A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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The Word Who Is God
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The Word Who Is God

John's Gospel opens with breathtaking clarity—Jesus is not just a teacher, prophet, or even a great man. He is the eternal Word who was with God and is God. John doesn’t ease us in gently—he unveils the divine mystery from the start: Jesus is the Light of the world, the Creator of all things, the One through whom life itself exists. This Word, full of grace and truth, became flesh and dwelt among us—not as a shadow or symbol, but in personal, relational presence.

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The Great Substitute: With Him or In Him?
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The Great Substitute: With Him or In Him?

In today’s reflection, E. Stanley Jones explores a crucial distinction: is Christianity merely being with Christ, or truly being in Christ? He presses into this by examining the phrase “in Christ,” most heavily emphasized by the Apostle Paul but certainly not exclusive to him. The weight of Paul’s usage—97 times—compels us to take this reality seriously. Jones emphasizes that this is not merely a Pauline idea or a theological abstraction—it is the only real state of being. Compared to this, all else is illusion.

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The Cure to Conflict
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The Cure to Conflict

Philippians 4:2 – “I plead with Euodia and I plead with Syntyche to be of the same mind in the Lord.”

From today’s Immeasurably More devotional by Ray Stedman, we see a gentle yet urgent appeal from Paul that cuts straight to the heart of relational tension. Two women—Euodia and Syntyche—were caught in a disagreement that had begun to affect the broader church in Philippi. Paul doesn’t shame them or take sides. Instead, he calls them back to their common ground in Christ and urges them to agree in the Lord.

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Fixing Our Eyes on Jesus
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Fixing Our Eyes on Jesus

Today’s entry from Heaven on Earth points us back to the simplicity and power of grace—reminding us that our journey with Christ is never meant to be sustained by personal effort. We often understand that salvation begins by faith, but somewhere along the road, we begin to operate as if growth depends on us. Simpson gently corrects this: at every stage of our walk, our strength will fall short, our love will be insufficient, and even our courage will fade unless we receive from Christ what only He can supply.

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The Resurrection: Reality, Not Dead Religion
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The Resurrection: Reality, Not Dead Religion

The heart of this devotional speaks to a stark contrast—between those who live by dead religion and those who walk in the living reality of Christ's resurrection. The religious leaders in Acts were deeply disturbed not by mere words, but by the power of a risen Christ being declared through His disciples. These men weren’t teaching abstract doctrine or defending tradition—they were living out and proclaiming the supernatural reality of Jesus’s resurrection. And that supernatural reality remains the bedrock of our faith.

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Keeping the Bloom: The Link Between Purity and Vision
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Keeping the Bloom: The Link Between Purity and Vision

Oswald Chambers wants us to understand that purity isn't merely the innocence of one untouched by sin—it’s the radiant byproduct of an ongoing, intimate walk with Jesus. True purity grows from closeness with God and is sustained over time through that fellowship. He differentiates between our private life with God, which may be vibrant and authentic, and our outward expression of that life, which is exposed to the world and subject to distraction, compromise, or carelessness.

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The Hand of God
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The Hand of God

This morning’s reflection from Abide Above centers on how we respond to suffering, especially when it's undeserved. The writer draws our attention to Peter’s words—how God finds it pleasing when we endure injustice for His sake. But the deeper insight is this: when we try to respond rightly by our own strength, our reaction—even if it appears noble—only produces self-righteousness. It’s not Christ being seen, but self polishing itself up.

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Christ, My Every Mercy
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Christ, My Every Mercy

Today’s eManna devotional opens our eyes to a deep and comforting truth: Christ is not merely the One who gives holy and faithful things—He is those things. He doesn’t just grant wisdom; He is wisdom. He doesn’t merely distribute sanctification; He is sanctification. The devotional draws a long list of what Christ is for us, primarily from 1 Corinthians and the Gospel of John, emphasizing that He is everything we need. And in the Old Testament, these realities were prophetically pictured as “mercies”—a term that surpasses even love and grace. Mercy reaches where love and grace alone cannot go. So when we encounter our need, we do not cry out for something external. We receive Christ, who is the mercy reaching into every crack and crevice of our condition. He is the mercy that doesn't just patch up our lives but indwells us to be our righteousness, redemption, power, food, drink, and life.

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The Gracious Hand Upon the Pilgrimage
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The Gracious Hand Upon the Pilgrimage

Ezra’s first-person account in chapter 8 reads like a personal journal of a spiritual leader entrusted with something deeply sacred. As Ezra gathers those willing to return from Babylon to Jerusalem, we see not just a logistical expedition but a journey of faith, community, and consecration. The list of names, though easily overlooked, reminds us that God moves through actual people—each with a name, story, and calling. These were not random travelers; they were twelve family groups, echoing Israel’s tribal identity, and some had deep ancestral significance—including a descendant of David, a subtle thread pointing to God’s enduring covenant.

