A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship
“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20
From the blog
The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy
In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.
Faithful Stewardship and True Wisdom
Paul’s words to his first letter to the Corinthians in Chapter 4 reveal the contrast between human judgment and divine accountability. The believers in Corinth had fallen into the trap of evaluating teachers by worldly standards—favoring eloquence, status, and charisma over faithfulness to Christ. But Paul reminds them that church leaders are not to be measured by human approval. They are stewards, entrusted by God to manage His truth with faithfulness, and the only evaluation that truly matters is God’s final judgment (1 Cor. 4:1-5).vineyard
The Loneliness of the Cross
As Jesus approached the final hours before His crucifixion, He stood alone. Those who followed Him for years—who declared their devotion, who swore they would never leave Him—could not endure the hour of darkness. Judas betrayed Him. Peter denied Him. The others fled. At Gethsemane, as He wrestled with the coming agony, even His closest friends could not stay awake with Him.
Living in the Garden of Grace: Taught All Things
Jesus promised us that the Holy Spirit would teach us all things (John 14:26). This promise encompasses every area of our lives—there is no circumstance, relationship, or challenge beyond His insight and guidance. Yet how often do we exhaust ourselves searching for answers in our own strength before turning to Him? When the Spirit reveals His wisdom, it becomes clear that His instruction was always available, waiting for us to trust Him.
The God of the Here and Now
In John 11:21-26, Martha comes to Jesus burdened with grief over the loss of her brother Lazarus. Her words, “Lord, if you had been here,” reveal a common perspective we all share: we trust in what God could have done in the past or what He might do in the future, but often forget that He is the God of the present—right here, right now.
Martha’s faith, while genuine, was focused on a future event: the resurrection at the last day. Her theology was accurate, but Jesus shifted her focus from a distant promise to a present reality. With His declaration, "I am the resurrection and the life," Jesus revealed that He is not constrained by time. Wherever He is, God’s power is fully present, and His miracles are available even now.
The Joy That Overflows
Jesus offers His followers a joy unlike anything this world can provide—a joy that is not dependent on circumstances but flows from His very life within us. In John 15:11, He declares, “I have told you these things so that My joy may be in you and your joy may be complete.” This joy, rooted in Christ, is full, abundant, and eternal.
Picture an underground spring that continually overflows, regardless of the weather above. It does not rely on rain or external conditions to keep flowing. In the same way, the joy of the Lord is an artesian well within the believer’s heart, naturally bubbling up from the life of Christ. This joy persists even in sorrow or hardship, for it is not tied to earthly circumstances but to the unshakable reality of our union with Christ.
Reflecting Christ in Difficult Situations
Let’s reflect more on our previous post on Oswald Chamber’s devotional from today. Life often brings situations where we feel wronged, ignored, or dismissed. Whether it’s dealing with unresponsive companies, difficult coworkers, or strained relationships, our natural inclination can be to dig in our heels, insist on our rights, and pursue justice with a tightly clenched fist. Yet, as we reflect on Acts 26:14 and the words of Oswald Chambers, we are reminded of a deeper calling: to surrender self-will and allow Christ’s Spirit to guide our responses.
Avoiding Self-Will: Surrender to Christ
The story of Saul on the road to Damascus is a striking reminder of how self-will can blind us to the harm it causes. Saul believed he was serving God, yet in his zeal, he was persecuting Jesus Himself. Acts 26:14 reveals the piercing question that changed everything: “Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou Me?” This question goes beyond Saul—it challenges us to examine our own hearts.
Whenever we insist on our way, defend our rights, or pursue ambitions apart from God’s leading, we risk grieving the Spirit of Christ within us. Even good intentions, if driven by self-will, can oppose His purposes. Oswald Chambers reminds us that the Spirit of Jesus is marked by meekness, humility, and a deep oneness with the Father. To live in harmony with Him, we must let go of obstinacy and self-determination.
Growing in Grace
Grace is not merely the starting point of our walk with Christ; it is the continual means by which we grow and flourish in Him. 2 Peter 3:18 exhorts us to “grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.” This growth is not born of human striving but results from God’s grace actively at work within us, producing Christlikeness.
At times, we may feel cautious about emphasizing grace, fearing that it might lead to irresponsibility or indulgence. However, Scripture assures us that genuine grace transforms lives. When we rely on God’s grace, sin diminishes, and righteousness abounds. Romans 6:14 declares, “For sin shall not have dominion over you, for you are not under law but under grace.” Grace empowers us to live as new creations, free from the dominion of sin.
Matriculation into Grace
God’s power matures in our weakness, but the path to that maturity often begins with a hard truth: the rejection of the self-life. This process is not instantaneous; it unfolds over years as the Holy Spirit prepares our hearts to fully let go of the self-centered life we once trusted in. As 2 Corinthians 12:9 reveals, God's grace is not a supplement to our strength—it suffices completely, enabling His power to be made perfect in the very areas where we are weak.
