A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Philippians 3: The Singular Joy of Knowing Christ
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Philippians 3: The Singular Joy of Knowing Christ

Few passages in Scripture have so deeply shaped my understanding of the exchanged life as Philippians 3. Here, Paul puts language to the deepest longing of a soul set free from self-effort: to know Christ above all else. In a world that parades achievements and clings to external markers of worth, this chapter calls me back to the singular pursuit of Christ Himself as my life, my righteousness, my joy. Everything else fades to shadows when compared to the reality of being found in Him.

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John 14
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John 14

As the shadow of the cross loomed, Jesus' tender heart turned fully toward His disciples. He knew they were deeply troubled, watching their world seemingly unravel. Yet rather than focusing on His own approaching suffering, Jesus comforted them with promises rooted in eternal hope. He assured them that His departure was not an abandonment but a preparation—He was going ahead to ready a place for them in the Father’s house. In the face of their confusion, Jesus declared Himself to be the Way, the Truth, and the Life, the sole path to the Father. He patiently corrected Philip’s misunderstanding, revealing that to know Him was to know the Father. He encouraged them that, through prayer and the coming of the Holy Spirit, they would not only carry on His mission but extend it beyond anything they could imagine. His farewell gift to them was His peace—not fragile like the world’s peace, but anchored in unshakable relationship with Himself. Jesus' entire discourse points to an abiding life of love, obedience, union, and peace made possible by His indwelling Spirit.

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Made Clean by the Word
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Made Clean by the Word

Today’s reflection reminds me how radically Jesus reshaped the very fabric of reality.
E. Stanley Jones unfolds the breathtaking work of Christ—not merely cleansing individual hearts, but cleansing the meanings of life itself.

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No Leaven
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No Leaven

Today’s devotional draws our attention to the Feast of Unleavened Bread, an observance deeply rooted in Israel’s history, but with a living message for us today. The feast, celebrated immediately after the Passover, involved meticulously removing all leaven—yeast—from the homes of God's people. Leaven symbolized something deeper: the tendency within humanity to puff itself up, to depend on self rather than humbly trust in God.

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Fixing Our Eyes Beyond the Mist
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Fixing Our Eyes Beyond the Mist

Today's reflection captures a vital principle of steady living: to stay true in our Christian walk, we need both a present focus and a distant, eternal goal. Using the imagery of plowing a straight furrow, the devotional reminds us that if we focus only on what is immediately before us, we will drift — often without noticing.

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A Fragrance of Christ to Every Person
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A Fragrance of Christ to Every Person

Today’s devotional reminds us that one of the most beautiful works of God's grace is to manifest the fragrance of Christ through our lives. As we grow in truly knowing the Lord, His very life diffuses through us like an invisible but unmistakable aroma. To God, we are a sweet fragrance—the life of Christ being expressed in human vessels that were once dead but are now alive in Him.

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Supreme Devotion
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Supreme Devotion

Today’s devotional brings us into the intimate and painful lesson Abraham learned on Mount Moriah. Oswald Chambers points out that our character deeply shapes how we interpret God’s will. Abraham’s devotion was so supreme that he was willing to obey God even when the command seemed to contradict what he believed to be true. His faith was not built upon his own understanding but on complete trust in the living God.

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Know to Grow
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Know to Grow

Today’s reading draws us deeper into the heart of spiritual growth — that knowing Christ is not a one-time event but a lifelong unfolding. The devotional highlights that many believers first experience the relief of sins forgiven through faith in Christ’s work, but do not yet truly know Christ Himself. It is one thing to touch His garment, so to speak, and another to abide in intimate fellowship with His person.

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Everything Is a Blessing - Part 2
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Everything Is a Blessing - Part 2

Today's reading draws us into the rich assurance that as New Testament believers, we walk under the covering of God's universal blessing. The devotional connects our lives to that of Joseph in Genesis, whose suffering and betrayal were ultimately turned into blessings by God's sovereign hand (Gen 50:20).

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Nehemiah 12
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Nehemiah 12

Nehemiah 12 is a chapter heavy with names—lists of priests, Levites, and leaders who had returned with Zerubbabel and served during the days of Jehoiakim. At first glance, it can feel like a catalog of ancient figures long removed from our daily lives. But the Spirit, through the Grace and Truth Study Bible, draws our hearts to see more: every name mattered. These were not random lists but a memorial of faithfulness, a testament that God cherishes the individual within His greater story.