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When Trust Is Misplaced
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When Trust Is Misplaced

God gave Ezekiel a series of messages to pronounce judgment on the surrounding nations—and in this chapter, Egypt takes center stage. Egypt, with its long and complex history with Israel, is now exposed for its pride and unreliability. The Lord reminds His people that Egypt was never a trustworthy ally. Despite their mighty river, military pride, and royal arrogance—embodied in Pharaoh’s absurd self-declaration that he created the Nile—the truth is clear: Egypt is not God. Their support was a broken reed. Judah’s trust in Pharaoh was misdirected, and God uses this to reveal an age-old lesson: only the Lord is worthy of our dependence.

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A Conscience Carried in the Light
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A Conscience Carried in the Light

In Job 31, we hear the voice of a man standing before God with a clear conscience—not claiming to be sinless, but to be sincere. This is Job’s final defense. He has suffered unimaginably, been misjudged by friends, and now he reviews his life not with bitterness but with boldness.

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In Harmony with, or Revolt Against
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In Harmony with, or Revolt Against

E. Stanley Jones brings us to linger on the truth that being “in Christ” is not just a beautiful phrase—it is the deepest reality for every believer. It’s not a metaphor, not a lofty spiritual ideal, not a poetic way of speaking—it’s fact. Just as being in a country brings one under its laws, atmosphere, and identity, so being in Christ brings one into alignment with His Spirit, His attitudes, His authority, and His resources.

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Standing While Running
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Standing While Running

Ray Stedman’s devotional invites us into a beautiful paradox—one that seems like a contradiction at first glance, but becomes a portrait of abiding life in Christ once properly understood. In Philippians 3, Paul compares the Christian life to a race: something fast-paced, filled with obstacles and forward motion. But just a few verses later, he urges us in chapter 4:1 to “stand firm.” How can we do both—run and stand?

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The Splendor of His Holiness – Adorned with Grace
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The Splendor of His Holiness – Adorned with Grace

Today’s devotional points us to the beauty of holiness—true holiness. Simpson draws a distinction between a bare, hardened kind of piety and the radiant, Spirit-filled life that reflects the loveliness of Christ. He cautions against a type of sanctification that feels like a skeleton—harsh and rigid—devoid of the warmth and life that real holiness brings. There is a difference between what is merely “just” and what is “lovely and of good report.”

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Still More on the Resurrection and Sanctification
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Still More on the Resurrection and Sanctification

In today’s reflection, Bob Hoekstra continues to explore how the resurrection of Christ affects our present walk, not just our future hope. He points out that Paul’s desire in Philippians 3:10–11 wasn’t simply to participate in the future resurrection of the body—something already secured by faith—but to know Christ so deeply that His resurrection life would be experientially expressed in the here and now.

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The Most Delicate Mission on Earth
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The Most Delicate Mission on Earth

Oswald Chambers is pointing to a vital but often overlooked truth: holiness that truly reflects Christ does not draw people to us—it draws them to Him. Our calling is not to showcase our own transformation or virtue, but to be transparent vessels, loyal friends of the Bridegroom, who usher others into His presence. Just as John the Baptist refused to draw attention to himself and rejoiced in decreasing so that Jesus might increase, so should we.

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Cooperative Living
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Cooperative Living

Today’s entry from Abide Above reminds us of the ongoing cooperative dance between the finished work of Christ and our daily moment-by-moment yielding to that work. Positionally, we have already put off the old man and put on the new in Christ—this happened at the cross. The "old man" isn’t something we’re still fighting to kill; he has been crucified with Christ. But the patterns and residues of that old life—the self-life or flesh—still lurk, attempting to draw us back into living independently from God.

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Living in the Joyful Ease of Christ’s Freedom
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Living in the Joyful Ease of Christ’s Freedom

John Piper’s message focuses on Galatians 5:1–5 and the clear will of God: that we live in freedom. Not the freedom to live selfishly, but the freedom from trying to earn God’s love or approval by our works. Piper points out how often believers unknowingly slip back under the yoke of performance—whether it’s striving to obey laws to please God or falling into a “gratitude ethic,” where we serve God to pay Him back for all He’s done.

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Christ—The Holy and Trustworthy Gift
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Christ—The Holy and Trustworthy Gift

Today’s devotional explores the rich meaning behind Acts 13:34-35, where Paul presents the resurrected Christ not just as Savior or the firstborn Son of God, but as the fulfillment of “the holy and faithful things of David.” These aren’t abstract theological terms—they’re deeply relational. The resurrected Jesus is God’s personal gift to us, the holy and trustworthy One, through whom all God’s promises and mercies are poured into our lives. The original Greek makes this even more vivid, describing Jesus as the sum of all the “holy things” and “sure things” God promised.

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Galatians 1
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Galatians 1

Paul doesn’t open Galatians with a gentle word of encouragement, like he often does. Instead, his heart breaks over how quickly these believers have drifted. This isn’t about them getting a few details wrong—it’s about them abandoning the gospel altogether by adding human requirements to what God had already finished. Paul is quick to affirm that his message didn’t originate from man. He wasn’t repeating secondhand ideas from the apostles in Jerusalem. He had received the gospel straight from Jesus Christ Himself.

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