A Tragic Shift: Asa’s Decline
Asa’s life reminds us of the sobering consequences of misplaced trust. His reign began with such promise, marked by reliance on the Lord and great spiritual reform. But in his later years, he drifted from that dependence. When faced with a threat from Israel’s King Baasha, Asa turned not to the Lord, who had previously given him victory, but to the king of Aram. He even took treasures from the Lord’s temple to secure Aram’s help. Though the immediate crisis was averted, Asa’s actions revealed a heart that had shifted from reliance on God to reliance on human alliances.
A Calling to Boldness and Faithfulness
In Ezekiel 2, we witness the Lord commissioning the prophet Ezekiel to proclaim His message to a rebellious and hostile people. The Lord refers to Ezekiel as "son of man," emphasizing his humanity in contrast to God's divine authority and sovereignty. This title also reminds us of our dependence on God as we serve Him. Ezekiel’s calling is a reminder that the success of ministry is not measured by the responses of others but by faithfulness to God’s command.
Reflections on Job 4
Eliphaz, the first of Job’s friends to speak, begins gently, acknowledging Job’s past wisdom and how he had encouraged others in their trials. Yet Eliphaz’s approach quickly turns accusatory, as he asserts a rigid worldview: only the guilty suffer, while the innocent prosper. His conclusion is clear—Job’s suffering must mean he is not as innocent as he claims.
This philosophy, though common in human reasoning, reveals a narrow and flawed understanding of God’s ways. Eliphaz oversimplifies the complexity of suffering, reducing it to a simple formula of cause and effect. In doing so, he overlooks the sovereignty and purposes of God, who often works through trials in ways that transcend human understanding.
United in God’s Work
In 1 Corinthians 3, Paul calls the Corinthian church to spiritual maturity, warning against divisions based on allegiance to particular church teachers. The jealousy and strife among them showed that they were walking in the flesh rather than the Spirit. Paul emphasizes that church leaders are merely servants, each assigned specific tasks by God, but it is God alone who causes growth (vv. 5–9). Just as farmhands work together in a field, God’s servants are coworkers, not competitors, and their labor is meant to glorify God, not themselves.
Mark 13: The Apocalyptic Discourse and Its Fulfillment in the Crucifixion
The Grace and Truth Study Bible offers a compelling interpretation of Mark 13, viewing much of Jesus’ apocalyptic discourse as being fulfilled in His crucifixion, resurrection, and ascension. This perspective focuses on the immediate significance of these events as the culmination of salvation history, reframing how we understand the prophetic words of Jesus. While traditional interpretations often associate Mark 13 solely with end-times prophecy, the study Bible draws attention to how Jesus’ predictions unfold within the narrative of His passion and the establishment of the kingdom of God.
Watching and Waiting for the Son of Man
Mark 13 is a powerful passage that shifts our focus from earthly concerns to eternal realities. Jesus, knowing the cross is near, prepares His disciples with a discourse that spans cosmic events, earthly trials, and the ultimate victory of the Son of Man. In doing so, He exhorts them—and us—not to look for signs or become preoccupied with predictions, but to remain steadfast, alert, and rooted in faith.
Abiding in the Vine
In John 15:5, Jesus paints a vivid picture of the Christian life: “I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing.” This truth speaks directly to the hearts of those who desire to bear fruit for God but find themselves frustrated or disappointed by their efforts.
The secret to bearing fruit is not striving harder or working smarter but abiding in Christ. Like a branch cannot bear fruit apart from the vine, we cannot produce anything of eternal value apart from Jesus. It is through the ongoing, unbroken fellowship with Him that His life flows through us, bringing forth fruit that endures.
The Assurance of Eternal Life
John 10:27-29 presents one of the most comforting and empowering truths in Scripture: the eternal security of those who belong to Jesus. True Christians are described as those who listen to His voice and follow Him. This does not mean their obedience is always immediate or without struggle, but their hearts are inclined toward Him, and their lives bear the mark of a growing dependence on His leading.
Look Again and Think
Matthew 6:25 calls us to live in a way that defies human reasoning: “Take no thought for your life.” This command from Jesus challenges the core of our natural tendencies to worry, plan, and strive for security in earthly things. He reminds us that our primary focus must always be our relationship with Him. The cares of this world—whether financial pressures, social dynamics, or the uncertainties of tomorrow—will constantly encroach on our peace. Yet Jesus assures us that we have no reason to be anxious, for our heavenly Father knows our every need and will provide for us.
Pressing Toward the Goal
Philippians 3:13 reminds us of the clarity and focus needed in the Christian walk: "One thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead." The Apostle Paul, with his eyes fixed on the prize of Christ, refused to be ensnared by distractions or past failures. His singular focus inspires us to evaluate what may be diverting us from God's purpose in our lives.
The Heart Established by Grace
The Christian life begins with God’s grace and continues to grow by that same grace. At salvation, God graciously forgives and justifies us, making us new creations in Christ (Ephesians 1:7). But His grace doesn’t stop there. The riches of His grace provide for our daily sanctification, shaping us into the image of Christ. Hebrews 13:9 emphasizes this: “It is good that the heart be established by grace.” This establishment is not about the new birth itself but the ongoing work of maturing and stabilizing our hearts in godliness.