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Ezekiel 42
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Ezekiel 42

Ezekiel’s vision now moves out from the temple court into the outer areas. His angelic guide brings him to the rooms along the outer wall—spaces reserved exclusively for the priests who minister before the Lord. These rooms, identical on both the north and south sides, form part of the carefully ordered design. Holiness is not a vague concept here—it is spatially protected, intentionally structured. Every dimension is exact, every boundary purposeful.

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Psalm 2
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Psalm 2

Psalm 2 unveils the great spiritual conflict that spans human history: the rebellion of humanity against God’s appointed authority, and the firm, unwavering rule of the Lord and His Anointed King. The nations rage and plot in vain, viewing God’s authority as oppressive. Yet heaven is not shaken by their mutiny. God’s laughter in response is not mockery but a declaration that human rebellion is powerless against His sovereign plan.

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How Can I Tell If I'm Acting from My Soul or My Spirit?
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How Can I Tell If I'm Acting from My Soul or My Spirit?

There’s a quiet but honest question that often rises when we long to live and serve in the Spirit: How can I tell whether I’m being led by the Holy Spirit in my spirit, or simply acting out of my emotions, intellect, or will? Especially for those of us who once sought mountaintop experiences and gravitated toward mysticism or religious highs, the line can seem blurry.

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What is Man? – Chapter 5: Where Christendom Is Deceived
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What is Man? – Chapter 5: Where Christendom Is Deceived

In Chapter 5 of What is Man?, T. Austin-Sparks confronts a pervasive confusion in the church: the inability to distinguish between mysticism and true spirituality. He warns that Christendom often lives in the realm of soul—moved by music, ritual, and religious fervor—yet disconnected from true spiritual life that comes only by union with the Spirit of God. Sparks illustrates how Cain, though outwardly religious, acted from soul, not spirit. His offering was devout, but he remained spiritually dead. Similarly, religion can be full of beauty, discipline, or passion, yet remain barren of divine life.

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“My Words Abide in You”
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“My Words Abide in You”

E. Stanley Jones invites us deeper into Jesus’ invitation from John 15:7: “If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you…” But he gently corrects our tendency to treat Jesus’ words as the end goal. These aren’t disconnected sayings or merely moral maxims. They are radiant with the life of the Word Himself—the Person of Jesus.

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The True Sabbath
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The True Sabbath

Ray Stedman reminds us today that the Sabbath is not primarily about a specific day—it’s about a specific posture. While the Old Testament Sabbath was observed on the seventh day (Saturday), and while modern Christians often associate Sunday with rest and worship, the heart of the Sabbath was never confined to a day. The deeper truth was always about resting in God.

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“Sanctified Wholly”
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“Sanctified Wholly”

A.B. Simpson paints a striking image today: a ship, long stranded and unmoved by the frantic labor of its crew, suddenly lifted and carried by a tidal wave—effortlessly, peacefully, gloriously free. This picture of release and movement is paralleled by the sun melting a great iceberg, not with force, but with warmth, transforming something immovable into something light and buoyant.

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A Fragrance of Christ to God
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A Fragrance of Christ to God

God delights in the aroma of His Son. And remarkably, He has chosen to release that same fragrance through us. This passage shows us that knowing Christ isn't only a private experience—it’s a spiritual fragrance that impacts others and rises to bless the Father Himself. The more we press in to know Christ—not just know about Him but experience Him dwelling and expressing Himself through us—the more that fragrance is diffused through our lives.

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Prepared in Season
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Prepared in Season

Oswald Chambers reminds us that spiritual maturity isn’t revealed in emotional highs or spiritual mountaintops—it’s shown in consistent, Spirit-led obedience regardless of how we feel. He cautions against becoming spiritual thrill-seekers, chasing inspiration as if it's a barometer of usefulness to God. In fact, Chambers says it's not whether we're “in season” emotionally that matters—it's whether we are available to God at all times.

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Fit First
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Fit First

Today’s devotional gently redirects our focus from striving to abiding. Its core message is a refreshing reminder: usefulness in the kingdom of God does not begin with activity—it begins with affection. J.B. Stoney, whose insight we’re drawing from, contrasts the usefulness of Mary and Martha, emphasizing that those who are captivated by Christ Himself are those through whom His life flows most freely.

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