to heaven and begins praying—not as a desperate man, but as One fully confident in the Father’s plan, glory, and love. This is the longest recorded prayer of Jesus in Scripture. It’s rich with intimacy and unity, flowing through three distinct petitions: one for Himself, one for His disciples, and one for all who would later believe through their witness.

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He Wasn’t Ordained
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He Wasn’t Ordained

E. Stanley Jones calls us to reconsider what it really means to be “set apart” for God’s work. He challenges the traditional institutional lens through which ordination is often viewed, pointing out that Jesus Himself, along with His disciples, was never ordained by the laying on of hands. Instead, Jesus was ordained by the Spirit—the anointing that came from above.

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The Birthday of the Church
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The Birthday of the Church

Today’s devotional from Ray Stedman celebrates the remarkable day of Pentecost—the birthday of the Church. The writer draws attention to the deep connection between Old Testament foreshadowing and New Testament fulfillment. Pentecost, meaning "fifty," was a harvest feast in which two loaves were presented to God—loaves made with leaven, representing the presence of sin. These loaves, baked from the first fruits of the wheat harvest, symbolized both Jews and Gentiles being joined together into one new body through the work of the Holy Spirit.

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Keep Sweet
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Keep Sweet

A.B. Simpson, with his characteristic spiritual insight, gently invites us to live in what he calls the “heaven of peace” — a heart at rest in Christ, even amid irritation, fiery darts, or emotional bruising. Drawing from 2 Corinthians 2:14, he reminds us that God is always leading us in triumph through Christ, and that in this triumph, our lives spread the sweet fragrance of Christ’s knowledge.

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The Exceedingly Abundant Ability of God
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The Exceedingly Abundant Ability of God

Today’s reading from Ephesians 3:20–21 draws our gaze upward—not toward our own limited capacity, but toward the infinite ability of God. Bob’s devotional gently confronts a common error: assuming that godliness grows out of our self-effort. Instead, we are invited to marvel at the One who works not merely with us, but within us.

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The Passion of Patience
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The Passion of Patience

Patience is not passive or apathetic. Oswald Chambers redefines it as a forceful, enduring presence rooted not in human willpower or emotional calm but in the energizing vision of God Himself. Like Moses, who pressed forward because he "saw Him who is invisible," the soul who waits well is the one whose eyes are fixed on God.

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Initial Preparation
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Initial Preparation

Today’s devotional from Abide Above focuses on the vital connection between inward preparation and outward service. Using David’s refusal to wear Saul’s armor as a springboard (1 Samuel 17:38–39), it reminds us that the work God calls us to must not be approached in borrowed strength, borrowed methods, or borrowed revelations. The Spirit patiently prepares each believer through deeply personal experiences—experiences that shape and refine them into instruments of authenticity.

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Being Rejected by Those You Shepherd
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Being Rejected by Those You Shepherd

This devotional reflects on one of the more painful realities of spiritual care: the rejection of the shepherd by those he came to feed. Using Joseph and Jesus as parallel examples, the message reveals a divine pattern — true authority is born from sacrificial shepherding.

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Esther 2 — Hidden Purposes and Providential Placement
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Esther 2 — Hidden Purposes and Providential Placement

Esther 2 unfolds with a mixture of human schemes and divine orchestration. After the removal of Queen Vashti, King Xerxes seeks a new queen through a morally questionable process—gathering young women from across the empire, subjecting them to a year of beauty treatments, and selecting the one who pleases him most.

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Ezekiel 45 — The Center That Orders Everything
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Ezekiel 45 — The Center That Orders Everything

Ezekiel 45 gives a striking glimpse into the reordered life of Israel following its restoration. Everything revolves around the temple—literally. God designates a holy district in the center of the land, around which everything else is distributed: the city, the prince’s allotment, and the tribes. The temple is not just a place of worship; it’s the geographic and spiritual center from which all else is measured and oriented.

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Psalm 5
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Psalm 5

Psalm 5 opens with the quiet intensity of a morning soul turned toward heaven. David speaks not with self-assurance but with expectancy. He knows God listens—not only to articulate petitions but to the heart’s inaudible longings. In this sacred posture, David begins the day not by bracing for battle but by entrusting the day to a holy God whose favor surrounds the righteous.

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Ordained in Christ
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Ordained in Christ

E. Stanley Jones reflects on the powerful truth embedded in Jesus’ words from John 15:16 — “You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit.” Traditionally, we’ve reserved the word “ordination” for formal ceremonies where a select few are set apart through the laying on of hands. But Jones invites us to reconsider this concept through a more biblical lens — one that springs from our union with Christ rather than human ritual.

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The Unfinished Book
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The Unfinished Book

Today’s reflection by Ray Stedman opens the book of Acts not as a historical conclusion, but as a living continuation of Christ’s life on earth. The writer reminds us that Luke's Gospel recorded what Jesus began to do and teach in His physical body, and Acts continues that record—not through the actions of independent believers, but through Christ Himself, now living and acting through His people. This is not merely a shift in method, but a profound unveiling of God's strategy: incarnation is ongoing.

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The Quiet Beauty of Gentleness
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The Quiet Beauty of Gentleness

In today's reading from A. B. Simpson, we are drawn into the fruit of the Spirit described in Galatians 5:22, particularly the spirit of gentleness. The author invites us to observe how the season of spring reflects this very attribute—nature shedding its harshness and adorning itself with beauty and warmth. In the same way, the believer who yields to the indwelling Holy Spirit reflects the gentleness of Christ, not as forced behavior but as the natural outflow of His life within.

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The Source of Our Sufficiency
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The Source of Our Sufficiency

Today’s devotional by Bob Hoekstra centers us on the heart of the exchanged life: the understanding that we are not the source of anything we need—and God is the source of everything we need. Bob invites us to consider the tension between the human instinct to self-produce and the divine truth that sufficiency never originates from the self.

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