A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Jesus, the Faithful Son and the Anointed One
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Jesus, the Faithful Son and the Anointed One

Luke 4 unveils the early days of Jesus' public ministry, beginning with His temptation in the wilderness and culminating in His authoritative teaching and miraculous works. Throughout this chapter, we witness Jesus' unwavering trust in the Father, His victorious stand against the enemy, and His bold proclamation of the good news. He does not yield to temptation, misuse His divine power, or seek an earthly kingdom apart from the Father's will. Instead, He walks in perfect dependence upon the Spirit, fulfilling His mission to proclaim liberty, heal the broken, and declare the favor of God.

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Sid’s Battle with the Power of Cancelled Sin
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Sid’s Battle with the Power of Cancelled Sin

Sid knew the truths of the exchanged life well. He had read Lifetime Guarantee, studied The Normal Christian Life, and could recite Galatians 2:20 by heart. He understood that Christ lived in him and that he was no longer a slave to sin. And yet, when night fell and he was alone, the familiar pull of pornography whispered his name.

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The Surgeon’s Struggle: From Knowing About God to Experiencing Him
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The Surgeon’s Struggle: From Knowing About God to Experiencing Him

Dr. Frank Mitchell was a man of precision. Every movement of his hands in the operating room was calculated, measured, and practiced. As a leading cardiovascular surgeon, he had spent decades saving lives, restoring health, and ensuring that every procedure followed the exact protocol needed for success. He understood systems, processes, and outcomes. His world was built on knowledge, logic, and mastery.

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He Breaks the Power of Cancelled Sin
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He Breaks the Power of Cancelled Sin

Christ not only cancels sin, but He also breaks its power. Many stop at forgiveness, rejoicing that their sins are erased. But if we stop there, we miss the deeper reality—sin’s dominion over us is shattered. Christ does not leave us forgiven yet still enslaved. He sets us free.

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Breaking Free from Mechanical Religion: Brent’s Wake-Up Call
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Breaking Free from Mechanical Religion: Brent’s Wake-Up Call

Brent had always been a faithful churchgoer. From the outside, he seemed like the model Christian—attending Sunday services, volunteering when needed, and even leading a men’s Bible study. He knew all the right answers, could quote Scripture fluently, and rarely missed a morning devotion. But if he was honest, something had changed.

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Breaking Free from Mechanical Religion
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Breaking Free from Mechanical Religion

📖 “The Lord says: These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is based on merely human rules they have been taught.” — Isaiah 29:13

There is a quiet danger in the Christian life—the slow drift into mechanical religion. The heart still acknowledges God, yet the relationship becomes a series of motions rather than a living communion. Prayers are spoken without true engagement. Worship is sung without joy. Scripture is read, but the words remain on the surface, never sinking deep.

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The Compass That Never Failed
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The Compass That Never Failed

Long ago, in a land of vast wilderness and hidden treasures, there lived a young traveler named Elias. His heart burned with the desire to find the fabled City of Everlight—a place where peace, abundance, and joy never faded. Many had searched for it, but few had returned, and those who did spoke of perilous paths, deceiving trails, and the ever-present risk of losing one’s way.

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The Right Pursuit: Seeking God First
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The Right Pursuit: Seeking God First

“But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be added unto you.”Matthew 6:33 BSB

A divided heart easily loses its way. It’s easy to fixate on a desire—something good, even godly—and allow it to take center stage in our thoughts. We may not even realize how subtly our longing for the thing has overtaken our longing for the Lord Himself. Jesus reminds us that the order matters: Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and everything else falls into place. It’s not about not desiring things, but about desiring Him above all.

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Abiding in Christ: The Source of Spiritual Fruit
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Abiding in Christ: The Source of Spiritual Fruit

"He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit"…the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering. (John 15:5 and Galatians 5:22)

The Christian life is not about striving to manufacture love, joy, or peace—it is about abiding in Christ and allowing His life to be expressed through us. Just as a branch does not struggle to bear fruit but simply remains connected to the vine, so we bear spiritual fruit as we rest in our union with Christ.

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Must I Listen?
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Must I Listen?

"And they said unto Moses, Speak thou with us and we will hear: but let not God speak with us, lest we die."Exodus 20:19

The Israelites stood at the foot of Mount Sinai, trembling at the voice of God. Instead of desiring direct communion with Him, they asked for an intermediary—someone to hear on their behalf, someone to buffer the weight of His presence. Their reluctance was not simply fear but an unwillingness to surrender to the reality that when God speaks, His words demand action.

