A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship
“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20
From the blog
The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy
In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.
The Beloved of the Father
In today’s reading from eManna, we’re drawn into the beauty of Joseph as a picture of Christ — beloved by his father not because of performance, but because of who he was in the eyes of Israel. The devotional draws a direct line from Joseph to Jesus, who is eternally the Beloved Son of the Father.
John 17
John 17 draws back the curtain on a sacred moment. Jesus, having just told the disciples they would have trouble in this world, now lifts His eyes to heaven and begins praying—not as a desperate man, but as One fully confident in the Father’s plan, glory, and love. This is the longest recorded prayer of Jesus in Scripture. It’s rich with intimacy and unity, flowing through three distinct petitions: one for Himself, one for His disciples, and one for all who would later believe through their witness.
He Wasn’t Ordained
E. Stanley Jones calls us to reconsider what it really means to be “set apart” for God’s work. He challenges the traditional institutional lens through which ordination is often viewed, pointing out that Jesus Himself, along with His disciples, was never ordained by the laying on of hands. Instead, Jesus was ordained by the Spirit—the anointing that came from above.
The Birthday of the Church
Today’s devotional from Ray Stedman celebrates the remarkable day of Pentecost—the birthday of the Church. The writer draws attention to the deep connection between Old Testament foreshadowing and New Testament fulfillment. Pentecost, meaning "fifty," was a harvest feast in which two loaves were presented to God—loaves made with leaven, representing the presence of sin. These loaves, baked from the first fruits of the wheat harvest, symbolized both Jews and Gentiles being joined together into one new body through the work of the Holy Spirit.
Keep Sweet
A.B. Simpson, with his characteristic spiritual insight, gently invites us to live in what he calls the “heaven of peace” — a heart at rest in Christ, even amid irritation, fiery darts, or emotional bruising. Drawing from 2 Corinthians 2:14, he reminds us that God is always leading us in triumph through Christ, and that in this triumph, our lives spread the sweet fragrance of Christ’s knowledge.
The Exceedingly Abundant Ability of God
Today’s reading from Ephesians 3:20–21 draws our gaze upward—not toward our own limited capacity, but toward the infinite ability of God. Bob’s devotional gently confronts a common error: assuming that godliness grows out of our self-effort. Instead, we are invited to marvel at the One who works not merely with us, but within us.
The Passion of Patience
Patience is not passive or apathetic. Oswald Chambers redefines it as a forceful, enduring presence rooted not in human willpower or emotional calm but in the energizing vision of God Himself. Like Moses, who pressed forward because he "saw Him who is invisible," the soul who waits well is the one whose eyes are fixed on God.
Initial Preparation
Today’s devotional from Abide Above focuses on the vital connection between inward preparation and outward service. Using David’s refusal to wear Saul’s armor as a springboard (1 Samuel 17:38–39), it reminds us that the work God calls us to must not be approached in borrowed strength, borrowed methods, or borrowed revelations. The Spirit patiently prepares each believer through deeply personal experiences—experiences that shape and refine them into instruments of authenticity.
Being Rejected by Those You Shepherd
This devotional reflects on one of the more painful realities of spiritual care: the rejection of the shepherd by those he came to feed. Using Joseph and Jesus as parallel examples, the message reveals a divine pattern — true authority is born from sacrificial shepherding.
Esther 2 — Hidden Purposes and Providential Placement
Esther 2 unfolds with a mixture of human schemes and divine orchestration. After the removal of Queen Vashti, King Xerxes seeks a new queen through a morally questionable process—gathering young women from across the empire, subjecting them to a year of beauty treatments, and selecting the one who pleases him most.
Ezekiel 45 — The Center That Orders Everything
Ezekiel 45 gives a striking glimpse into the reordered life of Israel following its restoration. Everything revolves around the temple—literally. God designates a holy district in the center of the land, around which everything else is distributed: the city, the prince’s allotment, and the tribes. The temple is not just a place of worship; it’s the geographic and spiritual center from which all else is measured and oriented.
Psalm 5
Psalm 5 opens with the quiet intensity of a morning soul turned toward heaven. David speaks not with self-assurance but with expectancy. He knows God listens—not only to articulate petitions but to the heart’s inaudible longings. In this sacred posture, David begins the day not by bracing for battle but by entrusting the day to a holy God whose favor surrounds the righteous.
Ordained in Christ
E. Stanley Jones reflects on the powerful truth embedded in Jesus’ words from John 15:16 — “You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit.” Traditionally, we’ve reserved the word “ordination” for formal ceremonies where a select few are set apart through the laying on of hands. But Jones invites us to reconsider this concept through a more biblical lens — one that springs from our union with Christ rather than human ritual.
The Unfinished Book
Today’s reflection by Ray Stedman opens the book of Acts not as a historical conclusion, but as a living continuation of Christ’s life on earth. The writer reminds us that Luke's Gospel recorded what Jesus began to do and teach in His physical body, and Acts continues that record—not through the actions of independent believers, but through Christ Himself, now living and acting through His people. This is not merely a shift in method, but a profound unveiling of God's strategy: incarnation is ongoing.
The Quiet Beauty of Gentleness
In today's reading from A. B. Simpson, we are drawn into the fruit of the Spirit described in Galatians 5:22, particularly the spirit of gentleness. The author invites us to observe how the season of spring reflects this very attribute—nature shedding its harshness and adorning itself with beauty and warmth. In the same way, the believer who yields to the indwelling Holy Spirit reflects the gentleness of Christ, not as forced behavior but as the natural outflow of His life within.
The Source of Our Sufficiency
Today’s devotional by Bob Hoekstra centers us on the heart of the exchanged life: the understanding that we are not the source of anything we need—and God is the source of everything we need. Bob invites us to consider the tension between the human instinct to self-produce and the divine truth that sufficiency never originates from the self.
Faith, Not Emotion
Oswald Chambers, with his usual bold clarity, reminds us today that true spiritual maturity isn't about living in a continuous state of emotional inspiration. It's about quietly walking by faith, even in obscurity. While God may give us mountain-top moments of light and glory, those are His gifts—not His requirements for us to act.
The Greatest
This morning's reflection from Abide Above invites us into a deeper understanding of love—not as a principle or doctrine—but as a Person who draws us into ever-deepening intimacy. C.A.C. begins with the truth every believer first encounters: Christ loved us so much that He saved us. But that first experience of His love—at the Cross—is merely the beginning.
The Perfect Shepherd
This morning’s devotional from eManna invites us to consider Joseph as the clearest Old Testament foreshadowing of the perfection of Christ. Unlike other notable figures—David, Moses, Solomon—Joseph’s scriptural record carries no stain, no documented defect. He’s not presented as flawless in behavior alone, but as one whose life points forward to Jesus—the true and final Good Shepherd.
Colossians 1
Paul opens this letter not with complaint about his suffering, but with gratitude. Even while imprisoned, he celebrates the grace of God revealed in the Colossians' lives. These believers had heard the gospel from Epaphras, a fellow laborer in the faith, and were now walking in faith and love—clear signs of their transformed hearts. Paul emphasizes that this transformation didn't come from personal effort but from the Spirit's work in them. He reminds us that the gospel is spreading and bearing fruit because it is rooted in grace, not human striving.