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The Cross for Self
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The Cross for Self

📖 "I have been crucified with Christ." — Galatians 2:20 (ASV)

The Cross is the great paradox of the Christian life. It is both the place of death and the gateway to true life. It was the ultimate agony of God’s heart, yet it stands as His eternal glory. For us who are in Christ, it is both our daily dying and our continual freedom—freedom from the weight of sin and from the self-life that so often entangles.

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Two Laws: Resting in the Law of the Spirit of Life
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Two Laws: Resting in the Law of the Spirit of Life

We live under two opposing laws: the law of sin and death, which pulls downward, and the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus, which lifts upward. The first law is like gravity—it is the natural pull of fallen humanity, leading inevitably to decay and death. But the second law transcends it entirely, for it is not merely a principle; it is the very life of Christ within us.

Romans 8:2 declares, “For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death.”This freedom is not a struggle but a surrender. It is not about effort but about abiding.

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Line Upon Line
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Line Upon Line

📖 Whom will he teach knowledge, and to whom will he explain the message? Those who are weaned from the milk, those taken from the breast? For it is precept upon precept, precept upon precept, line upon line, line upon line, here a little, there a little.
Isaiah 28:9-10 RSV

The way of growth in Christ is not a single leap into full maturity but a steady, unfolding process. God’s truth is given to us in layers—one building upon another, truth reinforcing truth—until the eyes of our hearts are opened to see life as He sees it. Unlike a neatly arranged theology book, Scripture weaves together the realities of sin, grace, righteousness, and eternity into a tapestry that can only be understood as the Spirit reveals it, moment by moment, through consistent engagement with His Word.

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Endurance: Resting in His Strength, Not Striving in Ours
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Endurance: Resting in His Strength, Not Striving in Ours

"being strengthened with all power according to His glorious might so that you may have full endurance and patience, and joyfully." — Colossians 1:11 (BSB)

Endurance can look different depending on where our strength is found. There is the kind that grits its teeth, striving with every ounce of human willpower, and then there is the kind that is quietly at rest, upheld by something greater than itself. One wearies the soul, the other lifts it.

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The Life That Bears Fruit
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The Life That Bears Fruit

"Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in Me. I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing."
—John 15:4-5

In the quiet rhythm of a tree’s growth, we see a picture of our dependence on Christ. A branch does not strive, strain, or exhaust itself trying to bear fruit. It simply remains connected, allowing the life of the tree to flow through it. So it is with us—our only source of spiritual life and fruitfulness is Christ Himself.

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Is Your Hope in God Faint and Dying?
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Is Your Hope in God Faint and Dying?

“Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace whose imagination is stayed on Thee.”
Isaiah 26:3 (RV mg)

Our imagination is not just a tool for creative thought—it is a faculty meant to be anchored in God. When it drifts, left unguarded, it becomes vulnerable to the currents of anxiety, exhaustion, and misplaced affections. But when yielded to Christ, it becomes an instrument of faith, drawing us ever deeper into the reality of His presence.

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Loss and Profit in Christ
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Loss and Profit in Christ

The world values profit in terms of gain—accumulation, achievement, self-advancement. But in the economy of the kingdom, profit is found through loss—the letting go of what belongs to the self-life so that Christ’s life might be fully expressed in us. Every surrender of the old—whether it be pride, self-sufficiency, or misplaced security—ushers in a greater fullness of Christ. Paul recognized this, stating, “But what things were gain to me, those I counted loss for Christ”(Phil. 3:7).

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The Hidden Idolatry of the Heart
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The Hidden Idolatry of the Heart

Ezekiel’s vision in chapter 8 exposes the shocking reality of hidden idolatry among the leaders and people of Judah. Outwardly, they may have appeared to be worshipers of the Lord, but behind closed doors, in the inner chambers of the temple, they had given themselves over to false gods. Their actions not only provoked the Lord to jealousy but also revealed a deeper issue—a heart that no longer believed in God’s faithfulness.

While we may not bow before carved images in a temple, the principle remains: What occupies the secret places of our hearts? What do we cling to when we think no one is watching? What do we turn to for security, comfort, or fulfillment apart from Christ?

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The Cry of a Suffering Heart
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The Cry of a Suffering Heart

Job 10 is the cry of a man who has been stripped of everything, left with nothing but questions. His suffering has led him to four agonizing inquiries before God. He asks what charges have been brought against him (vv. 1–3), why God continues to scrutinize him when He already knows his innocence (vv. 4–7), why God took such care in creating him only to bring him to ruin (vv. 8–12), and, finally, why God did not take his life before all this suffering began (vv. 13–22).

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